She quickly tidied up the table and made room for breakfast on it, and although it was natural, she couldn't hide her frustration at seeing the scene.

Chu Tianyou didn't return last night, the phone couldn't get through, and Chen Ziyan was also nervous and didn't sleep all night, so she came to the hospital early to see what was going on.

She prayed that he wouldn't be here, but she was disappointed.

"Well, it smells so good." Luo Qi thought for a few seconds, and decided to cooperate with Chen Ziyan to play the trick first, she took a sip of porridge for face, and looked at Chu Tianyou with a very considerate gaze: "Tianyou, you have been here with me for a night, and you are tired, go back with Miss Chen first." ”

Then, he turned to Chen Ziyan with a smile: "Miss Chen, thank you for your breakfast, it's delicious." ”

"Okay, I'll pick you up later." Chu Tianyou understood what Luo Qi meant, turned around and picked up his clothes: "Ziyan, let's go." ”

As soon as she walked out of the hospital, Chen Ziyan couldn't help it.

"God bless, Luo Qi's health is not good, she needs someone to take care of her, your work is so busy, it's better to be like this, I will accompany her every night in the future." We're all girls, so it's more convenient, don't you think? Although the mood was extremely bad, Chen Ziyan still maintained her self-cultivation with a smile and a banquet.

Her sincere proposal made Chu Tianyou unable to refuse, and he didn't lose sight of that strong smile, and he felt a burst of guilt.

"Ziyan, are you hungry? Let's find a place to talk. Chu Tianyou opened the car door for her.

As soon as he said that he wanted to talk, Chen Ziyan realized something. She smiled reluctantly, "Do you want to go to the one we used to go to?" ”

"Okay." Chu Tianyou readily agreed.

Chu Tianyou took her to a morning tea shop that the two of them frequented a few years ago, the familiar environment, the familiar taste, the familiar boss, everything was full of strong nostalgic flavor.

"Coffee and sandwiches for two." The boss with a mustache put two delicate plates in front of the two, and didn't forget to joke with the two: "I haven't seen you for three years, Miss Chen is still so beautiful, and Mr. Chu's career is getting bigger and bigger, but Mr. Chu hasn't been here for a long time." ”

Chu Tianyou smiled apologetically, watched Chen Ziyan take a sip of the coffee in front of her, and looked at her bright eyes narrowing into a crooked shape: "It's been three years, and it's still the same taste." ”

She looked at the wishing wall on the left side of the wall, put aside Chu Tianyou and walked over, looking for the words she wrote three years ago in the colorful stickers on the wall.

"Wow, I can't believe it's still there! Come and see, God! She pointed to a pink sticker inside and shouted excitedly at Chu Tianyou, Chu Tianyou was curious, and also walked over.

She smiled like all girls in love, leaning on Chu Tianyou's shoulder like a kitten, and chanting words to the sticker: "Every morning in the future, I will only wake up with Tianyou; Every ray of sunshine in the future, I will only share it with Tianyou alone; Every sweetness in the future belongs only to me and God...... God forbid, you see, this is what I wrote three years ago. It used to be my biggest dream, and even though we missed it for three years, we can't miss it anymore from now on. ”

She held Chu Tianyou's arm intimately, and was coquettish like a little girl. It was full of their sweet memories, and she didn't believe that Chu Tianyou was not moved at all.

Staring at the note with Chen Ziyan, as she thought, Chu Tianyou fell into the memory. A few years ago, Chen Ziyan was still studying, which was her favorite shop, and when she finished her day's classes, she would often order a cup of coffee and sit silently in the corner waiting for him while reading a book. At that time, he was very busy, his career was just starting, and he often didn't know what time he would be busy before he left work.

But no matter how late it was, he would always see that beautiful figure in the glittering orange glass window.

At one time, that figure was the driving force for his hard work and struggle. As long as he thinks that no matter how late it is, there is always someone waiting for him silently, his heart will be filled with something called warmth.

At that time, they only had each other in their hearts, there were no lies, no deception, no reluctance, pure and sincere love, Chu Tianyou also missed himself at that time, and hated the indecision now.

The memories gave him courage, and he decided to confess his heart: "Ziyan, you know what? For a long time after you left me three years ago, I often came here alone to look for our memories. I sat in the same place where you used to sit most often, ordered your favorite coffee, and then silently sat in a daze, thinking about you, resenting you, hating you...... I complain about why you didn't come back, why did you leave me, why I was so good, and you chose someone else'......"

"God, I'm sorry...... "Holding his hand tightened, Chen Ziyan hugged him tightly from behind, and her little face was pressed against his back, expressing her apology, "Now that I'm back, let's never be separated again." ”

But Chu Tianyou broke her hand little by little, he turned around and held her shoulder, his eyes were unprecedentedly calm.

