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Shi Yu put away the phone and said to Xiao Ya in a little panic: "Aya, the hospital is suddenly in a hurry, I have to go back first!" ”

After finishing speaking, without waiting for Xiao Ya to react, she hurriedly ran out.

Xiao Ya was stunned in place, but she thought that she had heard that the patient had any emergencies before, and she also reacted like that, so she understood very well.

She looked at Shi Yu's back with some concern, her expression just now was not good, and it was estimated that the situation was very critical.

Xiao Ya walked to the sofa and took Shi Yu and her bag, walked into the fitting room, and murmured, "Why are you so anxious that you forgot to take your bag." ”

And Shi Yu's side is really urgent, the call was from a hospital colleague, she was worried about Rui Rui's situation, so even if she was on vacation, she asked someone else to help her keep an eye on the little girl.

As a result, just now, a colleague said that Rui Rui suddenly fell ill, began to have a fever again, and was accompanied by severe bleeding, and had been sent to the first aid.

So she didn't care much, so she casually stopped the car and rushed to the hospital, and then immediately called Han Zhaonian.

But--three in a row, the other party didn't answer, should be busy with other things.

"Master, please try to drive as fast as possible while ensuring your safety!" Shi Yu urged the driver, then took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.

After thinking for a moment, she immediately called the dean's phone, as a guardian, it was better for her to notify earlier.

Then, Shi Yu tried to call Xiaodao again, but he didn't answer until the second call.

"Sister Shiyu?" The sound of a knife was heard with the sound of a keyboard tapping.

Thankfully, he should be in the club, Shi Yu said straight to the point: "What about Han Zhaonian, why didn't he answer the phone?" Inform him that Rui Rui is critically ill and is being rescued! I'm on my way to the hospital right now, well, we'll meet outside the operating room. ”

Hearing the busy sound over there, Shi Yucai finally felt a little more at ease in his heart, at least Han Zhaonian and the dean would also rush over.

She began to pray, to become superstitious, hoping that God would bless her through her troubles. Because she learned a few days ago that there may be eyebrows on the bone marrow, but she will have to wait a few more days to be sure. Since she didn't want everyone to be happy in vain, she didn't tell anyone in advance, after all, the disappointment after hope was more desperate.

The taxi seemed to have been driving for a century, and finally arrived at the door of the provincial doctor, Shi Yu realized that he had forgotten to take his bag, awkwardly transferred money to the driver's mobile phone, and then hurried to the hospital.

The driver glanced at Shi Yu's back, shook his head, as if he was not surprised, turned his head and drove away.

When Shi Yu panted and ran to the door of the emergency room, she was still being rescued inside, and she didn't dare to go in easily to interrupt the process, so she had to wait outside.

After pacing back and forth for five minutes, there was still no response from inside, and she could finally understand the anxiety and helplessness of those family members outside. I can only give the lives of my loved ones to the doctors inside, and I am just a stone's throw away, but I can't do anything, this feeling is too uncomfortable.

Every minute was torment, and Han Zhaonian and the dean didn't come for a long time, just when she thought it was almost dark, the door to the emergency room finally opened.

"How?!" Shi Yu immediately ran over and grabbed a colleague's hand and asked.

The colleague didn't even say something like "we did our best", shook his head directly at her, and then reached out and hugged her and left silently.

Shi Yu rushed into the emergency room almost immediately, leaving behind all the concepts of sterilization and sterility, and she ran inside, where the nurse was about to move Rui Rui to the surgical cart.

"How's she?!" Shi Yu asked knowingly.

The nurse was startled by her sudden low drink, looked at her in surprise and said, "Didn't the doctor who went out just now tell you, the rescue was ineffective, and the time of death was 5:07 p.m." ”

"No, it won't!" Shi Yu couldn't believe this result at all, and rushed to the operating table, "Obviously, her fever and bleeding have improved, and her spirit is better than when she was under chemotherapy before!" ”

The nurse knew that Shi Yu liked Rui Rui very much, so she pulled her away and said, "Shi Yu, I know it's cruel, but she has really done her best, I hope she can be healthy and happy in the next life." ”

Shi Yu looked at Rui Rui's peaceful and pale face, she was holding Rui Rui's hand, she was still as soft as a living person, why did she leave so suddenly?

She still couldn't accept it, holding back her red eyes, and said to the nurse: "Don't touch her yet, I want to try again, what if there is a miracle?" ”

"Try?" The nurse asked, confused.

Before she could answer anything, she saw Shi Yu start to resuscitate the little girl on the operating table, again and again, very hard.

"Shi Yu?" The nurse was frightened by her appearance, and hurriedly pulled her, "What are you doing, as a doctor, don't you know what death is?" Let's face it, there will be many more of these in the future! ”

"Shut up!!" Shi Yu turned his head sideways and roared at her, but the movements of his hands did not stop.

The nurse was frightened by her appearance, knowing that if she stopped her at this time, she would definitely resent herself, so she had to do it.

It took half an hour for Shiyu to do cardiac resuscitation, but the heart monitor was still emitting a cold continuous dripping sound, and the monitor was still a straight line.

And she didn't seem to know that she was tired, the nurse was always by her side, and she didn't know how much energy was contained in this thin body, and she didn't know how tired she was when she pressed cardiac resuscitation for half an hour in a row.

Suddenly, another person appeared at the door.

"Shiyu!" The man walked up to her and pressed her into his arms.

