Chapter 3 Qingqing, don't cry
The two men were silent for a long time.
Yao Qing stared at the coffee on the table, and Bian Liang stared at her.
One expression is numb, and the other expression is apologetic.
"Qingqing, ......."
"Call me Yao Qing."
The two were once the closest lovers, but now they are not even strangers.
Strangers also have politeness, and they can also meet, get acquainted, and get to know each other.
The two of them went through the process and returned to square one, with the difference that they became two parallel lines that never intersected.
Bian Liang's heart tingled, all this was his own choice.
"Are you looking for me?" Yao Qing asked unfamiliarly.
In fact, her expression was not natural at all, and the resentment in her heart naturally appeared on her face.
She wouldn't pretend, Yao Qing thought.
"I'm sorry."
I'm sorry for being late, for a long time.
What should she say, oh, say you didn't feel sorry for me, I don't care at all.
That's not true.
Tears welled up in her eyes and ran ruffled down her cheeks.
It's a shame to be so embarrassed in front of your ex-boyfriend.
"You're sorry for me." This is what I have wanted to say to Bian Liang for a long time.
"Qingqing..."Bian Liang wanted to reach out and wipe away the tears on the girl's face, as he had done countless times, but he was not qualified.
This is the girl he once loved the most, and he loved it so much that it was integrated into his blood.
reluctant to let her be sad, reluctant to let her cry, but in the end, the biggest hurt to Yao Qing was indeed himself.
"Don't cry, Qingqing."
When you cry, I hurt.
"No, you just make me cry, let me cry in front of you."
She didn't cry when Bian Liang left, and she didn't cry when Bian Liang got married
Yao Qing cried fiercely, just like when he was a child, he was beaten by his father with a stick and a tree branch when he did something wrong, and he sat on the ground and cried without an image.
Bian Liang, the person she has loved for six years, a secret crush for three years, and a love for three years.
Countless times, she always remembered the wind of that day, the warm sun of that day, the boy of that day, and the smile of the boy, replaying it in her mind over and over again, and every cell in her body carried the shadow of the teenager and shouted for it.
"I'm done crying."
It was originally a very sad and heavy atmosphere, but Yao Qing's words made both of them laugh.
Despite the bitter laughter.
Yao Qing was still sobbing and choking, and took the paper handed over by Bian Liang.
Rub your breath on your face.
She didn't know whether to wipe the tears from her face or the blood from her heart.
The two of them are the best example of love losing to reality.
Bian Liang was originally a child of a rich family, but later his family fell into the middle of the road, and as the only eldest son in the family, all the burdens were on him alone.
Later things were very cliché, and marriage was Bian Liang's last choice.
Bian Liang didn't tell her anything, and she only found out about these things later.
It's ridiculous that Bian Liang disappeared for a week, but finally waited for the news that he was going to get engaged.
"Yao.... Ao...."
Every word he utters is like someone taking a sharp blade to scratch his softest spots.
Yao Qing interrupted Bian Liang, "I know, you feel guilty, you feel guilty for saying goodbye to me at that time, and guilty for marrying someone else at that time, but, Bian Liang, even if you tell me, I can't help you anything, even if you didn't give up on me at that time, one day you will regret it, love is very simple at the beginning, and the more difficult it is, unfortunately you and I have not gone through this hurdle, maybe it is not possible." ”
In the last sentence, she said that kind of sadness.
Actually, she wasn't so generous, she wanted to spill, and she wanted to accuse Bian Liang of why she abandoned her.
We must have three views of righteousness, morality and righteousness, we must be elegant, and we must be educated.
But once you meet love, it doesn't seem to count.
Bian Liang wanted to say a lot, but he couldn't.
His lips twitched.
Silently saying I'm sorry.
But it's so pale.
She still wanted to say, "Bian Liang, I know that there is a huge disparity in status between us, but I have never had the idea of retreating, I have worked hard, I have been catching up, I have always wanted to shorten the distance between me and you." Yao Qing sniffed, oh no, she wanted to cry again.
"I'm working hard, but you don't want me anymore, Bian Liang doesn't want Qingqing anymore.
She said that she was so wronged.
It's distressing.
When the two separated, Yao Qing said, Bian Liang, I love you, and I love you now, you see how much I love you, you have abandoned me like this, I still love you, but I have begun to learn to forget you.
Fall in love with you, no teacher.
It only took me a second.
Forget about you, it hurts your muscles and bones.
It will take me a long time.
From then on, Qingqing was no longer Bian Liang.
Bian Liang is no longer green.
We go our separate ways, and we have nothing to do with each other.