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The moment her voice fell, I really regretted it from the bottom of my heart. ziom

I hugged her so hard that I didn't want to let go of my hand.

Because I finally realized that this was the real parting, I finally understood. As soon as I let go of my hand, then from now on, I will never have her in my life again.

I couldn't hear her nice voice anymore.

I will never see her good-looking face again.

I couldn't hold her cold little hand anymore.

I couldn't kiss her soft lips anymore.

As soon as I let go of my hand, I was left with nothing.

These thoughts made my body tremble, and I had countless things I wanted to say to her, but I just couldn't say them, I couldn't say anything.

Wang Jiaci in her arms also lowered her head, she leaned her head sideways in my arms, her eyes were red.

The way she looked made my heart ache, and the pain overpowered the pain in my shoulder, making me almost breathless.

At this point I really wanted to open my mouth and tell her not to go, to tell her that I wanted her to stay, to stay with me all the time.

But I can't do that, because I know it's going to be right for me. It's bad for her, it's bad for us.

Everything was a choice I made, and it was a choice I made for the two of us to be here.

I was destined to watch her leave me and go to a city that I didn't know where I was.

I don't know my future with her, and even sadly, I don't know if she will have a future.

However, none of this matters, in the face of parting, right and wrong, has become unimportant...

I hugged Wang Jiaci like this for a long time, and then I used all my strength, kissed her lightly on the forehead, and squeezed out two sentences

"Hmm.. Goodbye.."

"Promise me.. It must be good.."

I didn't even feel anything when I said this, so that's what it was... It turns out that the most painful thing is that it doesn't hurt.

It turned out to be the saddest. I can't be sad.

The moment I kissed her forehead, I smelled the peculiar scent of her hair in my nose, and I was in a trance to remember the first time I met her, she was standing next to me, and I smelled the fragrance.

Everything is still so familiar. But it's going to be soon.. Gone.

My words made Wang Jiaci in her arms tremble again, she hugged my waist hard, and bit her lower lip desperately.

It wasn't long before she suddenly let go of her hand, as if she had lost all her strength.

I felt her move and my back stiffened. Time seemed to stand still for five or six seconds, and then I took a deep breath and slowly let go of my hand.

When my hands hung down to the ground, something seemed to disappear.

Wang Jiaci stood up straight, his forehead leaving my chest. He was bloody.

At that moment, my heart began to wither rapidly, I lowered my head, my nose was sore, and tears were rolling in my eyes.

But I couldn't hold back and didn't let myself cry, I promised her, I would do it..

Because it's me. Something that can be done in the end.

I stood with her head down for a while, and Wang Jiaci gently raised her hand again.

She touched my cheek, then lowered her hand and took a few steps back towards me.

Sensing her move, I looked up, only to see her squinting, squeezing out a smile, and waving at me silently.

Her hand waved very slowly, as if it had smoothed out time.

Then, before I could come to my senses, she turned around and walked towards the security checkpoint in the distance.

I froze in place, watching her figure get farther and farther away from me, watching her figure grow more and more blurry in the shuttle crowd.

Finally a moment later she walked up to her father, and I saw her father looking at me from a distance, as if nodding slightly at me.

Then the two men walked into the security checkpoint and disappeared from my sight.

Yes, disappeared ..

This is my favorite girl, this is my most youthful and innocent first love, and... It's the end.

A simple goodbye couldn't be simpler, and I didn't even have time to wave my hand at her and she left.

Even though she was in such a hurry, I could still guess, I could guess the face she had as she walked towards the security gate with her back to me.

The short distance was sprinkled with her tears, and I knew that it must be a particularly ugly face crying.

She loves beauty so much that she won't let me see it.

She cares so much about me, and she won't let me see it.

Again, I did it...

The moment her figure disappeared from my sight, the tears that had been accumulated for a long time could not be held back any longer.

I bit my lower lip and tears welled up in my eyes.

Those words that wanted to be said but couldn't be spoken, this moment finally came out uncontrollably.

Goodbye, I'll miss you.

Thank you for making me like you.

