He didn't understand why he would help them out every time, and every time he was so righteous and so natural. But that time, he was really a little uncomfortable in his heart, because Yu Han's words in Chu Ning's ear, in fact, he also heard it, although he just smiled indifferently at the time, but he knew that he also cared.

In the photo, Chu Ning's hair looked a little messy because it was blown by the wind, but it still did not hide her beautiful and refined appearance.

He inadvertently took this photograph and kept it for himself, and he has treasured it ever since, and for several years, he does not remember how many times he had taken it out and looked at it, the last time it was on that snowy afternoon.

I remember that day he watched the two of them practice the piano, drink tea, and chase each other in the snow from a distance, as if he had returned to his childhood, which was so enviable.

I remember that afternoon, he went to his father's grave alone, telling the pain and disappointment in his heart.

I remember that night, Yu Han came to him and told him his deep love for Chu Ning in front of him, and then, as an elder brother, he encouraged his younger brother to confess to his beloved girl.

I remember that night, not long after Yu Han left, he returned to Jiangcheng, and he was drunk like today, and then took out this photo and looked at it silently for a long time, and then said to the photo that he decided not to look at it again.

Lin Yuhao always thought that he could do it, but it was not until this moment that he realized that he was wrong, he couldn't do it at all.

"Ning, if I don't look at you, I can forget what I have missed you for so many years, isn't it a blessing for me? God, why are you torturing me so much? ”

Lin Yuhao stroked the long hair scattered on his shoulders in the photo, as if he wanted to smooth it, but it was just a photo in his hand. He trembled and caressed the young face in the photo, feeling that his body was slowly falling, and at the moment of falling, he watched feebly as the photo slipped in his hand, and fell to the ground at the same time as his body......

As soon as Lin Yuhan returned to the apartment, he smelled a strong smell of alcohol, he ran into the kitchen and opened the refrigerator to take a look, and found that the wine in it was the same as yesterday, and it had not been moved.

"Is my brother back? But his car didn't come back? Lin Yuhan found that there was a coat that his brother wore during the day on the sofa, and he was sure that Lin Yuhao had come back.

"Brother--" Lin Yuhan followed the smell of alcohol and sniffed Lin Yuhao's room, but the door was locked, and Lin Yuhan called several times in a row, but he didn't hear Lin Yuhao's reply.

"Brother--, are you in the house? I'm in! ”

Lin Yuhan smelled the stronger smell of alcohol coming from the room, and an ominous feeling suddenly hit his heart, the brother in his memory almost didn't drink much, looking at the situation, it seems that he still drank a lot today, and he couldn't care about it so much, so he searched out the set of keys that his brother gave him to spare, and tried to open them one by one against the keyhole of the door.

When the last key was inserted into the keyhole, the door of the room opened, and Lin Yuhan found Lin Yuhao, who was lying on the ground unconscious, and rushed into the room like an arrow.

"Brother--, what's wrong with you?"

"Brother, wake up! Wake up! Lin Yuhan shook vigorously.

Unable to withstand Lin Yuhan's swaying from side to side, Lin Yuhao's body moved, but soon fell asleep again.

Lin Yuhan breathed a sigh of relief, leaned down and slowly propped Lin Yuhao's body to the bed, then took off his tie and leather shoes, and finally covered him with the quilt, and then walked out of the room slowly.

When he walked to the exit of the room, he saw that there seemed to be a picture of his brother lying underground. Lin Yuhan hesitated for a moment, but still stepped forward and picked up the photo from the ground.

It is an old photograph that has turned a little yellow, and the girl in the photo is still childish, but fresh and refined.

Lin Yuhan couldn't cry or laugh, he couldn't imagine that his brother would also be trapped by love one day, but this girl looked good, but she was younger.

He put the photo on the desk, looked at Lin Yuhao again and prepared to leave, but the moment he turned his head, his eyes inadvertently swept to the photo.

Lin Yuhan suddenly felt that the scene and people in the photo seemed to be a little familiar, and with curiosity, he turned around and quickly picked up the photo, staring closely at the girl in the photo, the girl's mouth and the fish's mouth kissed tightly together, and in the camera, she was at a loss to maintain close contact with the fish.

He looked at the childish face in the photo, and remembered the autumn five years ago, when the three of them went to the 'Weizhen' reservoir to fish that afternoon, he remembered that he was still making fun of her at that time, so he gave his first kiss, and he also said that the fish was really a good fortune, causing her to chase him by the reservoir for a long time, and he remembered that when his aunt brought the fish to the table, the two of them grabbed the fish mouth to eat regardless of the image......

