Chapter Eighty-Five: The Feeling When Dreams Are Shattered
Originally, I thought that my tears had been shed in the school just now, but when I heard the news from Ling Lingling's mouth, a heart-rending feeling still came out.
It was as if I couldn't stop crying for a moment. Brushes all over my face.
At this time, the only feeling left in my body was that I felt that I had been hollowed out, all my internal organs, all my blood organs, all of which had been wiped out.
It's a bad feeling, almost uncomfortable, suffocating.
But just when I was dizzy and felt that I was about to lose my support, Ling Lingling on the other side suddenly twisted his head again and said coldly
"I lied to you, don't cry.."
Her words made me freeze, and even my heart seemed to stop.
Seeing that I was stunned, Ling Lingling looked a little lost at this time, and said slowly
"I just wanted to see... When dreams are shattered. It's just a matter of what other people's expressions will be."
After saying this, Ling Lingling paused. He said softly
"There's nothing wrong with her, it's just.. She really went abroad.."
In just a few minutes, things changed a little confused, and I looked at her blankly for a while. Only then did he suddenly come to his senses, stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his face, and asked in a panic
"What do you mean?" You.. Are you saying Wang Jiaci is fine? Just really going abroad? ”
Ling Lingling nodded again when I asked like this, she seemed to be a little unhappy, and said in a weak voice
"yes, that's right. ”
"You'd be upset if you told you that she was out of the country as soon as you came back, but if I made up a more serious lie to deceive you..."
And then tell you that in fact, she just really went abroad. How do you feel now, don't you feel sad but happy? ”
Ling Lingling's words made me stunned again, I looked at her for a long time before I realized that I was speechless, it seemed to be really the fuck.
At this time, I suddenly remembered that I went to the infirmary with her a while ago, when she lied to me and said that she was taking some kind of cancer medicine, and now that I think about her nonsense, it is estimated that it will not be a day or two.
And she was right, if she had just come back and told me that Wang Jiaci had gone abroad, I would have felt a little disappointed, but I didn't expect to think about Ling Lingling for a long time, but Wang Jiaci still went abroad. But I was really relieved by what she said just now, and I felt that going abroad was at least better. It's good to be gone.
Thinking of this, I rubbed the sweat on my forehead again, and then I realized that my whole body was already soaked, but I didn't notice it because I was too nervous just now. Woodyard skills.
At this time, I swallowed my saliva dryly, looked at Ling Lingling and complained
"Don't joke about this kind of thing, okay?" I'm about to die of scare for you... If you talk about it later, I'll light the gas canister on the side and be martyred! ”
My words made a smile flash on Ling Lingling's face, she looked at me and said with a look of indifference
"Am I not thinking about you?" And.. Didn't you just say you wouldn't cry? Tears are still flowing? ”
I heard that she not only did not mean sorry, but was still very reasonable, and after a long silence, I nodded and said
"Forget it, it's true that I'm being messed up like this, I can't tell whether I'm happy or sad... That's right? What did her dad say on the phone? Wang Jiaci is abroad, so why is her father's mobile phone still available in China? ”
Ling Lingling shook her head when she heard me ask. She also looked at me and said
"This, I don't know very well, but I asked him if he wanted to give her something, and her father said that she was abroad and shouldn't be able to use it... It doesn't sound like there's something going on. ”
"As for why her dad still uses his mobile phone number in China, I don't know the reason, you can find a chance to call again and try.. Maybe.."
"Maybe she really went to school abroad or something, but didn't she tell you about her illness anyway? What you hear from someone else's mouth is not necessarily true.."
What Ling Lingling said also makes some sense, I am already a little confused in my mind now, it is true that I have learned too much news in one day today and it is too shocking, and I can't tell what is true and what is false.
Seeing my puzzled expression, Ling Lingling sighed lightly, she lowered her head and was quiet for a while, and then looked at me and said
"If you don't eat it again, the water in the hot pot will be about to run dry... Don't you think it's superfluous to think about it now? I advise you to go back and think about it, it's right to eat quickly, I'll have to go back to school later. ”
Hearing Ling Lingling say this, I suddenly came back to my senses, and paused for a few seconds before I nodded and looked at her and said
"Well, yes, it's a fantasy, it's better to go back and find a way to inquire.."
Seeing that I had an epiphany, Ling Lingling finally regained her composure, and then she pointed to the liquor on the side and asked
: "That.. Do you want to drink it now? ”
I hesitated in the direction of her finger before finally speaking
"No, I don't owe you a meal... Let's drink it next time.."
As soon as the words fell, Ling Lingling turned her head, she looked at the bottle of liquor and said slowly
"Okay, then I'll take it to school later.. Next time you invite me to dinner, I'll take it, okay... Hurry up and eat.. Time is running out.."
After finishing speaking, it seemed that he didn't plan to care about me at all, and Ling Lingling immediately started the hot pot with chopsticks.
I watched Ling Lingling do the water-shabu, and the nerves that had been tense finally relaxed.
Yes, no matter what, at this time, it's all a fantasy...
Although there have been so many hints, I can't be sure that Uncle bin Laden's words must be true, and everything will not be final until I contact Wang Jiaci.
Thinking of this, I also took a deep breath, picked up my chopsticks and ate along.
To be honest, I didn't have the heart to pay attention to my surroundings just now, but now I realized that there were a lot of strange eyes on my body, probably because I was stunned by my normal expression of crying for a while, and the customers next to me thought I had something wrong or something, and stared at me cautiously and cautiously.
This made Ling Lingling and I eat very quickly, and it didn't take long for the two of us to finish eating and check out.
The snow was still falling when I went out, and as soon as I walked out of the door, I felt like I was in a different world, as if I had just come to one world and now another world.
Speaking of which, this was my first day as a 17-year-old, and I didn't expect to spend it in such a snowflake situation.
And Ling Lingling, who was beside me, held a wine bottle, looked at me and asked
"Where are you going?" I'm going back to school.."
At this time, there were some snowflakes on her hair, and the snowflakes matched her expression quite well, and they all looked so cold.
I just know Ling Lingling more or less now, although her personality looks indifferent on the outside, but her heart is not like this at all, it can be said that she is a very kind girl.
Thinking of this, I nodded and spoke
"Let's go back together, I just happen to push the cart too."
Hearing me say this, Ling Lingling nodded, walked to the side and hailed a taxi.
After following her into the car, the driver quickly started the car and drove towards the school.
I don't know why, as soon as the snow day taxi driver is extremely excited, one by one the car as a sleigh to drive, originally under normal weather to drive for more than ten minutes, but less than ten minutes to the school gate.
This time, I paid the money first, and followed Ling Lingling towards the school.
When I entered the school, I was already about to go to evening self-study, and Ling Lingling seemed to be going back to the dormitory, so I still had some stops.
She didn't say anything along the way, and it wasn't until she got to the point where she was going to separate that she stopped and looked at me and said
"I'll look for you again the next time I want you to invite me to dinner... I'm leaving."
Hearing Ling Lingling say this, I nodded, hesitated, and still spoke
: "Today.. Thank you."
Ling Lingling didn't seem to feel much about my gratitude, she just smiled lightly, waved her hand and turned to the side.
Seeing Ling Lingling's figure walking away, I sighed, twisted my head and prepared to continue walking.
However, the moment I straightened my head, I was stunned.
I saw that more than ten meters in front of me, Lin Qiaoman was standing there, looking at me with a slightly surprised expression.