I don't know what other words can express my heart other than these three words.

Brad soon arrived, and after a brief check-up, he asked me to go outside.

"Let's go to the United States tomorrow."

The smile that had been on his face all night turned into shock at this moment, why he couldn't ask three words. Because I know very well why.

"It's good that he can't see all the time, so that sometimes it's good and sometimes bad is the worst, and he has to have surgery as soon as possible."

When I went in, Luo Ange was holding A dimple on the sofa watching TV, I went over to sit in front of him, and he asked me what Brad said very easily.

I lied without blushing and without a beat: "He said it's a good thing, don't worry." ”

That night, Luo Ange showed a different patience in bed than before, every movement was extremely long but fierce, and I frantically cooperated with him, pestering him again and again.

At dawn, he finally had fun, carried me to the bath, touched my lower abdomen and asked, "Could it be already there?" ”

I held back my tears: "How can it be so fast? ”

We've taken measures every time before, and the last time he came to the hospital was only a week now.

He hugged me: "Don't worry, are you waiting for me?" No matter what happens, you wait for me. ”

We hadn't talked about his amnesia after the operation, and now he's bringing it up cryptically, and I can't run away from it.

Escape is not a solution, and you have to face it after all.

"Luo Ange, whether you remember me or have amnesia, I will wait for you, forever."

Luo Ange's villa in New York is in Manhattan, and jet lag is a very difficult thing for me, but the moment I saw the person in a wheelchair, I didn't feel sleepy.

Xibao hugged me and cried: "Sister-in-law, sister-in-law, I thought I would never see you again." ”

Before going to bed, I saw Luo Ange fiddling with a very large camera, and I asked him what he was going to do.

He pulled me to sit on the couch and told me in a good mood, "Take advantage of these days to shoot more videos." ”

"Why?"

As soon as the words came out, I understood, it turned out that he was also afraid, he was afraid that he would really lose his memory after the operation, and he was afraid that he would not be able to remember me, so he wanted to leave these things as evidence.

The next day, a group of people took me to Columbia University, Luo Ange and I pushed Xibao in front, and Gai Nie and Long Jue acted as professional photographers, helping us take videos and photos.

I was a little shy when students stopped to watch us, especially when Luo Ange would kiss me from time to time, and when he lowered his head again, I reminded him to pay attention to the impact.

He grinned, "Okay, go back and shoot that night." ”

I didn't notice that he deliberately accentuated the word "evening", I just looked at the scenery of Columbia, and thought to myself, no wonder so many people squeezed their heads to this school, it is indeed beautiful.

Luo Ange may have seen something, he said: "After graduation, I went to work in the company and became my secretary." ”

I looked up at him, making sure he was saying a declarative sentence and not a question. I never thought about going to a Fortune 500 company or a company after graduation, and I thought it would be a good choice to go back to UConn to teach after graduating from graduate school.

It's good to be a teacher, two holidays a year.

Seeing me shake my head, he said, "If you don't want to go to work, you can take care of the children at home." ”

My eyes were still on the buildings and students coming and going at Columbia University, and Luo Ange pinched my waist: "Want to be a teacher?" ”

I nodded like garlic, waiting for him to praise me for being a good boy, but I didn't know that what I was waiting for was his sentence: "Don't think." ”

"Why?"

"I'm not that stupid, if those male teachers in the school take a fancy to you, you can't control ......"

I shouted: "Luo Ange, I'm not like you men, who think completely with the lower half of my body. ”

The next thing I knew I had been fooled was that someone was going to show me what it meant to think with the lower body.

"Hey......" I knocked his outstretched hand away and threatened, "you touch me, I'll ...... with you"

The mint smell on his body made my nose snort, and some people say that people actually retain some animal nature, and if you like someone, you always like to smell him.

Luo Ange held me in his arms, and did not make any further movements, but put his chin against my head, and said for a long time: "My heart is so clear, just like Sima Zhao's heart, everyone knows it." ”

I was obsessed with his taste and responded, "Me too." ”

The warm yellow sun shone over his thin shoulders, and the whole world showed a very tender feeling, and my heart was as soft as the aquatic plants at the bottom of the sea at that moment.

The two of us just looked at each other, reluctant to look away. I think this is probably love, your eyes are always locked on a person, and his smile and smile all touch your most fragile nerves.

When I got home, Brad came, a few big men went into the study, I went to the kitchen to make coffee, Xibao came over in a wheelchair and asked me: "Sister-in-law, is my brother's surgery very dangerous?" ”

She didn't go back last time she came to the United States, she stayed here to cooperate with the doctor to use new drugs, and also did some rehabilitation, what happened in Cannes Luo Ange explained, try not to let this little girl know.

