527. Laugh and cry for me
"Where do you want to put Fu Qing's more than ten years of hard work?"
"It's not." Ruan Shu immediately denied it and frowned deeply, "I agree with what you said, and I can completely understand everything that Fu Qingci has done to Yan Xi." I never thought that Yan Xi would inherit the Chen family's business. ”
Fu Qingci's dedication, she was clear as early as when she first discovered the existence of Yan Xi. If it weren't for Fu Qingci's more than ten years of hard work, then she wouldn't have to worry about whether to tell Chen Qingzhou, and even because she didn't tell her, Chen Qingzhou was angry at her alone.
As for what "inheriting the family business", she herself is now shouldering the heavy responsibility of the Chen family, how much pressure there is, she knows very well, and there is such a precedent as Chen Qingzhou, how can she ask Yan Xi to follow Chen Qingzhou's old path? What's more, the Chen family's family business is not a good thing......
She's just-
"I didn't want to take Yan Xi away from Fu Qingci, I just wanted to take Yan Xi to my side for a short time to get along for a while." Ruan Shu Zhengse explained, "Yan Xi has always wanted to know what kind of man his father is, but he has only had a brief encounter with Chen Qingzhou in the hospital. ”
"Now that Chen Qingzhou is dead, I want Yan Xi to understand Chen Qingzhou in all aspects, and understand that although Chen Qingzhou is a 'bad person' in terms of the general significance of society, he is a good son in front of Uncle Rong, a good brother in front of me, and a good leader in front of the Chen family's subordinates. I also have to tell Yan Xi that if he can get along with Chen Qingzhou, Chen Qingzhou will definitely be a good father. ”
And Chen Qingzhou ...... Chen Qingzhou has been deprived of the right to be a father from beginning to end. When talking about this, what flashed in Ruan Shu's mind was that Chen Qingzhou had asked, "Why deprive me of my right to be a father?!" (Chapter 350).
There was a certain emotion in her eyes: "Chen Qingzhou didn't see his son until he died, didn't recognize Yan Xi, and didn't hear Yan Xi call him Dad." I think...... Help Chen Qingzhou do something as much as possible and compensate for something. ”
Fu Lingyuan's eyes deepened twice, and he asked in response to her words: "You yourself are in a stable situation now?" Is he safe enough to take him to you and live with you? ”
Ruan Shu confessed: "It's really unstable, and I really can't guarantee that he can be safe." ”
Fu Lingyuan's eyes narrowed, and he felt that she must have something to do, so he didn't pick up for the time being.
Sure enough, I quickly heard her continue: "Even if I don't take him to my side, at least the place where he stays can't be a place you know." ”
Fu Lingyuan's eyes were so black that they seemed to be able to drip water, he was obviously very angry, and the corners of his lips were hooked idly as usual: "Let's go back to the question of your trust in me." ”
"Yes. I don't trust you. Ruan Shu was still confessing, the sparkle in his eyes flickering imperceptibly, "I can believe that you yourself have no intention of harming Yan Xi, but I can't convince myself to believe that you will not treat Yan Xi like you treat Chen Qingzhou when you face Lu Zhenhua's demands in the future." ”
Her voice was also clear: "As long as you still have to act in front of Lu Zhenhua, as long as your wings can't compete with the Lu family, as long as your ambitions can't be achieved, I can't trust you 100% on issues like this." I can take the risk myself, but I can't let Yan Xi's safety be half a hidden danger. ”
This is what Chen Qingzhou said to her at that time, "I will not let any possibility of putting Yan Xi in danger" (Chapter 350).
She recited Chen Qingzhou's sentence at that time, "Yan Xi will be safe if he follows you?" (Chapter 351), Zheng and Fang Cai Fu Lingyuan questioned the safety of her Yan Xi staying by her side. She used to be so chaotic, so entangled, so powerless and unable to force Chen Qingzhou to trust Fu Lingyuan like her, but what happened later slapped her hard.
After a few months, whether it is counted as owing her to the conclusive misjudgment in front of Chen Qingzhou at the beginning, or whether it is counted as her truly understanding Chen Qingzhou's situation and psychology now, Ruan Shu will do her best to help Chen Qingzhou do everything that Chen Qingzhou could not do for Yan Xi at that time.
She wants to look at her private affairs separately from the affairs of the Chen family.
She can no longer confuse Fu Lingyuan's love for her with other things.
She could no longer compare her personal trust in Fu Lingyuan with other people's opinions of Fu Lingyuan.
The harm caused to the people around her by making that mistake was great enough, and the mental pressure and lessons taught to her were enough that she could not repeat the mistakes of the past, and she could not stupidly step into the same gutter twice.
