Chapter 104: The Feeling of Womanhood and Motherhood
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Although Hanabara didn't know how clever her lie was, she also told this lie after careful consideration.
In front of Huai Sucun, she knew that she was a complete disadvantage. She can't tell the truth, but she can't be caught in the loophole. Otherwise, her life is over.
So, she thought twice and chose an opportunity that seemed close to perfect.
If you take what she did on earth as the past, and this world doesn't have the first half of her life, she wouldn't be lying if she said she had forgotten.
It's almost impossible to have a loophole!
But she was still apprehensive, because her opponent was Huai Su Cun.
Sure enough, when he finally spoke, he suddenly grasped the fatal point: "So, let's talk about the third thing." Why do you deliver babies? Why take care of babies? ”
There are no women and no babies in this world, so there is no such thing as delivering a mother, and there is no common sense of caring for a baby for people to learn.
At this time, it seemed that her mercy and impulsive decision to the mother and son of the Vajra ape in the enemy-occupied area was very inappropriate. However, she has no regrets. Whether it's a profession or a motherhood, there are some things that are engraved in her bones, and she can't ignore them.
If she had given birth to a baby Vajra ape at that time, then she could leave the little Vajra Ape to its clansmen, let Zhao Guangguang and Qinggang keep their mouths shut about it, and keep her secret - she was still very sure of this.
Surprisingly, however, it was a child.
There was no way she could leave a human child to the enemies of humanity, even if there were great doubts about its birth. She had to bring her back, she had to take care of her, and then there was no way to hide what was going on in the cave.
So, the secret can't be kept.
She didn't let Zhao and Qing shut up, she was prepared.
The only problem was that she didn't expect that Huai Sucun would stab her identity at this time, and the amnesia she had just lied about was linked to him by him.
So, how can it be justified?
Sure enough, a lie needs a myriad of lies to cover up.
And that's exactly what she's not good at.
After becoming a preschool teacher, she repeatedly told herself that she could not lie to her children, and she could not lie to her children no matter what, otherwise the children would learn to lie consciously or unconsciously. Because these clever little ones never just listen to you, they see how you do it.
Gradually, she became more and more incompetent with the skill of lying.
At that time, she felt pure and very happy.
But now, she finally knows that existence is truth, and the reason why lying can never be eradicated is really because human survival needs it many times.
So, is it right or wrong to enforce that children can't lie at an early age?
In the face of Huai Sucun's questioning, she was confused and wry for a moment: it turned out that she liked children from the bottom of her bones and liked her former occupation. Even in such a situation, I can be distracted to think about education, how can I be ruthless in the face of the little man born by the King Kong ape.
It's the same result three hundred times over.
Character determines destiny.
So, instead of regretting or reflecting, she puffed up her chest, looked straight ahead, and faced her fate.
She said to Huai Sucun very seriously: "I forgot a lot of things, but I don't know why, I always remember that I like children very much, and I always like them." Likes to take care of them, dress them, teach them to eat, read to them, and play games with them. These things seem to have been inherently engraved in my bones, and I have no explanation or evidence.
"I just want to say one thing: I knew that my identity was a problem, and if I was just for myself, I wouldn't have done anything to save the kid and get myself in trouble. Believe it or not, whatever you want! ”
She closed her eyes, inhaled deeply, exhaled long, and relaxed her shoulders, as if she had let go of some baggage with this exhale.
That's all she can do. She didn't cover up the previous one with countless lies, she only told one lie from beginning to end, and the remaining 99% was the truth.
As for the only lie - although the technology of this world is powerful, she can't prove whether a person is pretending or really losing his memory.
Huai Sucun looked at her silently, and some inexplicable feelings rarely surged in his heart.
He remembered "Memoirs of the Planet".
For some reason, since he got to know Hanabara, he often thinks of this book inadvertently.
As a regimental commander, he has read countless military classics, but his favorite book is not any of them, or this forbidden book that has nothing to do with military affairs - "Memoirs of the Planet".
There's a world that's so connected to reality but completely different.
It told him that once upon a time there were men and women. Women are the bones of men and flesh of flesh. Most men and women are attracted to the opposite sex and will love each other. Under the nourishment of sex and love, they will give birth to the crystallization of love, they will nurture it, educate it, continue love, enrich the family, and extend the existence of the entire human race.
