Two days have passed after all.

This morning. The little girl has already gone to school. Gu Xiyan sat quietly in the living room alone. Stunned like a statue.

How nice it would be if she could really be a statue without sorrow or joy. This thought crossed Gu Xiyan's mind by chance. Immediately, she laughed at herself in her heart that she was really cowardly. Didn't you make a decision a long time ago? Why is this about to happen. She still felt a pain in a corner of her heart. That kind of pain. Silky. From the heart to the whole body. So all her blood was tingling.

Shang Yiqi really had a document in his hand when he went downstairs. From the staircase to the hall. Every step of the way. He felt overwhelmed. The document in his hand had already been wrinkled by him. But he seemed to be ignorant.

In fact, it didn't take him two days to complete all the formalities required for divorce. Only two people need to sign the divorce agreement. But he didn't get the divorce agreement out until the last minute. So that she could tell him, "Let's not leave".

If only she could say so. Then he can really ignore the past suspicions. He could have taken this incident as a complete joke.

Living room. It's finally come to an end. After sitting down beside Gu Xiyan. Shang Yiqi slowly put the document in his hand on the long table. I really want to leave."

Gu Xiyan told him the answer with actions. Flip the file open. Gu Xiyan glanced at it symbolically. Actually, I didn't look at anything. All the way to the last page. She looked at the document with his signature. The handsome and resolute signature made her smile. She has always loved the words he writes. Pretty and wild.

I realized that he didn't bring a pen with him. Gu Xiyan stood up. Went straight to get the pen.

When Gu Xiyan came back, Shang Yiqi didn't look at her. All his eyes were on the divorce agreement.

Gu Xiyan sat down. Look at the place where you should sign it. Weakly tugging at the pen and sticking it there.

Gu Xiyan. Just write down these three words. From now on. They have nothing to do with each other anymore. What can't be a lover, how can the argument that a friend work for them? Or love each other fiercely. Either. Resolutely separated. Either love. Either don't love. There is no third option to choose from.

For a moment. Gu Xiyan really wanted to say willfully. Let's not leave. We'll be together well in the future. No one can separate us.

But she never had a chance to say it. Because while she was thinking like this. She had already swiped her name on the paper a few times, and she was writing it down quickly.

She writes neatly. And some of them are small and delicate. She used to think. When signing this name. She'll be sour and uncomfortable at the very least. Or. She'll write the name ugly.

However. Nope. Nothing. All. It's a foregone conclusion. She didn't even have time to mourn the end of her marriage that had been in business for so many years. It's over.

When you put down the pen. Gu Xiyan was a little silent. But in the blink of an eye. She pushed the person she loved the most away from her life. From now on. The upper poor blue falls down the yellow spring. They don't have any relationship with each other anymore.

"You're so ruthless." Gu Xiyan is still wandering in the void. Shang Yiqi was scarlet, his eyes were scarlet, and he fiercely buckled the shoulders on both sides of her. Are you so eager to leave me? I thought you would at least hesitate. But how can you sign so freely and decisively. We have been married for so many years. When you signed, there was a trace of reluctance and attachment to me and Yan'er. Nope. Not at all. What exactly are you too ruthless. Or am I too self-inflicted. Why should I be delusional about you?"

"Don't do that. This marriage was a mistake. Now the error is over. It's just a matter of getting back to square one. I'm leaving. You...... There will be better ones." Gu Xiyan didn't know why she was saying such a thing. Origin. How can you go back to square one? A lot of things. It has long since changed. Lots of fetters. It was also unconsciously generated. So many years of marriage. How can it be erased by returning to the original point?

Gu Xiyan stumbled away. Shang Yiqi stared blankly in the direction she left. Finally hammered the table hard.

Gu Xiyan's whole body trembled when she packed her luggage. How did she forget that there was still a feeling. It's called hindsight. Look at. Just now she was so calm. But at this point. But she was defeated.

