"I want to ...... I can't let you go in this life. As he spoke, he buried his head in the socket of my neck.

And I was already in tears.

"I know I've hurt you deeply, but I've never taken advantage of you, and if you lie, you're lying to your feelings." The words fell, straightened me up, and faced him.

He wiped my tears with both hands and whispered, "I'm sorry for making you sad." It's me who is bad. ”

I put my arms around his neck and burst into tears.

He patted me on the back and whispered, "It's me who is bad, it's all me who is bad." ”

"You really ...... Is Ye Zhe's cousin? I asked, crying.

"Huh?" He was stunned for a moment and asked, "Did Ouyang Xue tell you?" ”

"Well, he said that you are Ye Zhe's cousin, and you have had a good relationship with him since childhood. But I haven't heard Ah Zhe mention you. I asked, leaning on his shoulder and sobbing.

He was silent for a moment, "That...... I went abroad relatively early, and when I was a child, I was very good with him, as good as a person. There was a hint of bitterness and helplessness in his words.

Belch...... He's really Ah Zhe's cousin, why did I fall in love with his cousin?

After crying for a while, we hugged each other and lay on the bed, inhaling the smell of one and the other greedily.

After a while, Zou Zichen leaned sideways, wrapped his hand around my waist, rubbed his face around my neck, and whispered in my ear: "Tell me, I really want to know about the matter between you and Ah Zhe." ”

Speaking of Ah Zhe, I always naturally express sad feelings and nostalgia for the past. I actually rarely talk about Ah Zhe.

I leaned on Zou Zichen's arms, pillowed his arm, and told me how I met Ah Zhe when I was a child, and then he returned to Rongcheng in high school, how we didn't fight and didn't know each other, and then fell in love, how he bullied me and spoiled me lawlessly, until he had an accident, how sad I was, and even really thought about going with him, and I really almost died later...... Anyway, I said a lot, I seem to have held these things in my heart for too many years, through such a confession, my heart is indescribably comfortable, I guess this is the most I have said in ten years.

Zou Zichen listened quietly, and after hearing that Ah Zhe left, I didn't eat or drink, and I was almost murdered, and he hugged me tightly.

His reaction surprised me a little, it was quiet, even a little unusual. The deep attachment to Ah Zhe in my words couldn't help but appear, and he was not angry at all.

When I looked at him sideways, his face was very strange, a little pale, and his sword eyebrows were slightly frowned, as if he was very uncomfortable, and I remembered that he still had a fever.

"Are you alright?" Yesterday at the gate of the police station, his symptoms crossed my mind. I was a little worried and stroked his face.

He rubbed his face against my palm, then buried it in my neck, and said softly, "I'm fine, I'm just a little sleepy." ”

"Then sleep, I'm also a little sleepy, I haven't slept well in the past few days." I sat up, helped him take off his coat, and got out of bed and poured him a glass of water, he was still a little hot, and it was always right to drink more water.

Seeing him lying down, I went into the bathroom to wash up, and when I came out, he was asleep. I changed into my pajamas, got into bed and got into his arms, smelled the familiar smell on his body, left all my worries behind for a while, and even deliberately ignored his identity at this time, hugged him, and closed my eyes.

The two just slept together.

I had a dream that Ah Zhe came back, and he said that he had become an angel and would be by my side in the future.

I woke up with a smile on my lips. And Zou Zichen was still sleeping very deeply, I reached out and probed him lightly on the forehead, and the fever seemed to have subsided. I slowly withdrew from his arms and got out of bed to check the time, it was seven o'clock in the morning.

Since I went back to work in Yatai, my creatures have been very punctual, and I wake up at seven in the morning.

I stood on the edge of the bed and watched him for a while, as if in a dream. In the past, he always got up at half past six, almost every day, even if he didn't go to work, he still got up so early, but now he is a little snooze. Looking at his sleeping face, I think he must have not slept well for a few days, so let him sleep well.

After covering him with the quilt, I went into the bathroom to wash up. Then I went into the kitchen, boiled some millet porridge, steamed four milky little heads, put two eggs under the water, boiled eggs were more nutritious, fried two small yellow croaker, green broccoli, and a small plate of crushed cucumbers, and my breakfast was finished.

