Chapter 33 I don't know if I live or die
? Li Haonan on the screen is dressed in a dark 'colored' suit, his figure is 'straight', his face is smiling, and his eyebrows are slightly raised, Gu Xiaobei knows that he is in a very good mood when he looks like this, and he is snuggled up like a 'flower' by his side, how can he be in a bad mood!
Unexpectedly, the person she was worried about day and night actually appeared in front of her in this form, he was not only safe and sound, but also newly married Yan'er! He and Anya stand together, they are so harmonious, so happy, it is the unique expression of people who are intoxicated with enjoying their love life.
She is such a fool, she is out-and-out, she is still naïve to worry about him, and she can't sleep well!
Gu Xiaobei seemed to have been pierced by ten thousand arrows, and couldn't help but tremble, her body was in severe pain, her palms were sweating, and heat gradually surged in her eyes, Li Haonan, Anya, what a happy picture, a family of three, sweet travel!
And what about yourself! It should be like this life and death are unknown, it should be like this, it should be so humiliating and stealing, it should disappear silently!
Li Haonan, he turned out to be so ruthless, yes, he was originally so ruthless, so resolute, so ruthless, so ruthless, he forgot himself in this most cruel way!
Li Haonan and Anya on the big screen in a trance have been replaced by the next news, and Wu Mo shouted anxiously on the side, "Gu Xiaobei, Gu Xiaobei, are you okay!" ”
Gu Xiaobei finally regained a little residual consciousness, the blood in her body seemed to be 'drained', and she staggered forward, she finally knew that she could never turn back in this life.
Wumo helped her into the car and took her back to the mansion, all of which she didn't notice, just sat silently, immersed in her own world.
Li Haonan and Anya snuggled together kept appearing in her mind, like a widely advertised wedding statue, and Wu Mo beside her was calling her name over and over again in horror, but she only felt that his voice was erratic, and her thinking was sloppy, and she couldn't organize his words into any clear meaning, and of course she didn't have the strength to answer.
Wu Mo didn't know whether he was sad for Gu Xiaobei, or he was frightened by her like this, he probably didn't expect Gu Xiaobei's reaction to be so strong, she just sat there with a cower, silent, like an abandoned orphan, lonely life, miserable wind and rain, no direction, no partner, and no way back......
His heart hurt even more, and it hurt fiercely!
Gu Xiaobei suddenly turned his head and looked at Wu Mo, his blank eyes were empty, and he moved his lips, "He's married to Anya, right?" These words rolled in her heart all the way, like a sharp double-sided blade, every time she rolled over, she would tear off a piece of the 'meat' in her heart, so ruthless, so fast, merciless, the blood 'flesh' was blurred, and the pain was abnormal.
Wumo didn't say anything for a long time, Gu Xiaobei looked at his hesitant appearance, as if trying to endure something, and finally he said: "Yes, Li Haonan and Anya are married." ”
Gu Xiaobei held his breath, his heart ached, he turned his head to look out the window, and said a little blankly: "Please go out first, let me stay alone, okay?" ”
Wu Mo looked at her worriedly, but only for a moment, he nodded and left Gu Xiaobei's room. After walking not far away, I suddenly heard a heart-rending cry from Gu Xiaobei's room.
Li Haonan is really married to Anya, she finds that she is no longer the arrogant little girl in his arms, he will no longer defend her without principles and bottom lines, there is no longer him in her world, and he will no longer care about his whereabouts unknown!
Gu Xiaobei's tears fell, if she was divorced at the beginning, she still had a future, seeing Anya and Li Haonan together, she could still be strong, she told herself that she could 'straighten' her spine and hold on, but now?
She's just a down-and-out person now, and she could be insulted at any time. The humiliated 'woman' has too many unbearable experiences and fetters that are difficult to fly freely, the warmth and sweetness in the memory, and the lost love and hurt will never return.
There is no hope in front of her, and she can't find the way she came, what should she do?
Wu Mo leaned against the frame of the 'door', looked at the 'door' of Gu Xiaobei's bedroom, and listened to the extremely bleak crying in the room, he seemed to have lost all his strength for a moment, and looked at the closed 'door' with great distress.
He didn't want to watch Gu Xiaobei cry, and he didn't want to watch her cry so much for Li Haonan, but he knew that for Gu Xiaobei now, tears are something that must be discharged, just like rotten 'meat' after burns, if it is not cleaned up, it will slowly corrode and invade under the skin that seems to be good.
Gu Xiaobei has been holding back since she saw the photo of Li Haonan and Anya together, with an abnormal strength, if she has been secretly sad like this, she will not let go, only such a happy cry will dispel the depression in her heart, even if the crying is so desolate!
This night, Gu Xiaobei seemed to have cried all the tears in her life, and the last time she cried so loudly seemed to be because of Li Haonan, Li Haonan and Anya got married, she only had one thought in her heart, she was completely desperate for life, and the pain in her chest cavity made her unable to breathe, so she could only curl up and tremble irrepressibly.
