Chapter 1 onwards
@>?My name is Shang Yan'er. Mall of business. Purple and red. Shang Yan'er's son. This is the name Daddy gave me.
I've loved Daddy and Mommy since I was a kid. In my opinion. Daddy and Mommy are really the best and best people in the world. Daddy is very handsome and handsome. Much more handsome than those so-called big stars on TV. Daddy is still very sullen because he doesn't seem to like to talk. It's often a cold and cold face. But when I saw her and Mommy. Daddy still laughs. And the smile is good-looking.
When I was four or five years old. I've often figured out ways to get Daddy to talk more. Because I see other children's dads talking to them a lot. I think. That's the way to love children. I found out later. Daddy doesn't like to talk too much. But that doesn't mean he doesn't love me.
Mommy is a very beautiful and gentle 'girl'. But I don't like Mommy because she's beautiful to like her as my mommy. Mommy people are nice. She will always give me all sorts of stories. When I was younger, Mommy told me about Grimm's fairy tales. Hans Christian Andersen's fairy tales. There are also a lot of interesting 'bed' stories. I was young then. I think. Mommy must love me more than Daddy.
Actually, we were really happy to live together as a family of three. But I don't know when it started. I saw that the other children had siblings. I'm always unconsciously envious. Sometimes Daddy and Mommy aren't around. I just thought. If only I had a brother or sister. It's a pity that Daddy and Mommy didn't plan to give me a younger sibling.
I always thought I was a mommy baby. Because she loves me so much. If not biological. How could she like me so much. Until one day. I accidentally overheard Daddy's mommy's conversation. That's when I realized that Mommy wasn't my real Mommy. All right. This sentence can be ignored. Because in my heart. My mommy is already the best mommy in the world. I've always thought of her as my own mother.
But since I found out that Mommy wasn't my real mother. Inevitably, I started to get scared too. I'm afraid Mommy will leave me. There was even a time when this thought was particularly strong. Don't know why. I was only five or six years old at the time. But I always feel that . in this world. Only blood ties are the most intimate. Other. Everything is in name only. And something in name only. means they can disappear at any time.
That was not long after I went to school. In the past, Mommy would pick me up on time every day. But Mommy didn't come that day. I met a 'girl' child from Yangyang at school. She is usually picked up by a nanny. Usually she's always the last one to leave. She told me. She only has her mother. No dad. She doesn't know who her dad is. Even her mom doesn't know who her father is. After knowing this, I felt that I was still very happy. Because there are two people. Willing to work so hard to give me a home. Albeit. None of them are my biological parents.
Yes. Not even my daddy. Daddy and Mommy always thought I didn't know about it. But in fact. I know. There was a time when I went to the house of 'milk' and 'milk'. I overheard Grandpa and Daddy's conversation. They say my daddy is dead. And my current daddy: Shang Yiqi. He's just my adoptive father. I don't know how to hear that my real dad was dead when I heard it. I'm a little sentimental. But it's not that sad. Maybe. Maybe it's because I already have such a good father.
I don't know who I've heard from me. People can't have too much. Otherwise, Heaven will be jealous. So. I think. That's enough. I have such an excellent pair of parents. I can't let them be scared because of me.
The topic comes back to the front. That. Even Yangyang, who has always been the last to go home, was picked up by the nanny. But Mommy didn't come. I saw that the sky was getting darker and darker. I started to get scared. The teacher at the school called Mommy more than once. But Mommy didn't answer once. That's when I thought: it's over. Mommy doesn't want me anymore.
Later, Daddy came to pick me up. When I saw Daddy, tears fell all at once. I didn't ask Daddy where Mommy went. Because I saw that Daddy's face was more ugly than me. I thought that Yang Yang once told me that there were some bad 'women' on TV, and they disliked the family and had no money, so they abandoned their wives and children and ran away with other men. My heart cooled all at once. It's cooler than the cold winter moon.
That night Daddy dropped me off at home and supervised me to eat and take a shower. Then he let me watch TV by myself in the living room. You are not allowed to go anywhere.
I humbly agreed. As expected. Daddy is out of the house.
The wait is so long. It was already eleven o'clock at night when Daddy returned. I've been asleep on the couch for an unknown number of times. Later, Daddy carried me upstairs.
