Su Yuzhen's heart went up and down, and she didn't know what to do for a while. The two bars were like shadows, deeply imprinted in her mind.

A sense of helplessness arises. She slowly fell to the ground. Lying on the toilet and vomiting instantly.

But he couldn't spit it out, and a feeling of darkness struck. She stood up against the wall.

Step by step, he walked out. She didn't know what to do with this accident, and the warmth of that night seemed to have happened yesterday. God actually played such a big joke with her.

She sat alone in the living room for a long time, her hand caressing her abdomen from time to time, and a little life was growing silently.

She thought of the child she had lost, and she had never asked for anything in all these years. She never thought that this would become her fetters, so she always consciously used contraception. In fact, the time they spend together can be counted all year round......

Now, I was so caught off guard. The room gradually darkened, and realizing that Yuqi was about to return, she immediately got up and went to the bathroom, and "destroyed everything." ”

She had to solve this accident by herself. As for the choice, she hasn't figured it out yet, but no matter what, she will decide for herself.

She felt that it was not enough, so she threw everything she had brought back just now, even the bags from the pharmacy, into the trash can, and ran out to take out the garbage.

After all this, she was relieved. Pretend nothing is going on and prepare dinner as usual.

When Yuqi returned, she had already cooked the meal. was sitting at the dining table waiting for him, smiling like a flower.

"What are you so happy about?" Yuqi looked at him, washed his hands and came over to eat.

"No, it's just that someone is in a good mood to eat with."

After a pause, the jade chess player had mixed feelings in his heart, so he could only pretend to joke: "Who told you to come all the way here...... Save your aunt from being lonely all day long. ”

Su Yuzhen smiled and said nothing. took a bite of the dish and put it in the bowl, but at the moment he lost his appetite, "Didn't you run to me to hide from me?" Anyway, where have you been all day? ”

"Visited some of my father's old friends."

Su Yuzhen didn't ask him what his intentions were when he saw his uncle's old friend at this time, she never asked about those things.

"Are you okay last night...... "He had drunk so much that she had noticed this morning that they must have drunk again last night.

"If there is anything to do, just get some sleep." He looked up at her again, "It's Zheng Jun, this kid hasn't drunk less......"

At the mention of him, she looked unnatural again, remembering that he had forced her into a corner with his upper body naked this morning, and she couldn't see his expression clearly. I intuitively feel that he is in a very bad mood, and he is disturbed by someone, who can have a good temper.

Seeing her bow her head and be silent, Yuqi continued, "He may not stay here for long, after all, the Zheng family still needs him to go back to preside over the work." ”

Su Yuzhen's hand trembled slightly, he was going back? She quietly stroked her abdomen, and the two people who would have nothing to do with each other suddenly had a bond to maintain.

But she didn't want to tell him about it. If she could, she hoped he never knew.

Suddenly, I felt much more comfortable and made up my mind. It's just that the decision to make it is because of a dream that makes her uncertain and in a dilemma.

In her dreams, she dreamed of a lovely baby grinning at her, with a pure and immaculate smile, big eyes, drooling from the corners of her mouth, and her arms open for her to hug.

She hesitated timidly, and the baby was anxious, and began to cry with a small grin. Seeing the strings of tears like pearls falling, her heart also tugged.

She picked it up, tears rubbed on her face, cold and cold, she reached out to wipe the tears of the little one, but it turned into blood, spread and spread, and flowed down from her hands, and then turned back The child in her arms disappeared, she was frightened and woke up.

She was sweating profusely, her hands unconsciously touched her abdomen, and the lovely eyes in her dream lingered in front of her eyes.

The thought of the blood made her heart ache. Images from many years ago are coming back again.

How could it not hurt, although she repeatedly told herself not to think about it, but the bone-eating pain, dreamed back at midnight, and never forgot it.

She got up and went to the kitchen to find water to drink, opened the refrigerator, and was about to take a sip of cold water, when suddenly it occurred to her that she didn't know whose pregnant woman couldn't eat and drink cold things, so she gave up.

Quietly heated the water, poured it into a thermos cup, and then returned to the bedroom. Yuqi in the living room is sleeping Xiangxiang, since the family bought a new bed, he took the initiative to come to live in the hall, his brother is a knife mouth tofu heart.

Su Yuzhen was lying on the bed, but it was inevitable to toss and turn, and it was really difficult to make up her mind to do something. But once it is determined, even if it is difficult, it will be overcome.

In any case, she decided on this decision, and she will bear all the responsibilities for this decision in the future.

Thinking of this, she is full of energy. For the first time, there was no morning run, so I went out to buy breakfast for Yuqi, and met Zheng Jun on the way back.

He was dressed in a sporty outfit, looking like he had just come back from a run, and his hair was slightly messy, but it looked a little shorter.

She lowered her head and didn't mean to say hello, her heart fluttering, for fear that her secret would be discovered by him.

However, Zheng Jun didn't embarrass her, just said "early," and then walked ahead on his own.

