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Because of her loss of taste and her declining body, Ash was depressed for three days, refusing to speak to anyone and refusing to cooperate with treatment.

Everyone thinks that she is only because she is too young to withstand the sudden terminal illness that will cause such passive resistance. Only she knows best that this is a desperation of the powerlessness of the system punishment, and Ash also found out yesterday that she can't even enter the system space at all.

In such a situation, it is impossible for the family to force her to undergo treatment, and she didn't dare to say a word of weight, so in the end, she was really helpless and called Ash's friends over.

On this day, as soon as Ash opened his eyes, he was surrounded by a room full of familiar figures.

Ying Zheng, Fan Xiang, Su Yang, Haozi...... Even Gao Minzhen came over, she looked at the friends in this room, and was stunned for a while.

"Hee-hee!" Ying Zheng was the first to pounce and hug her, "I'll just say why you suddenly disappeared for several days, you don't answer the phone, you don't reply to the text message, I didn't expect something to really happen!" ”

Fan Xiang also hugged her, "Xixi, we will accompany you, don't give up." You are such a good and resolute person, you should not be easily defeated by the disease, if you are all down, what are we going to do? ”

Su Yang also walked up to her, didn't say anything pretty, only said: "Ash, I've helped you try all your dishes, over there at Shiheng Restaurant, I can go and help you check it, anyway, there is a lot of time in the summer vacation." However, there is a premise for this, and that is that you don't give up. ”

Then, Su Yang's roommates also came over one by one and comforted her one after another, saying that they believed that she had her own natural appearance and would not lose a single cancer.

The last one to step forward was the awkward Gao Minzhen.

She pursed her lips and walked in front of Ash, still the same as before, and said, "Ash, our business is not over yet, you have messed up my marriage with the Fang family, how can you run away like this?" I have already booked a place in Shiheng Restaurant, I haven't tasted your craftsmanship yet, why are you going to retreat? ”

Ai hopes that this group of friends, who are young and sincere, have come from their hometown to Sichuan City to comfort themselves, and they really regard themselves as friends.

In fact, she didn't really plan to give up treatment completely, but this unwarranted disaster was originally systematic, and chemotherapy was just in vain.

Ash walked into a dead end, unable to move forward, unable to retreat.

A system that cannot be entered, cannot be negotiated; The incurable medical treatment worries her; The more and more imminent Shiheng Restaurant is even more anxious. She couldn't think of a perfect solution, so she had to stop.

She smiled wryly and said to her friends, "Thank you, thank you for coming from so far to see me and comfort me." It's just that...... The doctor's recommendation is to remove the root of the cancer directly, which is to cut off half of the tongue. ”

The group of friends was instantly silenced, because they all knew that cutting out Ash's tongue was basically the same as cutting off her life.

She is a person who has been caught by the counselor since the first day of school, and she has to insist on boiling a pot of sour plum soup. When I was in school, I not only had to take classes, but I also had to be a chef, and at the same time, I could also go to a food variety show.

They all know that Ash's main concern is cooking, she enjoys cooking, and she likes to see the satisfied appearance of her guests.

The group had a lot to say, and after Ash had said the best course of treatment, they could no longer persuade her.

No one can be sure that if he changes to Ash's place, he will be able to easily accept this other devastating treatment plan.

The atmosphere in the hospital room became unusually silent for a while, and finally, Ash sighed and said to them, "I know what you want, and I know that you don't want to say something grandiose, so you can't speak." Let's all go back, I hope to be alone, there will always be a way, I didn't give up. ”

Ying Zheng and Fan Xiang hugged Ash tightly, as if she was going to disappear at any time, and at this time, Lian Yuyan suddenly walked in front of her in a few steps.

Lian Yuyan pulled them away and suddenly poured a glass of warm water on Ash.

"Ash, sober me up!" Lian Yuyan said sternly, "What do you mean that you want to be quiet alone, and your calm way will passively reject all treatment options?" You told me about your chef's dream a year ago, is this how you should approach your dream? One tongue cancer crushes all your beliefs, that's what you're talking about isn't a child?! Is the tongue that important, more important than your life?! ”

When Lian Yuyan said the end, she was almost roaring, she hated such a situation, and she was already suppressed to the extreme in her heart.

Seeing this, Ai Shiheng hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed his wife, "Yuyan, don't you do this, Xixi she is still young, but she is confused for a while, let's not force her, we must guide her slowly!" ”

Ying Zheng and the others were also stunned by Yuyan's last hoarseness, and reacted for a while before pulling the tissue and wiping the water droplets caught by Ash's head and face.

Fan Xiang also said nervously to Lian Yuyan: "Auntie, calm down, Xixi she won't give up, she is also in pain." ”

And Ash was stunned, she suddenly remembered her previous life, and her mother scolded her over the phone.

At that time, her mother scolded her for being unfilial, calling her a madman, and she had to go abroad to learn art when her family went bankrupt. She was also hoarse at that time, asking her, are dreams so important, are they more important than her family?!

My answer at the time was: "I'm sorry, but for a real three-Michelin-starred chef, I'm afraid it's an artist in the culinary world." ”

At that time, she was really crazy.

This time, Ash did not go abroad and chose the safest way to realize his dream, but the reality was as cruel as it was.

What else can she do now, in fact, she doesn't want to do this, but if she goes abroad and follows the old path, will she definitely succeed?

Not necessarily, if she goes down the old path, she will only lose more.

Ash hung his head, the tears in his eyes could no longer be stopped, and one drop fell on the white sheets, and in a moment they soaked a large area.

Ying Zheng's eyes widened, they had known Ash for so long, when had they ever seen her cry, let alone cry so desperately.

Even Yuyan was stunned, she just wanted to wake up her daughter, and even let her quarrel with herself. Because Ash has been so quiet lately, it's like he's really ready to die quietly.

She didn't expect her daughter to cry.

Ash has always been a child who doesn't like to cry, and he is very stubborn, even if the rattan is drawn on his body, he will hold back his voice.

Lian Yuyan was a little flustered, she stepped forward and wanted to hug her daughter but flinched a little, "Xixi, don't cry, mom doesn't want to force you to ......"

Ash didn't look up, didn't say anything, just silently shed tears.

After about ten minutes, she looked up with red eyes and said, "Take me to the attending doctor, I want to talk to him." ”

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In the end, of course, Ash met with the attending doctor smoothly and had a long chat with the other party alone.

She learned a lot about tongue cancer, what the reaction would be, and what conservative treatments there were other than cutting off the tongue.

Luckily, radiation therapy is also available for tongue cancer, and it doesn't have to be cut off.

Unfortunately, radiotherapy is too conservative and the cure rate is extremely low.

The final advice of the attending doctor is: if you want to treat it in China, it is best to choose the method of removing the root of the cancer cells, that is, removing part of the tongue; For radioconservative treatment, it is best to go abroad for treatment, where the technology is relatively developed and the success rate is higher.

Only then did Ash discover how cunning the food system was, and the punishment task of [fighting tongue cancer] would eventually lead her abroad.

After thanking the attending doctor, she did not make a decision immediately, but in fact, she still preferred to stay in the country and carry out conservative treatment.

Because, if the system wants her to die, then even if she goes abroad for treatment, even if she cuts off her tongue, I am afraid she may not be able to live.

Ash had planned to think about it for another night, and if there was really no way, he would talk to the doctor about his options.

And that night, an "old friend" appeared in her hospital room and gave her a third option.

Fang Jinchao, who hadn't seen her for a long time, heard the news that she was suffering from tongue cancer out of nowhere, and took the initiative to visit the ward.