[001] Memories
"Wang Yue, fucking fuck me out, don't ask me in the future." I looked at the master who was scolding me, and I was very depressed and angry.
I held the stool in my hand, I looked at the master, held back, and did not speak. Then put the stool down.
When I got home from work, I bought a few bottles of wine, drank it for a while, and it was not easy to think that I had lived so much, and I went to junior high school at the age of 11.
At that time, my mother often told me, "Son, study hard".
I said, "Okay." ”
Mom said, "You have to exercise yourself." ”
I said, "Okay." ”
So, through the school I found at home, I picked up my schoolbag and went to school and accommodation in other places.
At that time, the mind was really simple, and I couldn't even distinguish between male and female body structures. But the idea in my head is very clear, study hard. Mom said, be obedient and well-behaved.
On the day of the report, my mother sent me to school, arranged my accommodation, dealt with the things that should be handled, gave me 200 yuan, and instructed me. Then I went home, and I went to the class by myself to report to the teacher.
I just got a class, and when I started class, I was in time for the class teacher's class.
The teacher looked at me: "Wang Yue, how is your foundation?" ”
I thought for a moment: "That's it. ”
Then he ignored me and gave me a seat. Start lecturing. Towards the end of class, I took the exam, the class quiz, and I took 100. Actually, we were judging papers at the same table, and I promised to buy a Coke for my new tablemate, but he gave me 100 and didn't show it to me.
When the teacher took it, he found out and criticized me: "It's dishonest to learn at such a young age." Learn from whom. ”
I looked up in front of the class and said to the teacher, "There aren't many honest people right now. ”
The teacher was surprised for a moment, then asked me, "How old are you?" ”
"I'm 11."
The teacher stared at me for a long time: "You are so young, you are so good at talking, and you are so pessimistic." ”
I looked at the teacher and replied, "It's not pessimistic, that's the social situation in China." It wasn't taught to me by my mom or dad, I was self-taught. ”
Eventually, the teacher took me to the head of the year and drove me out of their class and moved me to another class. It is a class led by a young teacher.
When the homeroom teacher saw me, he said, "The young man has a future." "After that, I was asked to be his class representative.
Since then, I have been studying hard and studying hard. Set your own money for each day, as well as your study tasks. Keep the 8 big words in mind, study hard, and make progress every day.
One day, a beautiful woman in our class came to borrow correction fluid from me. I thought she was better-looking, and I wanted to talk to her more from the bottom of my heart, and she didn't refuse, so I talked to her more.
When school was out, someone called me at the door of our class. Then I was beaten.
I was called out by a guy who looked at his hair blown up, wearing jeans, and big leather shoes. There were 4 or 5 people in the same uniform standing there, legs rubbing, and I thought they were malnourished and crippled. But they looked at me with disdain.
One of them took the lead and said, "Stay away from that woman in the future." ”
"I didn't do anything, just talk a few days, what's wrong?" When I was done, I stared at him.
"What's wrong with you?" As soon as he finished speaking, he kicked at me. I subconsciously dodged and reached out for a punch. It hit him in the nose.
Those people rushed over, beating me and shouting, "A boy from another place dares to fight back!" "After the fight. After a few more swearings, he got up and left.
I was like, "You hit me, why don't I fight back?" "Since then, they have seen that I am still very good, and they are arrogant when they talk to me.
At that time, the girls in the school were good-looking, and they were not good-looking. They all prefer the so-called mixed outside. In fact, it was just a small fight, and some people in the school bullied others. Unfortunately, I fell into the latter.
Some children always ignore school discipline and ignore the teacher's teaching. I fell in love with a girl, but I didn't say a word.
That night, I bravely went over and told her, "I like you." ”
She asked me, "Who are you?" ”
I said, "Do you like me?" ”
"You're sick, get out." She scolded.
As a result, the next day, I was beaten again. On the second day, a very tall sports student came.
The man scolded me: "Stinky outside, also rob my daughter-in-law:" Without saying a word, he will beat me.
I didn't fight back, because I knew the gap was too big, and he would fight harder, so I endured it.
Later I learned the truth. The girl he called his daughter-in-law was not his daughter-in-law, she was his grandmother. Or his ancestors.
The reason I think this is that he doesn't have to be very filial to his grandmother. For example, the woman said, "I am thirsty." So the man went out to class and got a drink. If you don't have money, borrow money. What the woman said, what the man did, it's even better than a nanny. is more than a son, no, it is more a grandson than a grandson, a grandson to others, a happy expression on his face, and most importantly, he will be touted to others. made me think that he lacked maternal love since he was a child. However, at that time, I only dared to think about it in my heart.
I finished Year 6 quietly. Then I transferred to another school in the first year of junior high school, which was also out of town, and I also lived on my own.
Because of my sixth grade, I was very depressed and was often bullied. So I thought about it again. I made a big decision, I decided that after I went to junior high school, I would not be bullied anymore. I want to find a lot of beautiful daughters-in-law, a lot of energetic brothers, and a good study.
I thought about it later. There are not many beautiful daughters-in-law, two are enough. A little despised himself. I'm happy.
So, before going to school, I set myself three very ambitious goals. A few days before school starts. I'm very excited.
My mom asked me, "What's wrong?" ”
I said, "No, go for your goal." Step up your game. ”
My mother praised me for being sensible. Then he smiled with relief. I also felt very sensible and smiled happily.
On the first day of school, reporting, class-splitting. Divided into dormitories, I stubbornly came to the school to sign up, resisting my own bedding, but when I was divided into classes and dormitories, there was no mine. I can only take my receipt and ** and go to the principal.
The principal took the ** and the receipt, touched my head, and was happy with me: "Young man, come by yourself?" ”
I looked at the principal and said, "Well, I'm here myself." "The principal praised me for being sensible, and then arranged for someone to reassign me to a dormitory and class, so I was not assigned to the class I should have been assigned to, but to a problem dormitory.
When I went to the dormitory against the futon dormitory, I passed by the door of a dormitory, and there were two people standing at the door, dressed very arrogantly, one of them stretched out and jumped his legs, blocking the door, I froze for a moment, and stood there without moving.
One of them looked at me and asked, "Do you smoke?" ”
I said, "No, but I'll learn." ”
The man looked at me, "OK, come in then." ”
Later, I reflected, I said that I would study, not learn that they smoke, but I had already entered that dormitory, and I was embarrassed to leave, mainly because I didn't dare, so I joined the --107 dormitory.
After entering, I looked at the people inside, and there were two people with very short hair, one was named Li Yuan, and the other was Zhao Cun. There is also a small braid called Xiaozhi. Xiao Zhi was afraid of being caught by the teacher, so he only kept a very thin and thin hair, very long, to the position of the buttocks, and he was proud of it every day. There is also a partial score, not two or seven, not three or eight, it feels like a handful of hair on the ear is missing. It's an exaggerated feeling.
Biased points always tell us: "In these years, playing fashion, this is what you want." You don't understand. ”
I regretted it when I went in. But looking at them, pondering for a long time, I felt that I really didn't dare to leave like that, so I gritted my teeth and moved in.
Later, I learned from everyone's introduction that no one else dared to go to that dormitory. The two children who were separated before were all asked to be replaced. I'm a foreigner, and in their words, I just don't understand the market, so I sent myself in.
Those five people are all locals, and I am the only one from other places. The leader is called Lin Yifei, and everyone calls him Feige. I was the youngest and smallest, and they called me Little Six.