I squatted down and held her hand: "Xibao, let's wait for my brother together, we won't give up, okay?" ”

She suddenly burst into tears: "Sister-in-law, will my brother die, will he leave us?" ”

I wanted to tell her firmly that no, that it wouldn't happen, but I suddenly couldn't say it, I was suddenly out of my mind.

I just told her that we have to have faith.

When he was sleeping, Luo Ange held a large stack of documents and put it on the bed, I thought he was going to deal with the company's affairs, after all, he would have surgery tomorrow.

Who knew that he opened the papers, shoved a pen into me, and asked me to sign it.

I held my pen and didn't move, intending to take a closer look at what the documents were and why I needed to sign them.

Luo Ange stopped my movements: "Don't worry, believe me, you just need to sign." ”

I couldn't tell whether I was happy or sad in my heart, I looked at Luo Ange, choked up and didn't speak.

He sighed, opened the first document and showed it to me, and I cried when I saw the words "equity transfer letter".

Luo Ange opened the next document and showed me that it was a marriage agreement, which clearly stated that all the real estate in his name belonged to me.

Actually, I knew he was doing it for my good, but I didn't like him like that, as if he was ready for the operation to fail.

I trembled and just didn't sign, he grabbed me: "Don't worry, be obedient, this is the only thing I can do for you." If you sign it, I can have peace of mind. ”

I stared at him with burning eyes: "What if I don't sign it?" ”

He also looked at me: "Then I won't have surgery." ”

I gasped, grabbed the brush and signed my name, and slammed the pen on him, satisfied, right?

Do you have to force me to the point where you have no way out, so that you can rest easy?

He silently collected the papers, and after a long, long time, he spoke: "Don't worry, but if I have a little way, do you think I am willing to do this?" You know what I'm afraid of, just like I know what you're afraid of. Anyway, as I said, if you dare me not find you, you'll be dead. So, you'd better put away your messy thoughts, and even if you go to hell, you'll have to stay with me. ”

It was obviously sweet words, but when they came out of his mouth, they seemed to be dipped in poison.

We are like two people who drink to quench their thirst, and like two hedgehogs, stabbing each other, holding each other for warmth.

I was allowed to go into the operating room, Brad prepared everything, I sat on the stool in front of the operating table, Luo Ange's head was covered, and I couldn't see the scene that made me shudder.

After a while Brad prompted the operation to begin, and I knew that it was the anesthetic that had already started to work, and I comforted myself in my heart that maybe soon Brad would declare the operation a success.

When the lancet went down, I felt Luo Ange's left hand tighten, and Brad whispered to me to talk to Luo Ange.

I was speechless, I couldn't find what to say, so I hesitated and said, "Mr. Luo, hello." ”

The hand that grabbed me tightened, and everyone present laughed, and Brad stuck his head out and reminded me to say something that would soothe Luo Ange and not make him nervous.

"You get better quickly, even if you don't remember me in the future, even if you want to marry and have children with whoever you gossip, I can accept it. As long as you're okay, I'll be at ease. ”

Brad said again, can you say something happy.

"Do you remember Du Fanchuan, I watched the news this morning, it turned out that he was promoted, so he will return to Cannes soon."

Boss Brad is not satisfied, can you not mention other men.

When will the doctor be so poor when he does a major operation?

In the end, even I couldn't believe that I actually recalled the bits and pieces since we met with Luo Ange.

Just as I was immersed in the memories, something splashed on my face, and it was hot, not my tears.

Brad shouted something, and soon several nurses came in with blood bags, and I reached out and wiped a handful of blood from my face, one hand.

The bucket next to Brad was full of blood-stained cotton, and I freaked out when he stuck his head out.

His face was covered in blood, and his mask was almost red.

I stood up in a panic, he yelled, sit down, sit down, talk to him, steady him.

I sat down and shouted, I didn't know what to say.

He shouted: "I LOVE YOU......"

More and more nurses are sending blood bags in, and those various instruments are dripping non-stop, if a short drop becomes a long drop, it means that the operation has failed, and it means that Luo Ange will never wake up again.

I started crying, took Luo Ange's hand, and almost blurted out: "You don't have to have anything, you have nothing to do." Did you hear it, you are not allowed to have anything, Luo Ange, I beg you, you get up, listen to me say that I love you, okay......"

In the end, only the three words I love you kept repeating, I don't know how many times, I heard that sound become very long.