No......
No......
Ruan Shu curled up his fingers, his fists clenched, no matter how he could not be swept away, Fu Lingyuan held an artillery gun in his hand and aimed at Chen Qingzhou to shoot, and finally Chen Qingzhou was annihilated in the explosion.
Fu Lingyuan saw the facial expressions she was trying to suppress and the complicated emotions rolling at the bottom of her eyes, and his eyes were also rolling complicated.
"Ruan Ruan ......" called softly, he held Ruan Shu's face and kissed her little by little.
Ruan Shu closed his eyes, pressed against his solid body, put his arms around him, hugged his waist, and under his palm was his tall and straight back containing his strength.
Most of the time, this power makes her feel safe, grounded, and calm, but there are also times when she feels uneasy, panicked, and frightened like devastating hurricanes and torrential rains.
Fu Lingyuan pressed her on his chest after kissing.
"I'm sorry." These three words, which have been repeated countless times, are all his attitude from beginning to end - in the final analysis, her current distrust of him is caused by the harm he has done to her...... He admits that he carries the ...... himself
Ruan Shu didn't say anything, and remained silent like him, enjoying the rare and long-lost silence between the two.
In the silence, she was full of sorrow, and at the same time, he was also making all kinds of considerations.
After a while, he asked aloud: "Is it that I made a verbal promise, promising that no matter what happens in the future, I will not think badly of Yan Xi, no?" ”
"Well, no." Ruan Shu's voice was very cold and hard, "Uncle Rong's matter, isn't it because of a temporary change, you failed to keep your promise?" Yan Xi can't stand this kind of 'change'. ”
Fu Lingyuan seemed to be smiling, bitter and helpless: "But every one of my mistakes will be remembered by you for a lifetime and all your abilities will be lost, right?" ”
Ruan Shu asked rhetorically: "What are you capable of?" ”
Fu Lingyuan: "......"
Turning over, he pressed her on the couch and locked her in his arms.
In an instant, Fu Lingyuan paused at the right time, scraped her lips with his fingertips, and then clamped her chin, his eyes were deep and he took her seriously, and said in a rather ruffian manner: "Lao Tzu can make you soft into a puddle of water on the bed!" Let you laugh and cry for me in bed! Not capable enough? ”
Ruan Shu, who was arched to his chest and shortness of breath, shoved him, reflexively pressed him, his knees pressed against him, his face was cold, and his eyes were fierce: "The old lady can let you die directly in bed, more capable than you!" ”
Fu Lingyuan's hands rubbed restlessly on her cheek, and a smile rippled on his face: "Come, let me die on your bed." ”
Ruan Shu naturally did not fulfill his wish. Buried his head, lying on his chest, silently listening to his powerful heartbeat.
Fu Lingyuan's hand moved up to her waist, went up to her back, stroked her gently for a moment, and asked calmly: "If you don't have a sense of security in your verbal promise, at least, what do you want to make you believe that I won't be a security hazard and threat to Yan Xi?" ”
Minimally.
She could hear those four words clearly.
It was already his biggest compromise.
Ruan Shu didn't answer immediately, and slowly circled his chest with his fingers, the same frequency as the hand he caressed on her back.
After considering it for a moment, she made a decision and said in a manly voice: "I want to have a good phone call with Yan Xi." ”
From the person who had a strong attitude towards Yan Xi at the beginning, to now it has changed to a phone call, why didn't she also compromise?
However, even so, Fu Lingyuan didn't respond immediately, just grabbed the hand she swiped on his chest to his chin first, and took her hand to feel the little thorny stubble on his head - he knew that she liked this kind of touch.
Ruan Shu also read his gratitude for her compromise from his action.
After a while, Fu Lingyuan put her hand on his lips and moistened it before replying, "You let me arrange it first." ”
This is tantamount to a promise. Ruan Shu's anxious heart relaxed slightly.
Immediately, she couldn't help but ask him to confirm the confusion she had stored in her heart before: "Does your grandfather know about Yan Xi's existence?" ”
What puzzled her even more was that Fu Qingci couldn't guard against Fu Lingyuan? If the grandfather of the Fu family knew about Yan Xi's existence, he should also know that Fu Lingyuan had used his nephew in his hands as a bargaining chip, wouldn't he consider Yan Xi's safety? At least you have to hide Fu Lingyuan, who has gone astray, and don't let Fu Lingyuan know where Fu Qingci and Yan Xi are now, right?
