Chapter 125: I don't want to let you go

"So that's what you're thinking about these days?"

Yang Huan was silent, lowered his head and picked his fingers. She does this whenever she's nervous or her mind goes blank.

"You don't plan to get married even after a year?" Chen Chong paused, "Is that so?" ”

"Yes......"

"What I said........ You've thought it all, haven't you? ”

"I don't want to be overburdened, I just want to be free to do what I want."

"Conflict?" Chen Chong's brows tightened. "Okay, you want to do a PhD, can I wait two years?"

"I didn't..... What do you mean by waiting......" Yang Huan hesitated and said hesitantly. My heart instantly became sour, reluctant and melancholy.

Chen Chong stared at her fixedly, "Do you know what you mean by saying this?" ”

"Yes......" she choked up suddenly, "that's what you mean." ”

Chen Chong was almost about to get up from his seat, not knowing when it had become so calm and indifferent.

In front of her, she is still the girl who followed him and stubbornly said that she liked it, no matter what she used to do.

Did she ignore her, or did she lose her temper again?

Chen Chong just stared at her and didn't speak, Yang Huan finally couldn't stand it anymore and stood up to leave. He also stood up......

He went to check out, she just walked by herself, Chen Chong chased after her, and turned her around, "Can I think you're throwing a tantrum?" ”

Yang Huan pushed him away, "I'm serious." ”

"I always want to know why?" Chen Chong didn't let her go.

"I ......" she couldn't say for any reason, and how could she ever want to leave him.

Tears finally fell uncontrollably, drop by drop, and Chen Chong took her in his arms.

He patted her gently on the back, and she realized that she was so greedy for his arms.

He let go of her, wiped away her tears, and said nothing, just took her cheek in his hands and kissed it.

She even forgot to resist, and actually hung on his body like that, without even refusing.

He picked her up and walked into the car.

As soon as he got into the car, he didn't rush to start the car, looked at her side face and fastened her seat belt, pulled her, and kissed her on the lips.

His kisses stormed and spoke of his resentment, longing and affection.

He finally let go of her, and her heart pounded and she lowered her head, not looking at him.

He started the car, at this time neither of them spoke, and a familiar melody came from the stereo: "Strange city, familiar corner, I have comforted each other, and I have hugged each other and sighed, no matter what kind of ending I will face, in the wind and sand, looking at you far away, I can't ...... myself sadly"

Yang Huan was silently beating the beat in her heart, it was her favorite song. When this TV series was first played, she and her roommate chased after it, and the whole process was a nymphomaniac Zhu Yawen.

How many girls' hearts have been disturbed by his "baby...... However, at this moment, how can she be in any mood for a nymphomaniac idol.

She obviously had a good mental defense, but as soon as he got closer, she collapsed. The kiss just now, her mind went blank. The mouth says no, but the body is very sincere. She really didn't feel like she had any concentration at all.

He drove the car to his new home, she hadn't been here for a long time, the last time she came was not fully renovated, and this time she came again, but it was brand new. She didn't even know why she came up with him.

After he got out of the car, he kept holding her hand, as if he was afraid that she would run away, but she did not refuse, so she followed him back to her new home.

Before she could admire, he hugged her from behind. The room was silent, only the sound of clothes rustling, and she began to push him back, but he picked her up again and went straight to the bedroom.

"I can't wait...... One year, two years, I don't want to wait a day. Do you know how much I have gained and lost since you are like this? ”

Chen Chong looked at Yang Huan lying on the bed, condescending. kissed her eyebrows and eyes again, "girl...... I ......," he said, taking her hand and pressing it to his chest, "here, you've been messed up for a long time." ”

Yang Huan just looked at him like that, couldn't say a word, and his eyes moistened again.

"You can wait for ten years, but what is two years?"

Chen Chong was stunned, but he didn't get angry, but smiled, "Are you jealous?" ”

She tilted her head away from him, but Chen Chong's mood improved, "You......" He nodded at her forehead.

"Are you testing me again?"

Yang Huan felt awkward and struggled to sit up. He let go of her and pressed her forehead against her, "Don't make me wait any longer......"

She didn't speak, didn't look at him, straightened her clothes slightly, and was about to come down, and before she could say "I ......" words, he hugged her tightly again.

Yang Huan's heart was pounding, it was really hard to imagine, obviously he was still angry just now, how could he suddenly forget about it completely.

She lay in his arms, her voice soft and cute, "I want to know your past...... You said it, if I asked, you would say it. ”

"Why do you suddenly want to know this?"

"Hmm."

"Okay" he pulled her to sit down and took her into his arms again.

"Just ask......"

But she didn't know where to ask for a while, "You guys...... She...... Did she come back because of you? ”

"Girl, she came back, no matter who it was, it was her business, and we have no right to interfere with this...... I've got you by my side......"

