Chapter 151: Life History (3)

Thinking of Zuihou, Chu Chen felt that he could only blame himself, Weishenme himself would be born in such a family! If I had been born in an ordinary family, I wouldn't have so many troubles now.

Since there is a strong sense of disappointment in his heart about the current family, Chu Chen will not want to see his biological parents now, with his current state, it will not be good for the two sides to meet, and then eighty percent will break up unhappily, which will undoubtedly hurt both parties again, so he shook his head and said:

"Don't talk about it, I don't want to go!"

After speaking, Chu Chen turned around and walked back.

"Don't!"

Chu Yulan rushed to Chu Chen's side, grabbed his arm, and said with an anxious face: "Brother, what do you have to do to forgive your parents?" ”

Chu Chen said calmly: "Everyone is not wrong, what is there to forgive and not forgive?" I don't want to talk about it anymore, no matter how many times you say it, I won't go back now! Xiaolan, the reason why you came here this time is because you want to tell me about it, right? xiexie you, I'll send you back in a moment! Let's keep in touch less in the future! ”

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face instantly turned pale, and she said with tears in her eyes:

"Brother, don't you hate me anymore! Are you complaining that I didn't tell my parents before? Yes, I didn't do it right, I'm selfish, I'm sorry for my parents who raised me for so many years, but I didn't mean to do this! I'm just scared to go back to the old days! ”

"I know, no matter what reason I have, it's not an excuse for not telling my parents before, but brother, please, don't drive me away, as long as it can make you eliminate your resentment towards your parents, you can let me do anything."

Chu Chen shook his head and said, "Xiaolan, this has nothing to do with you, and you don't have to do this." ”

Chu Yulan said with tears streaming down her face: "No! You must be hating me, but that's okay, as long as you can forgive your parents and go back to your parents, even if you let me leave this house! ”

Hearing this, a burst of anger suddenly rose in Chu Chen's chest, and he shouted: "Chu Yulan, what do you think I, Chu Chen, are!" Am I so unbearable in your heart? Or do you want to use this as a threat, you must make me accept this! ”

Hearing Chu Chen's scolding, Chu Yulan was stunned for a moment, and then explained incoherently: "No! I don't...... No, that's not what I really meant! Wow...... I...... That's really not what I meant! ......" Speaking of Zuihou, she squatted on the ground helplessly and cried.

Seeing this, Chu Chen couldn't help frowning, he was most afraid of girls crying in front of him, and while he was pitying, it also made him feel very bad, plus because of his life experience, he couldn't just leave.

However, seeing Chu Yulan squatting on the ground and crying bitterly, Chu Chen felt a little unbearable, the key was to leave the girl here alone, he couldn't do this kind of thing.

After waiting for a while, seeing that Chu Yulan was still crying there, Chu Chen's heart couldn't help but sigh, took out a few tissues, handed them to Chu Yulan and said, "Okay!" Don't cry! ”

After a while, seeing that Chu Yulan was still crying there, Chu Chen immediately shouted: "Chu Yulan, I said don't cry, you cry again, I'll go!" ”

"Brother...... Brother, you ...... Don't go......" Hearing that Chu Chen was leaving, Chu Yulan hurriedly wiped her tears and stood up with some difficulty.

"Brother, I'...... I really didn't mean that, when we went to Xijing, I thought you should be the son of your parents who disappeared back then, but I didn't tell my parents about it at the time because I was selfish. ”

"After that, I had a lot of opportunities to tell my parents about it, but I was afraid of this and that, so I hid it. Later, I felt that I couldn't go on like this anymore, seeing the way my parents recalled you, with mixed feelings, and then Brother Chu, the things you did for me, I felt that I was really selfish to the extreme. ”

"However, when I found out about this, I found that I had made too many mistakes, and in order to make up for my previous mistakes, I vowed to let my parents and you reunite happily. Brother Chu, what I just said meant was to let you forgive your parents, there is really no intention of forcing you, you have to believe me! ”

After listening to Chu Yulan's words, Chu Chen couldn't help but feel a sense of powerlessness in his heart, and he felt a little crying and laughing. Chu Yulan looks very smart, and according to Wen Yuting, her academic performance is also among the best in her grade. How to do things is a tendon, they have said that it is not her problem, but it is still so serious.

And she thinks about the problem too simply, judging from the description she just had, it was all just her own thoughts, and she didn't listen to other people's opinions, and it was self-righteous to say that it was ugly.

