The sweet singing of corn was like a clear spring flowing into my heart, which warmed my somewhat impatient mood before.

But after she sang it, I was even more sure that I had never heard this song.

Corn sang very emotionally, and listening to the lyrics of this song even made me think of a picture in my mind.

It is to the effect that the boy and the girl were originally very in love with each other. But at a certain point, the boy must go, and there is no reason, either he doesn't love it, it's not betrayal, or he has to go, regardless of the girl's sadness, regardless of the girl's obstruction, he goes very resolutely, and never comes back.

I suddenly linked this picture to myself, isn't it the same between me and Yang Nianqing? I left for a reason that I can't say, and maybe the boy in Corn's song also has a reason that can't be said?

What I don't know at the moment is. After the corn finished singing, she tried her best to endure it, so she didn't cry, but there were still two lines of tears left on her delicate face.

Suddenly, I heard a "pop" behind me, which frightened me, and I quickly turned around, but the little head of the corn surfaced again, and I had a false alarm. said: "I said Miss. Are you nervous, aren't you? ”

"I'm a little sleepy, sober myself."

"Soak in the water, sing songs, you can be sleepy, you are really not an ordinary warrior. Hey, Xiaomi. I've listened to all your songs before, why haven't I ever heard this song you sing? ”

Corn said casually: "Oh, I wrote the lyrics and music of this song by myself, I just sang it casually, and I have never sung it to anyone." ”

"Isn't your first time for me?"

"Shi Xiaoren, if you don't take advantage of me for a while, can you really suffocate to death?"

"You can go crazy." I jokingly said, "But you have this song." It's nice to hear, but why does it give people a particularly sad feeling? If there is no story, it is difficult to say that the feelings of a song are so vividly expressed. ”

Corn asked, "So what are you trying to say?" ”

"What I'm trying to say is... Belch... You should have fallen in love with a guy, right? Of course, I'm just guessing, otherwise, how could you create such a sad song by yourself for no reason, and bring sadness to yourself? And you also said that you have never sung it to others, which means that this is a wound in your heart, and you are not willing to share it. ”

"Who says I haven't sung to anyone else? Didn't I sing it to you just now? ”

I borrowed the donkey from the slope and asked, "That's right, the reason why you sang to me is maybe in your subconscious, I am the one who can help you get out of the heartache and get out of the strange circle that you have circled yourself?" ”

"Hehe, you're really cheeky? I haven't said anything yet, you put your top hat on yourself first. Corn scolded.

"Hehe, then you can talk about it? What if I can really help you get out? In fact, the human heart is a one-way road, once a car accident occurs, it will cause the paralysis of the whole road, and the one-way road, there is no way to turn around, many things are blocked in your little heart, so many things can not be dealt with well, and it is unfair to yourself. Why don't you find someone to talk to, perhaps, a lot of things have also been opened together? ”

Corn couldn't help laughing in the back and said, "Shi Xiaoren, I can't imagine that your clever tongue is really just right when you put it on the flicker?" ”

"You're fooling you, aren't you? Are you going to tell me about that? "I have long heard Liu Yixue say that when Corn was in high school, she fell in love once, but then it ended in failure, and I inquired carefully, Liu Yixue didn't tell me.

I want to help Corn come out now, in fact, I also have my own selfishness, I don't let her come out of the shadow before, how can I let her walk into my shadow well......

But Corn didn't speak, and I didn't force Corn, because Corn has pursued countless people around her for so many years, and she was not moved, it must be because this person has caused her too much harm. Ya per catty.

After a long time, I don't know if she really wanted to say it from the bottom of her heart, or if now the bright moon is in the sky, sparkling, and the situation is appropriate, she just wanted to say, anyway, Corn finally said slowly: "I am high school classmates with him." In fact, since junior high school, there has been no shortage of suitors around me. But at that time, I was still too young, and I thought that students should do what students should do, and the real sense of falling in love should at least wait until college. ”

"When I was in high school, I couldn't count the people chasing me. Because I'm closer to people than Xiaoxue, many boys think I'm easier to chase than Xiaoxue, so there are many more people chasing me than Xiaoxue. To be honest, I enjoyed the stars holding the moon, but I really didn't feel any feelings for my suitors. None of them could give me the urge to fall in love. ”

"Until your ex-boyfriend shows up?" I couldn't wait to ask.

"I can't say until he appeared, because..."Corn hesitated as she said this, "because, in fact, before me and him, were... I was the one who chased him. ”

No wonder he hesitated, even after I heard it, I almost bit my tongue!

"You're chasing him!? Oh my God, it's not my ears, is it? Your first love of corn is what you are pursuing!? ”

Corn said unhappily in the back: "What's wrong with me pursuing him?" What's wrong with me pursuing him! You still can't listen to it!? ”

"No... It's nothing, I just felt too surprised, I didn't expect you, a dignified goddess, to pursue a man. You go on, you go on. ”

Corn continued: "Actually, he was mediocre, not handsome but not ugly, and his family was very poor, although I did not observe it at the time, but I heard the male classmates in our class joke that he wore two pairs of shoes for a whole year in high school, one in summer and one in winter. However, what he attracted everyone's attention was not his poverty, but his achievements and some of his actions. Do you know? His family didn't have any money to enroll him in extra cram school, and he studied almost every day except for the time when he ate and slept, and he worked harder than anyone else. ”

Just recalling the original scene, Corn's eyes were full of burning, I couldn't help but be a little jealous, and said casually: "Cut, you Corn shouldn't be in love with a nerd, right?" ”

"Hearing these descriptions of mine, probably everyone will think that he is a nerd. But he really wasn't a nerd because he had a special sense of humor, and many girls were willing to contact him at that time, because it was easy to stay with him. He did what he should have done when he was a student, and he was able to properly handle his relationship with the opposite sex, not far away, but he never accepted anyone's love and support for him. ”

"Funding?"

Corn nodded and said, "Yes, funding." Because his family is really poor, it is not an exaggeration to describe himself as a shrinking diet. Some female classmates gave him bread and biscuits, but he never accepted them, even if he accepted them at the time, he would find a way to return them in the future, at the cost of saving a few cents a day, and returning them a few days later. ”

Listening to what corn said, I really had a little admiration for this person, I was thinking about my days in school, Yang Kang and a few people who had a good relationship with me, and they didn't dare to eat snacks in front of me, because I would definitely not hesitate to grab their snacks.

But it's also because I have a good relationship with them, and the person in Corn's mouth, such a character, he may indeed be able to attract the opposite sex with the charm of knowledge, but it should be difficult for the same sex to get close to his world, at most he is an ordinary friend, so he probably doesn't have any true friends.

How sad is such a person?

"So how did you get into his world?"

"Because during the summer vacation of the second year of high school, we participated in a summer camp, and the summer camp costs money, and the students voluntarily choose to go or not. I was thinking that staying at home in the summer was also staying, Xiaoxue was very strict, and it often took a long time to come out once, so I might as well go and find something memorable to do, so I went to that summer camp. As a result, in the summer camp, I saw him, Gan Shangyu, that is, my first love. ”