Chapter 40: Men Cry Too

? The drinking party dispersed, and the car drove to Li Haonan's house, because now he and Anya are husband and wife, and for fear of suspicion, Anya temporarily lives with him.

Li Haonan, who has been living this night for a long time, has begun to yawn, Anya is still in good spirits, in these days, she is happy, every time everyone calls her Mrs. Li, her good mood will grow sharply, everyone looks at her envious eyes, flattering words, let her taste the glory of being Mrs. Li for the first time, especially when Li Haonan is holding Li Haonan in the crook of her arm, the happiness she dreams of is in front of her.

Such days have passed for a few days in a row, which really makes Anya have an illusion that she seems to have really become Li Haonan's wife, the real Mrs. Li.

Anya sat beside Li Haonan and looked at him gently: "Brother Haonan, you're tired, right?" ”

"Well, a little bit of a headache." Li Haonan closed his eyes and didn't look at Anya's smiling face.

"Your body is just right, you will naturally feel tired after staying up like this! If you don't go back, I'll pinch it for you. "Anya asked tentatively, she knew that Li Haonan would have a headache when she overthought about it, so she also went to learn from the masseur the 'acupoint' massage method to relieve headaches, in the past, Li Haonan did not meet Gu Xiaobei in the past, she often pinched his head for him to relieve the blood in the brain and relieve pain.

"No, I'm a little sleepy, just get some sleep."

Anya smiled, for a strong man like Li Haonan, she knew that she couldn't force it, but she might be able to work slowly and carefully.

Although so many things have happened, she still likes Li Haonan, is 'infatuated' with Li Haonan, and is willing to be a cow and a horse for him.

For Li Haonan, she restrained her temper, restrained her edge, no longer scheming, tried her best to be peaceful and generous, and even read a lot of parenting books in order to get Li Yi's favor, and secretly enrolled in a crash course for a good mother.

Anya knew that there was little chance that Gu Xiaobei would come back safe and sound, even if she could come back, so many things had happened between her and Li Haonan, and it would be difficult for them to reunite even if they wanted to.

When they returned to the villa, it was already the middle of the night, Anya temporarily lived in the guest room downstairs, next to the place where Xian Zhiming, Ruan Van Zheng and other bodyguards lived, and Li Haonan and the child still lived upstairs.

Li Hao went upstairs and didn't feel sleepy, after he took a shower and came out, he went to the study to call up the monitoring and find the date for Li Yi's birthday.

That was the last image of Gu Xiaobei left here, and he watched her walk into the courtyard timidly alone; Watching her hold the child, crystal tears meandered and transparent from the corners of her eyes to her chin; watched her pick up the teddy bear with tears in her eyes, painfully and sadly; watched her stand alone in the 'flower' garden in the sun, looking at herself who was scolding her in a short panic; looked at the way she almost cried but endured it......

Once upon a time, didn't she get angry and make a lot of noise about herself? But at this time, she became so aggrieved and even humble, why didn't she see it at the time, how could she say such heartless words, and she looked at her back like this, and left here step by step......

Li Haonan only felt that the sadness and remorse came up all over the world, how could he have thought that after this side, he and Gu Xiaobei would be separated for so long, so far, so difficult, he endured and endured the tears that had welled up in his eyes, but the tears completely blurred his eyes, and he could no longer see Gu Xiaobei on the screen, he knew that he was a man and couldn't cry, but he couldn't hold back anymore.

Many days of pent-up worry, fear, remorse, loneliness...... At this moment, as if a flash flood was about to destroy everything, people's psychological defense line is like this, solid, layered, indestructible, but if it really wants to collapse, it is as brittle as cicada wings, vulnerable, in the dead of night, Li Haonan burst into tears alone.

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Gu Qingbei was wearing a see-through pale pink 'color' pregnant 'woman' skirt, her long hair was scattered, showing the charm and 'sexuality' of 'woman' and 'sex', she sat in front of the dresser and drew her makeup carefully, He Zijun came back from out of town today, 'woman' is the one who pleases herself, she changes her clothes and puts on makeup, everything she does is for He Zijun.

Before He Zijun and her got married, Gu Qingbei had always played the role of a gentle and virtuous 'girlfriend' friend, at home and outside the house, she did the laundry and cooking herself, after they got married, Gu Qingbei became pregnant, He Zijun naturally hired a maid, and Gu Qingbei became a rich man again.

Their home is spacious and bright, the interior decoration is 'exquisite' and luxurious, the husband is young and handsome, has a successful career, the family is rich and happy, and she is about to have a baby, Gu Qingbei is satisfied and happy, but there is also a faint uneasiness in her heart.

