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[162] Yu

I suddenly didn't dare to look at her, my heart was full of apologies for her, and subconsciously, I looked out the window. There was cold air condensing in the window, it was quiet outside, there was almost no one, and Brother Wang was smoking outside. I don't know if it's cold or not.

"Why don't you look at me? Are you tired of listening to me? ”

I heard Xiyu's words, I turned my head and looked at her, "No, how can I be idle with you." I owe you"

"What do you owe me? Hehe, so you still know that you owe me"

"I owe you affection, I owe you love"

"You keep saying that you owe me, then you pay it back, don't keep talking, but there is one more point, can you pay it back? Do you dare to pay it back? "Xiyu's voice is a little fluctuating.

I shook my head and took a deep breath: "I don't know what I'm supposed to say, I'm just full of guilt for you." You make my heart ache. It's true. Don't do that in the future. ”

Xi Yu looked at me and replied, "You talk like this, this tone, such ambiguous eyes, are you seducing me, hehe." ”

I looked at her, didn't reply, and was silent.

"I know that when you meet something you don't want to say, you will hide, you will escape, you will change the subject. Silence is the most merciful way for you to deal with this kind of thing. Hehe. Am I supposed to thank you? ”

"Can you, not?"

"Okay, then I'm not like this, can you take off my boots for me, seriously, my feet are so cold, they're numb from the cold, I was outside just now, I kicked on the ground for a long time, and I still want to have a sports meeting, they all say that exercise can produce heat, but I didn't find out, and, it's getting colder, I'm wearing socks, I didn't expect it to work, I knew earlier, I'll wear a few more pairs of socks, haha."

"The body is your own, you have to protect it well, or if you get sick, how much is it worth?"

"What's not worth it, getting sick, you are such a hypocritical person, you will feel guilty, and you will go to the hospital to accompany me. Haha"

"You keep talking like this, I'm a little uncomfortable, after all, we are still young, Xiaoyu, in the future, our days will be long, long"

"How old am I. I'm not yet 18, and I'm so precocious because I'm tormented by you, my brother and my parents say I'm precocious, hehe, why am I precocious, because I know you're precocious too. Ha ha. So I desperately thought about a lot of things that shouldn't be thought about at my age, and I did the same thing, and I worked hard for a long time, and finally the people around me recognized that I was precocious, and the two of us were a good match. ”

I listened to her words, I really didn't know what to say, just mechanically according to her words, squatted, took off her boots, revealed a pair of small feet, and swinged back and forth, I raised my head, saw her sweet smile, my heart ached, and then lifted her feet to the **, by the way, I lifted my clothes, put his feet in my T-shirt, put it on the stomach, and then looked around, found my cotton clothes, turned around and took my cotton clothes to cover her legs. Wrap her legs up. When I was done, I leaned over and hugged her legs, "Won't it be warm?" ”

"Can it be warmer?"

"Isn't that okay?"

Xiyu shook his head, "It's still cold." ”

"Then you wait" I got up and looked around, wondering if there was anything to keep warm. I was so happy that I trotted two steps and picked it up, and then went to the back room to wash it, and when I came out, I took the kettle, filled it with hot water, and screwed the lid on. Shaking up and down, the water outside, I took my T-shirt to dry. He turned his head to look at Xiyu and smiled at her. I took the bottle, lifted my clothes, and placed it at her feet. Then he wrapped his clothes around him and did not put them on his stomach. After wrapping it, I took a small cushion and put it on her.

"Now, are you warm? It will be fine in a while. When I was done, I looked at her and smiled.

Xi Yu watched motionlessly at me and finished everything: "You are really considerate, you are indeed thoughtful enough, and now it is much warmer." Hehe. You finally smiled, it's not easy, you had a dead expression all night, and now you're smiling, why? ”

"No Why"

"Don't you dare to say it?"

"No, not really why"

"You're smiling because you've found something to keep me warm, aren't you? Or do you feel like you make up for what you owe me a little? Still kind of like me, haha"

I glanced up at her, didn't answer, was silent for a while, and then Xiyu pushed me, "What, don't you dare to admit it again?" You don't have to be like this, you say, you won't die, my heart will be warmer, at least it won't be so cold, right? ”

After I listened, I didn't speak, and after a few seconds, Xi Yu pushed me again, "I want you to lie to me now and make me happy, so you don't do it?" ”

"I don't want to lie to you, really, I don't want to lie to you in a word"

"You've deceived a lot, when I don't let you cheat, when I don't want you to cheat, when I trust you the most, you lied to me hard, and now I need you to lie to me once, make me happy, you don't do it. You're so boring. ”

"I'm sorry, really." When I said this, I did not look up at her, because I did not dare to look her eyes. I don't know what I feel about myself, it's very uncomfortable to be mixed up, I can't put it into words, this is uncomfortable. This one is uncomfortable.

