I walked very slowly, because I knew that I was sorry for my father, sorry for my brother, I didn't know how to deal with them, I was afraid, I was afraid of my father's punishment, I was afraid of the duties of the people in the village, but it was my home, the home where I lived for more than ten years.

In the evening, as soon as I walked to the entrance of the village, I was surrounded by a group of villagers, my house was already overcrowded at this time, my father also quickly came out of the room to question me, I did not make any quibbles, admitted everything, my father slapped me with red glasses and trembling hands and turned around, 'You go.' From this day forward, you are not my son. Then I strode towards the hall, and all I was left behind was the villagers around me accusing and pointing fingers, and I knelt down and prayed to my father, and I didn't beg my father to forgive me, I begged him to let me stay.

So I knelt at the door all night. Until I fainted from exhaustion.

When I woke up, I lay down under the big locust tree at the entrance of the village. I know my father's temper, he has always said the same, and my father must have been angry, and he took out all his savings to buy a wife for his son, and I let him go by the son who spent money to buy it back then.

I am now homeless, and I spend my days in the mountains near the village, secretly watching the village, hoping that one day my father will accept me again.

That night, a group of policemen came to our village. Many abducted women and children have been rescued, and many villagers involved in the abduction and trafficking of women and children have been arrested, including my father. I rushed back to the village and was indeed scolded and beaten by the whole village, everyone thought that I provoked the police, and they did not allow me, a traitor, to enter the village again, I was at a loss for words, I knew that even if it was the police of Xiaoxue, it was also my responsibility,

I endured their reviling and their beatings. I knelt on the ground and wished I could atone for my sins, and that night I was beaten by them and passed out, and I didn't seem to feel the pain of my flesh and skin, I only knew that by the time I thought about it, I had a lame leg!

I was left in a haystack near the entrance to the village.

I dragged my crippled body out of the haystack, I got up and looked up at the blue sky, I was going to leave here, to leave the hometown where I had been raised for many years, my leg was broken, and I was severely mentally abused, not only did my father hate me to the core, but now even the people in the village wanted to drive me away. It's like the whole world is spitting on me, but I don't regret it, at least Xiaoxue is free, and I don't have to suffer from my heart.

The farther away from the village, the more miserable I cried, countless emotions piled up in my chest, the most profound is the reluctance to feel, I don't worry about my stupid brother, and even more ashamed of my father, who is in prison, I know that I will cause me to leave my hometown. It was Xiaoxue who broke the family, and it was she who called the police, but so what, in the final analysis, I can only blame myself, I let Xiaoxue go, I should have thought about the consequences of all this before letting her go, and everything should have been my own doing!

I dragged a broken leg and cowered like a mouse outside for a few days, came to the train station to look at the college students who were dragging luggage, my sluggish heart suddenly touched, God's tricks made me not able to study in college like a normal child, but that city, that university, is my dream, even if I don't have the money to study, but at least I want to go to the place of my dreams to see, thinking of this I took out the money that I couldn't use to eat to buy a train ticket and embarked on the road of my dream.

At the beginning of the school year, the train was like a chaotic market, crowded with all kinds of people, and I was almost always standing for more than 20 hours, because I spent almost all my savings to buy tickets. I couldn't afford it, so I endured my thirst on an empty stomach all the way.

Finally endured to the terminal, as soon as I got off the train, the hot sun shone on me dizzy, I went to a small shop with sweat, forgot to buy a bottle of water to drink, but when I opened my pocket, the pocket was broken, I saved money and used the only little change left, a penny was gone, suddenly, my legs were weak, the whole person sat on the ground, helpless tears fell again, people were unpredictable, I suddenly felt as if there were no good people in this world.

I looked up at the scorching sun with difficulty, and at this moment, I gave in. I succumbed to the reality of life, to this unjust society, and I was penniless and exhausted, how could I climb to the university of my dreams?

