Chapter 65: Let's Separate (Explosion 13)
The two sides look at each other. She couldn't read his affection. He couldn't read her insistence. So the topic only develops on the bad side.
The original shallow only when Shang Shuze is spoiling himself as a pet. Now he didn't follow the path he expected. And he lost control. Forget about it. In the past, he was kind to himself. Is it hypocrisy? And Shang Shuze looked at the charming person under him at the moment, and his body was full of thorns. It's also terrible to vomit blood. He doesn't understand. Don't understand.. Why is it only a month apart. And that's how they got to the point.
In the end, it is the living room. There are windows on all sides. Cold air pours in from time to time. The original shallow and now there is only one undershirt left on the upper body. Calm down a bit. She shivered with cold. But the man on her body suppressed her tightly. She just wanted to escape. I can't find the right time." Brother Shang. Please let me go."
I don't know how to use such a cold tone. The words of the original shallow time are clearly without the slightest affection of the past. Shang Shuze's body suddenly stiffened. Good for a while. He asked in a cold voice, "Let go of you. Where do you want to go?"
I thought of the scene of Yuan Qian's maintenance of Xia Yiyang earlier. Moment. Shang Shuze's thinking has entered the alley. I can't find the right exit." Let go of you. So that you can go to that man. Hara shallow. You don't forget. Nominally, you're still my 'girlfriend'. Which 'girlfriend' friend will be as confused as you are with other men."
Gratuitous accusations. Accompanied by Shang Shuze's 'gloomy' face and 'color', it gives people a strong oppression. Don't open your eyes. Now she didn't know what to do with herself. Counterattack. Or the default. If he really likes her. How can they not even be stingy with this trust? In the end." Brother Shang. In fact. You don't like me as much as you think you do."
Say.' The corners of his lips slanted up and he mocked himself, but he didn't know that he was mocking himself. Or sarcastic about others." For you. I'm just an undocile little animal. Is it. Before. You're good to me. Because I'm disobedient. Also resist rejecting you. Later. I was obedient. You think I'm well-behaved. So good for me. Right now. I'm just getting closer to Senior Xia. Then you think I have sinned. I'm telling you I'm nothing with him. You don't believe it. Is it as long as there is a different 'sex' around me. You're going to doubt me."
"Hara Asa. Take back your words. Don't speculate on your own." Shang Shuze was finally willing to calm down a little. Communicate with this girl well. But it's just that. Yuan Qian's words made his heart burn again.
The original shallow side of the face. Every cell in the whole body is aggrieved and uncomfortable. She always thinks that both people who love each other should tolerate each other and understand each other. She thought he was back. They can get along well. Get together. Can be seen. Nothing was what she expected. Isn't it. Hit the beginning. She shouldn't have been in the mood to give her and this man a chance. Hit the beginning. They shouldn't be together.
"If it's really not suitable. Let's separate." Muttered in a low voice. Yuan Qian unconsciously said what he thought in his heart. This statement. Even she herself resisted acceptance. But she wouldn't. Reluctance and one will doubt her at any time. With a man who could leave her at any moment. Such. It's too bitter." Brother Shang. Maybe you should think it through. Possible. You just think I'm pathetic. So can't help but pity me and take care of me. But I'm tenacious. You don't need to sympathize with me. What's more. If you don't have two hearts to rely on each other, how can it be considered love? Since it's not true, then it has to be the other party. Then it's better to separate earlier. It's better than regretting it in the future."
Shang Shu Ze suddenly smashed his fist into the sofa behind Yuan Qian's ear. Laughing angrily. At this moment, he only asked in a hateful voice: "Yuan Qian. What the hell do you think of me? A man who comes and goes at the moment. A man who can be discarded at will when you are happy and discarded when you are unhappy. How could I be so stupid. How can I believe that you will be at my side. XIA Yiyang. What do you like about him? He is gentler than I am and more pampering than I am. Or can he always be there for you, can 'kiss' you and hug you when you need it. If I hadn't happened to see it. Are you planning to secretly cross Chen Cang behind my back? What the did I do to you. You need to spoil me like this. Ahh
Somehow . None of what he said was her crime. But at this moment, I wanted to cry. She doesn't know. I don't know if he can be so cruel when he wrongs people. I don't know he had such a hot temper. When he gets angry, he will say so much. A hole was opened in my heart. And the blood gushed out. She doesn't understand. I don't understand one thing that could have been easily solved. Why did it become like this? Clenched teeth. She looked indignantly at the man on top of her. In fact, I was so sad in my heart that I was going to die.
Yuan Qian's eyes were so condemning. Finally succeeded in breaking the last string in Shang Shuze's brain. Breathe in the bottom of my heart. I don't know how long it took. He finally asked with the last bit of immortality: "Yuan Qian. Are you really going to be with me?"
