A large, slightly antique box, which exudes a faint scent of lavender, and is filled with large and small glass bottles

It is said that if you write your wishes in a glass bottle filled with lavender seeds, your wishes will come true, and lavender is a seed of hope that carries wishes and brings hope and miracles together

In fact, she knows that this is just a kind of spiritual sustenance, but she still believes in it, and always believes that as long as she believes, expectations will come true

Tong Mai's weakness seemed to change in minute by minute, and he held the pen with all his strength and wrote on the paper stroke by stroke:

Luo Luo: When you see this letter, maybe your aunt is gone, but your aunt still wants to tell you in this way: I'm not my aunt, in fact, I'm Luo Luo's mother, Luo Luo's mother, Yuqi's mother is my aunt

But no matter if Luo Luo treats me as an aunt or a mother, as long as I know that Luo Luo loves me, I will be satisfied

Luo Luo and Niantong, my most beloved and sorry baby, please forgive my mother for not being a good and qualified mother who can't be by your side and share the happiness of childhood with you, mother only hopes that in the future, whether you can see this lavender bottle or not, you will be healthy and happy; No matter where my mother is, I will always love you

Her handwriting is neat and clean, and she is a cute doll, with a large appearance, heavy but clear strokes, which is pleasing to the eye

After finishing writing, Tong Mai looked at the note with reluctance, her eyes couldn't help but be sour, at this moment, helplessness, indebtedness, heartache occupied her body, she seemed to be deep into the boundless abyss, there was no way out, no way out, and no courage enough to end this deep pain......

Tong Mai put the written note into the bottle and stuffed it, hoping that her wish would come true, and that Luo Luo and Niantong would be able to tolerate her with a generous heart in the future, and this irresponsible mother would forgive her for her disqualification

And Xiaosha, she also has a lot of things to say to Xiaosha:

My dearest Xiaosha, Xiaosha, your appearance has given me great hope, and when I am in despair, you are the most precious gift given to me by God, by my side, supporting me

You have asked me many times who my dad is, where is my dad gone, why do others have dads and you don't, once I was bored by being asked, and in the end I yelled at you and scolded you loudly, your dad died, you didn't have a dad, you were born, dad didn't want you anymore......

After you listened, you cried very sadly that day, in my memory, it was the saddest and saddest day you cried, because I didn't want you to ask about Dad over and over again, and I was afraid that I myself would tell you uncontrollably under your constant questioning: In fact, you are not my own child, so that day I gave you a reassuring pill and did not allow you to ask about Dad again, since then you really never mentioned the word "Dad" again

Your background is pitiful enough, so I have been working hard to cultivate your bold and brave character, that is, I hope that one day, if the truth is revealed, if one day you know your life experience, you will not be sad, because whether you are my own or not, you are my most beloved and most reassuring child, I have never treated you as someone else's child

You're Mommy's Daughter, I Love You, Mommy Loves You Much

But I still hope that you can find your biological parents, even if it may not be a good thing for you, but they are always the parents who gave you life......

After Tong Mai finished writing the letter to the three children, her hands were already shaking, tears had completely blurred her vision, and her emotions were out of control

If one day she leaves in a hurry, even if she knows that Huo Yize will treat Xiaosha as if she were her own, but Xiaosha has the right to know the truth of her life experience

It was in the "Alyssa's House" that the dean picked up Xiaosha, Xiaosha's parents didn't leave anything, only a note, the note only had the name of "Xiaosha" and the eight characters of birth, so Tong Mai called her "Xiaosha" after that

Maybe Xiaosha's parents left a note in the hope that they would find Xiaosha one day in the future

Maybe it's forgivable to leave Xiaosha behind, maybe it's because she's too poor to support Xiaosha, or maybe it's because she has more unavoidable hardships......

So Tong Mai has already begun to ask the dean to find Xiaosha's biological parents......

Tong Mai folded the note neatly again, and put it together with the flat one written to Luo Luo Niantong, and finally the largest glass bottle she touched was stuffed with a note inside

This bottle was written to Huo Yize, after Huo Yize and Yin Yuqi left for Las Vegas, in fact, she couldn't bear the pain of losing Huo Yize at all, and even was very childish, doing all kinds of childish behaviors, hoping that Huo Yize would suddenly appear in front of her one day, but she didn't expect it...... He was gone for years

Therefore, when I saw Huo Yize again, I hated, loved, surprised, and frenzied, and my feelings could not be dissipated for a long time afterward, but I was afraid of revealing my emotions, deliberately pretending, and deliberately indifferent

