128. You are your own reliance

After being quiet with each other for a moment, Fu Lingyuan's eyes fell, and when he saw the mess on the ground, he immediately frowned, and walked into the kitchen: "It's okay?" ”

"Slippery hands for a moment." Ruan Shu explained lightly.

"Just leave it there, don't clean it up. Let the cleaner come tomorrow. Fu Lingyuan stretched out his hand to her.

"I wasn't going to clean it up in the first place." The corners of Ruan Shu's lips curved lightly, put his hand into his palm, avoided the mess, stepped out, and then turned his head, a little pity, "I didn't eat it." ”

Fu Lingyuan took off his coat and threw it on the sofa, rolling up his sleeves: "What do you want to eat?" ”

"I almost forgot that the third brother is an all-round husband." Ruan Shu smiled faintly, "Whatever ingredients are left in the refrigerator, just make some of them." ”

Fu Lingyuan suddenly stared at her: "What did you just say?" ”

"I said that if there are any ingredients left in the refrigerator, the third brother will make some casually." Ruan Shu repeated.

"No, the previous one."

Ruan Shu was slightly stunned and slightly confused: "The third brother is an all-round husband?" ”

"Just the last two words."

Ruan Shu: "......"

Fu Lingyuan hooked his lips slightly, held her face, kissed her forehead, and turned to go into the kitchen.

Ruan Shu nested on the sofa in the living room and watched TV.

Just to pass the time, she casually stayed on a travel show.

The main content is the travel strategy of various places, including the development history of the local area, the unique foreign culture, the long-standing humanistic feelings, the must-visit tourist attractions, the local snacks that cannot be missed, and so on.

At this time, the place introduced will be Jingfeng of the ancient town series.

Jingfeng ...... It's Jingfeng again......

Ruan Shu supported his head with one hand, and his phoenix eyes narrowed slightly.

The host of the show is a sunny and handsome big boy, his voice is very magnetic, with a little lightness, and he invited the guests out this time.

Precisely Lanqin.

Lan Qin fainted at the press conference and caused a turmoil, and the next day Bright Star sent a letter to clarify, and at the same time, Lan Qin himself also posted a short video on Weibo, refuting the rumor that it was just overwork because of work.

But there are still many people who firmly believe in the speculation of "pregnancy", and picked up rumors that Lan Qin has recently been tired and tired at various announcement sites, lost appetite and even vomited, posted many pieces of evidence that Lan Qin wore loose clothes and flat shoes, and also took photos of Lu Shaocong visiting Lan Qin in the hospital at night in a low-key manner.

However, on the third day, Lan Qin was discharged from the hospital to participate in the recording of the reality show, bouncing around the show, not at all like a pregnant person. On the other side, Lu Shaocong burst out the lace of swimming on a private island with tender and model. It is rumored that Lan Qin was unilaterally broken up by Lu Shaocong, and his dream of marrying into a wealthy family was shattered, which was excessive sadness.

The two protagonists stayed on the hot search list for a few days, just as Sanxin Group released its listing plan. So some people suspect that this may have been just a commercial hype from beginning to end.

Well, the key is that Sanxin Group is finally going public.

During this time, Lu Zhenhua expanded his territory through large-scale mergers and acquisitions, and reformed the internal structure of the group, with the purpose of going public, right?

In fact, Ruan Shu doesn't quite understand, if Lu Zhenhua planned to list Sanxin Group from the beginning, why did he delay it until now? If the original intention was not to go public, then why change your mind now?

As she thought about it, a bowl of hot noodles was suddenly brought to her.

Ruan Shu shook back to his senses.

Light noodle soup, green leaves, beautiful oil flowers, garnished with two small dried yellow croaker.

Throughout the week, he has made meals that cater to her tastes. Her favorite pasta, every time he makes it, his skills improve.

"Thank you, third brother."

Ruan Shu slid off the sofa and sat on the carpet, just high enough to eat noodles on the coffee table.

Fu Lingyuan took a pillow and tucked it between her back and the sofa to prevent her from feeling uncomfortable when she leaned back.

Thoughtful little details.

Ruan Shu turned his head and smiled at him.

