Nan Yu didn't even know what expression to use to face Tang Huaijin, although he had thought thousands of times in his heart, he might use the child to threaten her, or to threaten Tang Guannian.

But at this moment, she was still unbearable, like a prisoner who had been escorted under the guillotine early. Although I knew in my heart that the sharp knife on this head would always fall at some point. But when the blade really fell, the heart-wrenching pain was still real.

Tang Huaijin avoided Nan Yu's gaze and didn't look at her, "I'll go downstairs first, you think about it yourself." Is it the children who are important, or is your freedom important? ”

After speaking, he hurried away with the child in his arms, and his back was a little embarrassed.

After Tang Huaijin left, Nan Yu froze in place.

She was really thinking seriously about whether the child was important or her freedom was important.

Yes. She can endure anything for the sake of the child, but she also understands at this moment. She was able to have this child in exchange for her own freedom. People seem to have been drained of their strength, and they can't tell whether they are more distressed or numb.

During this time, she suffered too many blows, all of which were accumulated in her heart, not that she didn't feel heavy, but that she cared about the child in her belly, covered it up, didn't think about it, didn't care about it.

The medical staff around her told Nanyu a lot of postpartum depression after giving birth, for fear that she would suffer from it. Nan Yu actually wants to say that there are so many depressions in this world. It's just a matter of pregnancy, and all the grievances and pain in my heart have been suppressed. When the child is born, such emotions finally have no scruples, and of course they will rage in the body.

Nan Yu is never negative, even if she encounters such a big storm before, she can still encourage herself. Don't crash. But at this time, she felt that she couldn't hold it anymore.

What crushed her was not a big thing in the stormy waves, but a small one, and with a look from Tang Huaijin, she felt that she might not be able to live.

No more children. How will she live in the future?

He said that he pinched her weakness and knew that she couldn't let go. is like a person whose neck is pinched, the instinct to survive will make her beg for mercy and obedience, but she must not let go of her heart.

Nan Yu hung his head silently.

By this moment, the tears were completely gone.

I couldn't cry anymore.

.......

Tang Huaijin sat in the car, and the little bear was tossed and woke up, but he was full before, and he didn't cry.

The child seemed to be unaware of everything around him, and the little fat hand reached Tang Huaijin's hair, Tang Huaijin lowered his head slightly, let him grab it, and he laughed.

Just then, the door opened.

Tang Huaijin hurriedly turned his head to look, forgetting the hair in the child's hand, it hurt to be pulled.

hissed, but the first reaction was to look at the child's fingers. Compared with the child's tender fingers, he is afraid that his hair will hurt the child.

In the chaos, Nan Yu got in the car and sat next to Tang Huaijin.

Tang Huaijin took out the hair from Xiao Xiong's hand, and then turned sideways to face Nan Yu. I heard her say, "You win, I'll go with you." ”

Her body was bowed like a shrimp, her head was buried very low, and the broken hair on her forehead hung in front of her face. As she spoke, her hair swung and swayed as she spoke.

Lost soul is probably the word that best describes Nan Yu's current appearance.

If she could, Tang Huaijin didn't want to force her like this at all. She had already endured too much, and he understood and felt distressed. But now it's happening. He couldn't think of any other way, between letting her go and maybe hurting her, he had no choice but to hurt her. It's better than letting her go, he can't accept that ending.

Ideas are ideas, and reality is reality.

She was sitting next to him like this as if her soul had been drained from her, and she felt sad in her heart. Authentic.

Tang Huaijin didn't make a sound, just silently handed the child into her arms.

She's always happy to see a bear.

In fact, he has always known that she loves children, and since the first pregnancy, she has been desperate to protect them. At the time, he thought she was stupid, just a mess of trouble that left people at a loss. But now, when he looked at the bear, he understood, how could he not love it? His little bear, let him exchange his life, he is willing.

It's just a pity that he understood too late. He didn't understand the beauty brought by children before, and he never experienced the preciousness of love.

That's why he gave up mercilessly, and now thinking about the cruel words he said back then, I can't help but tremble all over my body. He had lost another bear and couldn't even think about it.

And what about her? Is he going to lose her forever?

Tang Huaijin shook his head, no! He won't accept it, he understands it too late, no one has ever taught him this, but Nan Yu gave it to him. He now understands that the moment he sees a child laughing, even if it is a dark night, he will feel a brilliant feeling in front of him. He also remembered the shock and liking in his heart when Nan Yu was desperate to protect himself in front of him.

If you've never tasted it, you'll probably never know how good it feels to be in your life.

But he did. How could it be possible to let go.

The little bear was placed in Nan Yu's arms, still moving his hands and feet, Nan Yu looked at the child, and his heart was indescribably sour and bitter. This is her heart's baby, she is so longing, but the moment she sees him, it is such pain.

She even began to wonder if it was a mistake to let the child into the world.

Her mother is too weak, so weak that she can't give their mother and son a free world. So weak that even when I saw the child, I wondered if he should come into this world.

Let her live a harder life.

