She loves Zhou Yan, and it is precisely because of this love that she can't accept Zhou Yan's sense of responsibility. What she wants has always been Zhou Yan's love, and it is only his love. But when his love is put on another woman, the more he gives her, the more pain will only be in Ye Baiwei's heart.

If it was said that Zhou's mother's words and Cao Ling's words could be ignored by Ye Baiwei before, but now, she has been able to confirm Zhou Yan's thoughts. Zhou Yan himself admitted that if it weren't for her, he would definitely be with Mu Xiaobei again, what kind of match they were at that time, that was what Zhou Yan had been looking forward to.

But there was a woman in the middle. Although Ye Baiwei loves Zhou Yan, although she has never wanted to insert between others, her existence has indeed caused a huge obstacle to other people's feelings, and it is not for outsiders, but for the man she loves deeply.

While hearing Zhou Yan say this, Ye Baiwei had quietly made a decision in her heart. In fact, this is what she has always thought. If Zhou Yan loves her and is still willing to continue to start over with her and walk the road in the future hand in hand, then no matter what others say or how she looks at it, she will unswervingly accompany Zhou Yan.

But if he doesn't love her, then what's the use of him giving her more?

She will not accept sympathy from the man she loves deeply, that will only be an insult to her love.

Zhou Yan felt Ye Baiwei's silence, although he felt a little strange in his heart, but he couldn't think of anything, besides, he was really tired for a while, so he hugged Ye Baiwei tightly in a daze, and fell asleep.

Ye Baiwei shrank in Zhou Yan's arms, her heart was almost out of breath, she sniffed the familiar faint musk smell on his body, and she didn't feel sleepy at all, feel it more, soon, this wide and warm embrace will not belong to her.

The next day, Zhou Yan went out early as usual, and Ye Baiwei did not go directly to the store after getting up and having breakfast, but went to the hospital.

She had already decided to leave Zhou Yan last night. But before she left, she wanted to meet this woman who Zhou Yan loved deeply and looked exactly like herself. She had mentioned it to Zhou Yan before, but Zhou Yan didn't agree to let her come because she was worried that Mu Xiaobei would be in a bad mood when she saw Ye Baiwei. Besides, Ye Baiwei didn't want Zhou Yan to know that she had been to the hospital, so Ye Baiwei didn't tell anyone, and came secretly alone.

She didn't want to do anything, let alone hurt anyone, she just wanted to take a sneak peek and take a look at the woman who had occupied Zhou Yan's heart for so many years and would always occupy it.

Ye Baiwei's father was hospitalized here before, many nurses and doctors already knew her, and there were no longer a few who knew that she and Dean Meng Ran were friends, for fear of being recognized, Ye Baiwei kept her head down to dodge, although she didn't know which ward Mu Xiaobei was in, but she didn't dare to ask anyone casually, for fear that after being recognized, Meng Ran knew nothing, in case Zhou Yan knew, she would think that she wanted to hurt Mu Xiaobei, then she couldn't tell even if she was covered with a mouth.

Fortunately, Ye Baiwei still has a good understanding of the hospital ward mechanism. According to Mu Xiaobei's condition that Zhou Yan briefly mentioned before, it is very likely that it is the cardiology department, and it is much easier to look down this floor, and soon, she found the ward where Mu Xiaobei was.

Mu Xiaobei stood in the corridor, and after turning two corners, it was Mu Xiaobei's ward. She straightened her hair and clothes, lowered her head to make sure that no one could recognize her, and walked forward hurriedly, but when she turned the first corner, just in front of the second corner, Ye Baiwei stopped suddenly.

Because she suddenly heard the sound of two people talking, on the other side of the corner.

And these two voices are no one else's, one is Meng Ran, the director of this hospital, and the other is her husband, Zhou Yan.

Ye Baiwei secretly regretted in her heart, she said that she should come back after a while, she didn't want others to find out that she had come to the hospital, and she didn't want Zhou Yan to find out, she originally thought that during this time period, Zhou Yan had left the hospital and returned to the company, who would have thought that he would still be there now!

Ye Baiwei panicked in her heart, and almost turned around to leave, but at the moment when her footsteps moved slightly, she suddenly heard Zhou Yan say, "At this time, I really can't let her go." ”

Ye Baiwei's heart was shocked, Zhou Yan said that he couldn't let her go, who is she? Is it Mu Xiaobei, or is it her?

Although I know that in Zhou Yan's heart, there is only one most important woman, Mu Xiaobei, but now, the woman who can appear in Zhou Yan's mouth, besides Mu Xiaobei, will there be anyone else?

