I never thought that one day, I would cry too.

When I saw a little person who looked almost exactly like me, I suddenly burst into tears.

I clung to the railing, looking at the little man who ran and fell and stood up crookedly, and the girl who stood not far away and looked at him tenderly and lovingly and smiled and encouraged him to be brave, my heart seemed to be torn apart, and my mouth opened wide, but I could not shout anything.

I've been standing there for a long, long time, three years, and it's been more than a thousand days and nights.

The maid came out and said something, and the woman nodded, pointed to the child, and went in.

The kid was rolling around with a ball, and suddenly the ball rolled away, and it came to me, and he giggled twice and ran over on his legs.

I reached into the railing, grabbed the ball, and waited for him to come.

He walked up to me, his little face was red, he looked up at me, and suddenly shouted, "Daddy, daddy......"

At that moment, I burst into tears.

I trembled and handed him the ball, and he took it and put it on the ground, then grabbed my hand that I was about to retract and shouted again, "Daddy......"

I couldn't believe what I was seeing with my eyes, we met for the second time, the first time I remember clearly, but at that time he was only a little more than a month old, it was impossible to remember me, why did he call me dad?

At this time, a woman's voice came from not far away: "First meeting, first meeting, where are you?" ”

The child turned his head and shouted, "Mommy, Mommy, Daddy here?" ”

The footsteps rushed over, and I subconsciously broke free of my little hand and subconsciously wanted to run.

But the child shouted behind me, "Daddy, don't go......"

I paused as if I had taken root, and then I heard hurried footsteps and wheezing, followed by a woman's voice: "First time, don't talk nonsense...... You ......"

When we came face to face, she suddenly covered her mouth, took two steps back in disbelief, and then, as if she had seen a ghost, picked up the child and turned away.

I had a premonition of something, grabbed the railing and shouted, "Little fish, little fish......"

She paused, but it was a fraction of a second, and soon she was running faster, and I heard her shouting to the servants, "Close the door, close the door, don't let that person in." ”

In fact, she was too worried, if I wanted to go in, I didn't have to go through the gate at all, I climbed the railing, and it was easy to get in.

Two security guards ran over, and they looked like they were going to fight with me, but after seeing my face clearly, one of them blocked the other: "It's okay, it's Brother Kang." ”

The two of them stood still, and the man said again: "Brother Kang, Xiao Yu'er is upstairs with the little master." Go up the stairs and turn left into the third room, and you go. ”

I clenched my fists and thanked him, then lifted my foot and walked inside, screaming in fright as I was wiping the table.

I shushed and pointed upstairs, then grabbed the handrail and headed upstairs.

Sure enough, it was the third left turn, Xiao Yu'er probably didn't expect me to really chase after me, or maybe this girl was not vigilant at all, so she didn't lock the door.

When I pushed open the door and went in, she was packing up her clothes haphazardly, and the little person, sitting on the ground watching all this, asked in a milky voice: "Mom, where are we going, are we going to find Brother Qiguang and Sister Liuli?" ”

Xiao Yu'er stuffed a bunch of clothes into the alley and took a deep breath: "First time, it's not safe here, let's go find grandpa, okay?" ”

The villain shook his head: "No, I don't want grandpa, I want dad." ”

Xiao Yu'er raised her voice: "First time, I told you many times that Dad has gone to a far away place, and it will take a long time to come back." ”

The villain puffed out his cheeks: "No, that person just now is obviously my father, and he is exactly the same as the photo you showed me." ”

Seeing that her mother didn't speak, the little man got up, said that he was going to take pictures, and then ran out.

After running two steps, he saw me, and then he slowed down and asked me, "Are you really my dad?" ”

I nodded, holding back tears from my eyes and opening my arms to him.

Just as he was laughing and about to pounce on him, the panicked little fish rushed over and picked up the child, she was very excited, as if she wanted to say something.

However, tears fell in front of her words.

My heart hurt violently as if it had been grabbed by someone, and without thinking about it, I rushed forward and took her and the child in my arms.

She struggled so violently that the child cried, and she was afraid of scaring the child, so she bit me on the shoulder with one mouth.

She used all her strength, because I felt so painful, it was probably bleeding, and she didn't let go.

I endured all this silently, patted her on the back, and my voice was unconsciously low: "Okay, okay, it's me who is not good, you and your son have suffered, aren't I coming back?" ”

She pushed me away and snorted coldly: "Mr. Kang, what's the matter, Mrs. Luo doesn't want you, she just thinks of me and the child, doesn't she?" Let me tell you, I'm not the little fish I used to be like a fool when you say a few nice words, the child has nothing to do with you, and I have nothing to do with you. Anyway, you've never loved us. ”

I remember that she had never been angry, and she spoke in a small voice, and I immediately remembered our first time. She was lying under me like a kitten, staring at me with big black eyes, and calling me angrily: "Brother Kang......"

