Chapter 174: The heart is like a knife

"Dong Lin, Mr. Zou has never given up looking for you for more than a year, really." Ye Qiliang stood in place, wanting to speak for Zou Zichen, but when he saw that I was unmoved, he was a little surprised, and turned his face to ask Li Wenbin suspiciously, "Does she ...... I really don't remember the past? ”

"Didn't the doctor tell you everything?" Li Wenbin was a little impatient, and he couldn't wait to blast him out immediately.

Ye Qiliang glanced at me again, sighed lightly, and turned around and walked out of the ward.

When they were gone, I collapsed on the hospital bed, curled up, my face buried in the quilt and sobbing heartbreakingly.

Why, why do you want me to stay in this world?

"Tongtong, don't be afraid, they're already gone." Li Wenbin squatted on the side of the bed and patted my back to soothe.

After a long time, I slowly lifted my face.

The man in front of me was familiar and unfamiliar, although he was not handsome, but his facial features were upright, very attractive, his eyes were bright, at this time he was looking at me quietly with two points of anxiety, three points of worry, and five points of distress.

I looked at him, thinking back to his care and love for me over the past year, and I felt bitter.

Li Wenbin's sharp eyes narrowed slightly, his face froze, and he asked tentatively, "...... Do you remember the past? ”

I closed my eyes, took a breath, and when I opened my eyes again, he seemed to have seen it, and let out a sigh of panic, a hint of panic flashed in his eyes, "Then you...... You won't forget me, will you? ”

I reluctantly tugged at the corner of my mouth, "I'm thirsty." ”

Li Wenbin immediately got up when he heard this, poured me a glass of water, helped me sit up again, handed the water cup to my mouth, and watched me finish drinking a glass of water, so it was natural to wipe the water stains on my lips.

I turned my face slightly, dodged his hand, and raised my hand to wipe it myself. His hand froze in the air, and he paused before withdrawing it, and I pretended not to see the loneliness in his eyes.

After drinking a glass of water, I felt my throat less hoarse, and then I spoke, "You...... Are you still willing to take me in? ”

I think it's impossible for me to pretend to be delirious in front of Li Wenbin, that would be unfair to him, not to mention that he is so good to me, how can I deceive him.

"Of course I do." Li Wenbin took the water cup I handed him, replied without thinking, and turned sideways to put the cup on the table a little unnaturally, and then said, "As long as you want." ”

"Thank you, thank you for not giving up for more than a year, I am really lucky to have met your family." I said, reaching out and pulling him, "You don't dislike it, then ...... I still want to follow you. ”

Li Wenbin looked at me in disbelief, his face was both surprised and surprised.

"I don't want that person to know about my sober things, and I ...... Don't tell him about throwing yourself into the lake...... Can you help me hide it first? I lowered my face when the words fell.

Li Wenbin frowned, sat on the edge of the bed, and his sharp eyes locked on my face, "Why...... He's the father of the child, isn't he? When he said this, Li Wenbin clenched his fists tightly.

We lifted our faces.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have brought it up." Li Wenbin saw that my eyes were red again, and he quickly apologized, regretting that he should not have said this.

I lowered my eyes, clutched the sheets in both hands, and whispered, "It's okay." ”

The two were speechless for a moment.

At this time, someone knocked on the door and came in It was Gu Yisheng, and when I saw him, I was slightly stunned. Thinking of his bad intentions, I don't want to deal with him and I don't have the strength to deal with him.

Gu Yisheng smiled harmlessly, "Tong Tong is awake." As he spoke, he put the fruit and some supplements in his hand on the table beside him.

"Tong Tong wants to sleep," I muttered, and pulled over the quilt to cover myself and my face.

"You come out." Li Wenbin held back his anger and whispered to Gu Yisheng.

Then I heard the sound of the two of them going out.

I was in the quilt, silently pulling oil, thinking about the back of Zou Zichen's departure just now, my heart ached incomparably, it was really better to be crazy, at least I didn't have to think about anything.

After crying for a while, he still couldn't resist the weakness of his body, and after a while, he fell asleep again.

I stayed in the hospital for two days, and I didn't cooperate with the doctor's questions when I was in charge of the consultation, in fact, I just kept my mouth shut and didn't speak, and Xiao Liu and Xiao Chen have been taking turns guarding the door of the ward for the past two days, and Zou Zichen has not appeared again.