Ye Baiwei's heart gradually swelled with a trace of expectation.

She stopped, clinging to the wall around the corner, and listened quietly.

Meng Ran said, "If you really decide that you can't be with her, then don't give her hope." You know in your heart how much she loves you, and dragging it out like this is not only bad for you, but also cruel to her. ”

Ye Baiwei frowned when she heard this, although Meng Ran's words were a lot, but she didn't explain who this "she" deserved, it sounded like her, but it didn't look like it, like Mu Xiaobei...... Unlikely!

Just when she was full of doubts, Zhou Yan spoke again, "How can I not know what you said?" But you see, in this situation, can I leave her? Xiaobei is so weak now that he can't withstand any stimulation at all. She didn't die, I already felt that God was kind to me, how could I not take good care of her illness? And you also know that Xiaobei doesn't have any impression of the past four years at all, in the past four years, everything around her, including us, has changed so much, although she didn't say it, but I can see that Xiaobei's heart has always been scared. She has always remembered the events of the past, as if she had grasped a life-saving straw, and if I left her now, it would be tantamount to telling her that the straw in her hand was useless and would not play any role in everything at present. ”

Meng Ran nodded, "I understand what you mean, Xiaobei's current situation is unstable, and from the perspective of her physical health, it is naturally impossible to exert any influence on her and stimulate her condition to worsen." Besides, emotionally speaking, Mu Xiaobei's position in your heart will always be irreplaceable by others. ”

Hearing this, Ye Baiwei's heart suddenly sank to the bottom, if she still had a trace of doubt and hesitation before, Meng Ran's words instantly confirmed Ye Baiwei's decision to leave Zhou Yan's side.

She was thinking about it in a trance, when she suddenly heard Meng Ran continue, "But on Tuesday, there is something I have to ask you clearly. ”

"You say." Zhou Yan's voice was very quiet, and he couldn't hear joy or anger, Ye Baiwei knew that for Zhou Yan, Ning Bai and Meng Ran belonged to the kind of friends who were really good for him, even if he betrayed their mutual good friend Mu Xiaobei, they would still stand firmly on his side.

"I can understand what you think now, but have you thought about it, Xiaobei's current situation is not optimistic at all, whether she can get better, when she will get better is still unknown, if she can be cured in a short period of time, it's okay to say, but once, what if Mu Xiaobei can't be cured? Or if it can't be cured for a long time, what do you do? Do you come to see her every day as you always do? On Tuesday, I could tell you were running out of steam. ”

Ye Baiwei waited for a long time, but she didn't wait for Zhou Yan's answer.

I only heard Meng Ran pause, and then continued, "Even if you can bear this status quo, what about Ye Baiwei?" What did she do? ”

Ye Baiwei's heart jumped wildly, and finally said her, finally said her! Although Ye Baiwei and Zhou Yan had a tacit understanding to avoid mentioning Mu Xiaobei's name when they were at home, they both knew in their hearts that the three words Mu Xiaobei had already been deeply embedded in their lives, and it was not that she could be treated as non-existent if she didn't mention it.

Now, Zhou Yan finally looked at this question head-on, because it was not Ye Baiwei, but Meng Ran who asked it, so Zhou Yan's answer was more credible.

Ye Baiwei waited for a while, this time Zhou Yan spoke, his voice was full of exhaustion, it's okay to do well, but if you don't do it well, what should I do?

"I don't know ...... either"

As soon as she heard Zhou Yan's words, Ye Baiwei suddenly couldn't help crying, she couldn't listen to it anymore, so she had to quietly turn around and leave.

Only then did she know that her existence had brought such a big burden to Zhou Yan, and the tiredness and gloom in his voice made Ye Baiwei frightened. She can no longer hinder Zhou Yan's right to find happiness because of her temporary greed, this is the man she loves deeply, how can she be happy when she sees him living so unhappy?

Forget it, this marriage, this relationship, that's the end of it.

Ye Baiwei walked out of the hospital, while recalling some time ago, she had just discovered Mu Xiaobei's photo, and when she just learned the truth about Zhou Yan marrying herself, how heartbroken and heartbroken she was, and then finally talked to Zhou Yan about it, although she was helpless about Zhou Yan's shadow of other women in her heart, but after all, she knew that the shadow was dead, and the living would never be able to compete with the dead, as long as she was by Zhou Yan's side, for a long time, there would be real feelings between them.

After all, Zhou Yan is also willing to let go of the past and start over, isn't he?

However, Mu Xiaobei's return completely disrupted their plans, and Zhou Yan's heart completely stayed away from her......