He slowed down deliberately, as if waiting for her. She walked more slowly, and when she got to the elevator, she consciously gave up space and ran behind him, and both of them were silent.

Su Yuzhen never felt that the numbers on the elevator jumped so slowly, and the flashing red letters told her anxiety.

When he finally got it, he deliberately made room for her and motioned for her to go first, and she lowered her head and ran away.

Zheng Jun looked at her back as she turned around anxiously and hurriedly, and sighed in his heart. So far, she has no nostalgia for him, and she has long been used to turning her back on her.

He suddenly remembered a clip from her favorite movie, "South and North."

The deep-rooted male protagonist watched his beloved girl all the way, looking at the departing person, and he prayed in his heart over and over again, "look at me... ﹉”

He no longer had the luxury of asking her to turn back, and from the moment he signed it, they had ended up here, and now he could only fulfill her......

The moment Su Yuzhen closed the door, his heart fell to the ground. Every time I'm in a place with him, I feel so embarrassed.

Yuqi had already gotten up, looked at the breakfast on the table and frowned.

"Su Yuzhen, can't you cook some food by yourself? You eat these every day, how can people rest assured. ”

Su Yuzhen ignored him, sat down at the dining table and took a bite of the bun.

Yuqi shook his head and rummaged through the things at home, there was indeed nothing to do. Looks like he's going to have to make another trip to the supermarket today.

After breakfast, after Su Yuzhen washed up, he went to work, and when he left, he deliberately explained to Yuqi, "Brother, you may come back later in the evening, you can solve the dinner yourself." ”

Yuqi waved her hand to signal her to be casual and leave him alone......

She took two classes in the morning, took a leave of absence in the afternoon, and drove to the city hospital alone. Even in the afternoon, there are still a lot of people queuing up for registration. She's not in a hurry, she's ready to spend the afternoon here.

Smoothly hung up the gynecology, and when it was her turn to order, she went to the clinic. The doctor asked her what was wrong with her, and she said she might be pregnant.

The doctor glanced at her age in the medical record book, said nothing, and asked her to go for a B-ultrasound. She obeyed and didn't ask anything, there were very few people in the ultrasound room, and soon it was her turn, she went in and lay on the bed in the examination room according to the doctor's instructions, and her heart was nervous and anxious at the moment.

The doctor asked her to relax, but she couldn't relax at all, her hands clasped together, listening to the communication between the two doctors, one said, the other was responsible for memorizing, and she didn't understand the technical terms at all.

She just wanted to know if the little life was safe.

"Do you want it?" The doctor casually asked.

Su Yuzhen hesitated for a moment, "Yes," and was afraid that there would be any questions, so he hurriedly asked, "Does the doctor have a problem?" ”

The doctor looked at her, asked her to get up, waited for her to sort it out, and handed her the report sheet, "There is no problem, go to the doctor in the consultation room to take a look." ”

Only then did she put her mind at ease, looking at the report of 8 weeks + 3 days of pregnancy, she couldn't help but wonder, it has been 2 months, and she has a fetal heartbeat, which is growing quietly in her belly.

When I arrived at the clinic, the doctor looked at the report and looked very serious, "Second child? ”

Su Yuzhen shook her head.

"I accidentally lost one before, many years ago. She whispered.

"At your age...... It can be regarded as a high-risk pregnant woman. It can be very hard, and you have thought about having this child? ”

Su Yuzhen nodded without hesitation, and the doctor didn't say much, asking her to come for a blood test early the next day. If you want to, you need to consider all the values.

The doctor prescribed folic acid and calcium tablets to her, and asked her to eat a little every day and pay attention to nutritional supplements.

She was relieved at this time, but the thought of another examination tomorrow still raised her mind.

She was only thinking about the inspection, and she didn't hear anyone calling her, and if it wasn't for the reminder from the person next to her, she walked out.

Turning around, Chen Chong appeared behind her, which she didn't expect.

I was afraid of meeting acquaintances, but I still met them. It's just that I never expected it to be him.

"How do you come...... See a doctor? Su Yuzhen opened his mouth first.

"Well, look at the relatives, I saw you from afar."

"Coming alone? See a doctor? Or a visit? Chen Chong asked tentatively.

Su Yuzhen was speechless for a while, hesitated for a moment, and still said truthfully. "Get a physical exam."

"Oh, that's fine, right?" Chen Chong asked with concern.

"Uh-huh, it's okay."

"Do you want me to send you back?"

"No, I drove myself." Su Yuzhen rejected his kindness.

"Be careful along the way."

Chen Chong watched her car drive away before he got into the car.

Along the way, his mind was full of Su Yuzhen's depressed appearance in the hospital.

He called her so many times that she didn't hear her.

He didn't know if something really happened to her, or if she wasn't in very good shape, but she didn't say it, and he couldn't break the casserole to ask for the end.

He came to the hospital to visit his cousin, who had been in Shenyang before, and the factory was not doing well these days, so he came back home to have a look.

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