Tears welled up in his eyes. She opens the closet. I took two pieces of clothing and threw them on the bed. And then I turned over a suitcase and came out. Clothes were messily stuffed into the suitcase. Gu Xiyan thought about it and opened the wardrobe on the other side. There's a long white dress in there. It was the one he gave her that day.

She wore this dress no more than three or four times. It's like holding some rare treasure. She took the skirt out. Then fold it carefully.

When it's time to put the skirt in the suitcase. But she hesitated. This is the dress he gave her. She loved it. But if she still took it. So if she wears this dress in the future. How can you make sure that you won't think of him?

Something. Doomed to be forgotten. There are emotions. Just bury it quietly in the bottom of your heart. Some people. Since we can't stay together. And why bother with any bonds?

Gu Xiyan didn't put the skirt in the suitcase. After shaking the folded skirt back open. She put it in a small and inconspicuous corner of the closet.

So be it. Let it lie in this inconspicuous little place. If one day a new hostess lives here. It might be along with the rest of her remaining clothes. Packed up and sent away. Or perhaps. She walks on her front foot. He'll clean up everything related to her on his hind feet. Anyway. This skirt. It shouldn't be in her life again.

I took out the clothes that had been randomly arranged in the suitcase again. Gu Xiyan sobbed softly while folding her clothes.

Why cry. Maybe...... It's because her love withered before it bloomed. But since she has already agreed to be with Wei Zhe. So. This was the last time she allowed herself to cry for the man who had become her ex-husband.

When Gu Xiyan went downstairs. Shang Yiqi was still sitting on the sofa. There was no anger on his face. At this time, only indifference remains. Gu Xiyan paused. Put down the luggage in your hand. She walked towards him with a light step.

She thought. She should at least say goodbye to him.

"Business...... Eldest brother. I'm leaving. Wei Zhe has already promised to go back to T City. If there are no accidents in the future. I will never set foot in the capital again in my life. Take care. Don't push too hard. Pay attention to rest. Don't force yourself when something happens. You also have parents and a sister. And Yan'er. Later. You'll also have a meek and lovely wife. They are all people you can rely on. Thank you for taking care of all these years. I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the kindness you have done to me. It's just that. I probably won't think of you again in the future. After I return to T City, I will marry Wei Zhe. In the future, I will try to be a good wife with all my heart. Brother Shang. You will also be a very good husband. I'm not very good at talking. But I sincerely wish you to find happiness soon. I'm sorry for Yan'er. I don't know how to explain my departure to her. I'm not a good mother. But I understand that you are a good father. If you can. Please let Yan'er forget about me." Gu Xiyan said and looked at Shang Yiqi's side profile. A voice in the bottom of her heart told her. Take another look. Just look at him again. Then don't have any more illusions about him. He doesn't belong to you anymore.

Greedily trying to remember what he was like at the moment. Gu Xiyan actually didn't know that she was deceiving herself. It's easier said than done. But she has to do it, doesn't she?

"Brother Shang. If you don't have anything to say to me. I'll be gone." Gu Xiyan couldn't tell whether she was sad or happy. She's already leaving. He didn't even want to say a word to her.

Slowly turned around. Gu Xiyan was finally relieved. Maybe. That's the best result. What if there are too many words. But it only adds to the thoughts.

Walk to the top of the stairs. Gu Xiyan lifted her suitcase and walked towards the door. Just a few dozen steps away. But she was gone as long as a century.

That day. The sad girl who was stupidly crying at the airport to vent. I met the handsome man with a frowning eyebrow. At that time, he thought she was disturbing others. And she was embarrassed. Soon the two chatted again.

Time passes. Two years later. He held out his hand to her. He said, "Yan'er needs a mother. You're a good fit." And she. Hand over his hand. I chose to say yes. A marriage. Carry out on this.

That night. Dim streets. She meditated on his kindness to herself. Rushed back to the dark and cramped carriage. His body was hot and hot. And she resisted but allowed him to enter her uncultivated territory. He made her taste the extreme pain. At the same time, he also tried his best to give her gentleness and care. When he conquered her layer of innocence. She became a woman worthy of his name.

