Chapter 293: A Woman's Psychological Qualities

The dormitory hasn't changed, it's just a lot old, and when they left, it was very old, not to mention now, and in a winter like this, I'm really worried that one day a sudden gust of wind will blow and the dormitory building will collapse

Maybe it's because the emotions she substituted are so strong that when she sees this house that is about to collapse, her heart is really uncomfortable, and there is a sense of trepidation, which makes people feel heavy in their hearts, and makes people feel uncomfortable

She really wanted to go in and have a look, but when she thought of what the middle-aged woman said today, she hesitated for a moment, and she didn't want to go in and see someone she didn't want to see, so she stood at the door of the dormitory, and she lingered, hesitating

Leng Haoxuan stopped when he saw the woman beside him with a complicated face, and he didn't dare to take another step timidly, although he didn't know what happened in the orphanage before, but he could clearly feel the emotional changes of the woman next to him Although he was also quite curious in his heart, he still remained silent and didn't find anything

Isn't this woman's psychological quality very strong, I knew his reputation back then, and I secretly calculated that he would dare to appear in front of her in the future, and he almost strangled her to death in the future, and when he came back after six years, he didn't know how to restrain himself in front of him

Now back to the place where she has lived for more than ten years, but she hesitates, lingers, and it seems that the matter must not be a simple matter, otherwise she would not be surprised, and then he thinks that she suddenly pounced on him, and shivered in his arms, he is even more sure that something must have happened here

It's just that a lot of things have passed, but there is a hurdle in my heart, I'm afraid I can't pass it, in fact, as long as I take that step, my eyes will suddenly open up, and I always think that the hurdle that can't be crossed will also pass

So Leng Haoxuan didn't wait for Tang Ning'an any longer, but walked forward, and pushed the door of the dormitory open when Tang Ning'an was slightly stunned and didn't have time to stop it

As soon as Tang Ningan looked up, he was caught off guard and saw the situation in the dormitory

The dormitory is not very big, and there are dozens of iron beds on the walls, so it is very crowded, and the whole dormitory has become very narrow, and there are only a few beds and quilts on the iron beds...... Oh no...... Perhaps it would be more appropriate to call it a tattered sheet, but the dormitory was dark and cramped, even more than I remembered

The kids in the orphanage were sitting on their beds, wrapping their cotton wool around them, huddled up in a ball, trying to minimize their presence, and maybe it would warm themselves up a little bit

Looking at those children, they were as yellow and thin as when he was a child, and they were so thin that they were only skinny and bones, so that the eyes were big, but they also lost their brilliance, and they were not at all as lively and active as the children she had seen over the years, but when they saw outsiders, their eyes sparkled

Tang Ning'an's heart tightened, and when she saw these poor children, her heart was like a stone, and she was about to lose her breath, and the shock of this scene was too great, and she didn't know what kind of expression she should use to face all this

When she was abroad, it wasn't that there weren't orphanages, and she didn't take Ning Ning to them, but the children in the orphanages were really much worse than here, and the orphanages there were open every year, and people often went there to adopt children, and they would receive funding from rich people

So the orphans there are much more lively than here, and there are charities that plan for them, if nothing else, at least they can be fed and clothed, and they can receive the most basic education, and although they are not clothed and fed, they are much better than here

Here, there aren't many people who usually come here, so the cost of these orphanages is to let these orphans do some handiwork to make some money, and the government gives them a meager monthly subsidy to make ends meet, so the children here are living very hard

"Sir, Miss, may I ask you what is the matter?" a woman's voice sounded timidly

Only then did Tang Ningan see that there was a woman in her fifties and sixties sitting in the corner of the dormitory, with gray temples, looking pale and pitiful, and looking at them with instinctive humility in her eyes

The child, whose eyes were blank, looked at this woman with a hint of dependence and warmth in their eyes

In fact, children are very sensitive, and they can feel who is good to them, so from the way everyone looks at this woman, you can know that this woman must be very good to these children, so they can get their eyes so trusting

"It's nothing, just come and see the child," Tang Ning'an's eyes were red, and his voice was a little hoarse

The woman looked at the children and said with some embarrassment: "These children are really naughty, they are so noisy, it will not be good if you make a noise."

