Zhao Qingran had a dream.

In the dream, Ji Weiyan was standing in front of the church, in front of him, covered with flower petals all over the ground, the man was dressed in formal clothes, and there was a dyed iris on his chest.

She wore the wedding dress he designed for her, brilliant white, the most beautiful color in the world.

She saw him stretch out his hand towards her, smiling as he waited for her approach, dazzling like a god in the heavens.

She stepped lightly on the red carpet and walked in his direction, with the sun shining brightly behind him.

Slowly approaching, she stretched out her hand and wanted to put her hand in his palm excitedly, but at this time, Ji Weiyan suddenly disappeared.

The world was in endless darkness, and no matter how much she cried, no one answered.

At last, she disappeared into the darkness, and besides black, there was another color, and that was red, the red of blood.

……

Zhao Qingran only felt that she had slept for a long, long time, so long that she thought that she might have to sleep like this forever and never wake up again.

So when she became a little more conscious, a name subconsciously overflowed in her mouth.

"Huh?"

The hoarse almost inaudible voice sounded, and after Zhao Qingran confirmed that he was not dreaming, he suddenly woke up.

Probably because she had been asleep for too long and her eyes were swollen, she opened them weakly, and the first thing she saw was the familiar face of the man.

Ji Weiyan was sitting on the edge of the bed, his black eyes staring at her quietly, his expression was very haggard, and he was even wearing the clothes of that day.

His heart was stabbed in an instant, Zhao Qingran coughed a few times, remembering what he said to him that day, and he didn't know how to face him for a while.

Moreover, the scene at this time reminded her of that time when she was in the villa, and he was like this, guarding her for a long time without sleep.

Just when she didn't know how to speak, Ji Weiyan suddenly hugged her into her arms, and her movements were unusually gentle.

Zhao Qingran didn't push it away, just let him hold himself quietly.

"Promise me not to think about running away again."

The man's voice was hoarse, and although the tone was still the usual domineering and coercive, there were many unclear meanings in it.

Feeling his temperature, at this moment, Zhao Qingran suddenly remembered the hot liquid that fell on his face before he fainted.

Is that...... Tears?

She had never seen a man cry, not to mention, he was still Ji Weiyan.

Ji Weiyan is a man like this, it turns out that he can also cry?

She subconsciously felt that a character like him, even if she was really sad, would only hide it in her heart.

After all, since learning that she had been poisoned, he hadn't shown very intense emotions.

Except for that time after she fainted unexpectedly, she didn't see him flustered again.

He had always tried to make her forget about her illness, even if he secretly did not know how many authoritative doctors he had found for her and how many research groups he had established.

Was that really his tears?

Zhao Qingran's heart was as if someone had chiseled a hole.

"When I bleed, wasn't it ugly?"

She looked up and asked the man in front of her with a smile.

The smell of blood still seems to remain in her mouth.

"It's not ugly."

Ji Weiyan picked up a wet towel and gently wiped her face: "You have always been beautiful." ”

It seemed that the gentle man had returned, and Zhao Qingran stared at him up close and found that his eyes were bloodshot.

She subconsciously glanced down at her hand, and sure enough, she saw many pinhole marks on the back of her hand.

"Is my condition getting worse?"

Zhao Qingran asked softly, as if he was just mentioning a trivial matter.

After wiping her face and feeding her a few more sips of water, Ji Weiyan gently stroked her hand, and then kissed it.

"Don't say those things to me again."

The man raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes were unpredictable: "Qingran, you want me to find another woman, how can you be so ruthless?" ”

"You made me fall in love with you, and finally pushed me away mercilessly, have you ever thought that I am ...... here? Will it hurt? ”

He took her hand to his heart, where there was a powerful heartbeat.

"Next time, if you break up easily, I will definitely punish you."

Ji Weiyan stroked her hair and looked at her with a deep gaze: "It's a real punishment, so remember...... Never mention these two words again. ”

Zhao Qingran looked up at him, the man who used to be high-spirited at any time was tired at the moment, and it looked like he hadn't closed his eyes for several days and nights.

Why the hell did he treat her so well?

After she said those words, he was able to care about nothing and still treat her as before......

If he was thinking about leaving him before, then now, Zhao Qingran found that he couldn't do it anyway.

"Good ......"

She squeezed a word out of her throat, and some were just full of guilt and sadness.

"Stop doing stupid things."

Ji Weiyan kissed her face, his eyes were deep: "Next time, I won't let you go so easily." ”

How could he be so gentle?

In contrast, Zhao Qingran really felt that he had been causing trouble for him from beginning to end.