Many days to come. They all wanted to live their lives like this. But unexpectedly. The man Wei Zhe appeared again in her life. And in his life. There is also another excellent and admirable woman who appears.

When I first agreed to get married. She was just grateful that he had helped her. If there is no him. How could she start another life in a different place? Now from meeting to getting married to divorced. More than seven years have passed. Now he is more mature and steady. In addition to being more charming and charming, it seems that there is not much change from the year when I first met. And if she really wants to pursue it. Probably the most changed is the mentality.

Actually, what about love. What if you don't love it. A lot of the time. Fate doesn't give us more choices. So we have to struggle with the options we have. And now it's all over. They finally lost the beautiful word of eternity.

Gu Xiyan finally walked to the door. Take a long breath. She smiled goodbye at the corner of her lips. The man I love the most. Open. If you know my mind. Then please ...... Be happy.

The door was opened. Gu Xiyan didn't look back again. Nikka outside the door hit her. She smelled warm all over her body. All the dark nights will pass. Right now. The sun outside the door is just right.

Shang Yiqi suddenly rushed out and surrounded Gu Xiyan from behind. He imprisoned Gu Xiyan tightly. I'm afraid she'll disappear as soon as I let go." Don't go good or not."

Gu Xiyan's delicate body trembled slightly. It's just that after a while, she regained her composure. Lowered eyelids. She said gently: "Brother Shang. We've made it clear, haven't we. Let it go. We'll all be happy." It's just that. Our happiness is not each other.

"I want to keep you. Don't go with him. Is it good to stay here. It doesn't matter if you're not a husband and wife." in this world. He only allows one person to squander his emotions like this. But he would have liked it more. It's that she can accept his feelings.

Open. How is that possible. You have given me indulgence, you have spoiled me, but you have not given me love. And I can give you thoughtfulness, I can give you gentleness, but I can't give you hope. A touch of sadness flashed in Gu Xiyan's eyes.

We are destined. is to be missed. Miss. Just explain us. It's really, really inappropriate.

"Brother Shang. I'm sorry." Gu Xiyan heard her weak voice sound. Your future. I shouldn't be involved. My future. It's impossible to cross paths with you again."

"I'm sorry. Ha ha. I knew it was so. I knew ......" Shang Yiqi's voice at the moment was sad and hopeless. I knew it would be like this. Why didn't he give up? It's because he's cheap, so he will leave her a way out again and again. But she ...... Who ever cared about his concessions?

Gu Xiyan turned around and looked at Shang Yiqi. Brother Shang. I'm leaving." Squirmed the lower cherry lips. She realized that she had nothing to say.

Without waiting for Shang Yiqi to answer. She picked up her luggage and was about to rush out.

"Wait. I'll ask you one last question." Shang Yiqi's hoarse voice successfully intercepted Gu Xiyan's footsteps to continue to move forward.

"Tell me. If you've ever had my kids. Would you like to give birth to him?" Shang Yiqi even had a questioning tone.

I said I wouldn't cry anymore. A few tears still slipped from the corners of Gu Xiyan's eyes. There is a faint throbbing pain in the heart of the child. Who would refuse the birth of a lovely baby? Gu Xiyan's hand tightening with her luggage. They're both children.

"If I had children. I'm going to do everything I can to give birth to him." After Gu Xiyan finished speaking, she ran away.

The luggage is not heavy. She walked out of the gate and didn't walk long before she stopped a taxi.

Shang Yiqi looked in the direction she left. A strong pain flashed in Junlang's eyes, and it was him. Didn't protect their mother and son.

When he told her that he was a soldier. He never thought that one day. He would have given up his beloved wife, who was pregnant. Fighting on the front line of the fight against drug traffickers.

But even if he was such a dutiful husband. He still wanted to...... Keep her around.

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