He smiled and patted my hand: "I'm fine, I just have to do something, you go quickly, send Xiao Jiang away." ”

I suddenly had a bad premonition: "What are you going to do?" ”

He pushed me away and pushed me to Luo Ange: "Take her away, send Xiaojiang away." ”

Luo Ange hugged me, I was almost dragged out by him with my feet off the ground, I broke the door frame, and shouted Shu Congxuan's name, because I knew that what he was going to do was to end this whole nightmare.

And what a terrible price it would take to end this nightmare, I can imagine it on my toes.

Luo Ange stopped me and carried me up, I still had to struggle, he slapped me on the ass a few times: "Cry again, believe it or not, I will clean you up?" ”

I cried so much that my voice was hoarse, patted him on the back, and begged: "Luo Ange, you must have a way, you must have a way, right?" You save Shu Congxuan, you save him. ”

Luo Ange carried me into the elevator with a big stride, then put me down, put me against the wall, and gasped slightly: "Yi Yanshan, do you know that even if God comes, there is no way to do this." ”

He lowered his head and grabbed my lips, tearing and gnawing to stop my crying, but I couldn't tell the whole world from crying, and the tears and snot were all on his expensive couture suit.

I slapped him on the chest: "Why, you must have a way, you save Shu Congxuan, the whole thing is not his fault." ”

The elevator had reached the bottom, Luo Ange probably wanted to explain this problem to me in such a confined space, he pressed up, and came to bite my lip again, biting my lip open.

"Don't worry, you know, I can't save him. He didn't make a mistake, he didn't make a mistake at all, but all the mistakes of the Shu family had to be borne by him alone. ”

I know that what he said is right, Shu Congxuan is not wrong at all, he grew up smoothly, doing what he likes, being helpful and charitable, sincere and friendly to friends, even a difficult master like Xia Qi is willing to treat him as a brother.

Why should such a good person bear this, just because he is the son of Shu Wenan and his wife?

But people can't choose their own origin, just because his surname is Shu, do you have to bear all this, is this fair?

I am completely six gods and no master, I seem to be able to imagine the tragic scene of the Shu family's destruction, I seem to be able to imagine the scene of Shu Congxuan falling in a pool of blood, I kept kissing Luo Ange, and murmured: "You help him, you help him, it's not fair." ”

Luo Ange pressed my head and pressed it on his chest, and he gasped: "Don't worry, do you know what fairness is?" The fairness is that when Shu Wen'an forcibly demolished and killed so many people, Shu Congxuan was enjoying his study abroad without realizing it; Fairness is that when Jin Jiang was pervertedly tortured and dying by Shu Wen'an's good brother, our great Secretary Shu, who served the people, was on the rostrum, telling the tens of thousands of staff below what it means to be honest and public; The fairness is, when you were in dire straits around Mangkang, when our children couldn't be saved, when you were tormented by a damn drug addiction, this bastard was singing with his good brother night after night with red wine. Do you know that what the Shu family has suffered today is truly God's most fair masterpiece? ”

He gritted his teeth, but I was cold from the soles of my feet to my scalp, and looked at him in disbelief: "You...... Got it early in the morning? ”

He laughed, "What do I not know? If he dares to harm my wife and children, he should know that there will be such a day. ”

I was on the verge of falling, but thankfully he held me up in time.

I wanted to shake him off, I wanted to yell something, I wanted to say I was scared, but I opened my mouth wide and couldn't shout anything, and finally I cried and bit him on the shoulder with one mouth.

He endured it silently and patted me on the back: "Okay, okay, isn't it nice that someone will help us clean him up now?" ”

I suddenly felt horror, the horror that emanated from the inside out, until the smell of blood came from my mouth, I let go of Luo Ange tremblingly, and stared at his eyes: "You also have a share in this matter, right?" ”

Luo Ange looked into my eyes: "Do you want me to say yes, or no?" Don't worry, didn't you just know now that I was the one who would repay you, you didn't know now, did you? ”

So, the reason why the Shu family is so miserable is that Luo Ange played a role in fueling the flames?

I know that he is such a cautious person, he will not take action personally, and killing people with a knife is the favorite move of their group of businessmen, and it is simply tried and tested.

I looked at him blankly, and suddenly felt that he was so strange, and he was no longer the Luo Ange I loved like a spring breeze.

He looked at my expression and smiled bitterly, "I know what you're thinking?" Am I ruthless, I'm mean, I'm shameless, I'm going to do anything, or damn me? It doesn't matter, don't worry, it really doesn't matter, no matter who harmed the Shu family like this, in your heart, it's all counted on my head, right? ”

There was a hole in my heart, and countless cold winds poured in from all directions, blowing my body apart.

I burst into tears: "Luo Ange, why, why are you?" I just want to teach Shu Wenan a lesson, I didn't want the Shu family to come to this point, why are you doing this, why are you? ”

He kept beating his chest and almost passed out crying.

It turned out that Luo Ange knew early on that it was Shu Wen'an, Yuan Shengxiao and Lei Zhiyi who kidnapped me, causing me to lose my child. He didn't say anything, he just silently took revenge.

