"Wheat ......"

Still muttering in a low voice, I could hear her name called, there was a lot of emotion in it, and there were endless words to say

Only when she was asleep, when she couldn't hear, Huo Yize had enough courage to say to him, "I'm sorry, I didn't do well to let you take the child, I don't blame you, I just feel distressed...... I feel sorry for you, you have done so much for me, but I can't compensate you properly."

He still vividly remembers how scared she was of going to the hospital when he first met Wheat

But in order to give birth to Luo Luo, for the sake of their children, they worked hard to overcome the fear in their hearts, and they resolutely gave birth to Luo Luo...... It is enough for Huo Yize to love her for the rest of her life, even if sometimes she is often angry with herself half to death, but she still loves her to the bone

"If I'm gone......"

He didn't want to say this, but he had to say it after all, and now was the best time for him to say goodbye to her and remember her clearly and thoroughly when she was asleep

Tong Mai, who was closing his eyes, instantly stiffened when he heard this

What is called gone, why does it sound like she really is a "farewell" word, and her heart is almost stagnant for a moment

"I hope you can be as brave as you used to be with Xiaosha and Luo Luo and Grandma...... Happy life together, no matter where I am, you will always be in my heart"

Even if one day my breath stops, you'll still be in my heart...... target

Tong Mai couldn't help it anymore, suddenly opened his eyes, full of doubts and pain, staring at Huo Yize, for the fact that Tong Mai was not asleep, Huo Yize was caught off guard, and when he came to his senses, he immediately turned his head to prevent her from seeing her already moist eyes, and her body retreated slightly, Tong Mai panicked involuntarily

I thought she would tell her what was in her heart when she was asleep, but she didn't think about it......

She didn't hear it

"Since you're awake, grandma is waiting for you to play chess with him," Huo Yize tried to ease his voice, at least it didn't sound so sad, full of grief and reluctance

But Tong Mai looked at him for a moment at this time, her expression revealed her strong uneasiness, the uneasiness that she had been condensing in her heart finally exploded at this moment, and she didn't care about the last second, they were still dissociating themselves and saying that it was over, at this moment, she just wanted to find out what irreversible things Huo Yize had encountered

Huo Yize was difficult to face, she turned around and was about to leave, but Tong Mai grabbed her arm excitedly, "Why do you say such things, how can you not be here?"

The meaning of "not there" was keenly smelled by Tong Mai

It's not like he's going to break up, it's not like he's going to abandon her, and he's choosing Yin Yuqi, but it's ......

A fact she didn't want to think about, a fact that would hurt her heart

Huo Yize was silent, there were thousands of regrets in his heart, how could he be so impulsive just now to say these things that shouldn't be said, but Tong Mai didn't allow Huo Yize to be silent, he had to tell her the truth

"Don't you say yes, don't you say it...... I'll go and ask Ah Jin, Ah Jin always knows what's going on, right" Suddenly, Tong Mai remembered Ah Jin, Ah Jin followed Huo Yize, so it was impossible not to know about him

Yu Bi Tong Mai lifted the thin quilt and insisted on figuring out the true meaning of his words today

"Wheat has no other reason to make trouble......"

"What is called vexatiousness, what do you want me to do to be satisfied, do you have to wait until you are really gone, disappear, I silently accept the fact that you are leaving, you are satisfied," Tong Mai's voice approached Huo Yize step by step, step by step

She looked at Huo Yize's eyes now, very serious, focused, and distressed, as if she found that she cared too little about him, not only did she not care, but she only knew that she was blindly angry, and she was willful, mistakenly thinking that he and Yin Yuqi were about to rekindle their old relationship......

Yes, as Huo Yize said, if he really loves Yin Yuqi, then everything would not have come to this situation, and he would not provoke her

However, she was always so distrustful of him and didn't trust him...... He must have been sad, right, she had been misunderstood, and the pain of being in the mire was so indefinite that he should not be much different from that

Thinking about these Tong Mai's self-blame, it became stronger and stronger......

Neither said anything to each other, only the pain was circulating in the air, Tong Mai hugged Huo Yize's waist from behind with tears, and finally showed weakness, maybe this is not a show of weakness, it is she who can deeply understand Huo Yize's difficulty at this moment, and it is she who makes him so sad

When Tong Mai was close to his backbone, Huo Yize's heart turned over and over, and the pain spread wantonly......