When he went out that day, his face was very bad...... Is it sick again?

I couldn't help but worry again. Thinking about it again, he is newly married, and people may have gone to Miyue.

But why is it still so uncomfortable to think about it?

He got married...... I should be glad that at least we didn't make a big mistake. The comfort is ...... It turns out that I still have relatives in this world, maybe I shouldn't be too pessimistic.

After three days in the hospital, the doctor said that I had to pay attention to recuperation when I was cold, and nothing else could be found out, but I didn't remember the past, and I became crazy again.

It can be seen that my acting skills are still okay.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, Zou Zichen still didn't come, but Xiao Liu wanted to follow us alive, and Li Wenbin almost wanted to fight with him, but I stopped him in time. If Zou Zichen wants to know in Beijing, we will definitely not be able to hide no matter how we dodge, since it is better for him to let Xiao Liu Mingmu follow than in secret, then let him follow.

When I returned to my residence, I saw Wu Jiang and Wu Xiaoli waiting at the entrance of the community from a distance, both of them carrying a lot of things in their hands, and they hurriedly greeted us when they saw us coming back.

I was hospitalized for a few days, and they wanted to see the store and couldn't come to see me, but today they knew that I was discharged from the hospital, and they said that they would come over and make me some delicious supplements.

They don't know about me recovering my memory, and they still think of me as an idiot, but I really wish I would always be an idiot, so I wouldn't be like this...... Suffering.

After the meal, Wu Xiaoli hurriedly cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks, and dragged the kitchen floor again.

Wu Xiaoli's thoughts about Li Wenbin can be known by a discerning person at a glance, and they don't know whether Li Wenbin is pretending to be stupid or really didn't see it, and he never expressed it.

After my cousins left, I sat on the couch and watched TV, and naturally I watched the cartoon "Big Bear" again.

Li Wenbin came out after finishing things, and when he saw that I was still watching the cartoon, he asked with a smile: "You like to watch cartoons before?" ”

I glanced up at him, "No...... During this time, you may be used to watching it, and you can't help but broadcast it to this station when you watch TV. ”

Li Wenbin brought me a glass of water and put it in front of me, "Look, take a shower, I'll go get you a change of clothes." With that, he turned and went into the bedroom.

He was still the same as before, he didn't take care of me because I was sober, and he still looked out for me in everything.

I thought that I had been sharing a bed with him for more than half a year, and suddenly I had a thought, maybe it was destined in the dark.

When Li Wenbin came out of the bedroom again, I turned off the TV and listened to him and went to take a shower.

Standing under the shower and letting the hot water pour from the head, I couldn't help but think of Zou Zichen when he walked out of the ward, as long as I thought of his depressed back, I hated to run to him immediately, but I ...... Not anymore.

How has he come over the past year or so, his eyes ...... He should have been blind for a long time, and when I met him in that small county, he didn't seem to be able to see it anymore, so why didn't he go to treat it for so long?

Remembering his eyes...... My heart is like a knife.

I've been washing in the bathroom for a long time, and if it weren't for Li Wenbin knocking on the door, I might have stood there and rinsed all night.

Coming out of the bathroom, Li Wenbin was taking out a quilt from the cabinet, and when he saw me taking a shower, he said casually: "I sleep on the sofa at night." ”

I stood there not knowing what to say, for he had already seen my concerns.

"Or ...... I'll sleep on the couch, it's so uncomfortable for you to sleep on the couch with such a big head. I said after him.

"You're just sick, how can you sleep on the sofa." He put the quilt on the side of the sofa and beckoned me over, "I'll dry your hair before laying the quilt." As he spoke, he picked up the hair dryer on the low table.

I walked over and sat on a small stool on the edge of the sofa, Li Wenbin sat on the sofa, and began to blow my hair very skillfully, until I bought a hair dryer, every time I washed my hair, he would help me blow the hair, like a duty.

But today, I couldn't sit still, "I'll do it myself." "Every stroke of his hair reminds me of someone else, who I haven't blown a few times, but every time I remember it vividly.

"I'll do it anyway, your head is too long to blow." Li Wenbin said again softly, "Anyway, I'm used to it." ”

"You're still taking me for a fool." I hung my head and muttered

"No, I'm just used to it."

It's really scary to get used to this stuff.