From those affectionate descriptions, he could feel the beauty of the world.
The reality is cruel, so cruel that many people would rather sink than sober.
And he seems to be sober, but in fact he is also sinking. He has been immersed in the world described in "Memoirs of the Planet", has always cherished the ideal of recovering his past, and has always lived in his own firm yearning.
In a way, he is less like a general, more like a determined and determined Taoist.
Only such an ideal, only such a will, made him a strict self-discipline to the point of almost harsh nostalgia, and became a legend called "Undefeated God of War".
He figured he wouldn't fall in love with the woman he was now.
Those women who used to be men, forced by the cruel reality, to turn into daughters through drugs and surgeries, dress up as beautiful, force their faces to laugh, and bring a moment of joy to men.
He sympathized with them, but he could only be deeply helpless.
Because this is a compromise that the human elite is forced to make in the face of men's instincts. To this end, they banned books like "Memoirs of the Planet", sealed the truth of the past, and created an illusory world for everyone.
Then there were years of war, a struggle with no hope in sight.
The elites who know the truth will have self-defeaters from time to time. But he has always been determined: since it has been so difficult to cross the millennium, what reason is there not to persevere?
Persistence may not necessarily lead to victory, but victory always requires persistence. If he doesn't hold on until the last moment, he won't be reconciled no matter what.
Because of his steadfastness, there are countless followers, and there is now the First Army.
Occasionally, especially every five years, he would be momentarily confused, wondering where the fate of mankind was, and whether he would be able to see it again in his lifetime.
At this time, it will be Chen Lili or Xiluo's turn to comfort and encourage him.
As a result, he quickly plucked out of the negative emotions and told himself that a turning point would come, and that even if he could not return to the myth of the man and woman of the past, intelligent beings like humans would find a new way of existence.
As for what the turnaround will look like, although he can't describe it, he knows that there will be a lot of unusual things.
Just like recently, the First Army recruited a female private for the first time, and then because of this female private, a series of unusual things were triggered.
Objectively speaking, there is nothing out of the ordinary.
Because, this unusualness only exists in his feelings, but no way to find a clue in any case.
Perhaps the biggest clue is this female private.
Not because of her suspicious identity or origin, but because she often reminded him of "Planetary Memoirs" for no apparent reason.
Her stunning performance at the challenge field reminded him of the catfish he had never seen before;
Her every move, sitting and flying reminded him of the soft and graceful figure of the woman described in the book;
Her bright, clear eyes reminded him of the holiness of the women described in the book;
When she was exhausted and about to pull out the red flag, he remembered the tenacity of the woman mentioned in the book;
When she was shy and blushing, he would think of poems in the book, such as "the most gentle with a bowed head" and "the shyness of the water lotus flower is not better than the cool breeze".
When he realized that he had involuntarily done something for her, he subconsciously began to suppress similar thoughts, because it was a dangerous trend.
If the longing for the ideal is transferred to a certain "woman" in reality, will he sink? Can you continue to stick to your heart?
He didn't want to take that risk, because he had decided to dedicate his entire life and feelings to his ideals.
But today, seeing her fighting desperately with the baby in her hands, looking down at the child's various images, he remembered more than ever the description of his mother in "Memoirs of the Planet".
It is said that the mother is the child's paradise, the child's harbor, and the eternal softness of the child's heart.
He has no memory of his mother, but he often feels his mother's tenderness in his dreams.
The sight of her persistent protection of the child on the ice field struck him somewhere deep in his heart.
Violation of military orders is actually a small case, and in the army there has always been a military judge to hear it, but he told others: Hanabin Yuan is likely to be the future wife, then his future wife can not leave any stain of criticism, so she cannot accept the trial of any other person, and can only be tried by him himself.
This reason persuaded others, but not himself.
He could feel that there was anticipation in his heart.
What to expect? He didn't know.
Because I don't know, I have a disorder in my heart that I have never had before.
Because of this disorder, when breaking her mind and revealing her identity, he could calmly point out the loopholes and use strict logic to force the truth, but he impulsively resorted to drastic means that scared her into disarray.
He seems to be extremely calm, but he actually has no shortage of impulsiveness, because when he is undecided, he often needs that momentary impulse.
It's just that he must admit: in this female private, his impulsiveness is a little too much.