In more than 30 years of life, the person who loves to call me Brother Kang the most has already returned to the man she loves the most.

And this little girl who will also call me Brother Kang has grown up unconsciously, and I don't know if she also has thorns all over her body in front of others, like a little hedgehog.

I looked at her stupidly, and was about to say something, when I remembered the maid's voice at an inopportune time: "Miss, that, Mr. Jiang is here." ”

When the child heard this, he was still sobbing, his wrinkled little face instantly brightened, and he raised his feet and ran out: "Is the godfather here, where is it?" ”

He ran away, I felt very uncomfortable, I was excited for that dad just now, but now I stood there like a fool.

In the three years that I was away, what happened to this woman and that little person, and what did I miss?

Xiao Yu'er grabbed her hair, as if she suddenly remembered something, dropped the clothes in her hand, pushed me away, and ran out.

When I got to the top of the stairs, I saw a handsome man holding my son, the two of them were greasy and crooked, you kiss me and I kiss you, and Xiao Yu'er stood aside and looked at them dotingly, looking really like a perfect family of three.

And I stood on the stairs, like an intruder, more like a superfluous person.

The man picked up the little man and took the little fish: "Let's go, Dad will take you to eat Japanese food." ”

I suddenly felt a little flustered, I didn't know where it came from, I just knew that I had an urge to rush over and cut off the man's hand.

I coughed deliberately, and all three of them looked at me, the man was taken aback, but it seemed that he was a well-educated person, and after being slightly surprised, he turned his head to look at Xiao Yu'er and asked, "Who is this?" ”

Xiao Yu'er snorted coldly: "Leave him alone, let's go." ”

As soon as I heard her tone, I was angry, rushed over in three or two steps, and without saying a word, I wrenched her hand from the man's hand, and hugged the little man over, and then couldn't wait to declare my sovereignty: "Hello, I am the biological father I met for the first time, may I ask who you are?" ”

The little fish tried to break free, but I held her tightly and gave her a menacing look, she took a deep breath and stopped moving.

The man was taken aback this time, and he looked at me in disbelief: "You...... You are Mangkang, you ...... It's not ......"

I smiled slightly: "You want to say that I'm not dead, are you?" ”

He nodded, and I didn't answer him in a hurry, but put my arm around Xiao Yu'er's shoulders and said to him, "I haven't been here for a few years, thank you for taking care of my wife and children." If we have something at home today, we won't leave you and invite you to dinner another day. ”

He laughed, had no intention of leaving, and instead asked me, "Why should I go?" What if you are Mangkang, and what can you change? You have never loved Xiao Yu'er, and when he was eight months pregnant, you still wanted her to kill the child...... Why do you want to say thank you to me, you are the one who should leave, and you are superfluous. ”

I think the world is really different, no one has ever dared to speak to me like this before, but now, this man, who is very threatening to me, has actually driven me away.

I looked down at the woman with an uncomfortable look in the crook of my arm: "Little fish, you...... That's what you think, isn't it? ”

She looked up at me, not avoiding my gaze, but with a mocking smile in her smile: "Isn't it? Mangkang, I don't know how you came back to life, and I don't want to know, I'm fine with my children now, please don't disturb our lives. Count me in begging you, okay? ”

I remember that she used to pester me, hang my arms and ask me this and that, and when I looked at her, she would shyly avoid her face, and her little face was like an apple. But now, the way she looks at me is unwavering, no more admiration, no more love.

I became more and more flustered, but fortunately, the little man was obediently lying on my shoulder, and when I pinched his fleshy buttocks, he was very cooperative and cried very tacitly: "Don't quarrel, I want my father, I want my mother...... Don't quarrel......