Actually, just like Ji Weiyan said, didn't she rely on his kindness to her, so she dared to play tricks again and again?

"If marriage scares you so much that you want to run away, then we won't get married."

Ji Weiyan looked at her fixedly: "When you are willing, we will get married." ”

Hearing his words, Zhao Qingran was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

"Only Words ......"

Where would this be his character?

"Just remember that you're the only woman I'll ever marry."

Ji Weiyan raised her hand and stroked the ring on it: "And you can only marry me." ”

"I'm sorry......" Zhao Qingran's voice was already a little choked.

She is really ruthless, how could she think that if she left like this, things would return to the original trajectory?

I noticed the window early in the morning, and thought that if I was lucky, nothing would happen to me, and I would be able to escape away from him without bothering him anymore......

If she slipped into the lake, she would have to resign herself to fate, and her illness would not be cured anyway......

She was really selfish, thinking that this way she would be able to escape the wedding, and he wouldn't have to go through so much pressure......

As soon as Zhao Qingran wanted to speak, the man's fingers covered her lips.

"Stop talking, I'll feed you something."

What is the most touching tenderness?

Zhao Qingran felt that for the man in front of her, she was afraid that she would not be able to repay him for her kindness in a few lifetimes.

Although Ji Weiyan didn't say anything, she could feel that her illness seemed to have reached the most serious point.

Since the blood bleed that day, in the next few days, the corners of her mouth would also overflow with blood from time to time, and every time Ji Weiyan's hands would be stained red.

Almost every day, I was taking medicine, hanging on drips, and I didn't even get out of bed again.

The time she was out of sight was getting longer and longer, and the day was almost mostly in the dark, and sometimes she really missed the scenery and air outside.

Healthy people do not experience this feeling of despair, and only those who have truly experienced illness know the preciousness of life and the cherishing of all good things.

Zhao Qingran lay on the bed, looked at the man who fed him the medicine, and smiled weakly.

"But in other words, it's okay to open the curtains."

Ji Weiyan didn't say anything, walked over and opened all the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows.

Sunlight poured in through the windows, and after a few days of heavy rain, the air was covered with a hazy white mist.

Outside the floor-to-ceiling window is the flower field, shrouded in white mist, it seems to be illusory, indescribably beautiful.

"It's a sunny day."

Zhao Qingran looked at the scenery outside the window, with a gentle smile on his face.

"Hmm." Ji Weiyan responded in a low voice.

"Can I go outside?" She made the request.

Ji Weiyan didn't know what emotion was in his eyes, he looked at her for a while, and then nodded.

Foggy weather is generally a sign of sunny days, and Zhao Qingran went out to see the sunshine all over the ground, and he only felt a lot more relaxed.

The air is very fresh, not as oppressive as indoors, and you can even hear the crisp chirping of birds in the morning.

But because it was winter, it was still cold, and she was wrapped in several layers of thick clothes, and a hat was also worn on her head.

Gloves, scarves, fully armed, Zhao Qingran turned his head to look at the man on the side, the corners of his mouth slightly curved.

He was wearing a warm coat and a scarf of the same style as hers around his neck, and the whole person looked extremely handsome.

"It's finally clear."

Zhao Qingran took his hand and smiled very happily.

"It's another winter without snow." She sighed.

"The hat is crooked."

Ji Weiyan's face was also smiling, he lowered his head and helped her put the plush hat on the right.

"I really want to play." Zhao Qingran looked at the surrounding scenery and was fascinated.

Ji Weiyan smiled lowly: "What do you want to play?" ”

"That's a lot." She counted them one by one, "I want to go to the amusement park, go skiing, go to eat all kinds of snacks......

"Amusement park?" Ji Weiyan raised his eyebrows, "Children like to play." ”

"I'm timid, so I've never played with anything like this." She stuck out her tongue.

Ji Weiyan looked at her naughty appearance, and the smile on the corner of her mouth deepened: "In addition to these, what else?" ”

"And ah......" Zhao Qingran thought seriously, "I want to travel and see the scenery of various countries." ”

"I want to go with you to see the snow, I want you to take me to skate......"

She had her face up, her eyes shining.

Listening to her narration, Ji Weiyan's eyes became deeper and deeper, and he listened extremely patiently, remembering everything she said in his heart.

"There is no difficulty in realizing such a small wish." The man's voice was soothing.

"Do you know what I want most right now?" Zhao Qingran smiled lightly.

"What?"

"Hmm...... What you want most is your baby. Her smile was warm, "It's a pity, my body is too bad." ”

Hearing this, Ji Weiyan gently hugged her into his arms, and his chin rested against the top of her head: "There will be a long time in the future, there will be." ”