"Would you say anything else besides being sorry? I said our sixth brother? ”

I didn't answer her, I just pressed my hand on the quilt and pressed it down, hoping to warm her up faster, and I kept my head down, I don't know why. I'm just afraid to see her smile.

Yuyu reached over and lifted my chin, and the other hand began to caress my face, I didn't resist, I didn't stop, let her do something, I just didn't want to speak. Don't want to talk.

"I remember that I used to touch your face like this and let you give me a smile."

"I remember how often I used to pretend to be angry at you, and then you would make me laugh"

"I remember that I used to be coquettish to you like this, and by the way, let you take advantage of a few things"

"I remember that every time I looked at you like this and stroked your face, you would take the initiative to play hooligan, why did you do this time? Is Lin Ran so deterrent? But also, if it weren't for Lin Ran, maybe I would still be able to continue to be deceived by you now, and I would be happy to be deceived by you. ”

"Hey, Liuliu, I said can you stop having such a dying expression, from the moment you entered this door, until now, it's been like this, you and me, can't you smile a little? I feel so uncomfortable looking at my mother. If you do this again, I will cry, and if I do, you will not regret it. This time I won't let you coax it easily, because crying in front of you once, letting you coax once, for me, hehe, it's not easy. ”

I listened to her finish those words, and looked up at her, "I'm sorry, really, I will never meet a girl as good as you in my life, and I will never meet a girl who is better than you, really." ”

"Haha, it's this sentence again, but I like it, I have to threaten you, otherwise you won't speak, but what, what you said is good, you know that I'm a good girl, then you don't hurry up to cherish it, hurry up and pursue me, if you don't work hard, you won't have this store if you miss this village, haha, I know I'm selling myself like this, and you don't take it seriously, why do you say I'm so useless, and I'm not depressed and no one wants it, why can't I let you go, why can't I let go?"

Then Xi Yu rubbed his eyes, "Of course I'm a good girl, of course I'm a good girl." As she spoke, her tears flowed, tears of tears.

Xiyu took his hand off my face, wiped his tears, and said to himself: "It's really useless, why am I so unproductive, I made a lot of determination and courage before I came, don't cry in front of you, I don't want you to be entangled anymore, I just want to see you." Really, I just want you to go home happily, don't be unhappy in your heart, don't have any other thoughts, why can't I control myself, I just feel so wronged, I've been a treasure at home since I was a child, and when I get to you, I'm suddenly nothing, I don't know why this is happening, I really don't want to cry, really, why am I so angry, I held it for so long, and I still cried, I could have stopped crying" Her voice was already choked

I raised my hand and touched her face: "Cry." Girl, don't bear it. Don't grieve yourself, it's all my fault. Don't suffocate yourself. ”

Xiyu cried out, finally cried, cried very sadly, cried very desperately, she cried hard, cried to me feeling, as if not only she was crying, as if her tears were crying, I was quiet on the sidelines, looking at her, just looking at her. Didn't comfort her, I just knew that if I didn't speak, it would be better for her, but I, just hard, very uncomfortable. It was very uncomfortable.

After crying for a while, Xi Yu raised his head and shouted at me, "Why the fuck are you doing this to me, bastard, am I wrong, I provoked you to provoke you, or did I lie to you about something?" Why do you do this to me, why do you keep doing this to me, what do I get in exchange for you? It's your deception of me again and again, isn't it? Why the are you so unjust to me. I'm human too, and I have my own feelings. I also need someone to care for me, I need someone to take care of me. I want my love too."

Xiyu said as he slapped his hand at me, and I just sat there motionless. Suddenly I didn't know what to do, I just let her vent to my heart's content, and I didn't seem to think about anything, as if I was thinking about everything. But I don't want to speak, I don't want to say a word.

Xi Yu looked at me and didn't speak, and continued: "I'm very uncomfortable, I'm also very wronged, I've grown up so big, I've been a treasure since I was a child, I've been spoiled and used to me, I've never been like this, I've never been like this to a boy." Do you think I have no one either? Some of the people chasing me are, I just was caused a shadow by you, I can't see others, I blame you, blame you, bastard" After finishing speaking, he pushed me away, put his feet back, and shouted at me: "Why? Why? Why? Why do this to me? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I didn't know how to answer her, my mind was so confused that I could only repeat those words.

Xi Yu was anxious, and suddenly stood up, she stood up and kicked me hard: "I just want to see you and see you before you go home, is this request too much?" Even such a request, you made me wait for more than 1 hour, nearly two hours, Liu'er, what do you have to be worthy of me doing this for you? Won't I ever be able to find a better one? Am I fucking nobody either? ”

I looked up at her, I didn't know what to think, and said mechanically: "I'm sorry", but I also looked down on myself in my heart. Why is this happening. Even a little regretful coming.