She knew that this strange woman and man had been rumored in the town these days that rich people from the city would come here and build a vacation center, and if it was built, there would be a lot of rich people coming here for a vacation, and it would also drive their economy here, and the government had made a lot of effort to invite them

Then this man and woman should be the rich people who came to consider this time, just looking at the beautiful women, the man is handsome and straight, not like the people in their town, the people in the government have already notified them a few days ago, let them stay in the dormitory during the day, don't come out to get the guests, she naturally doesn't want to disturb them, if the economy here is boosted, it will also be good for the orphanage, at least they can have more income, and these children can live a better life

But why this man and woman are here now makes her surprised, and she's afraid that she'll have these two guests

"Are you?" asked Tang Ning'an, holding back the sourness in his heart

"The director of my orphanage, these children are in my care," the woman replied cooperatively, and when it came to the children and her identity, she was no longer humble, but her tone was warm

Hearing the answer, Tang Ningan was slightly stunned and subconsciously asked, "What about Dean Liao?"

When Dean Liao was mentioned, her voice was a little sluggish, but she still asked

After hearing this, the dean glanced at Tang Ningan with some surprise, and it seemed that she didn't expect that she still knew about Dean Liao, although she was a little surprised in her heart, but she still said truthfully: "Dean Liao passed away fourteen years ago."

This time it was Tang Ning'an's turn to pass away unexpectedly and die Death and it was fourteen years ago How could this be the case When they left here Dean Liao was in the prime of life How could he die And it was fourteen years ago The year they left She really didn't expect it

But in her surprise, she felt that something in her heart had collapsed, and it made her heart feel relieved, and there was a sense of relief and joy that she had never known, and she had never known that a piece of news could make her heart so happy, and then the face that had been desperate and sad had become less terrible, just an ordinary face, and it didn't make her feel afraid

She thought that maybe the demons in her and Tranquility would disappear because of the death of Dean Liao

Leng Haoxuan just stood aside with his chest crossed and didn't speak, his eyes were always on Tang Ning'an's body, and he saw the wonderful changes on Tang Ning'an's face Ah, when Dean Liao died fourteen years ago, a sense of relief actually appeared on her face, and he didn't ignore the inexplicable obscurity when she mentioned Dean Liao before, and then thought of Tang Ning'an's master, this is her hometown, and she has lived here for many years

And he remembered that Tang Ning'an's information said that she and Tang Ningning were both orphans, and they were two sisters who were not related by blood, and there was only one orphanage here, which could be seen from Tang Ning'an's anomaly, and this was where Tang Ning'an grew up

It's just that her mood swings are very obvious It seems that the memories left for her here are very complicated It is not only warmth And then it is related to her mention of Dean Liao and the current expression of relief Is that related to Dean Liao A thoughtful expression appeared on his cold face

Tang Ningan walked into the dormitory, and felt that it was really cold and cold inside, the ground was very damp, and it felt like stepping on the ground as if he was stepping on thin mud, and there were obviously four walls, but it was not cold at all, but it was more cold than outside

In this winter, the child is wearing a thin quilt and only a thin layer She reached out and touched the bed The quilt is wet How can people live here in this winter These children are still young and usually malnourished and weak in resistance What if you are sick

Since entering this dormitory, Tang Ningan's brows have been tightly frowned, and he can almost kill a mosquito

"Dean, it's cloudy and cold here, how can you live in it, it's so cold in winter now, if you live like this for a long time, how can this be done?" Tang Ning'an now let go of her defense, and when she saw these children suffering, her heart felt a little uncomfortable

It's not that she's coquettish, some of these children are older than Ning Ning, but seeing that they are all thin and small, all of them are uneven, her heart is really uncomfortable, they will always make her think of Ning Ning, when a mother sees that children will always be more tolerant of them

The dean's brows also furrowed, and a trace of worry crossed his face, and said: "But the orphanage's funds are limited, and it is usually just enough to eat, and I ......" She didn't know how to say it anymore, and she said it as if she was complaining to the guests who came outside

Tang Ning also knew in her heart that she shouldn't have said that just now The situation of the orphanage How can she not know what she has lived here for so many years What the dean said is just enough to eat makes her not believe where is the limit of enough to eat, and where is it only enough

She's in seclusion now, and she wants to help these poor kids

As soon as they were born, they were abandoned by their parents, and now they can't even solve the most basic food and clothing, they are just children, they should be the age when teenagers don't know what it's like, but they have to spend time in this gloomy and cold dormitory, which makes her feel inexplicably sad