Chapter 324: No Turning Back
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Pan Xiaohui and I sat in front of the large glass window of the cafรฉ, basking in the early morning sun, and I listened quietly to her tell me stories about the past.
I don't quite understand what this has to do with her loss of Cao Xi.
"You must be thinking, what do I have to do with my loss of Cao Xi, right?" Pan Xiaohui looked at me and asked lightly, as if she could always see through my heart.
As far as Pan Xiaohui is concerned, to be honest, I have never liked it very much, because she always makes me feel like a transparent person in front of her.
I smiled noncommittally, and since you can read it, I don't have to hide it. I looked directly at her, waiting for her answer, waiting for her to give me an answer.
"It was because of this incident that Cao Xi was furious, he accused me of being selfish, accused me of hypocrisy, accused me of being deep in the city, and I think this is the real reason why he turned around on me." Pan Xiaohui said here, I saw a layer of mist suddenly rising in her eyes, she supported her head with one hand, turned her face out of the window, and after a long time, a line of tears still flowed, it can be seen that she still has not been able to get out of the fact that she lost Cao Xi.
I reached out and pulled out two tissues and handed them to her, "Sister Xiaohui, you have to learn to let go, since you want to start over, let go of this paragraph!" โ
"Manqi, you don't understand, we have known each other since we were children, we have been together, he has always been by my side, I am indeed selfish, I like him around, even if I like Gao Tong in my heart, but he is also a part of my life, I chased Gao Tong to the United States, for children like ordinary people, how willful, and he went to the United States for me, without regrets as the backing of my life, in fact, it is equivalent to the books he provides for me to read in the United States."
I stopped the spoon I was stirring in my hand and looked at Pan Xiaohui, who was still looking out the window.
I'm thinking, I'm damn, this is really good, I found such a good support, backing, and then ignored it, what do you take Cao Xi for?
She wiped away the tears she had been gripping down her shoulders and looked out the window to continue. "And my heart has been cheating, he also knows, he is still the same, silently by my side, at that time I hated his company so much, I blamed him, hated him, because I think it was his surroundings that made me lose Gao Tong, Gao Tong because he loved me, he didn't accept me."
"Sister Xiaohui, you never thought that one day you would lose Cao Xi?" I asked Pan Xiaohui, I knew my words were cruel, but I wanted to hear her answer in person.
"Hmmm! How domineering you say I am! Pan Xiaohui turned to look at me, tears were still flowing, but she was laughing, the beauty mole hung on the corner of her mouth, feeling very naughty.
"I never thought that he would leave me, I never thought about it, I just felt that he was a part of my life, he should live like that, until we are all old, he should not have a self, he should have his own life, his life should be mine, there should be no so-called happiness of his own, he should be born for me, and he should live for me......"
Pan Xiaohui finally couldn't control herself and cried out suddenly.
My heart is very sad, but I really don't agree with her domineering truth, what do you call him yours? It's not selfish. It's a pathology.
"Sister Xiaohui, you are so domineering, he is himself, not anyone's! Who should everyone wait for and what should they do? None should! "I really can't listen to her, why should Cao Xi be!
"Yes, there shouldn't be, no one should be!" Pan Xiaohui quickly wiped away her tears.
"That day on the rooftop of the Gao family, because of your matter, he came to me and dragged me to the rooftop, he accused me and said very serious things, this may be what he has been trying to say to me for 20 years!" Pan Xiaohui looked at me, his eyes watery and still smiling, "He said me, let me wake up my dream!" It's time for him to wake up, too! โ
I understand the meaning of what Cao Xi said, Cao Xi woke up, that is, it is time to let go of the wrong love for Pan Xiaohui.
"I didn't expect that I lost him, when I knew that he was in love, started a new life, and had his own emotions, I was very unconvinced for a while, how could I lose to Xiao Lili? Haha, it's a joke, a Xiao Lili snatched Cao Xi away. โ
"Sister Xiaohui, you are wrong, no one robbed you, it was you who pushed Cao Xi to Xiao Lili with both hands, Xiao Lili is no worse than you, she is smart, smart, dare to love and hate, the most important thing is that she judges the situation, knows what love is and how to love, so she got Cao Xi's heart!" I said to Pan Xiaohui righteously, I think if Pan Xiaohui is not sober by now, then she is really a tragedy.
"Do you know what he said when he walked me out of the wedding that day?" Pan Xiaohui looked at me with rain and asked, laughing like she was about to suffocate.
I shook my head, this is what everyone has been wondering about.
