Chapter 23: It's Me Who Doesn't Deserve You

Tang Tianfang thought that Xiao Yun should not come to the company today, but the first step he walked into the company, he saw Xiao Yun.

The sun shone in through the window at nine o'clock, and Xiao Yun was pruning potted plants at the window. She took scissors, neatly cut off the dead leaves, and after cutting, she straightened the garbage bag and packed it to throw away.

The green leaves of the bonsai are covered with water droplets, and they look particularly green in the sunlight. Xiao Yun turned around and stood in place, and when she saw Tang Tianfang at the door, she paused, but it was only two seconds, she bypassed him casually, and walked to the corridor with a garbage bag.

Tang Tianfang was a little confused, he thought he knew women very well, but today's Xiao Yun puzzled him.

"Don is always early." Employees greeted him.

Tang Tian came back to his senses and nodded, "Morning...... Eh, when did Xiao Yun come? ”

"She was already there when I came, so I didn't know either."

"Oh, it's okay, keep working." Tang Tianfang looked at Xiao Yun outside and walked into the office silently.

Xiao Yun sat back at the desk and saw an avatar beating under the computer screen, the avatar was a dull penguin, the most primitive avatar, like its owner, stereotypical and incomprehensible.

clicked on, and the window popped up, "I waited for you downstairs for a long time, I thought you were staying at home and not going to work today." ”

Xiao Yun moved the mouse to the fork and closed the window at one point, not wanting to pay attention to it.

The phone on the table rang, and Xiao Yun picked it up, "Hey, which one?" ”

"Come to my office."

Xiao Yun paused, but her tone and attitude remained the same, "What's the matter?" ”

"Come here, immediately, immediately!" Tang Tianfang couldn't help but say.

Xiao Yun pursed her lips and said, "Okay." ”

When he came to the office, as soon as Xiao Yun opened the door, he was pulled in by Tang Tianfang, who was already waiting at the door, and with a "click", the door was locked by him.

"What are you doing?" Xiao Yun was a little angry, her heart had been aching faintly, she really wanted to throw down a resignation letter and leave, she even came to the company early in the morning to print the letter. However, she hated herself for being useless, and the reason why she was so heartbroken was not because she loved this man, and she was reluctant to leave him like this.

Love is a poppy, stunning in its splendid beauty, toxic, but still willingly addicted.

Love is a rose, and the delicate touch of red is the most intoxicating, almost forgetful, roses have thorns, and they hurt to touch.

Tang Tian lowered his voice and said, "I waited downstairs for a long time in the morning, and I haven't seen you come out. ”

Xiao Yun looked ahead, only his collar, and the white shirt with the fragrance of laundry detergent said, "I know, you don't have to say it again." ”

"If you know, won't you respond to me?"

"How am I going to respond to you?" Xiao Yun raised her head and looked directly into his eyes, steady and unruly, he is such a person, the world can't suppress his wildness, she fell in love with such a man, "You said that you don't need to explain to me what you do, what if you wait, what if you don't wait, as long as you want, I have no opinion at all." ”

Tang Tianfang frowned, he didn't expect Xiao Yun, who had always been well-behaved, to speak with sarcasm today, but he understood her anger, "I'm sorry for what happened yesterday, but I spoke too seriously." ”

"But that's what you're talking about, isn't it?"

"......" Tang Tian put a handful of his hair back, "You can't take what you say when you quarrel, it's all momentary anger." ”

Xiao Yun smiled, a little bitter, "It's angry words, but it's also the truest words in my heart...... I don't know what you've been through before, I don't know how deep your relationship is, I just know that my boyfriend is thinking about his recently divorced ex-girlfriend, and if you want to go to her, you can break up with me first, a word thing. ”

Tang Tianfang looked at her with a frown, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry Xiao Yun, I didn't mean to, but if I want to ignore her now, I can't do it." If the breakup makes you feel better, it's up to you. ”

It seemed that she had been punched in the chest, Xiao Yun was so painful that it was difficult to even breathe, Tang Tianfang would rather break up with her than let go of Ye Yu. She nodded, with a playful smile, she opened her mouth to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she finally gave up.

She turned, and before the tears hung down, she wanted to get out of here.

"Xiao Yun ......" Tang Tianfang stretched out his hand to hold her hand, he felt uncomfortable, although this relationship was not long, he had always treated it with a very sincere attitude, and now he was about to break up suddenly, and he was reluctant, "You are not a spare tire, I am not worthy of you." ”

Tang Tianfang's words hit the pain point in Xiao Yun's heart again, for her, his words were undoubtedly rubbing salt on the wound, the more earnest he said, the more false it sounded to her, it was all just an excuse.

Xiao Yun didn't want to reason with him, shook her hand angrily, didn't say anything, opened the door and rushed out.

She would never let him see her tears, it was her last self-esteem.

"Xiao Yun, what's wrong with you?" A colleague in the same office saw her strangeness at a glance and asked curiously.

Xiao Yun's heart was dripping blood, she couldn't suppress the sadness at the moment, she was prepared for such an ending, but she really heard him say it with her own ears, she was still uncomfortable.

