Before I could hold it tightly, Chen Meili stopped struggling, her frowning brow loosened, if it weren't for the blood on the corner of her mouth, I would definitely think that she was asleep, she died peacefully. Thankfully, her body didn't melt, it just started to cool.

The wind blew across my cheeks, blowing Chen's beautiful long hair fluttering with the wind, I don't know where the maple leaves fell with the wind one by one, the blood on the ground filled in a bit of poignancy to the parting, and also brought a touch of color to the beauty of the dead that only belonged to her, she died like this, I don't know why, and I don't want to know.

I'm too responsible, I'm too tired to live, and if I die at this moment, then it's all over, maybe it's fine. However, when I thought of what Meili said before she died, I decided to live for her. She helped me kill everyone around me who was a threat to me, and in the end she even killed herself.

I smiled wryly and hugged Chen Meili and left this sad place. Put Chen Meili in the car, the sky is also a little dark at this time, although the dusk is a little beautiful, but I don't want to see the dawn too early, because after this night, the beautiful body will stiffen, and after a while, the body will slowly decay.

Some people say that people are just dirty things in their skins, but in fact, most people like what they like in their memories, and once this thing is recognized, then it cannot be changed.

Maybe beauty will always live in my memory, no one can replace it, she will eventually turn into dirt and disappear forever, blame me for not knowing how to cherish. That's fate. Intoxicated chapter, saving billions of stalks

I drove the car all the way and when it stopped, night fell. The city was already brightly lit, and the lively crowd seemed a little indifferent, and the city in front of me didn't know when it began to become more and more strange.

Everyone no longer helps each other as they did when they were children, but they are suspicious of each other, and even if they encounter thieves, they all protect themselves, and such things are remembered in my eyes.

I began to miss the past, I remember that at that time, someone shouted to catch the thief, how many people beat the thief together, and now that kind of unity can not be seen, at most it can only happen inside, I still remember that Du Fu said that there are frozen bones on the stinky road of Zhumen's wine and meat.

Under the overpass not far away, I thought that the old man was pulling the erhu, the song was very desolate, and I began to feel cold when I listened to it, the old man was dressed very thinly, and the iron box was full of some coins of one and five cents.

I rolled the window open, opened my wallet and put all the money in his tin box, the old man stopped the erhu in his hand, looked up at me and said, "Actually, I don't need that much money, just enough to buy two baked cakes." ”

"Why are you so strange, I give you money and you don't want it, they all say that the beggar is a local tyrant, is it possible that you turn around and change your clothes and drive a BMW?"

"Hehe, the heart of the person who said this is definitely not pure, and only people with such thoughts can say such things, I have driven a BMW, I have driven a lot of luxury cars, and I used to be worth 10 billion, but that was all before."

The old man who spoke looked up at me, I don't know why, I suddenly felt that he was a little familiar, and when he took off his glasses, I found that he was the entrepreneur who was often on the news, and I seemed to see him a lot when I was a child.

"You...... You are. ”

"It's all in the past, and I never leave a name for my good deeds."

The old man smiled and took out a bottle of liquor from his arms, opened the wine and took two sips of the bottle, I sighed and said: "I used to see you on TV when I was a child, it seems that the news report said that you donated a lot of money, something happened at home, and there was no report about you after that." ”

"Well, my wife and daughter died in a car accident, in fact, my wife can not die, but she pushed me out before she died, I survived, the most important thing in this life is to be open."

"You do it with me, I'll take you to start a business, so that you don't have to suffer from being looked down upon and charity."

"Young man, you are not the first person to say this to me, I have actually looked down on it, this is not a charity, but a transaction, I am a beggar to beg, there is no absolute fairness in the world, most people in the world are bullying the good and afraid of evil, if you want not to be bullied, you will become a wicked person, even if I become a rich man, I live like a monster, in fact, it is better to be as free as me, everyone is drunk and I am sober, it is enough to eat and drink."

The old man unbuttoned his clothes and pointed to the thermal underwear inside his body: "Newly bought, I learned a few pop songs during this time, and business is much better than usual after pulling it out." ”

"I always feel wrong."

