I hit him with the back of my head and stomped on his foot, and it worked, and he had to let go of me.

I don't know where I got the strength, so I pushed him away and ran outside.

Ran to the door and was grabbed by Yan Xiang who rushed over, but I didn't expect him to have so much strength and pick me up.

"Let her go."

Hearing Mangkang say this, Iwan Xiang put me on the ground, I had no strength anymore, but I still wanted to escape from this place.

I stood up, dizzy, and then I fell straight down.

I've been dreaming, dreaming of Luo Ange for a while, dreaming of Luo Ange and Bojia getting married, dreaming of Shu Congxuan for a while, and dreaming of Du Fanchuan for a while.

Finally those people left, Luo Ange took me to a very big lake to swim, and we kept going downstream, and I seemed to see dolphins. Luo Ange suddenly disappeared, and I was so frightened that I surfaced and saw that he was being sucked into a very large whirlpool.

I swam over with all my might, and the moment I grabbed his hand, I found that he had suddenly turned into a Yuan Shengqi.

I was so frightened that I let go of my hand, and Luo Ange was sucked into the whirlpool, and I heard him ask me, "Why?" ”

I screamed and sat up, finding myself sleeping on a large bed.

There was a young maid in the house, and when she saw me awake, she ran out and said something I did not understand.

Soon Mangkang came in, and he came to the bed, and I was so frightened that I grabbed the quilt and shrunk inside.

He sat down, reached out and probed my forehead, and said, "You have a fever and have been asleep for two days." The doctor said that the wound was infected and the shock was excessive, and you may not be able to adapt to the climate here, so I gave you a vaccine......"

He waved his hand, the maid went out, and soon a doctor came in, opened my eyelids with a flashlight, asked me to open my mouth, took my blood pressure, and finally lifted me up with the nutrient solution.

I didn't move, and let Mangkang put me down on the bed, and he helped me cover the quilt and asked the doctor, "What about the wound?" ”

The doctor said: "The infection is very serious, the child cannot be saved, and surgery needs to be done as soon as possible." ”

I sat up, grabbed the doctor, and cried, "Don't, don't, don't hurt my child." Please, Mangkang, please, don't hurt my child. I'll give you whatever you want, don't hurt my child, he can't be fine, he can't be okay. ”

Mang Kang held me down, seeing that I was still struggling, he hugged me and followed my back: "Okay, okay, you have to operate as soon as possible, otherwise even you will be in danger." ”

I struggled violently: "You let me go, let me die, let me die, if you don't have children, you might as well kill me." ”

I quickly snatched the gun from his waist and pointed it at my temple.

I'd rather die, I'd rather die.

If the child can't be saved, what's the point of living in this world?

Mang Kang smiled, snatched the things in my hand, pressed me down on the bed, and gritted his teeth: "This is already my greatest patience, don't challenge me." ”

I cried and buried my face on the pillow: "Mangkang, I beg you, I beg you, I listen to you for everything, you save my child, you save my child." ”

He said: "It's not that I won't help you, it's that I really can't keep it." ”

The doctor urged again: "Sir, I really can't delay any longer, I have to have surgery." ”

"Have you been vaccinated?"

"Yes."

I burst into tears, I didn't expect that my fate with this child could only go here, I didn't expect that after so many twists and turns, I still couldn't keep it in the end, I didn't expect that I would come to this point......

Mangkang patted me on the back: "Okay, okay, you still have a fever." Everything is ready, and the surgery is about to begin. ”

I know that I know that the continuous high fever and unbearable pain in my lower abdomen for the past few days, I know that it is a bad omen, and I am prepared for the worst, but I didn't expect it to come so quickly.

I wasn't prepared at all, or I was lucky, and I thought I could keep it.

I don't think my mother-son relationship with this child should be broken off here, I think Luo Ange will definitely be able to find me and rescue our mother and son.

But now I suddenly lost hope, I felt that everything didn't matter, I always said that man will win the sky, I can't win, I resign myself to fate.

I don't care what the heavens do.

Hearing me crying for a while, Mangkang went out with the doctor, and before leaving, he whispered in my ear: "You'd better not lie to me, or I'll kill you." ”

After they went out, I finally cried out loud, crying out all the grievances, fears and unwillingness during this time, including my expectations and thoughts for Luo Ange.

I touched my stomach and kept saying sorry to the child: "I'm sorry, baby, it's Mom's fault, Mommy can't protect you." If there is a next life, will you be my child again...... If there is a next life, let me be your child, let me make up for all the debts owed to you, okay? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really tried my best, I really can't help it......"

