Wait for you to wake up
Chu Mochen sat in the ward peeling oranges, the time was long, the thoughts were long, he always had to do something, calm the uneasiness and fear in his heart, just accompany her, looking at her, he was afraid that he would not be able to survive.
Zhuang Xiaoyan used to love oranges, and he peeled three oranges on his plate.
Chu Mochen smiled and said to Zhuang Xiaoyan, "Yanyan, your favorite orange, when you wake up, I will peel a lot of it for you." ”
Zhuang Xiaoyan didn't answer, Chu Mochen put down the orange and gently held Zhuang Xiaoyan's beautiful hand, slender and beautiful, the hand was naturally the most beautiful of the beautiful, slender, clean, with a hint of dry heat.
He likes to hold Zhuang Xiaoyan's hand the most, it is warm, this is the most girl in his life, and he is in love with him all his life.
Chu Mochen held her hand, gently pressed it against her face, and muttered to himself, "Yanyan, don't sleep, okay?" ”
Chu Mochen slowly lay down and lay down next to Zhuang Xiaoyan, he could still feel her body temperature, and there was a sense of self-deception satisfaction in his heart, he was not as strong as he imagined, he could really accept all the bad results, he hoped that there would be a miracle, Zhuang Xiaoyan could be sober.
"Yanyan, after so many lives and deaths, we finally got together, and you want me and the child to wait together, you really bear it, don't you blame me?"
Chu Mochen said softly, "If you can't sleep, how long will my child and I have to wait for you?" The child is still waiting for you to choose a name.,You said you wanted to name the child yourself.。。 ”
"I'm not invincible, I also have vulnerable times, I'm afraid that my daddy and mommy will worry, and I'm afraid that my family will worry about me." Chu Mochen's eyes were slightly moist, and he asked Zhuang Xiaoyan with a chuckle, "Yanyan, you and I are angry, right?" Blame me for not protecting you and the child. ”
"Yanyan Since you fell unconscious, my mind has fallen asleep with you, if you really leave me, I don't know if I can survive."
Chu Mochen's voice was so light and ethereal, rustling with pain, "I've been working hard to sleep, trying to eat, and maintaining my energy, but I've always felt bad spirits, I can't sleep well at night, no matter how hard I sleep, I can't sleep, I accompany you during the day, I think about you at night, as long as I close my eyes, I think about the picture of us together." The pain, the obscurity, the happiness, the happiness, all flashed through my mind one by one, like a movie, I was afraid of losing you. ”
"I'm working hard, Yanyan, I love you, can you bear to make me miserable and desperate? I finally got your love, I thought we could last forever, and you were going to leave me again. Seriously calculated, we have known each other for a year, and for the rest of our lives, this is my comfort and happiness, and it is my pillar. If you don't wake up from a long sleep, the rest of my long life will be colorless. ”
Chu Mochen's tears fell slowly, with a bit of bitterness.
How much he loves Zhuang Xiaoyan, I'm afraid no one can imagine.
This kind of relationship has accumulated over time, and it has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, and he has integrated his love for her into all his life, if there is no Zhuang Xiaoyan, his life will be bleak.
"Yanyan, can you hear what I say, you must wake up, I haven't given you a wedding yet."
Wang Jing invited Gu Che here, originally came over to see Zhuang Xiaoyan, but when they heard Chu Mochen's choked voice at the door, both of them couldn't help but stop, hearing such sad words, their hearts were pinched, and the pain was extreme.
In their impression, Chu Mochen has always been very indifferent and high-minded, and it was the first time they saw him crying.