I looked at her softly, and thought: Why don't you let her go with her? The idea was quickly dismissed by me, and I couldn't take her over to the danger this time.

"Well, mom is going to go to the field in the afternoon, and it may take a few days to come back, if Panpan promises to be obedient at home, then mom will play with you for an hour." As soon as I finished speaking, the old man on the other side asked, "Are you going on a business trip, or are you going to find that kid?" ”

I couldn't hide this from him, so I told the truth, "I think I'd better go over and see what he means?" ”

The old man sighed lightly, "It's okay to go in the past, let Xiao Liu follow you, it's too far over there, it's not safe to go alone." ”

I should go down in person, but I didn't plan to let Xiao Liu go with me.

"Mom, where are you going, Panpan is going too." When the little girl heard that I was going out, her whole little face wrinkled.

"Mom is going to work, so she can't take Panpan." I had to lie to her.

"Mmmm, I don't want my mother to go." As soon as her daughter's mouth turned off, she was about to cry.

"Pan Pan is good, go, my mother will accompany you to build a house." I glanced at the old man helplessly, and he motioned for me to play with Panpan.

I took Panpan to the toy room and played with her to build blocks, and she forgot about what I was leaving.

After playing with toys for half an hour, I took her upstairs for a nap, and it wasn't until I coaxed her that I started packing up and sneaking away.

On the way to the airport, I was still a little nervous, and I didn't know if people would see me when I ran over like this, and it was very likely that he would ignore me with his attitude that day.

When the plane was about to take off, I finally sent a message to Zou Zichen: I will go to Nanning tonight, will I have time to meet tomorrow?

I turned off the phone after sending the message.

When the plane landed at Nanning Wuxu Airport, it was half past eight in the evening, and after I started the plane, two messages popped up, one was a welcome message from Nanning Mobile, and the other was a reply from Zou Zichen, and the content of the message was very brief: call me when I arrived.

I looked at the six words on the screen and thought to myself, did he mean that I would call him when I landed? Or give him a call when you get to the hotel? Or call him again tomorrow when we have to meet?

Belch...... This man can't make it clear.

Actually, I was too nervous and my brain was a little short-circuited.

I pulled my luggage out of the airport and looked for a taxi according to the signs, and when I was queuing, my phone rang twice in my bag, but I didn't hear it. I didn't see the information until I arrived at the hotel I booked and entered the room. It turned out to be sent by Zou Zichen: Where is it?

Belch...... I looked at the time, and it happened to be when I went to wait in line for a taxi, so it was difficult for him to pick me up at the airport? But I didn't tell him what time I was there.

I frowned, sat down on the soft chair in the room, and replied: I have arrived in Nanning, and I am now in the hotel.

I attached the name of the wine again, and I was afraid that he would not know, so I even marked the address to him before sending it out.

After waiting for a long time and not replying, I was quite disappointed, threw my phone on the bed, and went into the bathroom. The temperature here is much higher than in Beijing, and I came out of Beijing wearing a little more, and I was sweating. I washed my face, I heard the mobile phone ringing outside, I thought it was Zou Zichen who called and ran out to pick it up, and when I saw that it was the seat of the Beijing villa, I felt 'groan', it must be Xiao Panpan who found that I was gone, she should have gone to sleep, and I couldn't find that I was probably making trouble, so I hurriedly picked up the phone.

Panpan's sobbing voice came from the other end of the microphone, "Mom...... I want mom...... Whining. ”

"Panpan, panpan, don't cry." I soothed softly, but my daughter didn't seem to hear me, crying louder and louder, and I couldn't do it.

Soon Ruoxi's voice came from the other end, "Sister-in-law, what should I do if Panpan makes a lot of trouble?" ”

"Do you want to play a little princess game with her, or give her a candy?"

"Okay then...... Then you're talking to her. ”

"Okay, you tell her to listen to the phone."

"Panpan, don't cry, mom will give you a dudu, you listen......" Ruoxi coaxed over there. Immediately, there was a trembling voice from the other end, "Mom... Mom, where are you? ”

"Pan Pan is good, don't cry, my mother is on a business trip, and she is in another city, and she can't go back, so you sleep with your aunt at night, okay."

"But I want to follow," she sobbed, "and Mommy sleeps with me." ”

Hearing this, my heart was sour, "Panpan is the most well-behaved, wait for my mother to go back and buy you your favorite Barbie doll." ”

The other one snorted twice.

Ruoxi also coaxed over there: "Auntie will play with you for a while, okay with the little princess." After playing with the little princess, if Pan Pan is well-behaved, her aunt will also reward a piece of chocolate. ”

"Really." Panpan asked with a crying voice.

"Of course it's true, my aunt never lies. Come, say goodbye to your mother, say that we will be obedient, let her rest assured, okay. Ruoxi seduced her.

