I looked at Qin Xiaoyou, tears fell on her face, and the feeling on my body drove me to fall, but I knew it. Qianqian is still unconscious, she almost died because of me, she hasn't woken up yet, but here I am...... I want to be like this with Qin Xiaoyou here in my mother.

I slapped myself in the face, I got up from Qin Xiaoyou, ran to the bathroom, I closed the door of the bathroom, squatted in the bathroom and cried.

At this time, I was really uncomfortable, and the discomfort in my heart had made me forget my physical needs, and I really didn't know how to choose whether it was important for me to come to Qianqian or Xiaoyou.

The most painful thing for people is to choose, I cried on my lap, listening to the sound of my own crying, I felt so ridiculous. So pathetic, so pathetic.

There was a knock on the door outside, and I heard Qin Xiaoyou crying.

"Brother, I'm sorry, it's Xiaoyou who is shameless."

"Xiaoyou, go to sleep, I want to be alone and quiet."

I pulled a cigarette out of my pocket. Some of the cigarettes in it were halved, and when I saw these broken cigarettes, I thought of what I looked like in bed with Qin Xiaoyou just now, and I felt heartache when I thought of this.

I found a whole cigarette and put it in my mouth, lit it with a lighter, and took a hard puff.

Some people say that smoking hurts the lungs and is not sad, at this time I felt that smoking can indeed relieve stress, now I am helpless, I need Qianqian very much, I want to hear her laughter now. I really want to see her angry and coquettish, and I really want her to hug me. Let her press me against the wall and kiss me forcibly.

My head recalls the image of her being beaten, and my heart begins to ache.

"Qianqian, I'm sorry for you. I'm sorry. ”

Now I can't control myself, the man doesn't flick when he has tears, but he hasn't reached the sad place.

"Help, Bang, Bang"

There was a knock on the door outside.

"Grandson, what's wrong with you, you don't sleep at night, ghosts cry and wolves howl, are you okay?"

I heard my grandfather's voice and said with a wry smile, "I'm fine, you go to bed early." ”

"Grandson, you ghost crying wolf, how can I sleep grandpa, what are you worried about, come out and talk to grandpa, let's talk to grandpa."

My grandfather's words warmed my heart, and now I really need someone to talk to.

I opened the door to the toilet and my grandfather was wearing slippers and holding a cigarette pouch and pot, and when he saw me, he had a kind smile on his face.

"Grandson, let's go to my house and listen to the singing."

"Singing?"

I frowned, and followed my grandfather to the room, this time my grandfather plugged Qin Xiaoyou's mp3 into the stereo, and the stereo was singing, I didn't like to listen to it very much, but my grandpa liked it very much, she hummed along with the rhythm, and gestured with her hands.

Watching him sing, I felt funny, and my grandfather laughed when he saw me laugh, and he laughed too.

"Grandson, why are you always sad at a young age, it's not good, smile for ten years, and be sad and white-headed."

My grandfather sat cross-legged on the floor, and he took out a cup from under the coffee table and poured me tea.

"I'll do it myself."

"It's okay, you don't want to see grandpa, there's no need to care about this kind of thing, you don't know that you were born like a fat pig, and you look very cute."

My grandfather's words made me laugh awkwardly: "Piggy? ”

"Yes, you don't know, how hard your mother worked to give birth to you, then your mother will make trouble for your father for your business, to say that your mother is really a good mother."

After speaking, my grandfather patted me on the shoulder: "Grandson, no matter what difficulties you encounter, don't shed tears, a manly man, don't shed tears when you bleed, even if you encounter a big day, you must be brave enough to be a man, you are a man from our old Qin family, Qin Qiong, you know no, that is our ancestor." ”

"Grandpa, is Qin Qiong a member of our family?"

"Of course it is, we are all surnamed Qin, why not, that's a legendary hero, so don't always cry in the future, that's not good."

After my grandfather finished speaking, I felt a lot more comfortable in my heart, and he was right, I should look away a little.

"Grandpa, I'm fine, I'm going to sleep."

After I finished speaking, I stood up, and my grandfather stood up and shook his head and said, "Don't go, sleep here with me tonight, you just have been with girls for a long time, and you lack masculinity, all of which are yin and bad." ”

I looked at my grandfather with my mouth open, and suddenly I felt that he was like a fortune teller, and he could actually see masculinity.

"Grandpa, are you a fortune teller?" Giant reverse fork carrying.

My grandfather laughed: "You're right, your grandfather and I are indeed fortune tellers, but we never tell fortunes for our own families, don't expect me to tell you fortunes." ”

"Grandpa, I want you to help me do the math for my girlfriend."

I now want to know when Zhang Qianqian will wake up, my grandfather shook his head after hearing it and said: "No, many things for children are not good, do you know why I don't tell my family's fortune?" ”

"I don't know."

I shook my head, feeling weird in my heart.

"The more you count your life, the softer it is, so it's best not to tell your fortune, even if you calculate it, what can you change? That's fate, no one can change it! ”

My grandfather grabbed my shoulder and looked at me and laughed: "You, your life is hard, when your mother gave birth to you, you almost didn't survive, and then your mother and you were fine, you said how hard your life was." ”

"Does this have anything to do with fate?"

I was confused, but I felt that my grandfather was becoming more and more mysterious.

"Of course, let me tell you about your grandson, I think you are gifted and will become a great weapon in the future."

I couldn't hold back for a moment, laughed, my grandfather was really interesting, he said something godly, and he really looked like a fortune teller under the overpass.

"Don't laugh, your grandfather and I never brag, you see how capable your father is, married your mother's beautiful and expensive daughter-in-law, to be honest grandson, your mother has made too many sacrifices for your father, I feel that she is wronged, she married our old Qin family, and gave birth to such a big fat boy as you, I am really happy, but it's a pity that your mother has a hard life."

My grandfather cried as he spoke, and this lovely little old man cried in front of me for the first time, and I knew he was really sad.

"Grandpa, who is my mother, why don't you tell me, what happened back then, why no one can tell me, I still don't know who my mother is."

I feel very aggrieved in my heart, and I think my grandfather will definitely say it.

"Grandson, don't ask, grandpa doesn't want to tell you, it's useless to tell you, your mother has gone, and now you tell you so many things, you will feel even more uncomfortable, it's better not to tell you, it's better not to know some things."

My grandfather shook his head, and he patted me on the shoulder and said, "Sit down and listen to the play." ”

"Grandpa, just tell me, what's my mother's name, okay?"

"Grandson, don't ask, grandpa has no ability, let your father be wronged, you want to avenge your father and count your grandfather and me."

My grandfather had an embarrassed mouth and looked very pitiful.

"No, if you don't want to say it, forget it, I'll go to sleep."

I stood up and tried to leave, but my grandfather grabbed my hand.

"Grandson, are you angry with your grandfather?"

"I didn't, you didn't tell me, I'll find a way to find out myself." ｜.

As soon as I finished saying that my grandfather hit me on the back of the neck all at once, I lost my instincts all at once.

When I woke up again, it was already morning, the sun was shining on me, and I felt as if there was someone around me, and then I realized that there was a little old man lying next to me, and this little old man was none other than my grandfather, and his big eyes were staring at me endlessly.

"Grandpa, you're scared me to death."

My grandfather smiled and said, "Grandpa is not a ghost, how can he still scare you." ”

"Grandpa, don't make trouble, what did you do knocking me unconscious last night?"

"What else can I do, I'm afraid that you will be cranky, and I am afraid that you will be doing nonsense, so get me up and exercise now."

After my grandfather finished speaking, he slapped me in the ass, and the slap knocked me out of bed.

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