Xiao Yu'er's eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she suddenly said to the man, "You go back first, wait for my call." ”

The man looked at me worriedly: "What if he bullies your mother and son when I leave, can you handle it?" ”

Xiao Yu'er glanced at me and shook his head: "It's okay, he doesn't dare to bully us." ”

The man seemed to listen to him very much, although he hesitated, but finally left, and when he came to the door, he turned around and looked at me viciously: "You better be honest, otherwise I will be unkind to you." ”

I laughed, "Slow down doesn't give it away." ”

His figure slowly disappeared into the courtyard, and the little fish shook me off suddenly, and his tone was very impulsive: "What the hell do you want to do, we don't need you, you know what, we don't need you." ”

She suppressed her tears, took two steps back and sat on the sofa, buried her face between her knees, and sobbed: "Why are you not dead, why are you not dead?" ”

I walked over with the little man in my arms, sat beside her, and put my arms around her shoulders: "Because...... I can't bear you. ”

It's rare for me to say a word of numbness, but this woman slapped her as if she had eaten dynamite: "Nonsense, Mangkang, do you need me to show you a mirror, so that you can see your face now." Are you reluctant to let us go? It's as if we mean how important we are to you, but in fact, you've never loved us, and you've always loved Tang Wuwu, haven't you? ”

I bowed my head and remained silent.

It's not good to be silent, but I'd rather be silent than lie to her.

Silence was acquiescence, and she sneered: "Look, what are you still doing with us?" Don't worry, my child and I won't be responsible for you, you can go. You should be ...... Just ...... We are no longer in this world. ”

I said this sentence to Ah Wei back then, but I didn't expect it to be returned by another woman untouched three years later.

My heart hurt violently, in fact, I haven't sorted out my feelings for three years, I don't know who I'm missing in my heart, I don't know what has supported me in the past three years, what is it?

But now, I suddenly understood a little bit, partly for Ah Worry, and partly, even I don't want to admit it, is for the mother and son in front of me.

I was not surprised or angry at Xiao Yu'er's indifference, I didn't leave, but stayed with a dead face. Let her roll her eyes at me, I just didn't see it, and played ball in the yard with my first sight.

The little fish stood on the balcony and watched us, and I waved at her, and she gave me a blank look and turned away.

After playing for a while, Luo Ange's family of four came, it seems that they take good care of Xiaoyuer's mother and son on weekdays, and when they first saw their brother and sister, they didn't want me, and they ran over and shouted: "Brother, sister, I want to kill you." ”

The boy who looked better than the prince hugged him for the first time, and asked with a straight face, "Did you make your aunt angry again?" ”

Chujian shook his head: "No, it's my father who makes my mother angry, and my father is a bad person." ”

I'm not angry, this stinky boy really has the potential to be a traitor.

I stood not far away, looking at the person who was smiling in Luo Ange's arms, I hadn't seen her for three years, she didn't seem to have changed at all, she was still so young and beautiful, gentle as a white lotus in the morning mist.

She covered her mouth in disbelief when she saw me, and when she understood, she rushed over.

I opened my arms and hugged her, and then I heard her cry: "Brother Kang, is it really you?" I thought ......"

She thought she would never see me again in her life.

I patted her on the back: "Ah Worry, it's really me, it's like a fake." ”

She burst into tears and laughed, punched me in the chest, and said coquettishly: "I hate it, I still go to your grave every year, it's really a sin." ”

I hugged her tightly, as if I was holding my youth that was gone forever, and it had been a mess for three years, except that the moment when I stopped Xiao Yu'er just now was so real, it was this moment.

I suddenly thought about it, leaned into her ear, and begged her to help me intercede with Xiao Yu'er.

Ah Yu sneered and glanced at me: "You deserve it, how did you treat people in the first place?" ”

I grimaced: "Yes, yes, I was wrong, isn't this atonement?" That is, Xiaoyuer doesn't want to see me, and besides, I have a rival. ”

She tilted her head and asked me stupidly, "I helped you, what do you pay me?" ”

"What do you want?"

She didn't think about it and said, "Anyway, you are also unemployed and famous now, I helped you succeed, and in return, you have to go to work in my husband's company." ”

I glanced at the man in white who was standing in the wind not far away, and seemed to never get old: "Good sister, is it okay to change one?" ”

Ah Wei waved a finger: "No, don't talk about it." ”

Hey, who made me powerless now, it can only be that people have to bow their heads under the eaves.

The children were playing with building blocks on the balcony, and Luo Ange stood at the door and watched, holding a cup of tea in his hand, which was very elegant. Like a natural king, it's no wonder Ah Wei loves him so much.

I nodded, rolled up my sleeves and went into the kitchen.

Xiao Yu'er was busy in front of the stove with an apron, and when she heard the voice, she shouted: "Ah Yu, come and help me get an apron, it's loose." ”

I hesitated, walked slowly behind her, pulled up the strap that had been sent away, and trembled to help her tie it. As if a ghost had sent a god, I wrapped my arms around her waist.

The little fish jumped up and screamed when she saw that it was me, and I reached out to gagged her.

She opened her mouth and bit me, and in order not to attract people from outside, I larded my heart and grabbed her lips.