She has always been deceiving herself, thinking that Li Haonan always loves her, as long as she persists, he will definitely rescue her from here like the god of war, and then their husband and wife will reconcile, and live a sweet and happy life.
But now, nothing happened in the fairy tale, Li Haonan and Anya got married, and the picture of them happily relying on each other was like a bolt of lightning, returning to Gu Xiaobei's mind again, clear, dazzling, unavoidable, there was no room for any luck, and there was no room for self-deception.
That handsome 'yin' Li Haonan, who spoils her and loves her, has married someone else!
Wu Mo listened to Gu Xiaobei's voice from howling and crying to his throat hoarse, his hand holding the lighter tightened and tightened, until it was almost scratched by the sharp edge, he closed his eyes, he was also a little 'confused', didn't he want to get her at all costs, how could he hear her crying like this and feel so distressed!
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Because the dynastic empire threw out the news in time, a crisis that looked surging was temporarily alleviated.
Wen Yimo had some ghost ideas, he didn't deliberately explain to public opinion the rumors that Li Haonan vomited blood and was sick, but first arranged for a person who was somewhat similar to Li Haonan's height, momentum, and appearance to hold Xiao Li Yi and go to the airport with Anya, and unintentionally 'revealed' the news that they were going abroad for their honeymoon, and then under the suspicion of many people, they seemed helpless to announce the news of Li Haonan and Anya's marriage and the photos of their marriage.
Li Haonan's prestige and place are no one can compete with it, as soon as everyone saw that Li Haonan was not sick at all, and he was proudly married in the 'spring' wind, he immediately saw the wind and steered, and those who sold stocks did not throw away, and those who checked out did not return, and even the political fǔ side quietly withdrew the inspectors, you know, Li Haonan is something that no one dares to provoke easily!
The situation was temporarily controlled, and Li Haonan, who had been in a coma for four consecutive days, was a little more sober on the fifth day, and everyone looked at his thin and deformed but still handsome face, and they were all relieved by his thrilling illness.
Li Haonan, who has excellent physical fitness, even after waking up, the whole person is also cowardly, after the doctor gave him a detailed examination, he was allowed to eat something, in fact, he couldn't eat anything, but looking at the soup and rice prepared by his brother who was worried about him, Sister Anya Hong and others, he still barely ate a little bit of everything, and the feeling of fullness in his stomach made him really feel that he was still in the world, and Gu Xiaobei could no longer taste such a fireworks!
Li Haonan, who is spoiled by 'female' people, always has a domineering autocracy in his feelings, he always thinks that between himself and Gu Xiaobei, no matter how noisy and noisy he is, he can't turn the sky up!
But Gu Xiaobei really had an accident, where could Li Haonan withstand such an unexpected blow, and it was easy to break if he was rigid, it was precisely because he had not suffered such an unexpected change that he would be angry and spit blood from his mouth, and almost went to a dead end.
Everyone walked into Li Haonan's ward, and they didn't dare to tell him about the company's situation immediately, everyone looked at Li Haonan with red eyes as if they were the rest of their lives, and said 'excited' words.
Li Haonan was just silent, his cold and cold face was thin and 'exposed' with a rigid outline, he looked out of the window with a pair of narrow black eyes indifferently, and let the pain clearly sweep away his limbs and bones again, recalling everything about Gu Xiaobei in his mind over and over again.
Anya looked at Li Haonan fixedly on the side, he had lost weight, his facial features looked even more profound and handsome, but he was very haggard, the fact that Gu Xiaobei was not there instantly crushed this mountain-like resolute and cold-hearted man to such an extent, his heart, his feelings were always given to Gu Xiaobei alone!
Pain, unwillingness, jealousy, in her heart distressed 'chaos' rolled over!
Li Haonan's stomach still had a faint pain, but he was still sitting on the head of the 'bed', not moving, suddenly, a shot flashed in his mind, his heart jumped, and then he frowned invisibly, "Yimo, where is the corpse now?" He had not spoken for many days, and his voice was hoarse and harsh.
Anya hurriedly handed him a glass of honey water, which both nourished his stomach and quenched his thirst.
"It's still parked in the ice coffin of the funeral home, you are sick these days, and the company is busy, so you haven't taken care ......of it," Wen Yimo thought that Li Haonan was blaming him for ignoring Gu Xiaobei's corpse, and stammered a little embarrassed to explain.
In fact, it was not that he didn't care about it, but because he was anxious about Li Haonan's illness, thinking that if it weren't for Gu Xiaobei, Li Haonan wouldn't have dangled at the ghost 'door' and closed the 'door', so he was angry with the corpse and deliberately ignored her.
"I'm going to check it out now!" Li Haonan lifted the quilt and got up to get out of bed.
"Brother Haonan, no!" Xian Zhiming and Ruan Wenzheng have been guarding both sides of his 'bed' since Li Haonan woke up, as if he would suddenly turn into the wind and fly, and at this time, seeing Li Haonan get up so suddenly, his two big hands pressed up at the same time.
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