When she first got the news of Fu Qingli's resignation and transfer to other places from Fu Qingli, she actually thought that it was possible that Fu Lingyuan and the rest of the Fu family did not know the inside story. Therefore, she and Rong Yi took a precautionary shot and said that the matter of returning to Yanxi may not be successful, on the one hand, considering that Fu Lingyuan may refuse the deal, and on the other hand, the consideration is here.
The fact is that Fu Lingyuan did not deny that he knew about it from the beginning.
If he really didn't want to make this deal, he could have completely concealed it and said that he didn't know. Anyway, his acting skills are first-class, and he directly relied on the Fu family, who severed his kinship, for a proper and convincing reason.
So what kind of psychology did he choose not to hide that he knew Yan Xi's whereabouts? - Confident that he can convince her to give up and get Yan Xi back? Or does it mean that he did not deliberately hide Yan Xi to show that he really no longer exists to use Yan Xi?
Well......?
But in an instant, Ruan Shu's mind was full of thoughts.
Of course, she didn't give it much thought.
Because Fu Lingyuan's two pig's trotters touched back to her face, he reminded with a smile: "The transaction part has been negotiated, don't use superfluous questions to spoil the beauty of the night." It's time to do something. ”
Ruan Shu's interest had actually dissipated most of the time during this conversation.
Fu Lingyuan clearly saw her coldness, and immediately two pigs' trotters passed through the fabric of the bath pants, changed to the inside, and began to flirt, but his mouth was very dissatisfied: "I took out a little bit of a floating cow wolf." ”
Ruan Shu was pinched by him, and lazily, hummed and spit out casually: "Drift you too many times, I'm tired." ”
There was an eerie silence in the air.
The movements in Fu Lingyuan's hands even stopped.
From the angle of Ruan Shu lying on his chest, he felt that his face was so gloomy that he didn't want it, and the sporadic flames in his eyes were burning hot because of the anger that was wrapped in anger.
Before Ruan Shu could react, he was pinched his cheek.
It's a pinch that really dares to exert strength.
Ruan Shu hasn't been mad about it yet.
Fu Lingyuan took the lead in changing back to the position of male and female, and repeated in a gloomy voice: "Drifting, tired, it?" ”
Ruan Shu had already changed his mind because of his slightest pinch of pity and jade, and pushed his body: "In order to prevent the recurrence of Uncle Rong's accident, I decided to change the trading rules, and I must first accept the results of the transaction, otherwise don't want to touch me." ”
"Don't want to touch you?" Fu Lingyuan snorted coldly, and the restless pig's trotters were thrashing on her body and on top of her, "Am I not touching this?" Touch everywhere! Touch you, touch you, touch you! Just touch you! ”
Ruan Shu: "......"
Countless black lines under the corners of the forehead -
He......
This......
At this moment, the person lying on top of her can no longer even describe a "childish child", but is clearly a ...... Children with Intellectual Disabilities......
made Ruan Shu feel the urge to slap the past.
Before the impulse could be realized, there was a hurried knock on the door outside, and Rongyi's voice: "Miss? Miss! Miss? ”
Having learned the lesson of the training hall when he returned to Jiangcheng last time, Fu Lingyuan deliberately checked the door lock before going to wash her hair this time, so now he is deaf to the movement outside.
Ruan Shu didn't do it, and ordered him to get up: "Rong Yi must have something urgent to find me, and if he doesn't get my response, he will slam the door and come in." ”
"Why don't you just send him away?" Fu Lingyuan pressed her to death.
"Miss! Miss? Miss! Eiichi's call continued.
and joined Zhuang Yao's voice: "Sister? Sister? Are you in there? ”
Ruan Shu was busy and responded first: "I'm here." Still doing hair. What's wrong? ”
Zhuang Yao and Rong Yi told in unison: "The director is informing each private room that there are police raids to sweep pornography." ”
Ruan Shu: "......"
Fu Lingyuan: "......"
The two looked at each other, and neither of them spoke for a moment.
Ruan Shu recalled an old incident and couldn't help frowning: Why did you encounter the anti-pornography again?
Rong Yi's rather intimate explanation came in: "Miss, if there is anything inconvenient inside, hurry up and clean it up~"
"Okay, I got it." Ruan Shu's last note almost turned into a cry of pain, because Fu Lingyuan, who was arching again, bit her coldly.
She pushed his head unhappily: "Are you a pig or a dog?" ”
"I'm a wolf." Fu Lingyuan was even more unhappy than her, "Hungry wolves from Haicheng." ”
Ruan Shu: "......"
Seeing that he planned to continue to work hard regardless of it, she hurriedly grabbed him: "Okay, okay, don't make trouble here." ”
Fu Lingyuan was forced to raise his head, and the resentment in his eyes was clear.