The old man sighed twice, but she was not aggressive, on the contrary, she was still a little afraid that I would feel guilty, so she touched my hand, "Girl, I don't blame you for this, but ...... Blame my daughter-in-law's bad life...... It's hard to have children......"

"Is it hard to have children?"

I'm numb, "...... Auntie, didn't Hongyun get pregnant a few years ago? She wrote to me. He also said that I should give the child a name, and later, he lost contact. ”

"The first child, I didn't keep it!"

The old lady sighed, "Hongyun, this girl has a hard life, she can do it when she marries, my son is many years older than her, his eyes are not very good, everything at home and outside the family depends on Hongyun Zhang Luo, two years ago, she was pregnant, it was a great joy, who knew that her grandmother was sick, this death, she hit her hard, and she had a miscarriage......"

Grandma Hongyun died?

I was stunned, the kind old man who always laughed, she also told me about marriage and big songs, and I also asked her about the snake and rabbit, rich from generation to generation.

At that time, Hongyun was reluctant to drink malt milk essence and wanted to bring it back to her.

Speaking of which, she should be my grandmother, Xiao Xin's grandmother......

"Auntie, did your family move away from Yixian County later?"

"Hmm."

The old man nodded, "Moved away." My son burns boilers at the post office, earns too little, in order to treat Grandma Hongyun, he owes a lot of famine, it just so happens that he has a small hair, can take him to do some small business, more than going to work, our family went to Chen County......"

Chen County?

I thought of dreams, yes!

The first word I saw clearly in the operating room in my dream was Chen!

Why didn't I think of Chen County!

"My son is doing a small business with his friend in Chen County, Hongyun, she is diligent, idle, in order to pay off the famine, she opened a breakfast shop, and got up at two or three o'clock in the second half of the night every day, I am old, and my health is poor, everything depends on Hongyun alone, this girl who is busy. I can't even say anything if I'm tired......"

I listened carefully, no wonder I lost contact, how hard it is for Red Cloud.

This girl is so strong.

Why are you doing this yourself!

"Let's see. It's a better day, Xiaoyun, I'm pregnant too......"

The old lady's tears came out again, "But when she was pregnant, she was uncomfortable, and her stomach always hurt." Our county is small, and we can't check anything, just right, I heard the radio say, what kind of foundation, it doesn't cost money to come to Bac Ninh University Hospital for examination...... I brought her here, and Hongyun was still very happy, she said, just after the check-up, I want to see my friends. It's called Xiaoxin...... Girl, is it you that Hongyun wants to see? ”

"It's me, I'm Xiaoxin......"

I resisted the sourness of my nasal cavity, "Auntie, this foundation was founded by me, and my name is Jin Duoyu." ”

"It's you?!"

The old lady was surprised and shook my hand. "The philanthropist Jin Dayu mentioned on the radio is you?!"

"Hmmm......"

I pursed my lips, my mouth was salty, who would have thought that my foundation would also attract this opportunity!

I met Xiao Xin's relatives!

It's not a recognition of relatives, it's so weird!

"Girl, don't cry, I want to thank you!"

The old lady helped me wipe away my tears, "We have neighbors who have come before, and we all thought that this foundation was a lie, and our neighbor's daughter-in-law only confirmed that it was true after receiving the reimbursement and receiving the money!" You're a good person! We are not relatives, you pay for the inspection, good people!! ”

"Auntie, I ......"

I didn't know what to say, tears were streaming down my face......

He turned his face and looked at the door of the operating room again. Will Hongyun's children stay, if ......

Wait a minute!

"Auntie, you said that Hongyun is five months pregnant, right?!"

"Hmm."

My head is 'buzzing'~ all at once!

The end of September '84 is five months, that is, the birth of '85......

Goosebumps are up, it's me!

It's me who is pregnant!

Xiao Xin!

"Girl. In fact, the doctor just finished the examination and said that Hongyun's pelvic cavity is narrow, and he is afraid that he will be prone to dystocia in the future...... In addition, the condition of the fetus is not very good, and the doctor said that it is not recommended that we stay ...... It's just that Xiaoyun has been pregnant for five months, and she said she was reluctant...... The two of us are discussing, aren't we going to be hit......"

The old lady wiped her tears and sighed, "It's all fate, this fetus should not be kept...... Life! ”

I hung my face and tears flowed silently. Dystocia, poor fetal condition...... The establishment of this foundation let Hongyun know Xiao Xin's situation in advance?!

No wonder the old man doesn't blame me, don't you have to thank the fairy Gu for helping them make a choice!

What the is this called!

"Little sister-in-law, pay attention to your body, don't cry like this......"

I waved my hand weakly. Signaling that it's okay, my mind is too chaotic for me to suppress.

"Sun Hongyun's family!"

The door of the operating room opened, the old man answered and passed, and the female doctor who came out took off her mask. "I'm sorry that the child didn't keep ......"

"What about the red clouds......"

The old lady was crooked, but fortunately, the man next to me reacted quickly and held her up, "What about Hongyun." How's my daughter-in-law doing?! ”

"The patient is fine."

The female doctor was decent, "It's okay to stay in the hospital for a few days." ”

I was blinded, my hands and feet were cold, and my ears were full of busy sounds......

Through the mist, I saw that the old lady was asking the doctor and nurse something, and a few minutes later, Hongyun was pushed out by the stretcher cart, and my feet were soft, and I greeted him, "Hongyun ......"

Hongyun's face was as white as paper. Consciously, looking at me half-open, tears kept flowing down his temples, "Xiao Xin...... My child...... The child did not keep ...... The child is gone......"

"He's here, the kid is here!"

I collapsed. Grabbed her hand hard, "He's here!" ”

Xiao Xin is here!

"Little Golden Sister-in-law!"

Huo Yi's people also reminded me to pay attention to my emotions, but I really couldn't care about it, and my mind was full of images of red clouds...... She rubbed the hem of her clothes and cautiously walked up to me and said, "Sister, do you want eggs......

I rode a bicycle to carry her in Qinghe Village, deliberately shaking the car, and she wore a red scarf and waved at me at the entrance of the village, beautiful and simple. And unforgettable!

Chasing the train to send her, I gave her a picture and swore that I would not forget her!

I've always wondered why I just can't remember this Aunt Sun. The noble lady who led the way, Aunt Sun!

Who knows, she will be my mother, she took a photo with my butterfly hairpin, smiling brightly and beautifully~

The picture ended up in my bag, the hairpin. The hairpin is engraved with 'My Heart'!

From the moment I met her, my fate as Jin Dayu went all the way up.

Why do I like her so much, I simply like it, I am willing to sing to her, I want her to be happy forever and have the best. Because she's my mom!

Red Cloud!

I was really out of control, crying and arranging an intensive care ward for Hongyun, it had to be good, it had to be!

The old man couldn't be grateful to me, and when he saw me crying, he kept comforting me, saying that the child was gone.

Ordinary families like them are also afraid of giving birth to an unhealthy child, what will happen when the time comes!

Big truth.

What I listened to was that all my organs hurt......

Who can witness their miscarriage in front of their own mother?

I can!

Xiao Xin is gone, but Xiao Xin is ...... again

Does this confirm Aunt Jin's words, everything is fate, and it is not up to anyone at all!

My soul can only continue in Jin Duoyu's body, the former man Xiao Xin, Xiao Xin, a patient with congenital heart disease, is just gone, gone......

Rub the fuck!

What a metaphysics!