Chapter 194: Because of Understanding, All Perseverance.

Nan Yu's eyes were a little hot, and he had a lot of words to say in his heart, but at this moment, he was in his heart.

I once thought that I was very free and easy, and I could give up everything to start my future life, but the past 20 years have been too painful. She didn't want anything anymore. But at this moment, Mu Qian's smell hit like a bright wind, which made Nan Yu suddenly understand. Those who were ruthlessly abandoned by her and showed no mercy in the past are actually not all chaff.

Touched at a certain time and place. She actually remembers and misses what she remembers.

Nan Yu said bitterly: "Don't blame me. ”

Knowing that she is willful and selfish, many people outside are worried about her. Nan Yu has always been clear in his heart, but people, sometimes he just can't cross the hurdle in his heart, and he always thinks about escaping, which may be the best solution.

Often, after escaping, they regret not being at the beginning.

Mu Qian let go of Nan Yu, rubbed Nan Yu's hair like a long-lost brother, and said with a smile, "How can I blame you, your life is the best thing." ”

What could be better than to live.

Mu Qian can actually understand Nan Yu's entanglement, empathy, if he is Nan Yu, he may also want to hide for the rest of his life. No longer facing complex relationships and entanglements. It is not easy for people to break through the fear in their hearts.

Mu Qian encouraged Nan Yu, "Don't be afraid, there is always me, I won't let you fall into danger again." ”

Mu Qian once believed in Tang Huaijin and thought that Tang Huaijin would protect Nan Yu and at least ensure her safety. But obviously, Tang Huaijin did not cherish this trust.

Nan Yu almost died.

No matter how much right and wrong there is, Tang Huaijin did not fulfill the duty of protection that her husband should do, which is always right.

Behind Mu Qian's chuckle was a heavy determination.

........

Nan Yu returned home.

Wang Xinyu sat downstairs watching TV with her grandmother. The grinning look looks carefree.

Nan Yu couldn't understand her, but in front of the neighbors, Nan Yu couldn't ask anything.

"Have you eaten?" Wang Xinyu saw Nan Yu, like a normal can no longer be normal.

Nan Yu shook her head, she ran out of Jin Nanfeng's hospital, and went directly to Tang Ming Group, where do you remember to eat.

Wang Xinyu grinned, and said to Nan Yu very happily: "I knew that Uncle Zhao, who lived in front of me today, made a Youth League, and I left you a few." ”

The two entered the house one after the other, and Wang Xinyu took the Youth League for Nanyu to eat. What I used to think was delicious, but at this time, Nan Yu was a little difficult to swallow. She said to Wang Xinyu very seriously: "Yuyu, do you want to come with me?" I wanted to go out and do something, well, for my son. Do you want to come with me? ”

Nan Yu really felt a little bad in her heart.

I don't know how much Wang Xinyu knows about Jin Nanfeng's affairs, but Jin Beifeng has so much contact with Wang Xinyu, it is impossible not to know it completely.

Now she is leaving again, leaving Wang Xinyu behind, and it is inevitable that she will be lonely.

So Nan Yu wanted Wang Xinyu to go out with her. No matter what you do, there's always a companion. For more than a year, Nan Yu is the best escape from the outside world, but her relationship with Wang Xinyu is not just talking.

It's really like a sister.

Who knew that Wang Xinyu smiled, "Jin Beifeng also told me this." ”

Nan Yu was stunned.

To say that Jin Nanfeng said that he wanted Wang Xinyu to go out. Nan Yu believed it, but Jin Beifeng ........ He didn't seem to want to leave.

However, Nan Yu thought more, maybe it was Jin Nanfeng who said it, but Wang Xinyu's heart. These two people are the same person, she doesn't have any personality splitting dual personalities, etc., Jin Beifeng is just Jin Beifeng.

This is what Mrs. Jin said, Nan Yu is the first character to straddle the two personalities of Jin Nanfeng and Jin Beifeng.

"Then ...... you," Nan Yu asked Wang Xinyu.

Since the other party has already said it, then why don't you leave here. With the Jin family's family background, Wang Xinyu will definitely not be bad. Wang Xinyu said before that she was nothing when she left here, and that only meant the relationship between the sexes. But going out to start a business and doing what they can, the Jin family can still be of great help to Wang Xinyu.

Wang Xinyu said, "Didn't I tell you a long time ago. I went out and it was nothing. ”

Sighing, Wang Xinyu said again: "I'm here, you still have a place to retreat, if I leave, where are you going to hide, to hide." ”

Listening to the words, Nan Yu knew that although Wang Xinyu was not involved in Jin Beifeng's two-sided character, he still knew something about Jin Beifeng.

Because of understanding, all perseverance.

There are thousands of ways to love in this world. Nan Yu's love is to leave.

Wang Xinyu's love is trapped.

She stays here, no matter the mountain wind and tsunami outside, the sky is falling apart, there is always a place for Jin Beifeng to hide back.

Nan Yu was a little dumbfounded.

