Chapter 185: Without Kagome, I Still Won't Love You
"I'm sorry, I just think I love Leng Xuan so much, I think, I always have to give me a little bit in return, it's that I think too much, in fact, when you told me, I don't love Leng Xuan, I love myself, I already know that I'm wrong, I give so much, do so many things, and finally can't get his love, I know, I don't love him, maybe it's love, but that's also wrong love, I understand, really, Kagome, thank you, let me see Ding Qiang's love, really, I thank you very much, I think, I'm the happiest, It was yesterday that I could let me know that in this world, such an ugly me, there are still people who want it, and I thank you for telling me, my love is not really love, Kagome, I know, why does Leng Xuan love you so much? Because you really love, so good that I think that men will like you, I have done a lot of wrong things for Leng Xuan, I will not be wrong, I have discussed with Ding Qiang, we will go abroad, and then live our own life, if, if you still blame me, I, I don't mind if you find the police, Ding Qiang told me, he will wait for me. Misha looked at Ding Qiang and said with a smile.
It's enough to meet such a good man in your life.
Kagome smiled, then said with a smile, "Have you found someone you love?" Won't you regret it? ”
"I won't regret it, in this world, there is no more love for me like Ding Qiang, I really found it, Leng Xuan, in fact, I thank you very much, let me feel that if, if it weren't for you, maybe I can't see all this clearly, I admit it, I'm sorry Kagome, but I was wrong, nothing like this will happen in the future, I'm sorry, Kagome, thank you." Misha said with red eyes.
"Don't be sorry for me, don't thank me, I'm very good with Leng Xuan, really, I love him very much, I know, Ding Qiang loves you very much, I know, you will be happy, we will be happy, Misha, the past is all gone, you don't have to worry so much, let go of the past, live a good life, your life will be happier than now, I also want to thank you, let me know, it turns out that Leng Xuan can let go of Xue'er, I really, thank you." Kagome said with a smile.
"Actually, Leng Xuan let go of Xue'er a long time ago, once Leng Xuan was sick and had a terrible fever, he kept calling your name, maybe he missed you, maybe he was uncomfortable, he said with tears in his eyes, he loved Kagome, not Xue'er, at that moment, in fact, he was already in love with you, completely in love with you, Kagome, lend me Leng Xuan for ten minutes, okay? I only need ten minutes? Misha begged.
Kagome nodded, then smiled and said, "Go ahead." ”
After the two walked out, Kagome looked at Ding Qiang on the hospital bed and said with a smile: "Why Misha?" ”
"Because she is Misha, if she were to be another woman, maybe I wouldn't pay attention to it, but she is Misha, even if she changes, even in this world, if she doesn't say it, no one will know that she is Misha, but in her bones, after all, she is still Misha, because she is Misha, so I am willing, I am willing to accompany her all the time, in fact, you already have the answer in your heart, don't you? You ask me, why Misha? What about you? Why Leng Xuan? Going around in circles, scarred, isn't it still by his side in the end? I have done so much and hated so much, isn't it because of love after all? Because I love her, I can always find a reason to forgive her. Ding Qiang said with a smile.
Kagome smiled, and then said, "Yes, in this world, there is always such a person, no matter what he does to you?" What was said? You will eventually find a reason to convince yourself and forgive him, Leng Xuan is that person, and Misha is your person, I hope you and Misha can be happy, I know, you will love her well and tolerate him well, because I can see that you really love her. ”
Ding Qiang said with a smile: "Life, it's very unpredictable, sometimes love is like this, it's hard to change for a lifetime, no, it can't be difficult to change, it may be that I don't want to change, it's just good, I don't have to change anything, it's the result I want to see the most." ”
Yes, a person's life, anything, any emotion can be changed, but as long as you control your heart, you will not change, in your life, is there such a person, no matter what you do? No matter what was said? Whatever it does to you? You can find a reason, and then convince yourself, forgive him, and finally smile and say it's okay, and those pains will drift away with the wind because of his smile.
"I'm sorry, I still hurt you, I want to try to control it, but my heart, not controlled by me, I always think, as long as Kagome is gone, you will fall in love with me, but the result tells me that all this is fake, but Leng Xuan, please don't doubt my love, maybe a little blind, maybe a little crazy, but it's really because I love you, I will do so many things to hurt you, I promise you, it won't be in the future, we will leave, I know, a long, long time ago, you loved Kagome, I just don't want to believe it, it's good now, I bless you, Leng Xuan, can you tell me? Would you have fallen in love with me without Kagome? Misha said with red eyes.
If there is no Kagome in this world, only her, will Leng Xuan love her a little more? Just a little bit is enough, nothing else, and she said it, just if, and only if.
"No, it won't." Leng Xuan said in a low voice.
"Why?" Misha's quick question, yes, this answer, I thought of it at the beginning, but she didn't understand, since there was no Kagome, why not her?
"Because Kagome will not be absent, my existence is to meet Kagome, Kagome's appearance is for me to love, Kagome and I are dependent on each other, we will not leave each other, I love Kagome, I love very much, Misha, I am very grateful for everything you have done for me, let me see through this matter of Cher, really, but I don't love you, even if you are Yuyu, all I love is the shadow of Cher, I have never felt for you, you hate me, it is good to hate me, I don't want to lie to you, I'm sorry." Leng Xuan said apologetically.
Misha cried and shook her head, and then said: "No need to be sorry, no sorry, you, you are not sorry for me, really, not at all, I, I think it's good, how can I be sorry?" Hehe, you're so cute, I'm not sorry, Leng Xuan, really, I'm not sorry, can you tell me all this very truly, I know, I'm very lucky, let me meet you, I'm not good, really, but love you, I won't regret it at all, in fact, Kagome is right, love someone, sometimes watching each other laugh, it's a particularly happy thing, I know, you and Kagome are very good, I will bless you, hehe, I, I will also be very happy, Ding Qiang, will be good to me for the rest of my life, Leng Xuan, Can I let me hug you? It's good to go down for a while, just hug you and it's enough. ”