Wheat, what do you want me to do to you, whether to let it go or not, even if it is not for the time being...... Sooner or later, I'll have to let go

Huo Yize's tears were also surging, he hadn't reached the point of dying, and he staged "life and death" so early, which made him feel very bad

"If you promise to be a good father, you will watch him grow up healthily, and I will give birth to the child," Tong Mai's slightly choked voice came from behind Huo Yize, although the voice was trembling, but it revealed her incomparable firmness

When she went to the hospital in the morning, she was sincere in wanting to remove the child, but when she got to the operating table, she was reluctant......

Just like Luo Luo was in her body at the beginning, she was also reluctant to let the child come as a part of her life, thinking that a small life was born and grown in her belly, she had the responsibility to let him live, and she had no right to take his own initiative to deprive him of his little life

“……”

Hearing this, Huo Yize was stunned

What she meant was ...... The child is still there

Huo Yize turned around in slow motion, looking at Tong Mai with red eyes in disbelief, joy and surprise came to his heart, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so deep eyes were full of gratitude and love

"Don't you want this child," Tong Mai continued to ask, and drove away Huo Yize's entangled doubts more and more

"Thank you, of course...... Wheat...... Thank you......" Countless thanks were strung together, Huo Yize's emotions were very excited, and he hugged Tong Mai tightly, and his strength was a little heavy

The pain of losing a child before finally relaxed at this meeting, and disappeared completely

"But can you tell me why you said you weren......'t there," she didn't allow him not to be there, even though she had countless awkward breakups, in fact, she couldn't do without Huo Yize, if she could leave Huo Yize, let go of Huo Yize, she would have been ** today, instead of falling out with him from time to time here

Huo Yize gently stroked away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and the curvature of the corners of her lips was unusually heartwarming, "Because I ...... day after tomorrow Going to America."

In fact, how many times he wanted to tell Tong Mai in person that his current situation was just every time...... He couldn't even open it

How was he going to tell her in person that he was dying and that he couldn't go on with her anymore......

If she knew, I was afraid that she would cry silently, sad to death, Huo Yize didn't want to see her like that, so she could only hide it for a while

"Go to America," Tong Mai exclaimed, frowning and staring at him, as if trying to see if he was lying to her

"Hmm," he nodded and continued, "There's something to attend to over there."

I hope this matter can be dealt with, and I hope that Dr. Yu can extend his life a little more......

Tong Mai didn't ask him what he was going to deal with, he tightened his arm affectionately, a very charming smile swept out of the corner of his face, and said coquettishly, "I'll go too" No matter where he goes, she will follow him, and she had already decided to go to see Li Xianning long before Huo Yize said this......

Let's stop by the way

Besides, this is not considered to be a good heart

Obviously, Tong Mai's mood has improved a lot, but the uneasiness still exists

……

Huo Yize's face was fixed, and he definitely didn't want her to go with him, doesn't it mean that all things will be revealed if she goes

"You are not in good health now, and I am more relieved to have grandma and Lao Xi take care of you for a period of time," Huo Yize was worried, not only because he was afraid of being discovered, but also because he was worried about Tong Mai's safety

"Don't worry, I'm not worried about you, I don't care what reason you have, I don't want me to go, in short, I just want to follow you all the time."

She coquettishly grabbed Huo Yize's arm harder and rubbed it into his arms

Huo Yize: Even if I don't ask now, I know very well...... You must have something important to hide from me, if you don't say it, I'll find out for myself, I follow you every day, I don't believe that I can't dig up anything......

Huo Yize's eyebrows were always tightly tightened, and it was easy to see Huo Yize's embarrassment, "This ......" originally wanted to talk about this matter and discuss it well, but she didn't expect Tong Mai to cover his lips densely, so she didn't listen to his nagging, and found all kinds of reasons why she didn't want her to go to the United States......

Her tongue mischievously learned Huo Yize's previous strength and domineering, and wantonly churned in his lips, licking and eating the wall of his mouth, the slippery and soft touch came, Huo Yize's yuang was instantly hooked out of the hot face, and involuntarily became hot, bursts of radio waves stimulated every cell in his body, because Tong Mai was pregnant, he could only endure the impatience in his body, but now, ...... She actually took the initiative to play with fire

Reason told him that now he had to stop; But every inch of his body was screaming for his longing, and he needed to be solved quickly, and his strong arms firmly clasped her slender waist, forcing her body closer to his chest......

Let's do it today