Panpan's glutinous rice voice soon came from the microphone, "Mom, goodbye." ”

After hanging up the phone, I sat at the head of the bed and couldn't stop thinking about my daughter. It took a while to get up and pack my luggage, and then went into the bathroom to take a shower.

As soon as I came out of the bathroom, I heard someone knocking on the door, I frowned, didn't dare to open the door lightly, walked to the door, and asked, "Who?"

The "I" man's voice is low and mellow, which is all too familiar.

I was stunned at the door, why did he come here?

I glanced at my dressing gown and wet hair, and tried to ask him to wait and change himself.

"Open the door." A man shouted impatiently at the door.

I was afraid that he was gone, so I didn't think much about it, so I opened the door.

Zou Zichen saw that I was wearing a nightgown, my hair was wet, my brows were slightly wrinkled, and my sharp eyes were quite disgusted, as if I was dressed like this on purpose.

I couldn't help but shrink behind the door, and my tone was not very good, "Why are you here?" ”

"Don't you want to see me?" He looked at me with a cold face.

Looking at that handsome face, resolute lines, and indifferent eyes, my heart felt as if it had been quickly slashed by a sharp blade, which hurt very much, but there was no bleeding for a while.

He raised his lips lightly, "Now that I see it, you can go back tomorrow morning." When the words fell, he turned his head and was about to leave.

We pulled open the door, blocking his way, tilting our faces, and staring at him, "Why do you want to stay here when you know that you are not Kangcheng, or ...... You're in love with Miss Kang. ”

Zou Zichen's eyes narrowed, and he raised his eyes slightly to look up the corridor, suddenly, grabbed my arm, pulled me into the room with a twist, and threw me back to the door, I was pressed against the wall by him, he supported his hands on both sides of me, leaned over slightly, and stared at me with both eyes.

Surrounded by his cold breath, my chest rose and fell slightly, pursed my lips, raised my eyes to look at him, how many days and nights I wished he could look at me like this, now he is in front of my eyes, but those eyes are cold without any emotion, looking at me There is even a trace of boredom in my eyes.

I held back the bitterness that came over me, "You...... Is it hard not to know about your past? He frowned, looked a little impatient, and then put his hands on the wall, stepped back, and turned to walk into the room.

I took a deep breath, tightened my neckline slightly, and followed.

Zou Zichen sat on the round sofa with his legs folded, his dark eyes looked at me leisurely, and opened his mouth indifferently, "Let's hear it, what is the relationship between me and you?" There was a hint of mockery in the spoken language. It's as if I'm a woman who wants to pester him.

I walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, diagonally facing him, holding my hands together, and I was wondering how to say it so that he could understand at once that the relationship between me and him was not a simple one.

"You and I can't be clear in a few words," I looked up at him, "and you have regarded me as your life, and you are the only lover of my life." ”

He looked at me for two seconds, his lips hooked, and the corners of his mouth curled into a sneer.

"What are you laughing at?" How could he laugh like that, I was a little annoyed.

He suddenly came to me, pressed me down on the bed, half pressed me on my upper body, put his hands on my sides, and smiled evilly: "Hearing you say that, we should be a couple who love each other very much."

His actions were too abrupt, and I couldn't help but shrink my head, "Hmm...... Yes. "My heart couldn't help but pound, and I couldn't tell if I was nervous or ...... Agitated?

"You say we even have children?" A seductive smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, but there was a danger signal in his eyes.

I didn't move, met his gaze, and said lightly: "Yes, her name is Panpan, do you know why she is called Panpan, because I have been looking forward to your return since the day I conceived her."

His smile froze in his eyes.

I looked at him, although he was Zou Zichen, but now I was nothing in his memory, and it was probably someone he hated.

Thinking of this, I smiled sadly, "But you don't remember anything." ”

Zou Zichen looked at me fixedly, suddenly straightened up, and his face instantly became deep, "You shouldn't come, go back tomorrow." As soon as the words fell, he turned around and left, and I didn't have a chance to keep it as fast as possible.

The moment he threw the door at the door, I shouted, "Achen." ”

I was answered with a loud bang.

Tears flowed freely from my eyes, and I didn't even have the strength to move anywhere. My heart felt like it had been torn apart alive, and I didn't even have the strength to sob.

He forgot about me, completely forgot about me, and it was really cruel to me.

I curled up, and suddenly I felt a chill, my teeth chattered from the cold, and even my heart seemed to freeze.

I don't know what time it was, but I got up from my bed, leaned back on the chaise longue by the floor-to-ceiling window, and watched the city slowly fall into darkness at my feet, and gradually turn white in the sky. Soon, a fireball slowly rose on the eastern horizon, and the earth instantly brightened.

When the first rays of sunlight shine softly on me in the morning, it seems to illuminate my heart. From darkness to dawn, this is how I was yesterday, bathed in the holy sunlight of the morning, as if I had been reborn.

Darkness and dawn were only for a moment.