"Daddy. Where's Mommy?" Watching TV during that time. I'm thinking. Although I was really scared that Mommy would cruelly abandon me and Daddy. But Daddy's condition is so good. What reason does Mommy have to leave us. Don't. Is it because of my oil bottle? But Mommy usually likes me very much. I can feel it... Her feelings for me. It's not fake. That's why I risked angering Daddy and asked out loud. I think. I'm going to trust Mommy at least one last time.
When I heard Daddy's answer, I realized that I was thinking too much. It turns out that Mommy is sick. High fever and cough almost turned into pneumonia. Hospitalization for observation is required. Daddy also went home to find that Mommy's whole body was very hot. I quickly sent Mommy to the hospital. Then come and pick her up. And what about her. She actually thinks so badly of Mommy. She's a hateful person.
"Daddy. Tomorrow you're going to take Yan'er to see Mommy, okay?" Flatteringly grabbing Daddy's hand. I know Daddy will agree.
"Good. You sleep first. Tomorrow Daddy will take you there."
The next day is Saturday. Early in the morning, Daddy asked for leave from the office. Then I made porridge and took me to the hospital to visit Mommy. Mommy was still lazily sleeping when I saw her. And one of her faces is so white, so white. Her 'lips' are also white. There is not a trace of blood. Frankly. I prefer Mommy to be healthy. Such a mommy makes her want to cry unconsciously. After a little bigger. I realized that I felt at that time in two words. Distressed.
I feel sorry for my mommy. Because she's so good. It's so unique. I would never have imagined someone else taking her place.
Mommy was discharged from the hospital and I secretly asked the teacher for leave. Then I asked the teacher to call Daddy and ask Daddy to pick me up. I think. I want to pick up Mommy with Daddy.
Mommy's 'spirit' on this day is much better than before. See me and Daddy show up. Mommy is smiling so happily. I bounced ahead of me. Inadvertently turned around. I saw Daddy looking at Mommy's eyes very gently, very gently. It's just that I don't understand it at this time.. What does this gentleness represent.
The meal that night wasn't sumptuous. I thought it was to celebrate Mommy's discharge. Daddy should be able to 'make' it a little grander. During the dinner, I heard Daddy tell Mommy that she was just sick. Don't eat anything too greasy. I realized that Daddy was so attentive. So I also remembered how many times I remembered being sick after that. I don't want to eat.
Life got back on track after that day. Mommy will still work tirelessly to pick me up from school every day. Sometimes Daddy comes along. My classmates are envious of me for having such a pair of good-looking parents. But they don't know. I'm envious that they can have brothers and sisters.
Sometimes I would bump into Daddy's bed with Mommy. Obviously, Daddy and Mommy and I often go back to sleep at the same time. Why do they always have to sleep longer than me. There were times when I ran into Daddy and Mommy as if they were doing something under the covers. I opened the door and saw Daddy kissing Mommy. And Mommy doesn't seem to be wearing clothes. Because on her shoulders is a piece of white 'flowers' and 'flowers'.
When I thought about it later, I always have to laugh. Daddy and Mommy must have been scared at that time. Because Daddy immediately drank me and I wasn't allowed to go over. But I'm curious. They wouldn't let me pass. I'm just going to go over and see what they're up to. After that, like all the parents in the world who have been caught by their children in pigtails. Mommy lamely explains that she and Daddy are playing a game. He also said that if I don't get out soon, it will take a long time for them to finish the game. So I won't have anyone to accompany me. Mommy also said that if I had passed, the game wouldn't have worked. And I passed her for a day and she couldn't speak.
And then I left. Mommy must have thought that I was really moved by her and deceived by her. Actually, where am I so stupid. I just thought about leaving space for them when I saw the deep smile in Daddy's eyes. Mommy is so stupid. Daddy seems to like her very much. So she's going to make room for her daddy and stupid mom. Of course, I don't like to lose money. So before I left, I lied to me that they had to treat me to Kendiji that day. I know Daddy and Mommy don't like anything like that. So they didn't take me to eat once. But they don't know. The more you can't get something. The more I greedy.
Many years later. When I found out that I had no choice but to play games to deal with my ghostly children. I suddenly remembered the childish deeds of my youth. And at that time. My dear Daddy and Mommy are both almost fifty years old.