She knew that her beautiful life was stolen from Gu Xiaobei, and she tried her best to maintain it at will, she no longer went to fashion parties, no longer went to nightclubs to have fun, and in order to please He Zijun, she didn't even dare to look through jewelry magazines and clothing magazines in front of him, for fear that he would hate her as an arrogant and extravagant daughter.

But even so, Gu Xiaobei's existence is still like a time bomb, she will explode at any time, and everything she enjoys will fall apart and disappear.

So Gu Qingbei took advantage of her pregnancy and took advantage of Gu Xiaobei's soft-heartedness to drive her away, now even if He Zijun knows that Gu Xiaobei has recovered his memory, he can't find her, and his child is about to be born, blood is thicker than water, he may not be as important as Gu Xiaobei in He Zijun's heart, but what if he adds a child!

Gu Qingbei sat in the living room with luxurious facilities and ingenious layout, facing a floor-to-ceiling window, with faint lights below, looking far away, the lights of the city were flickering, making people feel that their lives were rich and comfortable, but she always vaguely felt that such a good day was coming to an end!

Watching the time pass little by little, Gu Qingbei became a little uneasy, according to the time He Zijun got off the plane, he should have arrived home a long time ago, if he didn't come back for so long, where would he go?

Gu Qingbei's mind moved, thinking of Li Haonan and Anya's high-profile marriage, he faintly knew in his heart that He Zijun must have gone to Li Haonan to theorize, it seems that Gu Xiaobei has recovered his memory and can't hide it, fortunately, Gu Xiaobei has been sent away by himself, and he also has a true destiny in his arms!

Later, when I heard the 'door' bell ringing, it must be He Zijun coming back, Gu Qing'er hurriedly stood up, sorted out her clothes, and didn't forget to look at her appearance one last time in front of the mirror before welcoming her, well, absolutely perfect!

He Zijun finally came back, his handsome face was the depression of the mountain rain's desire', Gu Qingbei had already understood a little in his heart, but his face still 'revealed' a bright smile, and he stepped forward in small steps, she walked over to greet her, not forgetting to look at her appearance one last time in front of the entrance mirror. Well, he grabbed He Zijun's arm perfectly and affectionately, and said delicately: "Husband, you're back!" I miss you so much! ”

He Zijun looked at Gu Qingbei's smiling face like a 'flower', looked at her bulging belly, there was their child there, who was about to be born soon, all of this made his heart 'messy', holding back the words and anger along the way was suddenly washed away, he stared at Gu Qingbei for a long time, his eyes flickered, and he was a little conflicted in his heart, worried that this conversation would affect her body, after all, she was pregnant with a child for him, but there were some things that had to be said, Shen 'groaned', he said: "Xiaobei recovered her memory, her divorce from Li Haonan, You already knew, right? ”

Although Gu Qingbei was a little prepared in her heart, she was still a little flustered when she heard He Zijun suddenly ask, and the blood rushed to her face, she knew that He Zijun only came back at this point, and after coming back, she must have seen Li Haonan, if she quibbled, it would only make him more angry, anyway, Xiaobei left, and simply put the blame on Gu Xiaobei, she said with some pity: "Yes, I already knew this, but Xiaobei didn't let me tell you, she said that she was afraid that you would worry, and she, she ......"

"How is she?" He Zijun asked.

"She said that she has fallen in love with Li Haonan, and it is impossible to be with you anymore, she just hopes that you and I can be happy, so she won't let me tell you!" Gu Qingbei looked at He Zijun's dark and beautiful eyes, and carefully observed his face.

Sure enough, when He Zijun heard her words, his whole person seemed to collapse, and his face turned pale, "She really said this to you, after she recovered her memory, she still said that she loved Li Haonan?" ”

"Yes." Gu Qingbei looked at He Zijun's eyes, there were two flames jumping, as if there was something that could not be said, she was slightly scared, but she forced herself to calm down, this man, this family, she spent all her efforts, fighting spirit, and finally got it, she couldn't lose it, and she didn't allow anyone to destroy it, "Xiaobei really fell in love with Li Haonan later, she said that she was divorced and was just angry with Li Haonan for a while, and after a while, they were very willing to be together, because she loved Li Haonan, I can't forget Li Haonan......"

He Zijun felt that his heart sank point by point, Xiaobei regained his memory, Xiaobei and Li Haonan divorced, in his heart, he actually thought that she did this because of herself, because she still loved herself, in fact, everyone has such vanity, even if she has married and had children, and there is no turning back, she still hopes that the person she loves still loves her, and she still misses herself.

His mind is like a train passing by, boom can't figure it out, some numb slowly walked towards the house, prostration sat in the bedroom sofa, the sofa is soft and comfortable, from the famous design, sit down and feel that the whole body is very fit, next to the gold painted coffee table there is a 'fine' red glaze 'flower' vase, this home everywhere 'fine' is not a place that does not make people feel that this is a good place to be comfortable.

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