Nan Yu didn't dare to face the little bear, her head was buried lower, and her whole face was buried in the child's clothes. I can no longer smell the beautiful milk fragrance on the child's body, only bitterness, inexhaustible bitterness.

Tang Huaijin carefully pinched Xiao Xiong's hand to prevent him from grabbing Nan Yu's hair indiscriminately.

Nan Yu sat on her lap with the bear in her arms, her face buried in the child's body, and Tang Huaijin was not sure if she was crying.

Such a scene is too poignant.

Obviously he was by his side, but he could still feel the aura of orphans and widows emanating from the mother and son, and Nan Yu's appearance was so helpless that he felt that he was heinous.

The car has started.

It is actually dangerous for the child to sit with his back to the driver's seat like this, but Tang Huaijin did not dare to take the child out of Nan Yu's hands.

I can only let the driver drive a little slower and more steadily.

Tang Huaijin didn't dare to let Nan Yu fall into such an emotion, he began to have nothing to say, and tried to make the carriage a little more relaxed, "I will let people move home everything you have in the hospital." Take back all the clothes you made for the bear. When the bear grows up, it will be able to wear it. How cute it would be for us bears to wear clothes made by our mothers. He exaggerated the epilogue.

Such a whitewash is too peaceful. In fact, Tang Huaijin felt uncomfortable.

But what can be done?

He knew where her crux was, but he didn't dare to ask or touch, once he said it, her request was to leave. And he will never budge on this issue.

There is no solution, a dead knot.

Of course, Nan Yu couldn't ignore him.

In fact, Nan Yu came out of the hospital. Didn't take anything. When she tied up the child and was about to leave, what she was going to take was just some things that the child urgently needed, and she didn't want anything about him.

The bear may have heard his own name a lot, so he already has the first consciousness. Or maybe he was in the quiet carriage, and he only heard Tang Huaijin talking, so he turned his head to stare at Tang Huaijin.

The child's eyes seemed to be staring at him, Tang Huaijin felt weak in his heart, and he always felt that the child's eyes could see through everything.

He forced a smile and said, "Good baby, Dad will take care of you and Mommy." Is it okay to believe in Dad? ”

Xiao Xiong's answer was aimed at Nan Yu's head and kicked it with a flying kick.

At this moment, Tang Huaijin couldn't help it, hugged the child from Nan Yu's hands, and couldn't suppress the anger and disciplined the child, "What's wrong with you?" When I was in my mother's belly, I liked to kick people. Now that I've grown up, how can I still be like this! ”

Xiao Xiong couldn't feel Tang Huaijin's anger at all, and he was also a kick at Tang Huaijin.

Little bears like to kick their legs, if this is in normal times, of course Tang Huaijin is happy, the little guy's legs are so strong.

But today, it's different from the usual.

After the bear was taken away, Nan Yu's whole body shrunk together, his head completely buried between his legs, and he couldn't wait to shrink his whole body into a ball.

Tang Huaijin held the child and wanted to touch her hair with one free hand, but the moment her fingers touched her, she felt her tremble.

She felt like she was frightened.

He knew it wasn't good.

But in the way of the child, she can only let her continue like this.

Picking up the little bear back to the soup house, the happiest thing is the servants of the Tang family, these people have served in the Tang family for generations, and many of them took care of Tang Huaijin when he was a child. Now that the eldest young master has a younger young master, who is not happy.

Tang Huaijin got out of the car and handed the child over to a trustworthy servant, and then turned his head to pick Nan Yu down.

Who knew that Nan Yu had already gotten off the other side of the car, and followed the maid holding the child, walking in the same direction. It was very different from her radiant appearance in the past, she hunched her back slightly, followed behind the servants, and looked like the servants had no mental strength.

Tang Huaijin strode up and picked up Nan Yu directly from behind.

The first reaction was to look into her eyes, and fortunately, she didn't cry.

He breathed a sigh of relief and lowered his head to kiss her forehead, and the cold skin pierced his heart.

Only then did she find that she came out of the hospital wearing light clothes and no coat at all. He came out first with the child in his arms, but he took good care of himself and the child, but ignored her.

I couldn't get rid of the fire in my heart, so I grinded my teeth and hugged her and walked to the mansion.

She's too cold.

It's like being frozen for a long, long time, but just now in the car, the temperature is not low. Tang Huaijin carried her upstairs. went straight into the bedroom of the two, pulled up the quilt and wrapped her in.

"Are you a fool? Don't know what to wear when you come out? It's good to freeze! ”

Her eyes were stunned, and Tang Huaijin asked her questions, but she didn't answer.

I really didn't have a problem in my heart, and I bluffed her angrily, "If you dare to make me sick, try it!" ”

Nan Yu naturally didn't give him a response, but that night, he had a high fever. This symptom came inexplicably, Tang Huaijin saw that her whole body was burning red, but her body still showed a cold and shivering appearance.

The heart is tight.

All the doctors who could be found were helpless. I don't see why.

The doctor couldn't make up his mind, "Mrs. Tang is breastfeeding now, so you should be very cautious with your medication!" Otherwise, it will hurt two people, we suggest, or observe again! ”

Tang Huaijin was furious: "Observation? She's all already