At this moment, she suddenly quieted down, sat down, sat on the **, and then said to herself: "Six, six, my mind is full of you, what can I do, no matter how hard I try, I just can't forget, it was you who ruined me, since you can't always be good with me." Why did you be good with me, deceive my feelings, you are my first love, I don't want to be good with you, you have to pester me, you have to be good to me, be good to me, send me food every day, whatever I say, you will do it, finally, I can't help it, your goal has been achieved, I want to try to have a relationship with you, you will be really good to me, I think, this is the happiest period of my life, at that time you took me every day to play with me, tell me jokes, all kinds of humorous words, make me happy, Caring and considerate of me. Every time I'm unhappy, you have a way to make me happy. It's you who made me fall in love with you unconsciously, and then I love you so much that I can't extricate myself, and I want to give you everything I have, but you let go, and it's on your birthday, I've been looking forward to it for a long time, you actually said don't want it, I watched you run out of my sight that day, I stayed in place for a long time, I always thought it was a dream, you know? It wasn't until I slapped myself in the mouth that I found out that it was true, you really ran away, you really threw me there, you ran so decisively, so resolutely, you didn't even look back at me when you ran, did you think about me? My heart is also fleshy, I will be sad, I will also be painful, why do you never consider my thoughts, do not consider my feelings, why are you so selfish? ”

I listened to her finish all this, I really didn't know how to answer her question, I was scared, I was uncomfortable, I looked at her: "Come, put on your socks." It's pretty cold. Just warmed up a bit."

Xiyu ignored me, just held my face with his hand, and then said to me, "You look at me." Don't change the subject, you don't have to give me this set" I pinched it to the side, I don't know why, I didn't dare to look at her.

She suddenly laughed: "Actually, you're also cowardly, aren't you?" You don't have the courage to look at me. How about usual. No matter how loud it blows, it's so cowardly now, isn't it? I'll let you look at me. It's not to stab you, what are you hiding? What are you afraid of? ”

I was silent for a moment: "You should hit me anyway." I'm sorry for you. ”

"Hehe, you still want me to beat you, can you solve the problem by beating you? And, I don't want to hit you, why do I hit you? The main thing, you know? I even have the heart to kill you, and you still let me beat you, is it useful? Can it solve the problem? That's not what I needed, I always knew what I wanted. You know that, don't you? ”

I looked at her and didn't speak. She suddenly stopped talking, stopped crying, lowered her head, and ** her own fingers, the two of us were silent for a long time, and Xi Yu spoke: "You put on socks and shoes for me, and you also let me ** Lin Ran's treatment, this is no problem, right?" It wouldn't violate your bullshit hypocrisy principles, would it? ”

I glanced at her, got out of bed, knelt on one knee, took shoes and socks from the ground, and began to put them on her, I don't know why, I felt that my tears were almost uncontrollable, I didn't want to cry, it was too embarrassing, I loved face, I just gritted my teeth and persevered, endured, fortunately, I didn't cry in the end.

After wearing it, Xiyu looked at me: "Where's your motorcycle?" It's the silver-gray one that takes me for a ride. I want to go. ”

"I didn't ride, it's cold now. Riding a frozen hand, I came by taxi. Later. Okay? It's a big night, the temperature is lower, and you've just warmed up. Let's take a cab and go around, okay? I'll go with you wherever you want."

Xiyu looked at me: "I want you to take me for a ride on a motorcycle." I haven't sat down, will you take me with you? ”

"It's too cold outside, and it's even colder on a motorcycle. Don't be so stubborn, okay? Well-behaved, obedient. Okay? ”

Xi Yu glanced at me: "Do you care about me too?" What do you want me to behave? I listened to you so well, what did I get back in the end? I don't need your concern now, and I don't want to be good with you, you always say I'm stubborn, aren't you stubborn? You're more stubborn than any of us. It's more hypocritical than anyone else, you don't have the right to talk about me, and don't change the subject with me, you just say, you just take me for a ride if you don't take me. Needless to say, okay? ”

I sighed, took out PHS, called Master Wu, and after the phone was connected, I said "Jiying". Master Wu hung up without speaking, I still wondered, I didn't expect that less than 5 minutes later, my phone rang, I took out the phone and answered it, "Come out, it's here." "I just realized that a small place is also beneficial.

I looked at Yuyu, "Let's go, the car is coming." ”

"So fast? Where did the car come from? Didn't Phinea sleep so late? ”

"It's not Feige, it's a driver I accidentally met, he's very fast, let's go, I'll take you back to get a motorcycle."

Yuki ignored my words and jumped out of bed, and the two of us walked out of the door of the communication room one after the other.