I've had a total of two cases where Daddy and Mommy didn't lock the 'door'. Since then they have grown eyes. Lock the door of the room firmly. Actually, I've always wondered what kind of game Daddy and Mommy are playing. I've asked them more than once if I can play with them. But every time I bring it up. Daddy always said with a dark face, "No." And Mommy is standing beside our father and daughter. There is a soft light in the eyes.
That's right. I have to mention that I love Mommy's eyes very much. I think. There is no second person in this world who has eyes as good as Mommy. Mommy's eyes. Looks a little seductive. But the affection in her eyes is always soft and warm. It always makes me feel happy when I look into her eyes. After a long time, I once smiled and asked my dad and said, "Daddy. Mommy's eyes are not clear and demon fused together. It's just a simple demon."
Daddy laughed and said yes. I'll ask again. He just smiled. I won't say anything more.
That was when Daddy and I asked me not to disturb them again in the morning. I asked him what good he would give me. That's when Daddy promised me. He said. He and Mommy would give me a little brother or a little sister. I said I'd have a little brother first. Daddy is actually quite difficult. Then he told me he tried his best. Younger siblings are fine. Daddy won't let me tell Mommy about it. I agreed.
But there was so much that happened. I thought about it. The source of everything should be the appearance of Uncle Wei. It's been safe for so many years. If it weren't for Uncle Wei's intervention. I think. We are a family of three. Even a family of four or five will always be in the same boat through thick and thin. Of course. On second thought, I'm not entirely right when I say that. Because except for Uncle Wei. Also, Daddy's decision to return to the army was also quite influential. Anyway, fate is so treacherous and changeable. Who knows what will happen in the next second. What we can do. It's just living in the moment.
After the New Year, Mommy was instigated by her aunt to go to the SWAT team to practice her small body. And Daddy is also back to the legendary special forces training base. I used to see a lot of reports on the news about military personnel. In my heart. Soldier. It's really a very sacred term. I admire those soldiers who have dedicated themselves to the country. Likewise. I also look up to my daddy.
The time Mommy went to the SWAT Force was the first time I'd been separated from Mommy for so long since I grew up.' Privately, I really want Mommy to come back soon. Because I miss her too. I really want to. There was a heavy snowfall after that. That's when Mommy came back. Mommy is back. I'm thinking about being able to reunite with Daddy's family again. I don't know how much saliva I spent after that. Mommy finally loosened a little. In the end, I got my wish to see Daddy.
The first time I went to the special forces training base, I also met Aunt He. As for Uncle Xue. I've seen it earlier. I'm not too curious. Uncle Xue and Aunt He took me to see which military brothers were boxing when they were fighting. My heart was stirring. Such a majestic scene. I've only seen it on TV. Immerse yourself in the action. I think it's something you can't render on TV. Such a masculine momentum. Such a mighty attack. It makes my little eyes burst with love. Of course everybody says I have a bunch of nice big eyes. So you can ignore the previous sentence.
When I heard Uncle Xue tell Aunt He that Daddy had been nominated for the rank of major general five years ago. I have a lot of admiration for Daddy in my heart. In short, there is more water than the Yangtze River. The reason why we don't talk about the Yellow River. It's because the news says that the water of the Yellow River is too yellow. Too much soil. I guess the water there is not clean to the touch. So ah. Greening is indispensable. Anyway, I like to use the Yangtze River to describe my admiration for Daddy.
Grandpa had a whim. Tell me about the rank system in the army. I know. Major General is really a high rank. What's more, Daddy is still so young. Five years ago. Daddy is only twenty-three years old.
The world is changing. The winds of change. I never imagined that Daddy and Mommy would come to this point of divorce. It was as if it all happened overnight. Obviously everything was fine last moment. But at this moment. It's changed. Everything has changed. Mommy her. It's not my mommy anymore. She left me. And daddy him. He doesn't seem to want me anymore. He sent me to the '' 'Milk' house. I listened to Aunt He and their worried words. Daddy had been drinking in the days since Mommy left. Drinking all the time. I know wine isn't a good thing. But why does Daddy just want to drink it? Mommy is gone. Why should he waste his body like this? Oh. No. At this time, I don't think of Mommy as my Mommy anymore. My mommy once said she would always be with me. Not separated. My mommy also swore by my pinky hair. It's a contract. If it's my mommy. Then she won't regret it. And the one who regretted it. She must not be my mother. I don't admit it. I don't want to admit it.