"Ziyan, I also thought that I would live in resentment against you for the rest of my life, and I couldn't get rid of it. But, you know what? Then I got married, and I came here less and less, especially in the last year, I almost never came back again. I found that the number of times I miss you is decreasing, and my pain is decreasing, and later, you are only a shadow in my heart, and then I can hardly remember you. But my life goes on, and I can still be happy, even happier and fuller than before, and even the occasional little conflict makes me happy. ”

In his confession, Chen Ziyan's gaze became cold a little, and she covered Chu Tianyou's lips nervously: "Tianyou, I don't want to hear you say this......"

"But I must say!" Chu Tianyou took her hand away, not because he had to be so cruel, but because he didn't want to deceive her anymore, he took pity and guilt as love, that was disrespectful to Chen Ziyan, "Ziyan, I'm sorry, I don't deserve your good intentions to leave at the beginning, you deserve better." I fell in love with someone else, irreversibly in love with someone else. She is my wife, and I have promised her to never leave her for the rest of my life. So, from now on, let's not meet again. ”

"No...... That's not true...... God bless ...... Hasn't the misunderstanding between us been cleared up? Chen Ziyan shook her head vigorously, unwilling to believe the cruel words that came out of his mouth, her eyes were scattered, and she muttered to Chu Tianyou's clothes: "Tianyou, are you stupid?" She's pregnant with someone else's child, she doesn't love you, she doesn't love you! She betrayed you, how can you fall in love with a woman who gives you shame! ”

"Ziyan, don't talk about her like that!" Chu Tianyou suddenly pushed her away angrily, her collapse made him worry, but he was ruthless, and said more resolutely: "It's me who empathizes, it's me who has failed your hard work, you can hate me, if this can make you feel comfortable." But I think you should forget me, because I don't deserve your love. I love her, and I love her no matter what she becomes. No one can change that!"

How so? He will be angry with himself, Chen Ziyan is heartbroken, and still can't accept the defeat in front of him. However, his determined gaze has said it all, he didn't lie to her, he really doesn't love her anymore.

She had already felt this. That's why she suffers from gains and losses, and she is sincerely afraid, so she deliberately said those words in front of Luo Qi.

She was too unwilling, obviously it was Chu Tianyou she knew first. Obviously, she got his heart first, why, in the end, she sacrificed everything, but lost him.

"No, God bless, I love you, I can't forget you." Holding Chu Tianyou tightly, she cried as if she was grabbing her life.

"Three years is too long, I've forgotten about you." What he got was a cold answer. Stunned, Chen Ziyan raised her head and looked at the calm eyes that couldn't be calmer.

Three years is too long...... Was she wrong when she came back? She thought that as long as she returned, as long as she let him know the truth, she could regain her love. But he said that three years was too long......

"If I'm with you just because of guilt, Ziyan, are you willing?"

Hiding her face, under the strange gazes of the people around her, Chen Ziyan rushed out of the door. But Chu Tianyou didn't chase it out.

*

When Chu Tianyou rushed to the hospital again, Luo Qi had already packed up his things for discharge.

Her eyes lit up unexpectedly when she was looking forward to his return so soon. Did he and the woman make it clear?

He was still as calm as before, but looking at his expression, he couldn't tell anything. But his coat was wet on the shoulder, apparently wet from being held and crying. Looking at those tears, Luo Qi felt that she was a heinous villain.

"You told her?" Luo Qi sighed: "How do I feel like a junior who robbed other people's men, people must scold me to death, right?" ”

"Don't think so." Chu Tianyou took it seriously and pinched her nose: "If you want to blame me, you can only blame me, it's nothing to do with you." ”

"Will she hate you?" Grabbing Chu Tianyou's hand, she asked cautiously.

Chu Tianyou looked secretive, thought for a few seconds, and said lightly: "Maybe." ”

He also wondered if he was cruel to Chen Ziyan, but the long pain was better than the short pain, and he was afraid that he would hesitate for a while and hurt two women at the same time. thinks that Chen Ziyan left herself because of illness, which shows that her heart is far less weak than her appearance, and a strong woman will not be unable to think about it because of falling out of love.

And there is no such thing as the best of both worlds in the world, when you are in a dilemma, you can only follow your own heart.

"Let's go, today is the day Zhong Yujuan announces the verdict, let's go to the court first." Chu Tianyou completed the discharge procedures and moved her things to the car.

Luo Qi pulled the co-pilot and wanted to sit on it, but Chu Tianyou stopped her, and he opened the back door for her: "You sit in the back." ”

Luo Qi's eyebrows furrowed, but he kissed her on the forehead: "Pregnant women should sit in the back row, safe." ”

His kiss was warm and doting, and she smiled and sat down submissively in the back.