For a while, only the sound of a TV show remained.

Ruan Shu looked at Lan Qin while eating noodles, and felt that Fu Lingyuan's gaze behind her was always glued to her back.

When I was about to eat to the end, there was a slight pain in my throat.

Putting down the chopsticks, he pressed his fingers on the throat bone and swallowed his saliva.

The pain is worse.

Ruan Shu turned his face to look at Fu Lingyuan and gestured to his throat: "The fish bone is stuck." ”

"Isn't it just dried yellow croaker?" Fu Lingyuan was puzzled.

Ruan Shu shrugged her shoulders and said that she couldn't understand why she suddenly became squeamish, and even eating a small dried yellow croaker could get stuck in the fish bones.

Fu Lingyuan pinched her chin and lifted her face slightly: "Open your mouth, I'll take a look." ”

Ruan Shu complied.

Fu Lingyuan sat at the height of the sofa and looked carefully into her throat.

Ruan Shu stared at his heavy face, thinking, she seemed to be hypocritical again.

In an instant, she brushed his hand away, closed her mouth, pressed the sofa with one hand and the coffee table with the other, and planned to stand up: "I'll go get some vinegar to drink." ”

Fu Lingyuan pressed her back: "I'll go." ”

Ruan Shu did not refuse.

Soon, Fu Lingyuan came back, took white rice vinegar and a cup, and poured vinegar into the cup like pouring wine.

He didn't seem to know how much to drink, so he poured it to about one-third of a thumb height and handed it to her, "Let's try it first." ”

Ruan Shu took it and took a dry mouthful.

The vinegar smell was too strong, she couldn't help but twist her eyebrows, and after drinking, she swallowed two mouthfuls of saliva with her fingers against her throat, and the fish bones didn't go down, but her mouth was full of vinegar.

Fu Lingyuan poured her another glass, more than just a little more.

This time, Ruan Shu drank very slowly, as if she was tasting fine wine, but the expression on her face betrayed her.

"How?" Fu Lingyuan asked.

Ruan Shu swallowed and shook his head.

"Wait a minute." Fu Lingyuan frowned, flipped out his phone and didn't know what he was doing. Within two minutes, he raised his head again: "Baidu said that drinking vinegar is the wrong way." ”

Ruan Shu: "......"

The two people, who didn't have much life experience, suddenly looked at each other.

After a few seconds, Fu Lingyuan took her hand and got up: "Go to the hospital." ”

Ruan Shu was pulled by him and took two steps, unconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva again, and froze his body: "It seems to go down." ”

"Are you sure?" Fu Lingyuan stretched out his thumb and pressed it on her throat, pressed his finger a little harder, and asked, "Look again." ”

Ruan Shu swallowed his saliva for the last time.

There is no longer the sharp stinging sensation that Fang Cai.

She nodded: "It's really going down." ”

Then he added: "It should be just a very thin and short thorn." It doesn't matter. ”

"Okay." Fu Lingyuan's eyebrows stretched, "Then go and continue to eat." ”

"I don't want to eat it." Ruan Shu shook his head.

"Okay." There was only a simple word again, and then he smoothed her hair with the palm of his hand, "Then you go back and rest first." ”

Ruan Shu's eyes flashed invisibly, and he turned to enter the bedroom.

After watching the bedroom door close, Fu Lingyuan returned to the living room, glanced at the dishes and chopsticks on the coffee table, walked straight to the rocking chair, slowly lay down on it, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and put it in his mouth, did not light it, and then closed his eyes.

In the bedroom, Ruan Shu poured a glass of water, diluted the vinegar in his mouth, and then lay back on the bed, feeling that his body was still tired, and he closed his eyes but did not fall asleep immediately - thinking about something.

I don't know how long it took, she heard Fu Lingyuan returning to the bedroom.

The door was opened and closed very slightly, and the footsteps were slight, and he walked to the edge of the bed and stood still for a few minutes.

Then there was the sound of him changing his clothes, and finally he lay down on the bed.

But he didn't fish her sleeping on the edge into his arms as usual.

The bedside lamp on his side went out.

The whole bedroom was completely darkened.

