Sixty-one, I don't want much

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When Qiao Zhen came to the door of his bedroom and knocked on the door, Qiao Rao just heard the sound of her entering the door and unlocking it, but he didn't get up. She saw her father lying on the bed, watching TV, and the station was playing the eternal military-themed film "millet plus rifle".

She only glanced at her father, and his face was gloomy and lonely when it was calm. My father is really old, and he is not satisfied, and I don't know if he is dissatisfied with the current state of life, or unwilling to have too many unpaid ambitions, but he is always happy in his impression, with the confidence and courage to do anything, rather than the old man in front of him who relies on the TV to kill his spare time. As she thought about it, she realized that she really didn't know anything about her father's hobbies.

Since Qiao Zhen moved out to live with Shi Yan, Qiao Rao Gang has been here no more than five times in total, two or three of which are traditional festivals such as the Dragon Boat Festival and Mid-Autumn Festival, but he didn't seem surprised by his daughter's sudden appearance, and casually pointed to the single sofa next to her and let her sit. Qiao Zhen sat down and quietly watched TV with him for a while, thinking about how to start this conversation that might end unpleasantly.

"It was a good performance today." Qiao Raogang obviously didn't want the atmosphere to be too embarrassing, so it was rare to affirm.

Qiao Zhen waited for the following, she knew her father, and there would definitely be a twist.

"However, I have reminded you many times that in this kind of public setting, the most important thing for newcomers in our system to do is to listen more and talk less, and it is better not to say at all. If it's wrong, it's the class that gets the axe, and it's right, it's also high-profile and immodest, giving people the impression that there are all kinds of disadvantages and no benefits, do you understand this truth? ”

"I'm just saying my opinion, it's not that complicated."

"Wrong," Qiao Rao said succinctly, "where there are people, it will inevitably be complicated, and everything is not as matter-of-fact as you think, and it is taken for granted." ”

"It's not tiring like this, why not spend all the energy spent on the investigation of the case in these thinking processes, and the efficiency can be much higher."

"I found that you have been studying abroad for so many years, and you are really reading more and more simple in your thinking, and you don't understand the world. In your workplace, everyone is not a machine, they have their own ideas, and you just have to watch my reaction and you should understand that everyone else will think the same way, but they don't show it. ”

"Really? I didn't want to offend anyone......"

"You may be making a point that contradicts someone's conclusions, or you have a point that a more senior colleague hasn't thought of, or you may be saying it while someone else is organizing the language...... All kinds of situations can happen, do you think about others? ”

"But don't we all have the same goals?"

"That being said, but most people are emotional animals, and our solving of cases is also about teamwork, in the long run, do you think you can get the support and help of the team at a critical time?"

"So, I want a little encouragement and affirmation from my father, and it's not that simple, right?" Qiao Zhen asked, looking into his eyes.

Qiao Rao was silent for a while, and said leisurely: "You should understand that you are my only daughter, and everything I do is for your good." ”

Qiao Zhen sighed: "Then can you let me do something good for you?" ”

Qiao Rao just raised his eyebrows, looked at her and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"You should talk to a friend."

"Me?" Qiao Rao just let out a breath from his nose, indicating that he felt that this idea was more ridiculous than feasible, "How can I talk about friends at such an age?" ”

"Dad, this matter knows no age, you are like this, I really don't feel at ease." She glanced around, it was a typical bachelor's bedroom. The curtains were half-drawn, the room was dimly lit, and the whole space seemed lifeless because of this. The sheets and covers on the bed looked like they hadn't been changed in at least a month, newspapers were cluttered in the corners of the floor, the closet door was open, the clothes inside were crumpled, and the bedside table was littered with clutter. She didn't even have to go to the kitchen to think of the fridge stuffed with expired frozen food, at least half a dozen instant noodles in the cupboard, and maybe a few empty bottles on the floor.

Qiao Rao just looked at his room as far as her eyes could see, and said disappreciatively: "It's just a mess, it's not that I don't have time to clean up." ”

"Dad, the room mess and the like are all minor problems, I can help you solve them later. I'm talking about your state of mind. ”

Qiao Rao just got up and straightened his waist: "I'm in good shape, don't generalize, people always have a time to relax." ”

"Haven't seen you laugh out loud since you were separated from my mom."

"That's because when I'm happy, you don't see it. You haven't been with me for long, and before you came back, I was worried that you would forget what your dad looked like. ”

"Dad, don't change the subject. I, as a daughter, really hope that you are doing well, do you believe this? ”

"Of course." He struggled to spit out those two words. Until now, he is still trying to adapt to the straightforwardness of his daughter's speech.

Qiao Zhen took the remote control and turned off the TV series with gunshots. There was a long silence in the room. They are all unfamiliar with this topic, and it is a little unnatural.

"What do you think of the Ma Jing who came to send me to work overtime last time?"

"Not good."

"What's wrong?"

Qiao Raogang suddenly asked vigilantly, "Have you mentioned this matter to her?" ”

"Not yet, but I have a good impression of her."

"It's unlikely that the two of us will have a bad attitude towards her for work before, and my impression is not much better."

"You said it was for work, and she was also a person who talked about things, and she didn't think there was anything wrong with what you did. I think she has a good impression of you. ”

"Really, you probably don't understand, at my age, I really can't afford to think about it. Do you know what my greatest wish is? ”

Qiao Zhen smiled and asked, "I found a good family to marry me?" Before I came back, I heard that there was a tradition of forced marriage in China, but I didn't expect my father to catch this trend. ”

Qiao Rao just frowned, and Qiao Zhen immediately restrained his smile. I don't know why, my father can't accept his way of joking at all, even if it doesn't have a substantive meaning, just to liven up the conversation.

"I'm a father, I just hope that your little girl's family can change your business, at least change your department, and live a peaceful life."

Qiao Zhen suddenly realized, his eyes widened, and he asked in surprise: "This is why you have been putting obstacles on me and hoping that I will give up?" ”

"You should understand my painstaking efforts."

Qiao Zhen took a big sip of water with an angry face and said, "Dad, when I needed your guidance the most, you didn't even let me go out of the scene, leaving me in the archives, disconnected from the actual work. When I need your encouragement, you always look on and even sneer, which makes me discouraged. When I was making progress and grades, you suppressed me and blocked me, preventing me from speaking my own opinions. ”

Qiao Rao just didn't say anything.

"Is this really love for me, and why do I feel the opposite?"

"Everyone understands from a different perspective, and you should think about what my original intention was."

Qiao Zhen raised his voice: "I can't think about it, I don't have time to think about it at all, all I think about is how to perform better, even if it makes you a little sure of me, a little bit of pride." I thought that diligence and hard work could be done, but no, I thought that professionalism and rigor could be done, but still no. I don't want compliments, sometimes, just a smile on your face. ”

Qiao Raogang's eyes turned slightly red, and his voice was very soft: "But, unless you become your own parents, you will never know how worried I am about you, I am too afraid of losing you, just like when I lost this home." ”