"He said: 'Xiaohui, thank you for your love for me, thank you for putting down your dignity for me, but we can't turn back, our road has come to an end, so I am no longer obsessed, I can only love my wife and children from today onwards!'" Because I can't let Lili wait for me, the taste of waiting is bitter, and he has already tasted the sweetness, so he can't turn back! Pan Xiaohui giggled after speaking, "This is his exact words!" He tasted sweetness, Mangi, where is my sweetness? โ
At this moment, I suddenly felt that Pan Xiaohui in front of me was really pitiful, unprecedented pitiful. Oh, yes! Where is Pan Xiaohui's sweetness?
I suddenly asked myself, 'Yan Manqi, where is your sweetness?' โ
My heart is really not a taste, I can imagine Pan Xiaohui's state of mind at the moment when he listened to Cao Xi's words.
"This piece of honey was mine, but I lost it!" Pan Xiaohui is still in that memory.
I suddenly remembered the moment Cao Xi ran back from outside, I didn't hesitate at all, I didn't hesitate at all, and I couldn't wait to run to Lili.
We were silent for a long time, and she gradually stopped whimpering.
"Mangi, so I'm here to say sorry to you today! One is to tell you that Gao Tong loves you, and he doesn't love Shen Yunhan. I was aware of this when I was in the United States, he just lived under the same roof with him, and that was not love! Cao Xi also knows this. Pan Xiaohui was still wiping her tears with a tissue.
I looked at her, "But they can't bridge the gap between family and interests." "I looked a little helpless.
"I just want to make up for my apologies to you and tell you the truth of the facts, as for how you fight for it, I don't have the right to speak, but I think, Xiao Lili can do it, you can do it too! Don't learn from me, push him out! Then one day, you will be like me, and you will regret it! Pan Xiaohui took a sip of warm coffee.
The delicate face was flushed with a dewy blush from the cry she had just cried.
"Hmmm! I remember, Sister Hui! I nodded obediently and promised Pan Xiaohui. Sister Xiaohui, have you left to tell Brother Cao Xi? โ
Pan Xiaohui shook his head, lowered his thick eyelashes, and thought for a while: "I don't know if I should tell him or not!" โ
"Maybe you should tell him that he actually cares about your feelings, otherwise he wouldn't have taken your hand and sent you out at the wedding that day for the sake of your feelings and face! Take 10,000 steps back, you once loved each other, or rather, he loved you deeply! You should say hello to him! โ
"I know, she was giving me self-esteem that day, and he was ...... for me"
"It's really for you, you don't know what he was facing when he took you by the hand and walked out that day? You know how unfair that is to Lili, but Cao Xi still gave you your dignity, Sister Xiaohui, Cao Xi is really a real man, he did the last thing for you before he turned around. It's a pity! I said to Pan Xiaohui, "I'm sorry! I'm telling the truth. โ
Pan Xiaohui couldn't control her emotions all of a sudden. "Yes...... I...... I know, I know what he does, but ...... I thought he chose me? โ
"At the wedding, he abandoned his marriage partner and chose you, Sister Xiaohui, do you dare to ask for such a man?" I looked at the crying Pan Xiaohui and asked.
"Thank you, Mangi! I know what you mean! Pan Xiaohui said resignedly.
I really can't believe that the double-edged sword of love has repaired Pan Xiaohui, who is so domineering and decisive and arrogant, to a mess. There is no fighting spirit at all. I even wonder if the one sitting in front of me is the Pan Xiaohui I know, the one sitting in the Gao Cultural Department.
"Have you already told Gao Tong that you are leaving?" I asked Pan Xiaohui, who was helpless in front of me.
"Hmmm! Got it, he said he wanted to send me, but I refused! Pan Xiaohui said to me.
"What time is your plane?"
"Take off at 3 p.m., it's time for me to go back!" Pan Xiaohui took a deep breath and restrained her emotions, "Manqi, I'm sorry!" It's a shame to lose an opportunity to be friends! โ
"Don't say that, Sister Xiaohui, we're already friends, it's just that you haven't thought about it like this, or you treat me as a friend, in fact, you are in my heart, you have long been my friend, remember that there is still a friend in Qingzhou, maybe we will go through the common ones, don't be so pessimistic, maybe one day, you will heal your injuries and come back, I hope to see Pan Xiaohui who is like my master!" I looked at Pan Xiaohui sincerely and said.
After a long time, she suddenly said to me, "Mangi, may I ask you for a thing?" โ
"You say!" I looked at Pan Xiaohui.
She hesitated, then took her handbag and opened it......