Chapter 799: The Taste of Crush
When Zha Jiliang pulled Ye Ming to talk outside, Qu Yu also sat next to Li Wen, climbed her shoulder with his hand very affectionately, and asked in a low voice like a big sister: "Wenwen, you tell your sister the truth: do you like this Mr. Ye very much?" Don't deny it to me! Sister is several years older than you, it turns out that there was an unhappy marriage, although my own love life is not satisfactory, but I have experienced a few periods, Chinese whether a girl likes a man or not, I can see at a glance. For example, when you looked at Mr. Ye just now, your eyes were full of tenderness and your face was full of happiness - these subtle expressions of yours may not be noticed by others, but they can't hide my eyes. After all, you and I are both women, right? ”
Li Wen didn't expect Qu Yu to expose her mind so straightforwardly, her face turned red, and her expression was a little embarrassed.
However, Li Wen is not the kind of girl who pretends to be pretentious and pretentious after all. Moreover, she also knew that Qu Yu was a very smart and sensitive woman, and she would never be able to hide her eyes from Ye Ming's thoughts. What's more, he has always been in love with Ye Ming, and he has been secretly in love with him for nearly a year, but he has never had the opportunity to confide in others about his feelings, so he can only press it heavily in his heart, and even Ye Ming himself doesn't know his hard love for him, and thinks that he gave him his body just to repay his kindness. Therefore, she really needs to find someone to talk to, to release the heavy depression in her heart because of the fiery love. And Qu Yu is a better person to talk to......
Therefore, after a moment of shyness, Li Wen immediately returned to her normal state and generously admitted: "Sister Qu, don't burn fake incense in front of the true Bodhisattva: I really like Brother Ye, and it's the kind of like that goes deep into the bone marrow, you should be able to see this." However, you should also be able to see that my liking is just an unrequited love. The person that Brother Ye likes is not me, and he already has a fiancée now. Therefore, I can only bury this kind of love in my heart, and I can only chew the aftertaste slowly by myself, but I can't show it. I don't know if you've tasted unrequited love, Sister Qu, anyway, in my opinion, this is both a pain and a happiness. The pain is that this kind of lovesickness may never be rewarded, and it will never be fruitful; The happy thing is: every night in bed, I can repeatedly recall the appearance of the person I love, recall the good times and wonderful experiences I had with him, as well as his words and deeds, and smiles.
"In such memories, I can always experience a sour and sweet feeling. And this sweet and sour feeling, like a kind of spiritual opium, makes me addicted, intoxicated, and makes me fall into it and can't extricate myself...... Moreover, sometimes, I still have a longing: if one day, the person I love suddenly falls in love with me, what kind of happiness it will be! In that case, I wouldn't want anything more for the rest of my life. As long as I have him, even if I want to beg for rice and go to Liulang for the rest of my life, I will definitely be willing to be happy and have no regrets - Sister Qu, do you understand my mood and thoughts? ”
When confiding in Qu Yu about her unrequited love for Ye Ming, Li Wen had fallen into a state of almost obsession, completely immersed in her emotions, without shyness, scruples, or any burden of thoughts, she just wanted to vent her emotions, and she just wanted to pour out her bitter lovesickness for Ye Ming......
Qu Yu has been listening to the beautiful girl in front of her in a daze and thoughtfully, listening to it, she feels that her heart is gradually softening and melting, and she is gradually immersed in Li Wen's mood and atmosphere. In the end, her eyes were moist, and two crystal tears loomed in the corners of her eyes......
Qu Yu never expected that the girl in front of her, who was usually a little lonely, a little indifferent, and never pretended to be attentive to any man who came to her, had such a rich inner world, and she was so obsessed and devoted to a person, which made her both ashamed and a little envious: although she was almost thirty years old, she had also experienced several relationships. However, most of these relationships are unremarkable. Moreover, he has always been passively pursued, passively falling in love with others, breaking up, falling in love again, and breaking up again, and finally at the strong request of his parents, he reluctantly married a man with a solid family, and then he was inserted by Yan Changgeng to break up this family that was hard to establish. Up to now, he has become the current picture of no one or ghost, a doll of others, and a "little three" that everyone hates......
Therefore, after listening to Li Wen's narration, she was both moved and a little envious in her heart: unrequited love like Li Wen is a little painful and helpless, but there is sweetness in this pain, and there is longing and hope in this helplessness. is not like myself, I have always been emotionally muddy and dull: there is no bitter lovesickness, no infatuated waiting, no sweet memories, no happy longing......
As soon as he thought of this, Qu Yu's mind suddenly appeared with Yan Changgeng's stubby body, his long pockmarked face, and his fierce and domineering eyes. Even, she ghostly remembered that when Yan Changgeng pressed on her body at night to vent, the bloated and white fat like dead pork, the heavy breathing like a cow because of physical exhaustion, and the convulsions that couldn't last for two minutes because of excessive indulgence...... All of this made her feel extremely disgusting and disgusting at this time......
In order to calm down the disgusting feeling she felt at the moment because she thought of Yan Changgeng, she suddenly pulled Li Wen, who was still immersed in her lovesick mood, into her arms, touched her cheek like a big sister, and said softly: "Wenwen, sister understands your feelings, and also understands your sweetness and pain. To be honest, my sister is really a little envious of you and a little jealous of you now. Sister has never experienced such an innocent relationship like yours, and she will never experience it in the future. I think your vision is good, Mr. Ye is indeed a very good boy, not only sunny and handsome, but also looks very talented and kind. I think: as long as he is not married, you should not be discouraged and not discouraged. Since you like him so much, you should confess to him and take the initiative to pursue him. In today's society, finding a good husband is also a war, and the emphasis is on the winner being the king, and you can't be soft-hearted or cowering, what do you think? ”
Li Wen shook her head helplessly and whispered, "Sister Qu, you're right. But my situation with Brother Ye is quite special, and I can't tell you the specific reasons. In short, I will always be inseparable from him. Perhaps, this is my fate! ”
Speaking of this, Li Wen finally couldn't control it, and tears fell down her eyes......