I looked at the dishes on the table with satisfaction, and the corners of my mouth couldn't help but hook up. As soon as I entered the bedroom, Zou Zichen woke up. I stood on the edge of the bed and watched the beautiful man stretch and sit up from the bed, with a rare smile on his face, and spread his hands towards me, waiting for me to enter his arms.

I stepped forward, picked up his face, smacked his lips, and said with a smile: "Get up, I've made breakfast." ”

He put his arm around my waist, rubbed the tip of his nose against mine, and chuckled, "It's good to be able to see you again when I open my eyes." ”

Hearing him say this, I was inexplicably entangled in my heart, sweet and astringent, and I couldn't tell the difference between that and a little more.

I pulled him out of bed and walked over to the cabinet to get him a new set of toothbrushes, because Su Qing occasionally stayed with me, so I had toiletries.

While Zou Zichen was washing, I called my father and told him that he might be late today and asked him to listen to the doctor.

As soon as he hung up the phone, Zou Zichen came out of the bathroom. Seeing me looking at my phone, I asked, "What is your father's health now?" "He must have heard me calling.

I sighed lightly and shook my head, "It's not good, the doctor said it would be good to last another two months." ”

He rubbed my hair and didn't ask any more questions.

After breakfast, he rushed to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, I didn't fight with him, I leaned against the kitchen glass door, looking at his back, it felt very unreal, this man he was really standing in front of me. Seeing him wash the dishes one by one very carefully and dry them with a dry cloth, as if he used to do this work before, I couldn't help but ask him curiously, "Why are you more skilled in washing dishes than me?" ”

"When I was studying in the U.S., all my tuition fees were earned by washing dishes." He looked back at me and smiled.

I was a little stunned.

Didn't Su Qing say that his Zou family background was very good, why did he have to rely on washing dishes to earn tuition?

I was distressed.

"Ah, it doesn't seem that the cost of studying abroad is cheap, and you have to pay at least twenty or thirty yuan a year, right?" I asked tentatively.

"Well, it's not cheap, I had to work a few jobs in addition to studying, delivered cows, worked as a waitress in a bar, and washed dishes. Washing dishes is the longest job, and because it is expensive to hire a laborer abroad, Chinese restaurants generally want to hire us poor students. ”

Belch...... I don't really seem to know anything about him, he has never told me these things, it turns out that he has suffered so much.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" He shaved the tip of my nose lightly.

I took two steps forward, wrapped my arms around his waist, and looked at him with distressed eyes, "It's so hard abroad, why do you want to go abroad." ”

He put the dry bowl on the bowl rack, wiped his hands, and then hugged me and chuckled, "What are you......?" Feel sorry for me? ”

"Well, it's heart-wrenching to listen to." My brow furrowed, no wonder he had calluses in his palms.

He stroked the hair on both sides of my ear clip with both hands, "Then you can love me a little more in the future." When he said this, there was a little starlight in his eyes, which was intoxicating.

"Can you tell me more about your past?" I'm really curious to know.

At this moment, the cell phone in his pocket rang.

He looked at his phone, then at me. I knew who called. He turned sideways and walked out, picking up the phone. I didn't go out, I leaned on the pool with one hand...... I started to regret my impulses a little.

It's a really bad feeling.

After a while, he answered the phone and walked back, and saw me standing by the pool in a daze, and his face became a little dark.

"Leng Leng, you ......"

"I'm fine," I quickly returned to normalcy and walked over to him, "If you have something to do, go first, I'll have to go to the hospital to see my dad later." ”

Zou Zichen looked at it steadily, and his sharp eyes seemed to see through all my hiding, which made me very uncomfortable.

"Ten years ago, and this kidnapping case, I will let people find out, and I won't let Shen Liping get away with it, even if your father is shielding her, I won't allow it."

Actually, I don't want him to meddle in this matter, I want to clean it up myself, and I will return it to her one by one after ten years of nightmares and torture.

"I have a way for that woman." I said.

But Zou Zichen said that such a woman is too dangerous, and it is possible to do anything in a hurry, so I don't act rashly, he will clean her up.

Alas, he's always so domineering anyway, and I don't seem to have anything to do with him, so I'll do as he says first.