Then my soul shook, and those lips were incredibly soft and sweet, and I suddenly remembered the first time we came, and she was dizzy with my kiss......

I closed my eyes and deepened the kiss, feeling unsatisfied, pried open her mouth and bit her tongue.

She resisted and hit me on the back with a spoon in her hand, but I grabbed her so hard that I wouldn't let go.

After an unknown amount of time, she finally gave up resistance and slowly closed her eyes.

And her hand slowly wrapped around my waist.

At the end of the kiss, both of us were a little out of breath, her face was as red as a tomato, and the pear blossom looked at me with rain.

I was afraid that I would not have enough concentration to do it again, so I coughed awkwardly and picked up the spoon that had fallen on the ground and handed it to her.

She was more embarrassed than me, so she quickly turned around and flushed under the faucet, and then went back to her work. But I saw that her hands were shaking all the time, and in order to keep this emotion from me, she put down the spoon and went to chop the vegetables, and then there was an ouch.

I subconsciously grabbed her hand, stuffed it in my mouth and sucked it.

At that moment, time seemed to stand still, and we looked at each other like that, and we cried when we looked at her.

I was a little scared to see her tears and tried to wipe them for her, but she pushed me away and crouched on the ground and cried.

I sighed and squatted in front of her and slowly hugged her: "Okay, okay, it's all my fault, give me one time to almost make up for it, okay?" ”

The last dish was served, Ah Wei beckoned the children to come over for dinner, and Luo Ange asked her: "Do you want to drink red wine, I'm very happy tonight." ”

She nodded gently: "Okay, didn't Xiaoyu'er treasure good wine, let's drink a little to celebrate." ”

I don't know how much I drank that night, it seems like I drank the most, because by the end, I was already drunk and didn't remember anything.

Vaguely, someone used a hot towel to help me wipe my face and hands, I felt so comfortable, especially when her skin brushed against me, I really felt like a spring breeze.

I struggled to open my eyes, and after several hard looks, I realized that the person who was helping me scrub was a small fish.

Covered in sweat, I grabbed her hand and got up, saying I was going to take a shower.

She was still not at ease after all, so she followed up with the bathroom to help me drain the water, and when she bent down to test the temperature, the seaweed-like hair hung down and covered the side of her face.

I suddenly felt at home, hugged her without thinking about it, and blew in her ear: "Xiaoyu'er, give me a chance, let me be a good husband and father, okay?" ”

She froze there, and after a while I turned her over, and I realized that she was crying, crying silently.

I panicked and didn't know what to do, so I grabbed her lips and muttered her name: "Little Yu'er, little Yu'er, please, believe me." ”

She didn't say yes or refuse, and after putting the water away, she went out to find clothes for me.

When I came out of the shower, I was much better drunk, and when I saw the little fish whispering softly to coax the little man to sleep, I couldn't take a step anymore, so I leaned on the bathroom door, watching this harmonious and warm scene.

The child finally fell asleep, and Xiao Yu'er looked up and saw me standing there, she was slightly uncomfortable: "The guest room is next door, please take care of it." ”

I was so disappointed in my heart, but I didn't realize it, I broke her heart, and I asked her to forgive me, how could it be so easy?

Walking to the door, she stopped me, I looked back at her, she coughed: "Brother Kang, I need time...... I'm used to seeing you on cold tombstones, I'm used to living without you...... I can't accept your sudden appearance, please forgive me. ”

I nodded, as long as she was willing to call me Brother Kang, I would have no regrets.

I slept until I was woken up by lightning in the middle of the night, I was a little confused, I had never slept in three years, I felt that I was in a strange place, and I slept very peacefully.

Suddenly I heard a voice from the next room, and as soon as I remembered that the big and small ones were still inside, I jumped out of bed, pulled open the door and ran out without even putting on my slippers.

When I ran in, Xiao Yu'er was holding the little man in his nose, and both of them were shivering.

I rushed over, pulled the quilt and hugged the two of them, relieved and a little sad at the same time: "Okay, okay, Dad is here, don't be afraid when you first see me." ”

The little man grabbed my clothes and cried: "Dad, why don't you sleep with me, don't you like me?" ”

I glanced at Xiao Yu'er helplessly and explained, "No, Dad likes to see you for the first time...... Daddy is, that's ...... Went to the bathroom. ”

"Will Dad sleep with me and Mom in the future?"

Xiao Yu'er coughed, and then suddenly found that the posture between us was very ambiguous, and she subconsciously wanted to escape, but I took the opportunity to grab her, but the words were to the little man: "Yes, Dad will always accompany Chujian and Mom, Dad loves Chujian and Mom." ”