Chapter 144: Pain to the Bone
"But gradually. I found that you and Xiaobei are completely different. She has a weak appearance. But he is very strong in his bones. You are different. It's clear that the heart is such a soft person. But he pretended to be strong. Later I knew. You have a reason to have to pretend like this. That's when I thought. Your shoulders are so weak. What are the responsibilities. I'm willing to fight for you. You are optimistic, confident, beautiful, and kind. It's the least dazzling girl I've ever seen. Gradually. When I was with you. All that comes to mind is you. Then I decided to marry you."
Hear here. Ye Baiwei couldn't help but stiffen.
Zhou Yan naturally felt it. He patted her on the back soothingly. Go on." That's when I thought about it for a while. I can look for someone else's shadow in you. But marriage is sacred. It's a lifelong commitment. I can't hurt an innocent girl in its name. I'm going to marry you. There can only be one reason. That's what I want you to be my wife."
Ye Baiwei's tears flowed again. Zhou Yan gently erased it for her with his thumb." I can't forget Xiaobei. I'm not going to forget about her. But Xiaobei is gone. I have you now. I'm also ready to live with you for the rest of my life. Wei Wei. Will you forgive me. And continue to accept me like this."
Ye Baiwei didn't expect Zhou Yan to tell her this. It's just joy and sorrow. Her heart couldn't bear it at all. Good for a while. She held back her grief." Then you—Do you love me?"
Ask this sentence. almost exhausted the little strength that Ye Baiwei had left. Now Zhou Yan has told her what is going on. He won't deceive her in any way. Precisely because of this. Ye Baiwei was even more worried about how Zhou Yan would answer.
Be. He has a crush on her. willing to marry her. But that's because he had a preconceived notion about it. Because of Mu Xiaobei, he approached her. Ultimately. The most important thing in his heart is Mu Xiaobei. She's just the crow he loves and the crow.
Wenyan. Zhou Yan hugged Ye Baiwei's slender body tighter. Bow your head and kiss her on the cheek. muttered. Silly girl. Of course I love you."
Wenyan. Ye Baiwei didn't show how excited she was. She still couldn't believe it. Can Zhou Yan really distinguish her from Mu Xiaobei so clearly? Mu Xiaobei is no longer there. For Zhou Yan. It doesn't matter if it's clear or not. But for her. But it's the most important thing in their lives.
She doesn't want to be a stand-in for someone else. Especially in the hearts of the man you love deeply. Even if she could do it, she didn't care about his past. I can't accept that there is another woman in his heart.
It's just that it's all her selfishness. Mu Xiaobei is no longer there. She can't fight with the dead. I can't fight either. If you say it, it is vexatious. If it was before. She has such selfishness, and she will not hide it from Zhou Yan. Because she feels. That's her man. He will embrace everything about himself. Even if it's a disadvantage.
But it's different now. Zhou Yan is still her man. But on the scales between her and Mu Xiaobei. He will always be towards Mu Xiaobei.
This is Ye Baiwei's greatest sorrow.
She has loved two men before and after. Ji Yunzhe for Su Xiaoxiao. Abandoned her at the wedding. The father was so angry that he had a heart attack. Ye Baiwei thinks. In this life. She's had enough of her heartache. But I didn't expect it. She thought she could pamper the man he would love for the rest of his life. It was the one who gave her the most fatal blow.
Ye Baiwei smiled self-deprecatingly. Gently but resolutely pushed away Zhou Yan's embrace.
"Vivi." His face was amazed and disappointed. Ye Baiwei still can't forgive and accept him.
Ye Baiwei shook her head. Said slowly." I'm in a mess. ZHOU Yan. I know what you're saying to me is true. But I don't know if I can continue to accept you. I...... I don't have a way to think about it right now. Sorry ......"
Zhou Yan was silent for a while. It's me who is sorry for you. I shouldn't have pushed you so hard. I won't ask again. You can have enough time to think it through. It's not early. Let's go to sleep."
Ye Baiwei nodded. Then he shook his head again. It's not early. It's time to rest. But at present, she and Zhou Yan are in this situation. There was no way she could continue to wake up in his arms in peace. So she got out of bed. Endure the sorrow and sadness in my heart. Said softly." I'm going to sleep in the guest room."
Zhou Yan's eyes tingled suddenly. She didn't even want to sleep in the same bed with her?
But what if it hurts? He is no longer eligible to be retained.
The arm was suddenly grabbed. Ye Baiwei looked back at Zhou Yan. Is there anything else?"
Zhou Yan glanced at Ye Baiwei deeply. Said in a deep voice. You are here. I'm going to sleep in the guest room." Talking. The head will not go out of the bedroom.
Ye Baiwei's gaze still stopped at the place where he was standing just now. I didn't want to leave for a long time.
A simple shower. Ye Baiwei was lying alone on the wide bed. Suddenly felt so cold.
What's the use of the air conditioner no matter how high it is. Without that hot-chested man. Ye Baiwei suddenly felt that this room was so big that it was annoying......
The skin feels the softness of the quilt. Ye Baiwei remembered that the two of them were still in this bed last night, and their siblings were fighting to death. There seems to be his warmth and breath still on the pillow. But he's not a man of his own anymore.
"Zhou Yan. Zhou Yan ......" Ye Baiwei called Zhou Yan's name softly. It seems that this will be able to withstand all the cold and sadness. It's as if they're still the happiest couple. She loves him alone. He only had her in his eyes.
But screaming and screaming. Ye Baiwei found. Calling his name no longer brings strength to itself. It's a greater pain......
Alone here. Ye Baiwei was more aware of it. The man. It doesn't belong to her anymore......
Ye Baiwei buried her head in the quilt. The body is curled into a ball. Seems to be warmer this way. Warmer up.
In the middle of the night. The door to the master bedroom is gently opened. The tall man walked in with a lighter movement. Sit down on the edge of the bed. Quietly staring at the woman who was not sleeping peacefully. Under the moonlight. There were still two clear tear stains on her face.
Zhou Yan's heart froze. Rough fingertips gently caress the woman's cheeks. Feel the delicate and soft temperature. I thought that it was myself who brought her such pain. Remorse swept over the world.
In front of my mother that day. He swore he wouldn't hurt her. But I didn't expect it to be long. He slapped himself in the face.
The majestic president of Dijin Entertainment Group broke his promise for the first time. It turned out to be the woman he loved in the face of his beloved.