Chapter 41: He Suddenly Disappeared
"Aren't you moving?" Xu Yaran looked at Li Yilan with a calm face and asked. In fact, she didn't want Li Yilan to move out, but there were some things she always felt that she should say them, otherwise, it would be unfair to Li Yilan.
Li Yilan shook her head very firmly and said, "If you don't move, kill me, I won't move." ”
Xu Yaran heard Li Yilan say so firmly, Xu Yaran's heart suddenly improved. She said: "I have a friend who is coming back from a vacation abroad with his husband, and if you don't move out, she will know about our relationship at that time." ”
"If you know, you know, is our relationship unseemly?" Li Yilan asked with some ferocity.
"No, my friend's name is Tu Baobao, her husband's name is Nangong Yuhan, and Nangong Meining is Nangong Yuhan's sister and my friend's sister-in-law, are you sure they know it's okay?" Xu Yaran asked with some bitterness.
"Of course it's fine." Li Yilan choked her neck and spoke.
"Okay then, then you will continue to live here in the future, anyway, we have one room, and it won't affect my friend." Although Xu Yaran had no expression on her face, her heart was already happy.
If Li Yilan doesn't mind Nangong Meining knowing about the relationship between them, does that mean that Nangong Meining and Li Yilan really have no relationship, and Li Yilan also really likes herself and doesn't like Nangong Meining.
In terms of her own emotional problems, Xu Yaran is always very sensitive and has no sense of security. Especially in the case of a rival in love like Shangnangong Meining, Xu Yaran has no confidence in herself. In the world of feelings, she admits that she is also selfish, so she wants to selfishly let Nangong Meining know the relationship between her and Li Yilan.
With Nangong Meining's pride and capital, she may not take Li Yilan in her eyes at all.
After Xu Yaran took a bath in the evening, she sat on the bed reading with her hair wet. Li Yilan took a towel and wiped Xu Yaran's hair behind her, now the two of them are really like old husbands and wives who have lived for many years.
"Wife, when will your friend come back?" Li Yilan asked with a little weakness behind him.
Xu Yaran was concentrating on reading, but she didn't notice Li Yilan's weak tone, she said, "It's going to be soon." ”
"Wouldn't you be angry if you heard about my previous things?" Li Yilan asked again.
"That depends on what." Xu Yaran responded.
"If I like someone I shouldn't like? Or maybe I used to like a lot of women? Li Yilan asked again.
Xu Yaran put down the half-read book in her hand and asked in a deep voice, "Did you like a lot of women before?" ”
"Actually, there aren't many, I'm just making an analogy." Li Yilan laughed twice and said, "Okay, it's almost done, let's go to bed early." ”
This matter was so simply revealed, and Xu Yaran didn't pay much attention to it. As long as Li Yilan is willing to stay, as long as he is willing to admit himself, as long as he likes himself, everything seems to be less important.
Sleeping on the bed, Li Yilan lowered her head and wanted to kiss Xu Yaran, Xu Yaran's head tilted and said, "You are so fishy, you are not allowed to touch me tonight." As soon as she smelled the fishy smell, Xu Yaran couldn't help but want to vomit. It's really not that she doesn't want to be intimate with Li Yilan.
If it was in the past, Li Yilan would definitely be stalked, and he would have to be affectionate. After Xu Yaran refused today, Li Yilan hugged Xu Yaran and slept together.
They have confirmed that the relationship has been around for a month and a half, and usually except for when Xu Yaran's health is inconvenient, Li Yilan has to make love with Xu Yaran several times. This time, Li Yilan was so good at talking, which really surprised Xu Yaran.
I did it many times last night, and I was really tired. Xu Yaran closed her eyes, habitually slipped into Li Yilan's arms, and soon fell asleep. Li Yilan couldn't sleep. Now he's in the middle of a relationship between heaven and man.
He admits that he likes Xu Yaran, and he likes it very much. However, he is not without feelings for Nangong Meining, let him give up Nangong Meining, he can't do it. It was already a hassle to be sandwiched between two women. Originally, he thought that what he liked was Xu Yaran, and choosing Xu Yaran was the right choice. But as soon as he received a call from Nangong Meining, his thoughts about Nangong Meining became active again.
It turned out that he didn't have feelings for Nangong Meining, but that he hadn't been in contact with Nangong Meining for too long and forgot the feeling of liking Nangong Meining. Nangong Meining asked him out for dinner once, and that feeling came back immediately.
Originally, the two women were already very annoyed, but now Tu Baobao is back.