Let's just talk about this now, from her description, she may not be the biological child of her parents, but is the truth just as she thought, and her parents will definitely blame her after hearing about it? Even if she would blame her at the time, after all, she was the child she had raised for so many years, how could her parents bear to abandon her?

Thinking of this, Chu Chen secretly shook his head and said:

"Xiaolan, I still make that decision."

"I ......"

"Stop!"

Chu Chen saw Chu Yulan's tears in his eyes again, and immediately said: "You listen to me first, and I'll say it again, I made this decision not because of you, but because I couldn't accept it, the "selfless" decision at that time. ”

"I know that it was the right decision. But I'm just a small person, I have seven emotions and six desires, and I can't be so selfless, so as I am decided, I can't accept it. ”

"But Mom and Dad ......"

Chu Chen waved his hand and interrupted: "I know what you mean, but I can't control the emotion in my heart now, if we meet by then, I don't dare to guarantee that it won't break out, this kind of result must not be what you want to see, right?" ”

Hearing this, Chu Yulan's face was full of disappointment, and she muttered, "Is it all the way it is?" My parents must be very disappointed in me, right? ”

Seeing Chu Yulan's expression, Chu Chen couldn't help but shake his head secretly and said, "Xiaolan, do you know where your biggest problem is?" ”

"What?" Chu Yulan came back to her senses and asked a little confused.

Seeing this, Chu Chen could only repeat it again: "I said, do you know what your biggest problem is?" ”

"What's the problem?" Chu Yulan thought for a while, shook her head and asked.

"Your biggest problem is that you like to drill the horns, and I made this decision, what does it have to do with you? How could they possibly blame you? ”

"But if I had told them earlier, or if someone else had persuaded you......"

Chu Chen said helplessly: "Could it be that if someone else comes over, will my decision be changed?" Even if it were the two of them, I wouldn't have changed this decision, and I would definitely have an argument with them when I was emotional, and now it would be much better than that. ”

When Chu Yulan heard this, she opened her mouth, and swallowed back the words when they came to her mouth, she thought to herself, the result is indeed very likely to be what her brother said, could it be that she really got into the horns?

"Okay, don't think about it, when you go back, you tell them about today's events, they will definitely not blame you, let alone the kind of result you imagined."

Hearing this, Chu Yulan said anxiously: "Brother, do you still want me to go?" ”

"You go back and look at your face in the mirror, can you go to my house in such a state?" Chu Chen looked at Chu Yulan's pale face and said helplessly.

Chu Yulan hurriedly said: "Brother, aren't you going to deal with the procurement matter today, I will take a rest in the school dormitory at that time, and I promise that I will become a vigorous tiger, if you see that I am not in the right state at that time, I will deal with it with you." ”

Chu Chen sighed and said, "I said Xiaolan, why are you bothering? ”

"Brother, since I'm here, let me see your living environment since I was a child, otherwise, I will definitely leave regrets, please!" Chu Yulan begged.

Chu Chen now also experienced Chu Yulan's tenacious character, and knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he could only nod and agree: "Okay, but if I see that your state is still very bad by then, then you have to honestly give me back." ”

Chu Yulan nodded again and again, and agreed: "Brother, don't worry, I will definitely not hold you back." ”

"Okay, let's go, now you can honestly go back to the dormitory to rest......"

After that, Chu Chen took Chu Yulan back to school, and along the way, he also understood the fundamental reason why Chu Yulan formed her current character.

Chu Yulan was originally adopted by a small welfare home, but because of her limited qualifications, the quality of the nurses in it was uneven, and the management level was even more backward. Not only do they beat and abuse children at every turn. Waiting, but also because they are afraid of children running around, they will tie them up with ropes or chains.

At that time, Chu Yulan was thin and a little stupid, and the little girl was a little timid and afraid, so not only would she be beaten and scolded by the nurses because of some small things, but she would also be bullied by the same orphans. In this welfare home, Chu Yulan lived until she was six years old, which not only gave her a huge shadow psychologically, but also made her form a sensitive and suspicious character.

When Chu Yulan was six years old, she was abused in a welfare home. The matter of treating children was exposed by reporters, which caused huge social repercussions, and at that time, Chu Chen's parents also saw the news in the newspaper, because of the problem of childbirth, they also wanted to adopt a child at that time, so Chu Yulan came to the current family.

Knowing this, while Chu Chen sympathized with Chu Yulan, he also knew that it was precisely because of what happened to her back then, although with the careful care of her parents now, her sensitive and suspicious personality has changed a lot, but after all, it has not disappeared, so she has formed her current character of being tendoned and easy to drill horns.