The latest chapter Please Baidu pen とfun と Zhai or manually enter the URL.biqù No delay synchronous update Fan Qingyu's body was drenched in sweat, her breathing was short, and her weak body was indescribable at the moment. Twist your fingers softly.

I can feel that the man in her dream just now is me, even if we haven't had a relationship, but this sublimation of the soul has made our feelings deeper, more real and stronger.

It turns out that the distance between the heart and the heart is sometimes not so far away, I originally thought it was out of reach, but dreams do not deceive, the feeling that is suppressed in the heart, maybe you can only vent it in dreams, I was stunned. Because I know that I also have Fan whispering in my heart, although she doesn't occupy much, and there is no way to compare with Zhang Qianqian, but she does have a place, and I just used moral restraint and humanity to suppress my feelings for her and only miss her.

"Why are you so impulsive?"

I gently lifted Fan Qingyu's long and messy hair, and helped her hang it in her ear, she blushed and smiled and said, "No...... It's nothing, maybe the dream just scared me, but it's a pity that it was a dream, everything is fake, it's just my own imagination. ”

"Dreams are false, but the heart is real."

Fan whispered. I put my arms around her little waist and kissed her moist and sexy little mouth, this kiss was like a dragonfly dotting water, but it was also this kiss that made Fan Qingyu lean on my arms like a puddle of water, her invincible will has already been pinned on me with the dream just now, the reason why she didn't say it, the latest chapter has been updated

The couch couldn't fit the two of us, so I hugged her body. Directly stood up and put her on the bed, she reluctantly grabbed my hand, although she didn't speak, but her eyes were reluctant.

"I'm not leaving, I'm going to the bathroom, and I'll be back in a while."

"Hmm."

Fan's voice was a little hoarse, I opened the door of the toilet, stood in front of the mirror in a daze, looking at myself sweating profusely in the mirror, I remembered a scene a few months ago, that day I broke the mirror, that day I hated myself for being cowardly, hated myself for always being bullied, although I didn't say anything grandiose, but my heart was unswervingly changed. Now that I'm looking in the mirror, I still feel flawed.

I'm emotionally weak, I don't know how to face other people's love, I don't know how to love others, these inextricable sorrows, let me become a kind of trouble, whenever I want to be nice to Fan Qingyu or Chen Meili Qin Xiaoyou, the things in the traditional concept are like a mantra on my head, making me cold-blooded and ruthless, even unkind.

I pointed to myself in the mirror and said, "How much emotional debt do you still owe to others, have you paid it back, have you paid it back?" ”

The person in the mirror smiled bitterly, but at this moment I saw my helplessness and cowardice clearly, I smashed the mirror with a punch, and the crackling lens fell to the ground. Looking at the gradually shattering mirror, my heart began to harden.

There were a lot of wounds on my hands, blood flowed along the wounds on my fingertips, and slowly fell to the ground from my fingertips, at this time the door of the bathroom was opened, and Fan Qingyu grabbed my hand in a panic: "What are you doing here?" Your hands are bleeding. ”

"It doesn't matter, I just want to know, does your heart hurt?"

I grabbed Fan Qingyu's shoulders and stared at her with a dead eye, she frowned and pursed her lips and nodded.

"Then will you continue to lie to me and continue to use me in the future?"

My voice was a little hoarse, my body trembled a little, and Fan whispered and gasped, "I haven't lied to you since you treated me as a person that day." ”

"Tell me, do you like me? I want you to tell the truth, and don't lie to me. ”

Fan smiled bitterly and said, "Yes, I like you, but I can't replace Qianqian, I'm just a serious female liar for you." ”

"Look me in the eye and tell the truth."

I grabbed Fan Qingyu's shoulders with both hands, her beautiful big eyes stared at me, and said resolutely: "I really want to treat you as a sustenance, I never thought that I would be so cowardly, I never thought that I would really like you, at first I was indeed lying to you and using you, and even wanted to kill you, but after a long time, I slowly fell in love with you, even I couldn't control myself and couldn't get rid of it, your refusal again and again made my feelings for you more intense, I'm even very jealous, very envious, why can't such a good man like a woman be me, how good it would be if it was me, if there was a man who could die for me and reject other women for me, then I didn't live in vain in my life. ”

Between the words, Fan Qingyu couldn't help but shed tears, her eyes are the window of the soul, her eyes are not deceiving, her heart has been seen by me in the dream just now.