I was very puzzled and struggled, the old man seemed to see my thoughts and laughed and said: "There is nothing wrong, there are many ways to live, I just chose a more extreme, I have enjoyed heaven and hell, in fact, living at the bottom is still the most enjoyable life, because bad people are climbing up, only by becoming bad and evil can you climb high, your generation is very bitter, we still have a chance at that time, you don't have a chance now, so the current female doll is pitiful, pitiful, being played with by those bad people, In the end, he was homeless and miserable. ”

"Do you think it's people who have become bad, or is this society making people bad?"

"Morality also needs legal constraints, without legal constraints, their own morality will be degraded, this is an inevitable thing, think about what people would become if there were no laws, and for whom was the law made? Why don't you add constraints to morality? And do you think these make sense? Can you change all that? ”

"I can't, but if I don't think about it, wouldn't it be a walking corpse, I think society needs to change, many problems need to be solved, and everyone will be rich in the future."

"Dreams can only exist in heaven, when you believe that there is heaven, life can become heaven, when you only make reality heaven, heaven disappears, my realm is higher than yours, if I am abroad, I can also enjoy life like Bill Gates, but I love this country, so I don't want to leave."

"Why do you love this country?"

"Because my wife and daughter died in this place, my wife saved my life, and I want to die here too."

After the old man finished speaking, he smoked silently and pulled up the erhu, no one paid attention to him, and no one was willing to give him too much alms, of course, I knew that he didn't need it, and most of the alms to him were poor people who didn't have much money and could only press the road, and the rich people were drunk in the splendid palace.

He chose a path of his own, maybe he also knows that if he follows me, he will embark on a rich road in the future, but that is not necessarily his dream, the dream is not necessarily rich, when the dream becomes money and status, the personality will naturally be distorted, and this society pays too much attention to money and status, and the media is also rendering, the final result is naturally that the people's hearts are not ancient, the world is declining, and now the poor do not laugh at prostitutes.

Just when I opened the car door to get in the car, the song "I Have You in My Life" sounded in my ears, which was the erhu version, and I couldn't help humming it.

"Because I woke up crying because I dreamed of leaving...... How many people have admired your youthful face, but who can withstand the ruthless changes of the years, how many people have been ...... your life"

I started the car, it was getting heavier and heavier, and when I drove to a stop, the lights were on inside the villa, and I walked in with Chen's beautiful body in my arms.

The room was very warm, Qin Xiaoyou, who was sitting on the sofa eating jelly, was wearing a sexy bunny pajamas, her two calves kept kicking, it was very cute, but when she saw me and Chen Meili, she grew her mouth and said, "What's wrong with her?" ”

"She died, she was killed, Meili died, Xiaohui died, Sophie Fei also died, Fan Qingyu also died, how many more people will die, I don't know why so many people died, are people really that bad? Forget about the explosion of nuclear weapons all over the world and the destruction of the earth, I think people are too cruel, they shouldn't live, they don't deserve to live in this world, human nature is too distorted, it's too pathetic. ”

I was very depressed, I didn't know why this was happening, I was very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry in this ruthless world, why take away the people around me who were kind to me and had affection for me, those damn guys are alive and well, but they are at large, why should this happen.

Could it be that God's eyes are blind, and he kills the good people, leaving only a group of bad people to bring disaster to the world?

"I know you're sad, but these have nothing to do with me, I don't want you to be sad, since she is dead, she should be buried properly, if you hold her like this, she will die blindly."

"Xiaoyou, I don't want the people around me to die one by one, can it be said that if you know my secret, you will die, then I am the most damned one, I shouldn't have been born in the first place, if I didn't give birth, I wouldn't have killed so many people, I feel that I am a sinner, I got their bodies, got their hearts, and now I want to take their lives."

"None of this has anything to do with you."

Qin Xiaoyou didn't know how to comfort me, Murong Yan, who came out of the kitchen, was holding a pot of soup, and she said with a smile, "Xiaofeng is back?" ”

"Well, I'm back, I'm back with a beautiful corpse to see your old man, you should be happy to see her dead, don't pretend you don't know anything, I know that you did all this, it's all your back."

I glared at Murong Yan viciously, Murong Yan frowned and said: "You calm down first, Xiaoyou help Xiaofeng get a set of clothes, let her go to take a shower first, I will call the crematorium, and let the car be sent over there to burn Chen Meimei's body and bury it well, if you are afraid that she will be lonely, you can find her a strong man to marry, so that she will not be lonely below, these are what we have to do now." ”