I was crying so much that I was about to faint, and Mangkang didn't worry about me, so he brought someone in.

He walked to the side of the bed, helped me up, and asked me to lean on his shoulder: "Don't cry, we will also have our own children in the future, and I will definitely be good to him." Whatever you want, I can give it to you, don't cry. ”

I can't even keep the child with Luo Ange, I don't even know if I can live until tomorrow, how dare I believe the words of this man who bought me.

Meng Kang looked down at me, his chin against my head, this posture made me feel in a trance, as if the person around me was Luo Ange, as if we were leaning on each other like this, saying sweet words that would not be separated for the rest of our lives.

But I know that he is not, even if Luo Ange is standing in front of me now, I can't guarantee that I can still dare to believe him.

"Are you ready?"

I shook my head blankly, as if as long as I shook my head, the child could be saved.

Finally, Mangkang had someone carry me on a stretcher to a small western-style building that came out of his own house, and when I went up to the second floor, I saw several doctors in white coats standing there.

I couldn't cry anymore, I just put my hands on my stomach.

The stretcher stopped at the door, and Mangkang held my hand and squatted down: "Are you afraid?" ”

I nodded, still crying: "Is there really no way, is there no way at all?" ”

He pressed his forehead against me: "There is really no way, the child must be removed, otherwise you will die too." ”

I looked away: "Then let's die together." ”

He pinched my chin: "You are my man, do you dare to die without my permission?" ”

I stared at him: "Why, why are you doing this to me?" ”

He laughed: "It's a secret, I'll tell you when you're ready." ”

I grabbed his hand and pleaded in a tone that only I knew: "Mangkang, I beg you, count me begging you, you can think of a way." You're so powerful, there must be a way. You take me to a big hospital, you send me there, and those doctors will definitely be able to help me...... Mangkang, I'm going to die if you do this, I'm really going to die. ”

I don't know what's wrong with me, obviously he's not a good person, but at this moment I'm willing to beg him.

He shook me back: "Don't worry, the doctors here are even more powerful than those in big hospitals." They'll make you okay, and if you're missing a hair, I'll bury them with you. ”

After saying that, he pushed me into the operating room, and I dragged him and begged him not to.

But he broke my hands one by one, his face was a little unsightly, and he waved his hand to let the doctor prepare for the operation.

In the last seconds the door closed, it was as if I saw fate pass by me again.

It told me not to resist, it told me it was my life, and she told me that if I resisted, I would die an ugly death.

Several doctors pressed me, someone gave me anesthesia, and then a female doctor comforted me in my ear: "It's fine right away, just hold on for a while and get some sleep." ”

I stared at the ceiling, and for some reason, I actually saw Luo Ange and Bogart playing on the beach with their children.

Then I saw a child lying on the side with blood, but Luo Ange didn't look at it, he hugged Yuntian and shouted happily: "Dad loves Yuntian the most, and he loves Mom the most." ”

I silently shed tears, and when nothing happened, I told myself ten thousand times that I must believe this man, and I will not doubt him when I die, and I will not believe that he will do anything sorry for me.

But now that the child can't be saved, he hasn't come to save me yet, and the phone is still in Bogart's hands so late, I really can't believe him.

When drowsiness hit, I closed my eyes in a daze, thinking: If I could not fall asleep, if I could die, how good it would be.

Luo Ange, I'm tired, I want to take a break.

Luo Ange, I can't hold on to you to save me.

Luo Ange, I don't even have the strength to think about you, I don't even have the strength to cry.

There was something cold reaching into my body, stirring in it, and I didn't feel any pain at all, even if my stomach was tumbling like there were countless people fighting in it, I didn't feel any pain.

I didn't fall asleep, and that last bit of consciousness was particularly tenacious, and I was awake to the fact that something had slipped out of my body after the instruments had stirred inside my body.

I knew what it was, I wanted to shout, I wanted to ask them to show me, I wanted to ask them to lift me up, but I opened my mouth wide and I couldn't make a sound.

I only saw them go out with something bloody wrapped in a cloth, and then I saw the surgeon's face change and say something.

I couldn't hear clearly, I just saw her hand reaching out to change her assistant's gloves, and all I saw was blood on the gloves.

No, no, no, she was covered in blood.

I knew it was my blood, and I laughed, so good, so good, so good to die.

I'm free again, I'm free again.

There was a nurse who ran out, and soon Mangkang rushed in, and he seemed to call me, but my last bit of consciousness gradually faded, and I only felt that there was a big, big hole in my stomach, and the cool breeze blew from all directions, pouring into my body, and I only felt cold.