I was weak and could no longer bear the refraction of the sun, I lowered my head weakly, and the tears in my stinging glasses dripped on the ground, at this time I was not even as good as a beggar, a beggar still has the strength to beg, and I have lost everything, including that faint hope. I was tired and wanted to sleep, but just as I was about to close my eyes, a ten-dollar bill floated in front of me like a brilliant gold.

It dawned on me that someone was treating me like a beggar, but I didn't feel ashamed, on the contrary, my desperate and cold heart suddenly had a hint of warmth, and I suddenly believed that the world was not completely indifferent, and that good people existed. I picked up the money from the ground and looked up to say thank you to the good Samaritan.

I lifted my face, and the girl who had given me the money was carrying a small pink suitcase looked back at me, and the moment we looked at each other, a torrent flowed through my heart. I was dumbfounded. Her image and temperament are very worldly, dressed fashionably but without losing the simple style, coupled with his beautiful face......

At this moment, a childish voice sounded; 'Cousin, look at what this little beggar is doing, let's hurry home!'

Looking at their departing backs, I said thank you for a long time.

When I came to the commissary, I took out the ten yuan and put it on the tip of my nose, took a deep breath, and then handed the boss a bottle of water and a piece of bread, and dragged the change I found, and I resolutely decided to embark on the road to university

The moment I got off the bus, the magnificent gate of the university shook my soul, watching the steady stream of students pouring into the campus from the gate, looking at their faces full of happy smiles, my heart hurt again, how I wanted to be like them, full of enthusiasm and hope towards the dream university, but in the end I could only lower my head and drag my crippled legs, in such a cheerful atmosphere alone lonely towards the inside.

Feel the atmosphere of the campus, look at the teaching buildings, the big trees, and the lively crowd laughing. I am reluctant to leave, even if I can't study here, I will stay here. Hold on to my dreams.

Thinking of this, I immediately began to look for a job near the school, but the desire was so strong, but the reality was so cruel, I asked all the shops in the neighborhood, went to every restaurant on the street, and finally no one was willing to take me in as a choreman. Maybe even they are spitting on me, calling me dirty, thinking me crippled.

How many times have I been bumped and bumped, I still haven't given up the idea of guarding my dreams, homeless I seem to have regarded this school as my home from the bottom of my heart, I dragged my physical body to keep searching, constantly insisting, and finally God may have mercy on me.

I found a job at a barbecue stall near the school, the boss is a middle-aged couple, the boss saw me pitiful and recruited me, although the salary is not high, but for me, as long as I can stand in this place, this can be regarded as a god and demon. Now it's the beginning of the school season, the business is particularly hot, I'm busy as soon as I come, I'm full of food, I'm still working, I'm busy and can deal with it, and the boss took the initiative to increase my salary by 200 yuan after seeing my lame hard work.

In this way, I was busy every day, eating leftovers from customers, and living in a warehouse near the stall. I'm very busy at work, but as soon as I'm free, I run to school, which is probably the best reward for all my busyness, sometimes I sneak into the library to secretly read books, sometimes I sit in the shade and secretly watch freshman military training. Sometimes I fantasize about myself being one of many camouflage uniforms, but reality quickly wakes me up, and although my wish is still a wish, I am satisfied to be able to work and live near this school now.

Soon I had been working in the hotel for half a month, and my boss had already believed in me. This day happened to be the last day of military training, and I still helped the boss lady to help in the background, and suddenly I heard someone in front of me making a big noise, and it was quite big.

The stall was chaotic at the moment, and I stood in the corner, nervously looking at the crowd. A girl in camouflage is surrounded by a group of bastards. I think it may be that the girl's beauty attracted the bastard's entanglement, and in the face of the bastard's siege, the girl went crazy and seemed to lose her mind completely. Crazy enough to pick up the bottle and beckon to the bastards. The sight in front of me was obvious, it must have been a few bastards who had drunk too much and molested the girl, and the girl bleached the bastard with a wine bottle.

Seeing her being dragged out by the bastard, I was unmoved, I felt sorry for her, but I couldn't help her, I deeply tasted the price of heroes saving beauty, that was the price of a leg and the destruction of a family!