Ruan Shu silently maintained a position of lying on his side, adapting to it for a few seconds, and his eyes were no longer completely dark, and the outline of the furniture could be seen vaguely.

There was silence.

He didn't make any noise.

Except for the sound of his breathing.

And her breathing happened to be staggered.

Ruan Shu opened his eyes and stared at the air. She wasn't sure if he was asleep, but the two of them staggered in and out, and the atmosphere invisibly precipitated a heaviness.

It weighed heavily on her heart.

After relieving his breath, Ruan Shu decided not to waste time, closed his eyes again and planned to continue sleeping.

At this moment, he suddenly stretched out his arm and pulled her in, and in the next moment, Fu Lingyuan turned over and began to kiss her without saying anything.

The momentum of his lips was not as gentle as before, and he had a bit of ferocious strength, which could not be refused.

Ruan Shu felt suffocated and felt pain.

Sensing that he was not just kissing her, but wanted to come for real, Ruan Shu pretended to be calm and called him: "Don't, I haven't rested enough." Didn't want to come back today. ”

Fu Lingyuan paused for the time being, and asked without any emotion: "What if I say that I must do it now?" ”

Ruan Shu gasped slightly, and asked rhetorically: "Third brother is in a bad mood?" ”

Fu Lingyuan clamped her chin and repeated, "What if I say I have to do it now?" ”

Ruan Shu's eyes flashed, and he was silent: "Okay." Her tone was light, "Let me prepare." ”

Fu Lingyuan's eyes were dark, he didn't say anything, and got off her.

Ruan Shu got up and turned on the bedside lamp on her side.

She didn't know where he had left her pajamas, she glanced at them and didn't see them, so she didn't look for them, she got out of bed with her bare feet, stepped on the soft carpet, and under his burning gaze, she walked step by step to rummage through her bag.

The small box of throat lozenges was still there, but when it was opened, it was empty and there was nothing.

Ruan Shu's hand shook - sure enough, she guessed correctly, he found out about her taking medicine.

Closing her eyes, she put down the box and turned around slowly.

Fu Lingyuan didn't know when he got off the bed, he stood three steps behind her, the gaze that fell on her face was deep and heavy, and his voice was deep: "What else do you need to prepare?" ”

Ruan Shu stood motionless, not breathless.

Fu Lingyuan walked over and asked again: "What preparations do you still need?" I'll give you time to get ready. ”

Ruan Shu was silent.

Fu Lingyuan got closer and stared at her with lowered eyes: "Nothing to prepare?" ”

Ruan Shu looked at him with a cold expression.

Fu Lingyuan pursed his lips and suddenly kissed.

Without the ferocity of Fang Cai, he returned to his usual gentleness.

After a while, he picked her up, put her back on the bed, and tried his best to help her find her feelings.

She lay quietly and let him do what she wanted, but did not respond.

He didn't seem to need her response either, patiently trying to soften her.

Everything looks smooth at first glance.

Until he was about to get to the point, she almost immediately stiffened, her fingers curled up, clutching the sheets.

He acted as if he wasn't aware of her anomaly.

She spoke up, "Don't." ”

The voice is extremely clear, persistent, with a trembling vibrato.

Fu Lingyuan's eyes were dark: "Your body obviously wants it." ”

Ruan Shu's eyes were cold, and he only repeated: "Don't." ”

"What are you afraid of?" Fu Lingyuan stared at her eyes tightly, as if he wanted to look into the depths of her soul. His finger was on her heart, "What kind of monster did you shut up inside?" ”

Ruan Shu was silent.

Fu Lingyuan's lips pressed against her cheek: "Tell me, how many men have you had before me?" ”

"You don't have a virgin complex...... Ruan Shu's voice was faint, as if floating in mid-air.

"I want to know now." Fu Lingyuan's lips moved to hers, touching them as if they were off the ground.

"Didn't the third brother know about my bad reputation?" Ruan Shu laughed mockingly, "There are too many men...... There are so many that I can't even count myself......"