I couldn't hold back that kind of love for her anymore, maybe it was suppressed for too long, I pressed her against the wall and kissed her red lips, her body froze, and her hands grabbed my pajamas tightly, as if she was reluctant to let go.

"What are you going to do?"

Fan blushed and adopted a policy of non-resistance, and I smiled and said, "Did you dream of me in your dream just now?" ”

"How do you know, you...... You scoundrel, did I just talk in my sleep, what do you want to do? ”

"I want your dreams to come true, I want you to be my woman."

Fan looked at me blankly, the corners of her mouth raised and she snorted and laughed.

"Don't be so anxious, I have some discomfort in my stomach, and your hand is injured, and you have lost so much blood, I will help you bandage your wounds first, it's not that I don't want to be your woman, I just haven't prepared yet, the dream just now is so scary, you are so terrible and ruthless in your dreams."

It can be seen that Fan Qingyu is very nervous, maybe it is indeed a nightmare, her dislike for men should be the indelible shadow left by her father when she was a child.

"Okay, I'm not a beast either, I won't embarrass you, it's just that I figured out a truth just now, and I can't help but want to change myself."

I touched Fan Qingyu's little face with my hand, the guilt in my heart was gone at this moment, there was just that free and free, my heart may be free the moment I broke the glass, without too many constraints, and moved with my heart.

Fan Qingyu took my arm and led me to the room for me to sit on the bed, she found some medicinal wine, and some cotton balls to help me wipe the wound, and carefully applied the medicinal wine and ointment, her movements were very elegant, I didn't expect her to have such a tender scene.

"Don't do stupid things in the future, okay, what are you doing in that mirror, if there is anything upsetting, you can tell me, the two of us are in love now, am I your girlfriend?"

Fan whispered and looked up at me, I nodded and shook my head.

"What do you mean by that?"

Fan Qingyu's face was slightly unhappy, and I smiled and said, "I can treat you as a girlfriend, but I can't let others know about my affairs with you." ”

"Are you afraid that Zhang Qianqian will be angry if she finds out?"

Fan pouted softly and sighed, I patted her head and said, "I'm also afraid that you will be angry, because you know what the result will be if things are known." ”

"I know that I won't embarrass you, nor will I make myself sad, don't mention Zhang Qianqian, in front of me, don't talk about other women, there are only me and you here, and you are the only man who can sleep here."

"That's a real pleasure for me."

I looked at the bandaged hand, my heart was warm, Fan whispered and helped me on the bed, helped me cover the quilt, and she lifted the quilt and leaned on my arms, my hand involuntarily hugged her, maybe love is just a momentary thing, no one can be sure what is an eternal person, people will eventually die and will dissipate in heaven and earth, maybe the next moment is the end of the world, if the heart is bound, the soul will lose its freedom, love what I love, no regrets.

When I woke up the next day, the sun was already shining on the floor, I heard the sound of stir-frying in the kitchen, I glanced at the kitchen through the glass, Fan Qingyu in the kitchen was stir-frying with a spoon, she was wearing a white pajamas, because the skirt under the pajamas was very short, so it seemed that her legs were white and long, and her hair was stuck on the top of her head with clips, and she looked very homely.

Seeing that Fan is very skilled in stir-frying, she should have done this a lot before, I stood up and was about to change my pajamas, but I found that the new clothes next to the bed were missing.

"Whisper, where's my clothes?"

Fan Qingyu turned her head and smiled at me: "I washed it for you and hung it on the balcony." ”

"Didn't you buy me a dress before?"

"That dress doesn't fit, I've already returned it."

I know that Fan Qingyu doesn't want me to leave, I can't leave in my pajamas, I can only wait for the clothes to dry, and I'm afraid the clothes will have to wait until noon.

"The weather is so good, the clothes will dry in a while, don't worry, anyway, it's just the two of us here, hurry up and wash your face and eat, there is a toothbrush and toothpaste prepared for you in the toilet."

When Fan whispered, she walked out of the kitchen with a plate full of dishes, she put the plate on the table, I have to say that she is very good at cooking, just smelling this smell, I have an appetite.

"I'm hungry, let's eat first."

I got out of bed in slippers, and as soon as I picked up chopsticks while sitting on the edge of the bed, I was grabbed by Fan Qingyu: "Don't be greedy, if your hands are inconvenient, I will help you brush your teeth, it is very unhygienic for you to eat like this." "The latest chapter, please Baidu pen とfun と Zhai or manually enter the URL. Synchronous updates without delay