I was still smiling until I walked out of the office and the smile on my face suddenly collapsed.

Everyone in the company looked at me, muttering that they didn't know what to say.

I didn't bother to talk to them, wiped a handful of tears, and walked out of the company gate with the money.

As if there was a sense in the dark, the front foot stepped out of the company, and the back foot received a call from Aunt Wang.

I took a deep breath and pressed the answer button, and Aunt Wang's loud voice immediately pierced through: "Right right, come back quickly, your father is dying again!" ”

I can hear this cry every month, from the first time I was frightened to now I am insensitive. Sometimes I wonder viciously, why didn't he die? Why are you dragging me down?!

But I could only swallow all the hatred in my stomach and pretend to be calm and say, "Oh, I know, I'll be there soon." ”

When I was seven years old, my mother was forcibly robbed and committed suicide by throwing herself into the river. My dad rushed to someone's house, hacked the man to death with a kitchen knife, and was sentenced to fifteen years.

No relatives were willing to take me in, only my adoptive father, He Jin, brought me into the current urban village.

I followed him, called him Dad, thinking that I had met a good Samaritan, but I didn't expect that a nightmare of eleven years would begin.

Pushing open the dilapidated door, the tip of the nose can immediately smell a burst of urine, mixed with the smell of pickles, which makes people's stomachs tumble.

"You're back!" As soon as she saw me, Aunt Wang immediately pounced, crying profusely, tears and snot flowing all over her face, "If you don't come back, I even have the heart to die!" ”

Aunt Wang was our family's hired nanny to take care of my half-paralyzed adoptive father.

"Aunt Wang, thank you for your hard work." I took out three thousand yuan from my bag and handed it to her, and said with a smile, "You can take this month's salary." ”

The person who was still crying out for the sky and grabbing the earth stopped crying, took the money, dipped his index finger in a little spit, and the monkey counted it anxiously.

"Aunt Wang, you go cook first, and I'll say a few words to my dad."

I entered the bedroom, slammed the door open, and my face suddenly turned cold.

The strong smell of cigarette smoke in the room suddenly reminded me of what I smelled in the box last night, and my forehead was bruised, and I began to want to vomit again.

"What are you wearing?" He Jin leaned on the bedside and smoked silently, and when he saw my pajamas, his face changed, and he shouted, "Did you go out and with a man?" ”

"What the hell is going on with you?!" I snatched the cigarette from his hand, threw it on the ground and crushed it with the sole of my shoe.

"Bunny, do you think I won't dare to hit you? I'm going to kill you today! His hands trembled angrily, and he tried to lunge at me, but the two stumps tripped him, and he could only yell and scream, but he could not touch me.

"You bitch! I usually don't let me touch it, but I have the ability to go out and sleep with a man! ”

He let out a snoring gasp in his throat, slammed his fist on the edge of the bed, his presumptuous gaze turned around me, and said viciously: "Sooner or later, one day, I have to get you, and I won't kill you little girl!" ”

Hearing his obscene words, I was already numb, I didn't even frown, I raised my hand and threw it down hard at his face, my palm was numb, and it hurt for a long time.

"If you dare to say a dirty word again, I'll tear your mouth apart!" I looked at him coldly.

"You have the ability to kill me! You wolf-hearted thing! He Jin shouted angrily, pounded his chest with both fists, and shouted, "I'm really blind and raised you such a white-eyed wolf!" ”

I looked at him indifferently, and when he had cried enough, I said coldly, "You think I don't dare to kill you?" ”

He Jin froze in fright and looked at me with wide eyes.

I laughed suddenly, and said slowly: "You remember it clearly, the reason why you have lived until now is not that I dare not kill you, but that I don't want to dirty my hands!" But if you're in a hurry, even if I don't do it myself, I can let someone else kill you, believe it or not? ”

He Jin looked at me blankly and said, "You...... You can't treat me like this, I'm for you, I'll lose two legs, how can you bear it! ”

I sneered, didn't want to talk nonsense with him anymore, and turned around and went out.

Two legs, how can he have the face to say this?

When he led me into the house, I was only seven years old, and I was as innocent as a blank sheet of paper. Because of fear, for a long time, I didn't dare to see anyone but him, let alone stay alone.

He took advantage of my innocence and lied to me that he would take care of me. He bathed me, and his rough palms groped over me countless times, not sparing a single corner.

It wasn't until I was twelve years old that I suddenly realized what he had done to me!