He knew that she was arrogant with this sentence, so he held her face and forced her to look directly at him: "You once said that when you were about to try, you found out that you had anecdota. ”

Telling him about this was tantamount to telling him that she was already tired of sex at that time, so she hadn't done it with Tang Xianyang. Her eyes twinkled, and she heard him ask the next question: "So who came into your body before that?" ”

"Is it very important...... her phoenix eyes were slightly weak, and her voice was even weaker, "The third brother is only starting to mind now, will it be too late......"

"I said I just wanted to understand." He narrowed, pinched her chin, and continued the question, "Is it your first man?" ”

As soon as she said that, a distant image flashed in her mind, and she couldn't help but tremble slightly.

He was close to her intimately, concentrating on observing her every expression and every change, and naturally did not miss her slightest trembling.

This shake is because of the five words "the first man" mentioned? Thinking of what Huang Sang said, Fu Lingyuan's eyes darkened, and the strength in his hand increased: "Who?" Who was your first man? ”

Ruan Shu's gaze revealed a hollowness, his lips moved, he didn't answer, and after two seconds, he said coldly: "I'm an unbearable woman, anyway, you're not the first, so what's the difference?" If you mind, don't me again in the future. ”

Every word of these words was uttered by painβ€”he probably didn't know how much it hurt him to pinch, and it hurt so much that she felt like her jaw was about to be removed.

Fu Lingyuan's dark eyes were clear: "You have to talk like this?" ”

Ruan Shu's pupils were dark: "You have to ask?" ”

He stared at her, his brow leaping with exasperation, mixed with an emotion she couldn't understand.

She let him stare at him with a blank face.

After a while, Fu Lingyuan Huoran left from her, put on his clothes, and left the room without looking back.

Ruan Shu closed his eyes like a corpse, his lips bit lightly, his face turned slightly pale, and his fingers tightly grabbed the corner of the quilt, slowly pulling it over, covering his embarrassed nakedness.

Yes, why did she make her life what it is now......

A night's dreams are empty and real, ups and downs.

She didn't know if Fu Lingyuan left after breaking up with her in the middle of the night, or if she left in the morning, and when Ruan Shu got up, she was the only one at home.

Sitting in front of the dresser, she covered several layers of powder, not only did not cover the dark circles under her eyes, but her face looked even more pale and bloodless.

She evened out more blush, and chose a darker lipstick.

Although Fu Lingyuan is not there, the responsibilities of the second cylinder and Jiusi are still the same.

Arriving at the company and stepping into the office, Ruan Shu found that everyone's eyes were focused on her.

In addition to looking at her, he also looked at her side, and behind her. In the end, it seemed that he didn't see the person he wanted to see, and the atmosphere suddenly exuded a deep sense of disappointment.

Chen Pu walked out the door and looked at her before following Ruan Shu into her office.

Both of them asked at the same time-

"What are they looking at?"

"Sister, why didn't my brother-in-law come with you today?"

Ruan Shu was stunned, sat in the leather swivel chair, and listened to Chen Pu answer her: "Isn't it just waiting to see you and your brother-in-law." ”

"What's there to see?" Ruan Shu was puzzled.

Chen Pu smiled: "Last week, you and your brother-in-law went to work together and got off work together every day, and your brother-in-law was basically inseparable from you during work, and the relationship between you has long become the biggest gossip in the office." Everybody's betting on whether you'll be here this morning. If you come together, you can almost conclude that the two of you are in love. ”

"How do they know that you are not just in love, in fact, you are husband and wife at all."

After saying that, without getting any response from Ruan Shu, Chen Pu sneered and asked again: "What about my brother-in-law?" Why didn't I come with you today? ”

Ruan Shu lowered his eyes: "He was originally suspended. Whether he comes or not is his freedom. Not coming is his normal state. ”

Hearing the coldness in her tone, Chen Pu asked cautiously, "Did you quarrel with your brother-in-law?" ”

Ruan Shu raised his eyes and looked indifferent: "If there is nothing else, you can go out." ”

Chen Pu put the breakfast in his hand on the table: "And the coffee will be brought to you in five minutes." Assistant Zhang took a leave of absence today with a cold. ”

"Hmm. I know, in the morning, I saw the voice she left for me on WeChat. Ruan Shu bowed lightly, and then ordered, "The regular meeting will be as usual in half an hour." ”

Chen Pu stared at her face and cared: "Sister, didn't you sleep well last night?" ”

Ruan Shu didn't lift his eyelids: "Go out." ”

After the regular meeting, Lin Chengzhi came to her office and discussed with her separately several issues that had not been resolved at the regular meeting.