From the time I met Huo Yize to now, it has been more than seven years, and others have itched for seven years, but they have loved each other more deeply and loved the strongest at the time of seven years, but their love is also very short

But they have always experienced the wind and waves together, her heart has returned to calm a little, no hatred, no resentment, no impatience, even if it is like now, she can clearly perceive that her body is not as good as day by day, but what should come will come eventually, even if she escapes, it is useless, she can only accept the facts

Maybe she was too immersed in her own thoughts, her hand slipped, and the glass bottle with Huo Yize's wish was loaded, and in an instant, the ghost made the god fall to the ground, and in an instant, the glass fragments lay quietly on the ground after a crisp sound, scattered like a broken heart, Tong Mai was suddenly stunned, followed by the stiffness and tightness of the body that was about to burst......

This......

Is this an omen?

It is destined that all her thoughts about Huo Yize will eventually be broken one by one, and gorgeous flowers will bloom among them for a while, and they will eventually be short-lived, and they will not last long

Tong Mai sat in a wheelchair, her fingertips touched the ground with some difficulty, trying to piece together the broken glass, and trying to pick up the note that fell on the ground, but at this moment, a pair of familiar black shiny leather shoes appeared in her sight, and the note was also picked up in the next second

When Tong Mai raised her eyes in amazement, she found that Huo Yize had miraculously appeared in front of her......

In fact, as early as when she was scribbling and writing on paper, Huo Yize appeared, just looking at her struggling appearance, and the tightened eyebrows, he didn't dare to move forward, although she had seen her in a wheelchair in the video, it was far less shocking than what she saw with her own eyes

He was afraid that he would be unable to control his emotions in front of Tong Mai, and he didn't want Tong Mai to feel that she needed pity now, so he tried his best to adjust his emotions outside until she bent down to pick up the note......

And at this moment, when Huo Yize saw the words written on her note, his heart suddenly felt like he had been bombed, and he was drenched in blood and pain, especially when he looked at the date signed on the note, which was the day he and Yin Yuqi left China for Las Vegas:

Huo Yize, do you know that I miss you very much, do you know that our child is gone, do you know that in fact, I don't want you to leave at all, but since you are gone, can you come back soon, I am waiting for you, waiting for you here......

The handwriting of the ink has faded with the passage of time, and the handwriting is not as good as the handwriting written to Nian Tong and Luo Luo, which is crooked, and it can be seen that Tong Mai was in a messy and painful mood at that time

Huo Yize's hands couldn't help shaking......

Damn it, he's really damned

Because of his youth, because of his arrogance, because of his stubbornness, he and Tong Mai missed too much precious time because of his fault......

And she had never shown her sensual side in front of him before, as if she didn't care about anything, nothing could enter her heart, at least at that time, only hatred occupied every corner of her body

Huo Yize has never hated himself more than at this time, he was annoyed with himself, and he suddenly felt that he was the most bastard in the world, so when Tong Mai scolded him for being a bastard before, he didn't scold him at all, he was a veritable bastard......

She used to say that she was not worthy of him, but in fact he was not worthy of her

Even if it is not enough to use all the remaining time to make up for her......

Tong Mai calmly stared at Huo Yize for dozens of seconds, and when she was sure that it was really him who appeared in front of her, she smiled a little crampedly: "Hey, the surprise you gave is a little ...... What a surprise......"

From beginning to end, she wanted to show her best in front of Huo Yize, even if he saw herself in a wheelchair, she was still trying to find an excuse to cover up, "But you came just in time for the past few days...... My leg twisted just enough to give you a chance to perform."

The clear and clean voice was not mixed with a trace of impurities and sadness, listening to Huo Yize's ears, the monstrous discomfort and deep enveloping him couldn't breathe, and even the air in his chest was extremely tingling

knew that Huo Yize saw her note, and even though many years had passed, Tong Mai could still write her by heart......

Her face was a little crimson, especially when she saw the heavy haze on Huo Yize's face, flickering and layers of pain engraved on his face, she smiled: "Take it, I'm writing and playing, you don't think I also have such a sentimental and sentimental side, I deliberately pretend to be ......."

Before the words were finished, Huo Yize stepped forward and hugged her tightly......

The author has something to say

I know that I am not a well-spoken author, because my personality is too quiet, and the readership I have built has not been well managed, and it is deserted.

I also know that I am not an author who makes readers and friends have no complaints, I will update later, I will update less, and there will be readers and friends who will constantly criticize me, but I am trying to be a serious and attentive author. I also hope that through words, I can build a bridge of communication between you and me, and feel my positive attitude towards life.