"Can you really forget the past?"

"I'm not sure, but I'm relieved...... She gave up on me in order to help her family, so she couldn't let go of it for a long time...... Now that I think about it, I had nothing at that time, and I really couldn't help her, and she was such a kind person...... I'm afraid anyone else will abandon my ......"

Speaking of the past, he sighed lightly, "At that time, I was young and vigorous, and I never understood her, and I hated her...... Complaining about ...... even self-sinking, and paid the price for it, and gradually matured, and was relieved. ”

"I can't go to one place with her after all, she is a rich girl, and I am a poor boy......" He touched his palms with calluses, which were all traces left by the years......

"Now, between us is just because of a little love in the past, but it has nothing to do with Fengyue. If she has a request, I will do my best, I don't know if you can understand such emotions......"

Because of kindness, she is reluctant, and because she is kind, she can't be cold-blooded, why don't she understand.

For some reason, she felt distressed when she heard him mention the past.

She stretched out her arm and circled him, and he bowed his head and kissed her hair, "I'll send you back......"

She didn't move, "I'll accompany you......"

"Fool's ......"

The two of them sat quietly for a long time, and she planned to go back. Breaking free from his arms, "I have to go back." ”

He let out an "um" and didn't move.

She didn't know where she got the courage to kiss him on the chin. He looked at her for a moment, "But now I don't want to let you go back." ”

As soon as the words fell, he pushed her to the bed, this time without giving her space, and dense kisses fell.

She was fascinated by the distraction of his kiss, wrapped her arms around his neck, hot skin against her, and she didn't know when, he had taken off his shirt.

She was wearing a dress, and he unbuttoned it one button at a time. Her nervous heart jumped to her throat.

She grabbed his arm, and there was nowhere to put her nervous hand.

She was wearing stockings, and he was very patient to help her take them off. It was too late for her to realize it.

The skirt was pushed up, and she tightened her legs, not knowing what to do.

He whispered in her ear, and she had no strength at all, so she could only follow him and trust him.

He picked her up, and her skirt fell, and she was so clever that she was almost embarrassed. The floor-to-ceiling curtains slowly closed, and the lights were turned off.

The darkness of the room, she couldn't even see his face clearly, he came over, his hot body, burning her.

When she was unsuspecting......

She was sweating in pain, grabbing his arm, not daring to move, he attached to her ear, and said softly, "Relax,...... Shrewd...... It'll be fine in a while......"

But she felt tormented and cried and begged him, but he couldn't bear it after all, so he let her go.

She felt better and turned her back. Motionless. He encircled her from behind and took her into his arms. Pulled the quilt over and covered her again, and asked softly, "Are you okay?" ”

She didn't respond, and he hugged her tight. He was sweating, but he couldn't move. She was right next to him, and he had never felt so happy and peaceful. The night was so quiet, the sound of the heartbeat was so clear and audible. The absence of emotion for so many years seems to have been released in this moment.

After a long time, there was a sound of breathing, and he looked at her, then slowly withdrew his hand, got up and went to the bathroom.

She hurriedly took a cool shower, and then went back to the bedroom, where she was already asleep.

He lay down beside her, and not long after he lay down, she kicked the quilt, looking at her like this, he took a deep breath, and planned to cover the quilt for her, but before he could cover it, she turned over again, and face to face with him.

Still rubbing his pillow against him, she leaned on his shoulder as he got closer.

He looked at her eyebrows, nose, mouth, and kissed her lips uncontrollably.

She slept soundly, frowning slightly because she had been disturbed by her dreams. He was about to turn over, but he hugged her, ignoring whether she was asleep or not, and teasing her heart, he smiled, and played with her nose with her hair.

She was so angry that she got into the cup. He chuckled and fished her out.

Pulling her into her arms again, she squinted at him and patted him on the shoulder, "What...... Don't let people sleep? ”

When he woke up, he didn't plan to let her sleep anymore...... The kiss fell again...... She was confused, cooperating with him, but there was a strange feeling.

She closed her eyes and put her arms around him. He lowered his head and kissed her.

Finally, he put his arms around her and fell asleep. She also snuggled up in his arms, like a kitten, and fell asleep......

The night was long, and it seemed very short because of the presence of a loved one.

When Yang Huan woke up on the second day, Chen Chong had already gotten up, and when she looked at herself, she was really embarrassed.

She got busy getting dressed, and when she walked into the bathroom, the water in the bathtub was still hot, and there were neatly folded clothes next to her, and she couldn't help but be touched by his thoughtfulness.

She didn't soak for long, she simply washed it and put on new clothes.

Pushing open the door, Chen Chongzheng was standing outside the door, dressed in home clothes, and she almost collided with him......

She blushed and lowered her head and didn't dare to look at him, Chen Chong smiled silently in her hair, and said softly, "Let's have breakfast!" ”