To put it bluntly, it was she who was abandoned by him, and he abandoned her for the sake of his ex-girlfriend.

"I'm fine...... I'll go to the bank. Holding back her tears, she picked up her bag and documents in a panic, and ran out in a panic.

There are people coming and going on the street, there are couples shopping hand in hand, there are also groups of four or five tourists, she stands at the intersection, there are people passing by, constantly approaching, and constantly moving away.

She felt her tears flow out like unscrewed faucets, and she covered her lips to keep herself from crying as she ignored the surprised eyes of passers-by.

This is her first love, the first love at first sight, the first confession, the first love, and the first lovelorn.

Her heart was constantly cramping, if she had known that the ending would be like this, she would rather choose to stay in the corner and watch him forever, although unrequited love is bitter, but it will not be as painful as at this moment.

This time, she didn't go back to the company, and there was a resignation letter she had prepared early in the morning in her bag, and there was no reason why she didn't submit it.

She still loves him very much, even if he only treats her as a spare tire in the lonely years, she still loves him.

I took a taxi home, got into the elevator, sat on the 7th floor in one go, took out the key to open the door and went in, she put the resignation letter and the key on the table.

At the beginning, she thought they could always be together, but she underestimated love, the ideal was too plump, the reality was too skinny, and he didn't even say "I like you" to her.

All along, she has been wishful thinking, and he just wants to find someone to accompany him when he is lonely, and it just so happens that she likes him.

Xiao Yun shed tears from the corners of her eyes, looking around, there was a white and gray shirt floating on the windowsill, she loved him in a white shirt, there were slippers specially purchased for her at the entrance, and the pink rabbit was particularly prominent in a black and white tone.

It dawned on her that she had never been part of his life, that she had been devoted to him, that he had tended to remain silent about her, that she had no idea about his past.

She thought that his indifference could make him more relaxed, but she didn't know that she was too naïve.

In love, whoever pays more will be hurt more, and whoever makes her fall in love with him early, she is destined to be cured to death by him.

She walked to the entrance and accidentally knocked over the digital album at the entrance, she helped her up with trembling hands, and accidentally swiped the screen with her fingertips, and a photo of Tang Tianfang and Ye Yu appeared in front of her.

In the photo, Tang Tianfang is younger and thinner than now, he is sitting on a motorcycle, wearing a close-fitting white vest and harem pants, and the belt is decorated with silver chains, quite a little hooligan; And Ye Yu is also full of youth, eyebrow-high bangs, shoulder-length pear blossom rolls, she is wearing a long suspender dress, sitting behind Tang Tianfang, holding the long skirt with one hand and holding Tang Tianfang with the other.

Once a beautiful couple, they hugged and smiled in the sun, and even others could feel happiness from their smiles.

Tears blurred her eyes again, Xiao Yun's tears dripped on the photo one by one, she had never seen Tang Tianfang smile so easily.

It turns out that it is such a happy and lucky thing to be loved by loved ones.

On the same day, broken love and unemployment, Xiao Yun hid at home and cried for a day, no matter what she did, her heart hurt, watching TV, cleaning, washing clothes, washing sheets and quilts, crying while doing it, she didn't know what to do.

Tang Tianfang had dinner in the evening, but he was stuffy in his heart, and after touching a few glasses of wine with customers, he went home.

In the elevator, his fingers lingered for a long time in front of the button on the second floor. He has passed the years when love is bigger than the sky, and he has long looked down on this kind of thing, although it will not be heartbreaking, but he will inevitably feel sad in his heart.

Thinking of Xiao Yun's injured eyes, he finally pressed the 7th floor, if he wants to break it, he will be resolute, if it hurts, it will hurt once, he has already injured Xiao Yun, so try to minimize the pain. The breakup is like this, he is used to it, and the pain will pass.

When he opened the door, the room was dark, he turned on the light, and at a glance he saw the photo on the shoe cabinet at the entrance, which was stained with wet liquid, and he knew that Xiao Yun must have been here.

Walking into the living room, he saw the key on the coffee table and the white envelope, he sighed silently, the smell of wine rose, his brain was a little dizzy, he turned to the windowsill, let the cool night breeze blow himself.

He lit a cigarette and inhaled deeply, his deep eyes unconsciously looked down, Xiao Yun's room window was dark, I didn't know if she was at home, I didn't know if she was crying.

took out his mobile phone, and still didn't forget to call Ye Yu, "Hey, Xiaoyu, are you in a better mood today?" ”

"It's okay, it'll pass...... Tianfang, you don't have to worry about me, I'm really good. ”

"Hehe, that's good."

"What's wrong with you? The voice sounds weird. ”

"Nothing, I had dinner in the evening and drank some wine."

"Pay more attention to your body, you are not alone now, treat Xiao Yun well, you should also start a family."

"......" Tang Tianfang took a deep puff of his cigarette, he didn't know what he was thinking in his heart.

"Okay, hang up, don't let Xiao Yun be too careful, girls are very sensitive, 88."

"Okay, 88."

After hanging up the phone, Tang Tian was even more uncomfortable, this feeling was not as strong as when he was separated from Ye Yu, but it was uncomfortable.