Shi Yugo still struggled and said, "Han Zhaonian, you let go of me, I'm rescuing Rui Rui!" ”

Han Zhaonian tried his best to restrain her and said, "Rui Rui is gone, you let her go, she has been holding on for a long time." ”

The man's voice was very gentle, but Shi Yu's heart was like a broken glass, which collapsed and fell in an instant, and the tears in his eyes could no longer be held back, gushing out.

Han Zhaonian nodded at the nurse and asked the other party to remove Rui Rui from the emergency room, and he also hugged Shi Yu outside.

After all, the emergency room could be reactivated at any time, and it was not a solution for them to stand in it all the time.

After leaving the emergency room, the string that was stretched seemed to be stretched all at once, Shi Yu's tears couldn't be contained at all, and his heart throbbed.

It was the first time she had faced death, and the deceased had already formed a friendship with her, and she was expecting that the other person would heal and grow up and compete with herself. However, this person walked away without warning, walking so lonely, no one had time to see each other.

Han Zhaonian didn't know how to comfort her, so he could only wrap her in his arms and caress her back one by one.

She didn't want to be so vulnerable, but she couldn't help her tears, she hated her powerlessness at this moment.

"Han Zhaonian, it turns out that doctors really can't save everyone." She said.

Han Zhaonian felt a thorn in his heart, raised his hand to wipe away her tears, and replied: "But the doctor has made more people alive, you have done a good job, and the terminal illness will be overcome one day, so you have to work hard for that day." ”

The corners of Shi Yu's mouth arced downward, and tears fell uncontrollably, "But Rui Rui is only six years old, and her bone marrow already has eyebrows, is it because I haven't noticed her situation at any time?" Could it be that if I don't leave the hospital and pay more attention to her, she won't have to die? ”

Han Zhaonian hugged her tightly, "No, no, you've done enough." If you want to blame me, it's me who asked you to see the old man today. ”

Shi Yu suddenly cried bitterly, sobbing and said: "She, she didn't have time to see you, I, I didn't say goodbye to her, I haven't told her yet, in fact, I like her very much......"

Han Zhaonian knew that this was the first time that the child was facing death, and it was a little difficult to accept it, so he patted her on the back and comforted: "Rui Rui is so smart, she knows that she likes her very much, and she knows that you care about her." She blames me for not seeing me for the last time, but if you think about it in another direction, she probably doesn't want me to see her so weak? ”

Shi Yu couldn't say a word anymore and put away her voice, but the tears still fell until her eyes were swollen before she could hold back.

At this moment, she finally understood that the Grim Reaper always appeared unexpectedly. As she had seen in the past, the disease prevailed and eventually triumphed.

In the face of illness and death, doctors still seem so powerless.

*

Because Rui Rui was a child in a welfare home, she was quickly cremated, and Shi Yu bought a cemetery for her to be buried, so that her ashes would not be scattered elsewhere.

For a long time after that, Shi Yu couldn't get out of the haze and wondered whether he should choose this industry.

Medical violence, Xiao Ya's miscarriage and breakup, and Rui Rui's death all had a deep impact on her, and she began to wonder if she was right to choose the medical industry that her parents had been involved in.

Xiao Ya once said that she was stronger, but when faced with life and death, Shi Yu realized that she was just as fragile.

As long as she thought that she might be just as powerless when her loved ones got sick in the future, she couldn't help but want to retreat.

It's really not a pleasant job, with a lot of negative energy, a pitiful amount of personal time, and a salary that is not proportional to what she pays, so why does she stick to it?

Han Zhao began to travel back and forth between the Demon Capital and Sichuan City, and they could only see each other once a week, and Shi Yu's heart became more and more shaken.

She began to understand what Gao Rong had said to herself when they first met, maybe she was really thinking too idealistic about everything, and the doctor was not a god.

If she changes careers, with her own skills, she can also mix well and reach the top. Moreover, she will have more time to do more meaningful things and accompany important people, just like Xiao Ya.

Shi Yu fell into a deep entanglement.

Until——Han Zhaonian brought Rui Rui's IPAD in front of her.

"Take a look at Rui Rui's Weibo." He said.

Shi Yu didn't understand what he meant, but he also took it and looked at it:

"THE FIRST WEIBO, POSTED TOGETHER UNDER THE WITNESS OF EVERYONE, SHI YU SAID THAT IT WAS AN IPAD SENT BY HAN ZHAONIAN, BUT I SUSPECT THAT SHE SENT IT! —September 3rd

At ten o'clock in the evening, my friends were gone, and I was alone again, a little lonely. —September 3rd

The nurse sister who gave the injection today was very gentle and gave me candy to eat, which was very sweet = ̄ω ̄= - September 4th

Shi Yu said that my recent condition has been good, and I am very happy to get better soon. If I can go back to the orphanage, the next time she comes to see me, I will give her a portrait as a gift. —September 4

I didn't have a fever today, and I think the doctors are so powerful that they can cure such a terrible disease. Suddenly admired Shi Yu very much, she was only 19 years old, and she actually became a powerful doctor! —September 4

Secretly folded the blue flowers, because yesterday when I was following Shi Yu, I heard her answer to the other patients that she liked blue flowers. —September 5

WELL, I JUST WANT TO SEND SHI YUHUA, BECAUSE SHE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL WHEN SHE WORKS, AND SHE ALSO GAVE ME AN IPAD. —September 5

Brother Xiaodao said, Shi Yu went to see Uncle Han's grandfather today, I may not have a chance╥_╥...——September 6th"

There are only a few of them in total, but Shi Yu instantly saw a little sour, this little girl, why is it always distressing.

Han Zhaonian handed the box of unfinished blue flowers to Shi Yu, and she cried again, perhaps, these flowers are the reason why the doctors have always insisted on it, she thought.