She had never encountered anything like this, and she couldn't help but ask, "Is this worth it?" ”

Is it worth it? For the sake of a person who doesn't exist at all, trapped like this for a lifetime?

Jin Beifeng is just a kind of personality that Jin Nanfeng deviated from in the process of development. This personality may disappear one day in the future, and it is more ethereal than loving an impossible person.

But Wang Xinyu really did it without hesitation.

"What's worth it or not?" Wang Xinyu chuckled, with a vicissitudes of life on her face that did not belong to her age, "If you really care about loving someone so much, then it is not love." I think the north wind is good. He is righteous and passionate, and he is much better than those who are hypocritical. How rare it is for people to really love once in their lives, why treat love as a business. ”

Where?

Nan Yu was a little ashamed, just doing business. Wang Xinyu is very stingy with paying.

She has always been a completely different person from Nan Yu.

Nan Yu thought that if she had an open-minded mind like Wang Xinyu, along the way, many things would have become different.

Of course, there are no ifs and wits for this kind of thinking.

Nan Yu is Nan Yu, she has always loved and hated, selfish but tenacious. Wang Xinyu is not, she has never left this warm alley, although she is poor, she never makes people feel that there is a lack of love.

On the last night in the alley, Wang Xinyu took a lot of bottles and cans to Nanyu.

"After you go out. You won't need these good things, I'll equip you more, so you won't have to use them when you get them. ”

Nan Yu's heart was sour.

Parting is always sad.

Nan Yu beat his spirit, "How can I not use it, I have used your skin care products this year." I'll come back to you every now and then and ask you to get me a new one. ”

Even if you leave, the relationship is always there, and it can't really be gone forever.

Wang Xinyu didn't think so, she said softly: "There are too many people going out of this alley. Everyone said that they would come back often when they left, but if you look at it, how many people actually came back? ”

Even those grandma and uncle's children rarely come back, let alone people like Nan Yu who are not related by blood.

Wang Xinyu said very truthfully, "Your identity." I don't ask, and I don't want to know. I only know that you are a fish that I rescued from the sea with Jin Beifeng, and now the fish is back in the sea. If you are outside and can't come back, I won't force it, but if the other party is Jin Beifeng, please be kind to him. ”

In the end, there is still love in my heart.

Nan Yu didn't know how to tell Wang Xinyu about Jin Beifeng.

It would be too cruel to tell the truth, and. Just looking at Wang Xinyu like this, she may not know the truth.

But what?

For her, Jin Beifeng has always been just Jin Beifeng.

This night gave Nan Yu a new understanding of love. It's not something that Nan Yu has never come into contact with, there must be a relationship when you come, and sometimes love can really be done without asking for anything in return, just paying.

In the past, she knew too little about love.

.......

Nanyu left the alley early in the morning, and the sky was still light.

Wang Xinyu said to let Nan Yu leave early, don't wait until the familiar grandfathers and grandmothers come out.

In this alley, everyone can't afford to part.

Especially those grandparents and grandmothers, parting today. I don't know if we'll be able to see each other in the future.

Nan Yu herself was also afraid of that scene, so she left early. The alley in the morning fog looked a little unreal, just like this year's life. For Nan Yu, it seems like a dream. Now I woke up from the dream.

Walking out of the alley, Nan Yu still couldn't stop her tears and cried her nose.

Every step away was heavy, even though it was the child and the bear that awaited her in front of her.

But with the bear's. It is the fear of a completely indecisive future.

Facing Tang Huaijin and Tang Guannian, thinking about these people, Nan Yu felt that his brain was knotted. She didn't know how to deal with them, or rather. She didn't know what these people were going to do to her.

Fear is inevitable.

Nan Yu burst into tears, but outside the alley, he met Jin Beifeng in a wheelchair.

He didn't know when he came.

Looking at the posture, it is possible that I waited all night outside the alley.

When he saw Nan Yu, he scolded with his head and face, "That hypocrite asked you to go, did you really leave?" Why didn't you give him two slaps at the time? What kind of thing is he! Did my Lord? ”

Jin Beifeng didn't bring his colorful wig anymore, and the only thing that could tell who he really was was through his tone of voice.

He said this now, of course, Jin Beifeng was undoubted.

Jin Beifeng squinted his eyes and saw the package in Nan Yu's hand, and asked dangerously, "Where are you going to go?" ”

Nan Yu was a little speechless.

She just told Wang Xinyu last night that she might leave.

Unexpectedly, Wang Xinyu directly said to let her leave in the morning, she was a little difficult to ride a tiger, of course, she could only leave early.

Where exactly to go now, Nan Yu himself has not yet figured out.

Who knew that when Jin Beifeng encountered it at this time, this matter would become even more complicated.

Nan Yu tried his best to restrain his emotions and said to Jin Beifeng, "I....... I think it's time for me to leave. ”

"Not allowed!" If Jin Beifeng hadn't been injured, I'm afraid he would have jumped up at this time, he yelled, "Arrest her for me."