And Luo Gongzi decided to take revenge, how could he move his mouth, then he would not be Luo Gongzi.

Tired of it, I slipped to the ground and kept tearing my hair, it turned out that I caused the Shu family to become like this, and I was the culprit.

Luo Ange dragged me up, but I didn't dare to look at him, so I turned my face away.

But he pinched my chin forcefully and forced me to look at him, and I was full of pleading: "Luo Ange, I beg you, I beg you, don't say it, I'm afraid that you will tell some dirty truths that I don't want to know, I'm afraid that you will be the same ......as Jin Jiang."

His face was like ice, but he grinned at the corners of his mouth and countered my forehead: "Don't worry, in fact, I don't need to tell you that this matter has something to do with me, I can completely deny it, anyway, I did it very cleanly, even if you have the heart to investigate, you can't find out." But we are husband and wife, I don't want you to hate me in the future, I don't want you to be angry with me because of this, I don't want to become a ruthless bad guy in your heart. So I take the initiative to tell you, no matter what you think of me, I'll tell you honestly anyway. So, are you ready to hear me tell you my reasoning? ”

Reason?

He nodded, his breath spraying on my face, he bowed his head slightly, grabbed my lips again, and muttered, "Yes, don't worry, reason." Do you know why I did this, in addition to the fact that Shu Wenan is the murderer who kidnapped you and caused us to lose our child, but also because ...... Because my mother's death had something to do with him. ”

I was distracted by my success: "Mom's death?" ”

He whispered my name, "Yes, Mommy's death." Don't worry, in fact, my mother didn't commit suicide back then, she didn't commit suicide. She was...... She's ......"

There was a warm liquid on my face, but I knew that Luo Ange was cold all over, and his heart was even colder, just like I was at the moment.

I patted him on the face: "What is she, tell me quickly, what happened back then?" ”

His tears flowed down, and at this time the elevator reached the top floor, and I hurriedly pressed the first floor again, hugging Luo Ange, feeling that he was trembling.

I've never seen him like this, and I remember the first time he told me about his mother, and although he didn't look very good, he didn't look like this.

I forgot that just now I was still complaining about him, I forgot that just now I was full of eyes and what to do with Shu Congxuan, but now I just want to hug Luo Ange tightly.

The two of us sat on the ground, Luo Ange buried his face in my chest, and he choked: "In order to let Shu Aiqing gain a firm foothold in the Luo family, Shu Wenan did not hesitate to call him those good brothers...... On the first day of my dad and Shu Aiqing's marriage, they kidnapped my mother, do you know what my mother suffered? Don't worry, that's the most shameless and disgusting scene in the world, that's the biggest injustice in the world...... A whole ten men, a whole day and a night, can you imagine them stuffing their phones into their mother's ......"

He looked up at me, like a lonely and helpless child, "Don't worry, don't worry, my mother can't bear that humiliation, she's going to break the artery in her wrist...... They were the ones who forced Mom to death, they were the ones who ......"

Those who bear the purgatory themselves die forever, but the living will experience that purgatory again and again, and will throw themselves into the eighteen layers of hell again and again.

Shu Congxuan is innocent, so isn't Luo Ange innocent?

I felt that the tears of my life were going to run, I held Luo Ange's head, I kept kissing him to give him strength, wanting to tell him that I was always with him, but I was trembling, and I had no strength at all.

"Luo Ange, Luo Ange, you look at me, you look at me."

My shouting took Luo Ange from what terrible nightmare, he looked at me with red eyes, I bit his lip, and murmured: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here, I've always been there." ”

He held my face, I knew he hadn't finished his sentence, but I didn't dare to listen to it anymore, I'd rather be blind and deaf, I'd rather be a fool and know nothing, just watch by his side.

I begged: "Luo Ange, don't say it, please, I will support you in whatever you do, just beg you, don't say it, my mother is watching from the sky." ”

He laughed, but tears flowed out, and he said, "Don't worry, do you know what I am most angry about? The brutes, they took the rape video...... Mom was tortured to death by them, and they didn't think it was enough, so they threw Mom's body from a height of more than fifty floors. They forced my mother to write me a suicide note, and I have been misled by that thing for many years, and I always thought that my mother really committed suicide. ”

Our tears are mixed together, our breathing is mixed together, I can't cry anymore, these days, too many tragedies continue to refresh my three views, too many tears continue to wash my nerves, I really can't cry.

Luo Ange kept helping me wipe my tears, but I couldn't finish them at all, and his own tears were getting more and more, so I also helped him wipe them, wiping and wiping me into his arms, and crying again.

After going up and down the elevator countless times, Luo Ange helped me stand up, I didn't have any strength at all, and the whole person was attached to him.

He smoothed my messy hair and asked me, "Don't worry, will you hate me?" ”

My eyes were swollen with a slit and I looked at him, "Do you want me to say yes or no?" ”

He lowered his head: "Don't worry, I don't blame you, really." When I started planning, I expected that you would not forgive me. But I will tell you about it, and I promised you that there can be no hiding from each other. ”

My heart is a mess, I don't have normal human thinking, should I hate him, or hate myself?