From now on, we will meet different people, different things, and live in our own destinies, but we are still under the same sky.

So, don't be sad because you know...

Every parting is for the next reunion.

I didn't have a chance to say these unspoken words again, and I squatted down weakly, buried my face in the palm of my hand, and tears rained down.

I cried for I don't know how long before I heard the loud roar of the plane taking off, and it was the first time I had heard it so close.

I lifted my crying face and turned my head to look out the window.

I didn't see the plane take off, but I saw the raindrops falling outside.

It was raining and she was gone.

I dragged my tired body out of the waiting room and buried my tears in the rain.

Later, I didn't know where I went, anyway, I was alone, in a strange city, I could go anywhere.

I didn't feel tired, nor did I feel miserable in the rain.

In short, there is only one feeling in the whole body, and that is sadness.

This sadness seems to have been hollowed out, and that place is vacant and will never be filled again.

By the time I came to my senses, I was already on the subway.

When I went back to the car from the airport, everyone's face was not very good-looking.

Maybe it's not just me, maybe I'm not the only one parting.

I just sent off my favorite girl and returned alone, embarrassed.

After a while, someone on the subway suddenly played the guitar, it was a girl, who looked to be in her 20s.

Her voice is very good, like Wang Jiaci's voice.

She sings softly, like a heavenly sound.

I closed my eyes and heard her soft singing in my ears.

"No one will love you more than I do

I am willing to give up myself for you

No one loves you more than I do

Even one day we are destined to be separated

No one will love you more than I do

I am willing to give my life for you

No one loves you more than I do

Even if no one will be together forever"

The song was ethereal and quiet, and it reminded me of the first time I took Wang Jiaci to paint in the woods, and when I came back, Wang Jiaci hummed softly in the back seat of my car.

The picture is so real, yet so distant.

After a while, the singing stopped, and the subway arrived, and I instinctively glanced at it when I got off.

The singing was a girl sitting in the corner, she looked to be in her 20s, wearing a white T-shirt with a guitar in her hand, and her figure was surprisingly good.

She has long hair and big eyes, and she looks very good-looking.

I don't know why I suddenly felt that she looked very much like Wang Jiaci...

In other words, like Wang Jiaci when he grows up.

But her long hair and the temperament she exudes are very similar to Lin Qiaoman...

I watched her pause for a few seconds, then stepped out of the carriage.

After getting out of the carriage, I rubbed my swollen eyes with my hand, and then made up my mind and re-entered another carriage.

There were almost no stops along the way, and I came to the place where the two of us had once come together.

After getting out of the subway, the rain outside is outrageous, and if this trend continues, it is estimated that in a month or two, Houhai will really become a sea, right?

I stood at the entrance of the subway and hesitated for a moment, then walked out in the heavy rain.

Anyway, it can't get worse.

Anyway, nothing would be worse now.

I walked in the rain with the rain like a lonely homeless man.

By the time I walked through the long alley to the familiar street, there were no more stalls on either side.

I walked along the road for a while, and I still came to the door of the shop.

Fortunately, the store is still there.

The boss was still the same indisputable appearance, and I walked in the door in embarrassment, and he didn't even look at me.

I saw that the boss didn't mind, so I walked to the thick notebook on the side and quickly flipped it over.

I don't know how I suddenly wanted to be here, maybe... Some things start here and end here...

After I flipped through for a while, I finally turned to the page I had written...

It clearly writes his own words, writes himself... If you want to marry Wang Jiaci as a bride...

After seeing these words, I vaguely remembered the last time I came here with her, and the events at that time are still vivid.

After a while, I took a deep breath and slowly flipped to the next page.

When I saw the next page, I was stunned.

I looked at Wang Jiaci's words written on it, and my body couldn't move.

It was a long time before I realized in a trance, and then lowered my head a little self-deprecatingly.

That's right...

Originally.. That's right...

No wonder Wang Jiaci asked me not to come and peek, no wonder she said that she wouldn't change anything anyway...

Originally.. That's right.

I bowed my head a little weakly, and tears fell on the yellowed paper.