Lin Yuhan felt like he was about to suffocate, and his heart hurt as if he was being stabbed by a sharp weapon.

"No way, I must have thought too much."

He vaguely remembered that his brother stared at Chu Ning stupidly after taking this photo, and he still remembered that he secretly teased Chu Ning at the dinner table, saying that when they kissed indirectly, his brother's unnatural expression. It turned out that he had been ignoring those doubts and his brother's unnaturalness, and Lin Yuhan's heart suddenly sank.

Doubts are the easiest to make people lose their nature, Lin Yuhan wanted to know more because of the doubts in his heart, and slowly opened the desk drawer with the key, and there was a rectangular white gift box with extremely fine workmanship in the drawer, Lin Yuhan looked at his sleeping brother again, and wanted to stop, but the doubts were like demons, driving him to open the carton tremblingly.

Immediately, a dress as white as snow appeared in front of his eyes, Lin Yuhan felt another stinging pain in his eyes, so he simply closed his eyes, and slowly opened his eyes after feeling that his eyes were a little adapted.

He took out the dress in the cardboard box, and presented a white ice silk jacquard fabric skirt in front of him, the cuffs and skirt of the dress were cleverly embellished with lace of the same color, with exquisite handmade craftsmanship, the whole dress was set off elegantly and refined.

Lin Yuhan looked at this dress stupidly, all of them were impressed by the person who designed this dress, and while he was amazed, he found that a yellow cowhide envelope was peeking out of the cardboard box......

Lin Yuhan ran aimlessly alone, and when he finally felt tired and unable to run, he stopped, and then he found that he had returned to his brother's residence, and it seemed that a century had passed, and finally returned to the original point.

He collapsed to the ground in frustration, letting the dew stain his clothes, and he didn't feel the cold at all, and his mind was full of lingering contradictions and hatreds, two emotions fused together, collided and intertwined in his heart.

The scene just now resurfaced in front of me:

Lin Yuhan picked up the cowhide envelope in confusion, and was about to put it into the cardboard box with the white dress, when he suddenly thought that the cowhide envelope was placed in the cardboard box, and if he knew the contents of the envelope, all his doubts might be solved, so he still had a heavy heart and pulled out one of the letters from the cowhide envelope.

Coagulate:

This is the first time I designed it independently, and it took me a long time to start thinking about it when I was an assistant designer, so it's beautiful, right? But I always felt like something was missing. It's okay, I'll revise it slowly.

This dress is designed especially for you, and while I may not be able to see you wear it in this life, I am satisfied every time I just imagine what you will look like when you wear this wedding dress.

Today, when my uncle called me to pick you up and go back to Y City, I was like a big boy who had nothing to do, and I had no mind to work all day, which had never happened to me in the two years I had been working in Genesis, and I couldn't help but feel anxious about my actions......

Lin Yuhan couldn't help but gasp, there was a rendering of the costume design behind the letterhead, and he didn't need to look at the design artwork of this white dress, Lin Yuhan closed the letter with a trembling voice, and couldn't wait to pull out another one:

Coagulate:

It's already very late at night, and I just returned to Jiangcheng, and I can't wait to take out your photo, maybe this is the last time, but after reading it, I still can't bear to tear it up.

Today is the day when Yuhan returns to Y City during the winter vacation, and after sending Yuhan to the station, he went back to the company to get busy, but he found that he was busy for a long time, and he was not busy with anything famous, so after saying hello to Director Yu, he couldn't wait to go back to Y City.

Uncle said that you and Yuhan practiced in the evergreen forest, in fact, I also wondered, why do you like to go there to practice every time it snows?

So I also came here, and when I was about to reach the evergreen forest, I saw you and Yuhan happily chasing and playing in the snow, and when the smile filled your faces, I couldn't tell whether it was envy, sadness and sadness.

I know that my heart hurts beyond words. In my memory, it seems that the three of us have not frolicked so open-mindedly for a long time, but now I can do nothing but abandon all distractions and look at you quietly and from afar.

The story of two brothers falling in love with the same girl, this kind of plot that can only be found in movies, never thought that it would happen to me, so when I can't fall into this kind of plot in a cliché, I feel extremely disgusted with myself in my heart.

I have resisted, struggled, and decadent, and over the years, I have even deliberately alienated and avoided you, hoping that the transfer of time will eliminate the non-part thoughts about you from my heart.

But after so many years, I still can't stop thinking about you, the distance of time has not rubbed away my thoughts about you, but I want to have you even more, my eyes, heart, and even every cell of mine are deeply missing you, and my whole world is still you except you......