If Xu Yaran knew that he used to like Tu Baobao, and he once tried to use money to make Tu Baobao commit it, I don't know what Xu Yaran would think. He doesn't seem to like Xu Yaran as much as he imagined. Looking at Xu Yaran, who was sleeping in her arms, Li Yilan was very hesitant now, and she really didn't know how to choose.
Nangong Meining is like a finely crafted dish, noble and elegant. And Xu Yaran is like a green vegetable, and when she eats it occasionally, she also feels that the aftertaste is endless. However, he also knew that in fact, with his identity, he was more suitable for eating that elaborate dish, and Nangong Meining was the most suitable person for him in any aspect.
The next day, Xu Yaran opened her eyes and found that there was no Li Yilan around. She used to wake up almost every day in Li Yilan's arms. After Xu Yaran got up, she searched around the room, but she didn't find anyone from Li Yilan.
She didn't care, she just thought that Li Yilan went out to exercise and go for a run. Xu Yaran would not think that Li Yilan's muscles grew by herself, they were trained for a long time. In the past, when Li Yilan went out for a run, she had to bring her own. Although she felt a little strange in her heart, Xu Yaran didn't think much about it.
After making two sets of breakfasts, eating one by herself and putting the other on the dining table, Xu Yaran drove to work.
When she came back from work, it was a little cold at home and the air conditioner was not on. When she left, in order to save electricity, she turned off the air conditioner. Anyway, Li Yilan is not afraid of the cold, he never turns on the air conditioner when he is home alone.
Every time Xu Yaran returned home, the air conditioner at home was turned on very much. As soon as I got home, I felt a very warm feeling. As a result, when she came back today, the house was not only dark, but also unusually cold.
Xu Yaran turned on the light in the living room, and the breakfast she made in the morning was still there. Everything was exactly the same as when she left.
Xu Yaran's heart suddenly seemed to be blocked by something, and there was an indescribable discomfort. She vaguely understood something in her heart, the home suddenly became much colder than the outside, and her heart began to slowly cool.
Xu Yaran was barefoot, stepping on the cold ground, she mechanically walked to her room and opened the wardrobe. The wardrobe is already half empty. In the past, Li Yilan's clothes were placed in this closet. His clothes and his own clothes are hung on the left and right sides of the wardrobe, on the left of the man and on the right of the woman. Now she's the only one left in the closet.
The white tracksuit was still hanging there, there were originally two sets of that suit, and now only one set remained. It's like this house, which originally lived for two people, but now there is only one person left.
Xu Yaran got into the quilt in despair, and it was very cold in the quilt, as if it was not warm at all. She only felt that her whole body was very cold, and she curled up in a ball. hugged his trembling body tightly.
He never thought that Li Yilan would disappear from her world without saying a word. She thought that the worst outcome between her and Li Yilan was that Li Yilan didn't want her and broke up with her. It turns out that this world has never been as beautiful as I imagined. What she once thought was the worst was not the worst compared to what she was now.
Li Yilan actually left her world again without making a sound.
This is the third time, and Li Yilan has already done it well. But this time, what he did was not as clean as the previous two times, and the first two times Li Yilan did it leave no traces, so that even if she had a memory, there was no trace. What does it mean that Li Yilan left so many things that prove his existence this time.
The clothes he bought for Xu Yaran were not taken away, they were all hung in the closet.
Xu Yaran didn't eat or drink in bed, and didn't go anywhere. kept dialing Li Yilan's phone, and there was always a cold voice over there: I'm sorry, the user you are calling has been turned off, please ......
After persisting for three days, Xu Yaran's eyes were red and swollen, and she got up from the bed. Li Yilan never reappeared, and Xu Yaran spent three days harming herself, proving the fact that she fell out of love.
Li Yilan didn't even break up, and just left. It is impossible for Xu Yaran not to hate Li Yilan in her heart, how much she used to love Li Yilan, and how much she hates Li Yilan now. She didn't hate Li Yilan for not wanting her anymore, she hated Li Yilan for not leaving a word, just leaving, and not leaving a word.
Li Yilan used to be so gentle, he would run with himself on his back, he would take himself to breakfast, and he would cook a lot of delicious things for himself. He would also gently wrap his arms around his waist and let himself sleep in her arms. He is very gentle to prepare candlelight dinners for himself, will kiss himself gently, and will also gently give himself roses.
Xu Yaran couldn't figure out why Li Yilan, who was once so gentle, would be so ruthless to herself.
If Li Yilan could calmly ask her out to break up, maybe Xu Yaran wouldn't hate Li Yilan as much as she does now.