"Luo Ange, I'm very confused now, don't ask me for an answer, I don't have an answer. I only ask you, who else are the ten people you are talking about? ”

He is also frank: "Yuan Ao, Yuan Stability, Yuan Yi......"

I stumbled and slammed my back against the icy wall, and if so, then everything is well explained, isn't it?

Shu Wenan single-handedly planned to kill Guan Erya back then, in order to fulfill his daughter, or for personal gain, he always did it.

Luo Ange has been forbearing, starting his own company, and his business territory is getting wider and wider, just to take revenge.

Because he knew that the strength of ten people was united, and he was not an opponent at all.

I suddenly thought of something, some time ago the famous hotel king Wang Wang in Cannes filed for bankruptcy liquidation, and Wang hanged himself at home the next day.

Also, at the beginning of the year, the real estate boss who suddenly suffered a stroke and was paralyzed......

There is also that, a certain high-ranking official who had just retreated from the first line to the second line and teased Sun after being discovered five days after he died violently.

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, and I didn't dare to ask Luo Ange what else he had done, he was planning to tell me 1510 now, but I knew that I couldn't bear it at all.

Those hatreds are like crawling with locusts, I dare not look at them, I dare not touch them, and I dare not think about them.

Just thinking about it makes me feel like I'm going to fall into the cellar.

The elevator opened again, Luo Ange took me out, and there were many people standing at the door, and everyone was looking at us.

Luo Ange pressed my head to his chest to prevent those people from seeing my face, he was so fast that I was almost dragged away by him.

Amu was already waiting next to the car, and when he saw us coming, he stepped forward, looked at us, lowered his head and asked, "Childe, what should Miss Jin do here?" ”

Luo Ange glanced at me, and I hurriedly said, "I'll see her for the last time." ”

Luo Ange glanced at the car: "I'll accompany you." ”

I blocked him: "Luo Ange, I need time, you give me time." ”

He was a little helpless, but he nodded, walked over to our own car, and just looked at me.

Amu helped me open the car door, and then I saw Jin Jiang's small body shrunk by the bed, and she turned her head to look at me when she heard the voice.

Seeing that it was me, she smiled and did not speak.

I sat down, closed the car door, and got straight to the point: "Jin Jiang, tell me, did Luo Ange ask you to do this?" ”

She looked at me in surprise, her lips opening to say something, but she didn't say anything.

Seeing her expression, my heart was completely cold, and I was suffering, sure enough, Luo Ange asked her to do it, so what should I do?

What am I going to do?

Jin Jiang smiled: "Yan Shan, how do you think that he asked me to do it?" ”

"Isn't it?"

She looked at me: "Of course not, I don't know what grievances he has with Shu Wen'an." Maybe what I said to Shu Congxuan in the ward just now scared you, maybe you know something. But what I want to tell you is that Shu Wenan is the murderer of my whole family. ”

"The whole family? Are you talking about treading snow? ”

She shook her head, her thoughts seemed to drift to a distant place, and her voice was a little drifting: "If I don't mention it to you today, I will almost forget that past." Sixteen years ago, Shu Wenan rushed to my house with a team of people, and there were 67 people in our family, all of whom were spared, and there was a river of blood. My parents took me abroad and survived...... Do you know what it feels like to have a family member who was still talking to you the day before to meet again in the morgue after two days? Do you know what it was like to watch my mother stripped naked and dance by his men? Do you know what it's like to see your mother die in front of you? Do you know what it's like to be swept away by your landlord? Do you know what it's like to hide like a rat crossing the street...... Don't worry, you don't know, you won't know in your life. But it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, seeing you doing well, seeing you and Luo Ange doing well, I think it's all worth it. Even if I were to die now, I would have no complaints. ”

I didn't realize what she meant by the words, I didn't go through this, I didn't know how I felt, I didn't know how the people who went through it survived in the first place, I didn't know how their hatred had accumulated to the point where it was today.

Jin Jiang held my shoulder: "Don't worry, Luo Ange really loves you, and he can't help himself in some things, don't blame him." ”

I remember the university teacher said that the suffering and torture you have experienced before is not a reason for you to take revenge on others today, and we must learn to forgive.

"Forgiveness?"

Jin Jiang sneered: "Don't worry, if it were you today, would you dare to guarantee that you wouldn't want to kill the enemy at all?" What forgiveness and what repays grievances with virtue are all nonsense. I have never been a person who forgives, I am not a person who repays grievances with virtue, I am a person who will repay my eyes. ”

I'm so conflicted, there are a lot of voices in my heart, one voice said forget it, Shu Wenan killed your child, he deserved to die; A voice said that Shu Congxuan was innocent and should not involve him; There is also a voice that says when is the time for retribution, let's end it, persuade Luo Ange......

I shake my head, what to do, what to do?

Jin Jiang seemed to know what I was contradictory, she leaned against the window and sighed: "Don't worry, have you thought about a question?" Because he met you, Luo Ange did not become a devil. ”