It is very rare that he is not looking for her for personal matters or provocativeness, and in the process of communication, he has nothing to do with her, everything is only from the interests of the company, and he fulfills his responsibilities as the deputy general manager of the Lin family.

At the end of the day, he took leave from Ruan Shu, saying that he would accompany Wang Yufen to go for a prenatal checkup tomorrow morning. Ruan Shu can see it, and now in his eyes, I'm afraid that the unborn son is the most important.

Ruan Shu naturally had no reason not to give him a fake.

Lin Chengzhi seemed to inadvertently mention: "Miaofu will also go for prenatal checkups together." ”

"Oh." One word, giving people a feeling of ruthlessness and cluelessness.

Lin Chengzhi's eyes flashed: "Xiao Shu, you are now 'marrying a chicken with a chicken and marrying a dog with a dog', you really don't regard the Lin family as your home?" ”

Ruan Shu was noncommittal.

Lin Chengzhi shook his head and sighed: "A woman who doesn't have a mother's family has nothing to rely on in her husband's family." ”

"Thank you Uncle for your concern." Ruan Shu said flatly, "I don't need to rely on it. I myself am my own dependence. ”

Lin Chengzhi smiled, he had already walked out of the door, and turned around and informed: "Your mother seems to be sick, why don't you go back to see?" ”

Ruan Shu's eyes flashed, and he was still unwavering: "Thank you, I know." ”

At noon, she was in her office reviewing documents when the internal phone rang to inform her that a policeman downstairs was looking for her.

There was an experience of Fu Qingli coming to her before, and since they had just met yesterday, Ruan Shu thought it was Fu Qingli again, so he let people go without asking carefully.

When there was a knock on the door, she looked up, but it turned out to be Jiao Yang.

Ruan Shu frowned, staring at the police uniform on his body - at the club on the weekend, only to hear that he just came back from the army a few years ago, and he became a policeman in the blink of an eye?

Jiao Yang smiled and stepped in: "I was just passing downstairs, thinking about trying my luck, and I really saw you." Why are you still busy and skipping lunch? ”

His tone was not as a policeman, Ruan Shu relaxed a little, and he didn't have much energy to deal with him at the moment, so he directly ordered the expulsion: "Young Master Jiao, please leave, otherwise I will find the security guard of the building." ”

"I don't seem to have done anything."

"Your presence in front of me is a hindrance."

"Miss Lin Er is too unreasonable."

"I don't have much to say about you."

Jiao Yang paused, then suddenly turned around and asked, "Didn't you say that Fu San is the vice president of you?" Why didn't you see others? ”

Ruan Shu's eyebrows skipped sensitively, and his mind moved slightly: "Do you have something to look for him?" ”

"Just ask." Jiao Yang shrugged, "I want to say hello to him." ”

Ruan Shu didn't believe it, but he still played sloppy with him: "I'll help you convey your greetings." ”

"OK," Jiao Yang had no opinion, "Then I'll go first, and save Miss Lin Er the effort of finding a security guard." ”

Let's go, it's really gone.

After he went out, Ruan Shu walked to the glass wall, opened the shutters a thin slit, and saw Jiao Yang talking two or three words to the two employees who stayed in the office outside.

Ruan Shu's mind condensed slightly, and when he left, he called the two employees in front of him and asked, "What did that policeman say to you just now?" ”

"He said that he was a friend of our vice president and asked us if the vice president had come to the company today. There is nothing else. ”

Sure enough, he came to find out Fu Lingyuan's whereabouts. Ruan Shufeng's eyes narrowed - why did he want to inquire about Fu Lingyuan's whereabouts?