When I see Mommy again. I know she's already Uncle Wei's wife. I don't understand. I don't understand why Mommy would give up a good man like Daddy. Don't. Is Mommy really so stupid that she can't feel that Daddy loves her at all. Even I know that Daddy's feelings for Mommy are so deep and so heavy. But Mommy, how can she be so ignorant and unaware of this. Or is it said. Mommy actually knows everything. It's just because she doesn't care about my daddy anymore. So she can inflict the hurt on us in such a cruel way.
If it is the latter. Then I think. There's no way I'm going to forgive Mommy anyway. OK. It's good that it's not.
Mommy wasn't happy when she was going back to Daddy. I don't want to accept it either. Because of betrayal. I feel like Mommy betrayed me and Daddy's affection for her. She didn't care as much as she cared about us. Just go. Said he was coming back. Daddy and I have to get her back.
I still can't bear it. Yelled those bad words at Mommy like that. My heart wanted to cry. That's when I understood. Even if Mommy she abandoned me. I'm still. I still want her to be my mommy. As long as she can never leave me and Daddy again.
I never thought Mommy would be in a car accident. The moment I heard the news. The sadness in my heart is overwhelming. Mommy. I like mommy who has been attached for so many years. How could such a thing come out of her.
Mommy's IQ seems to have dropped a lot after waking up. But I don't care. As long as she's still my mommy. I'm willing to be nice to her. Very good, very good. I know. I can't do enough of it. Because. Mommy gave me a lot of love. It's not like I'll be able to repay it with a few actions. This thing also made me understand. If all you want is happiness. So. You should learn to forget about hurt.
I thought. I really thought everything could come to an end here. I didn't expect that everything in the dark had its own providence. Daddy died. It's terrible like I never imagined. Daddy. My daddy is so good. How could he. How can you die. I don't believe it. I don't believe it.
But that corpse completely destroyed the little hope in my heart. Grandpa said that he brought her to see Daddy so that she could remember how good Daddy had been to her in the past. But here I am. Saw Daddy. I just want to cry. Good. Daddy's good. I've been taking it to heart for a long time. I just don't get it. I don't understand why Daddy is still so young and left. Daddy. Do you remember. You owe me a brother or sister.
Since then. The news of Mommy's pregnancy made the 'milk' and 'milk' family regain their vitality. And I can finally have a brother or sister. It's a pity that Daddy is the only one who is absent.
No one can accurately describe the mood changes I felt after Daddy was gone. I learned to be well-behaved. Learned that abominable obedience. It's all because I'm not willing to give it up. I really, really don't want to make Mommy even more sad and painful. I'm a little grown-up. I can't let Mommy still '' about me too much. I know. I know that she prefers to spend her time remembering Daddy.
The news that Daddy was finally okay was great news for the whole family. I'm glad too. Thankfully, fate can be such a peak and turn. Daddy. Mommy. And me. And my unborn siblings. We are a family of four. It's really a reunion.
Mommy gave birth on the day I was at school. When I learned that I had three younger brothers or sisters. I'm so happy. I almost didn't kick the classroom door. Yang Yang gave me a hard look, and asked me to be more restrained. But I don't care. I only know. My long-awaited brother and sister are here. They are from Mommy's belly. came to our side. From now on. I will love them. Very much love, very loved.
When I learned about my background. My first impression was incredible. If I really am Uncle Chu's son. And Yang Yang is my sister's words. Then I'...... Ay. Never mind. One more sister and one more pair of parents. I'd love it. Therefore, I asked a little playfully and flatteringly in the serious eyes of everyone: "Can Yan'er have two pairs of parents?"
I'm still used to following Daddy and Mommy. Take it for granted. The daddy I'm talking about is my business daddy. Originally, Chu Daddy wanted me to change my name. But I don't want to. Because it was given to me by Daddy Shang. I don't want to change even a surname. Although he understands that it is unfair to Chu Daddy to do this. But I think. There is also Sister Yangyang. Isn't that 'pretty good'? Yang Yang and Chu Daddy have the same surname. I'll leave it as it is. Keep going like this.
Ten years later. I'm a junior in my home country. throughout the year. I had the most beautiful accident of my life. It's just that I don't know it at this time. My future doesn't know how smooth it will be. Whew, see if the four chapters can be written, the beginning and end, the title is like this~~~~