Shang Shuze has already thought about it. As long as she says the word "yes". He won't pursue this matter again. Even. He can be blind again. Just when he saw her and Xia Yiyang. They're just exchanging pleasantries in a normal way. Just dang. She's still the same little girl she was a month ago. Will smile at him softly and silly. Will obediently listen to him. Leave no stone unturned to care for him.
Yuan Qian's 'lips' were even more bitter than swallowing the yellow lotus. It's not true. Is there really only that little bit of sincerity and trust in him? There was a flash of hesitation in my heart. Finally. She only smiled in vain." Seemingly. We really don't fit. That's it. Brother Shang. It's better for us to be ordinary friends. Just let each other go. Okay?" At least that's it. We can all stop getting hurt.
I have worked hard to finish these few sentences. Yuan Qiancai realized that his heart was in pain. Don't dare to look at Shang Shuze's performance. She's afraid. I'm afraid I'll be soft-hearted. Yes.. Doom to come.
Shang Shuze's eyes were dizzy. Good after a while. He rolled over and stood neatly next to the couch. There is no more anger that flies before. Looking down on the 'woman' who slowly got up from the sofa and sat upright. He paused for a moment before he said coldly, "Give the key back. From now on. I'm not welcome you to walk in here for half a step."
Yuan Qiancai was about to grab his clothes by hand. Bend over. She grabbed her scarf. This is still the one that Shang Shuze sent her in the northwest. Immediately after. is their own sheep 'wool' coat. And the coat.
Shang Shuze is sharp-eyed. Naturally, I saw the scarf embroidered with his name on it. Suddenly, he reached out and 'pulled' the scarf back. He then said, "This scarf. Give it back to me. All broke up. It's not good to keep something so misleading."
Listen to Shang Shuze's clear explanation. Hara almost couldn't help but choke. But no. She kept her head down. I wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes by wearing a sheep 'wool' shirt. She doesn't cry. Don't cry to show him. She didn't want him to think that she was such a 'girl' who couldn't afford to let go.
"And. You owe me money. Deduct your salary from the previous period. You just have to pay me back 200,000." A faint word. The tone is perfectly normal. It's like between them. It's really just the money involved.
Yuan Qian nodded. She whispered "good", making it impossible to tell her state of mind at the moment.
Shang Shuze turned sideways. No longer look at her. At this time, he only used Shi Ran to send off guests." Hara shallow. Let's go. You're right. We don't fit. It's better to separate early. Thank you for letting me know that. From this moment on. I won't take the initiative to see you. Your everything. It has nothing to do with me anymore. Naturally. Do you want to be with Xia Yiyang or which man. I won't care. I can't take care of it."
Shang Shuze didn't watch Yuan Qian leave. I've said that. So he went upstairs. When he came down again, he changed his clothes. And the original shallow has long been gone.
His beloved 'daughter'. He was never gone from him ever since. Nothing to do with him anymore. Does it hurt. Shang Shuze asked himself. He doesn't know. I just suddenly feel lonely. Feel cold.
Taking a vacation only adds to the unpleasantness. Early the next morning. Shang Shuze left home. By the way, I packed a portion of my luggage. After returning to the army, he directly asked for orders to replace another soldier to carry out the mission. Or. Now he needed a little more task to numb his pain nerves. No matter how chic and comfortable you behave when you break up. Total also. It's still going to hurt.
Went back to school. Yuan Asa went out for internships with most of the same interns. She was assigned to the human resources department of a real estate company. She was assigned to the company by five other Henme students. It's just that Yuan Qian didn't share the same department 'door' with them.
The workload of the human resources department is high. This made Yuan Qian have a lot less time to hurt the 'spring' and sad autumn. She's not a sentimental person either. One more job. She rarely has time to miss her short-lived feelings during the day. Only at night. She tosses and turns.
There are especially many stars on this night. Yuan Asa stood in the corridor of the staff dormitory. Looking at the beautiful starry sky. I couldn't help but move slightly. Suddenly, she remembered that she was in the northwest at that time. There was a night. Some domineering man insisted on grabbing her and going downstairs to the dormitory. He also mysteriously covered her eyes. Until later the man untied the black cloth from her eyes. She opened her eyes. Then I saw that the sky was full of stars, and it was dazzling. than in front of the eye. What she saw that time was truly heavenly magnificence. It's a spectacle. Maybe it's a lifetime. She'll never get a chance to meet again.
A sigh spilled from the corner of someone's 'lips'. The night breeze is blowing. Piggyback on the melancholy and desolation of leaving people. Yuan shallow turned around. Don't dare to look at the beautiful starry sky behind you. Don't think about it anymore. No more remembrance......