In the evening, she got off work half an hour early and discussed one thing with Jiusi: "Just tonight, only tonight, can you not follow me?" ”

Jiusi shook his head very categorically, and said righteously: "The task of me and Er Guan is to be the shadow and tail of President Ruan. ”

Shadow and Tail...... Ruan Shu silently recited these two words between his lips and teeth, and the corners of his mouth curved slightly into mockery.

couldn't get rid of it, so she could only take it with her and go to Ma Yi's psychological counseling room together.

She has not been to the clinic for several years, and Ma Yi has not made a phone call, but she sent him a WeChat message to greet the New Year during the Spring Festival, but it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and she did not get a response in a word.

Ruan Shu suspected that Ma Yi had given up on her, a disobedient patient, and even blacklisted her.

She wasn't very afraid of people, but she was a little afraid of Ma Yi's iceberg face. So before she came today, she didn't dare to tell in advance.

When the front desk saw her, her face was full of worry: "Miss Ruan, you haven't been here for too long." ”

Ruan Shu propped his forehead, glanced in the direction of Ma Yi's treatment room, and asked in a low voice, "There are still patients in him?" ”

"No, the last one has already left. However, I don't dare to go in and report to Miss Ruan. "The front desk knows that Ruan Shu and Ma Yi have more layers of friendship than ordinary patients, so they speak casually.

Ruan Shu expressed his understanding, and looked back at Jiusi and Erguan: "You really can't go in with me anymore in the treatment room." ”

Yue Mo also saw that the situation was special, Jiusi and Erguan glanced at each other and nodded in agreement.

Suddenly, Ruan Shu thought that she should come here often in the future. Here, he can temporarily get rid of the shackles and pressure given by Fu Lingyuan.

I knocked on the door three times, and a horse came out of the door and said, "Please come in."

Ruan Shu pushed open the door.

The horse raised his head. He was originally a person who didn't like to put expressions on his face, but when he saw her at the moment, he had no expression, and he felt more paralyzed than his previous iceberg face.

"Long time no see, Dr. Ma." Ruan Shu licked his face and greeted him.

Ma Yi got up from his chair without saying a word, walked to the hanger, took off his white coat, changed into his coat, and looked like he was going to leave work.

Ruan Shu pursed her lips and said, "I plan to undergo hypnotherapy." ”

This is the killer weapon she has prepared to ask for his forgiveness this time.

As she expected, as soon as the words came out, Ma Yi immediately froze in the movement of getting dressed, and his eyes flashed behind the lenses: "Are you sure?" ”

Ruan Shu closed the door of the consultation room, walked towards the chaise longue, touched it, was silent for two seconds, and said with some uncertainty: "Probably...... Be sure......"

Ma Yi stared at her for a moment and had an insight: "It seems that a lot of things have happened during the time you disappeared. ”

"There aren't a lot of them." Ruan Shu pondered for a moment and concluded, "There is only one thing that matters. ”

She turned her face away, avoided looking at Ma Yi, looked at the grape trellis outside the window, and said, "My husband and I have done it a few times. ”

"Success?" I don't know whether to say that Ma Yi's professionalism is hard enough, or whether to say that his psychological quality is too good, such news did not surprise him, and he can immediately enter the state of a doctor.

"Success." Ruan Shu licked his lips unconsciously and added, "But, it's all in the case of taking sex and medicine." ”

"What about if you don't take medicine?"

"When I didn't take medicine...... Ruan Shu stared at the branches on the grape trellis, as if new shoots were about to grow.

She squinted slightly: "When I don't take medicine, I like him kissing me." Enjoyed it. Very comfortable. My body has the physiological response that a normal woman should have. ”

Ma Yi pushed the frame of the mirror - her words were more than before, and she was no longer as concise as she used to be; Her descriptors are more sensual than before, and no longer as cold as they used to be because of their brevity; As a result, her tone is also more emotional than before.

It's not just change. is very varied.

Ma Yi walked back to the treatment table quickly, flipped out her medical records, and listened to her continue while recording quickly: "However, even so, every time I return to the last moment, I still can't control myself from refusing him. ”

Ma Yi stopped writing and looked at her, his eyes as sharp as his words: "At the last moment of each time, what comes to your mind?" ”