Forty-one, the world is so small
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As soon as her colleague walked away, Qiao Zhen moved the chair in front of her, and if it was unbelievable to see her disgusted and disgusted expression in the video, she was now completely sure of what she would get, although these were still "unprofessional" speculations in Shi Yan's opinion.
She took the girl's hand, looked her in the eye, and asked her sincerely, "Tell me, did he ever try to get you to do something?" ”
Then she saw the girl's expression change from trying to disguise, as if she was facing a great enemy, to being relieved, her expression changing as quickly as her face and uncontrollably, and large tears slipped down her red and swollen eyes like hail on a summer day.
"You don't have to be afraid, now that he's gone, no one can hurt you anymore. But are you really willing to endure all this pain alone? Qiao Zhen encouraged her, as if to convince herself, "It's a little painful, maybe if you say it, you won't be tortured anymore." Don't you think? ”
"Maybe, I fell in love with the wrong person in the first place." The girl spoke faster and faster, and it seemed that the more quickly she pushed the words and words out of her mouth, the quicker she could get rid of the nightmare: "Human nature is really terrible. I saw that he was going to jump, and even thought, forget it, I can let go no matter how much I love, as long as he can live well. But he climbed up to the ledge of the ledge, and in the blink of an eye, he turned out of the railing, and I ran over and hugged him desperately. ”
Qiao Zhen handed her a piece of paper, she took it, didn't wipe it, and continued to confide: "Who knows, he turned his hand and hugged me, and said in his mouth, 'Don't you love me, I can't live, what's the point of you living, if you want to die, you will die together'." Can you believe such a scenario? The girl raised her face full of tears and asked Qiao Zhen bitterly.
She nodded, shook her head again, and let out a long sigh.
The girl's face had a sense of happiness for the rest of her life, and she no longer concealed it: "I was stunned for a few seconds, my brain was blank, I didn't expect him to want to drag me off the building, I could only desperately break free from his entanglement." But he grabbed my arm with his hand and dragged me a little bit towards the balcony with the weight of his body, and my feet were almost off the ground. I didn't think about dying at all, yes, I loved him very much, but all I wanted was to live a good life with him, not to be so martyred. ”
"Later, I didn't care about saving him, because he didn't seem to care about his life or death, and was more concerned about whether I could die for him, really perverted, and I realized that I never knew him. I squatted down with all my strength, my feet against the wall of the balcony, and I saw his hand slip from my hand a little bit...... For a moment, I met eye contact with him across the iron fence. ”
Qiao Zhen saw that the corners of her mouth twitched unconsciously because of nervousness, and the physical side effects brought to her by this love were no less than psychological blows: "The person who used to say sweetly to me that he would always accompany me and take care of me seems to have never appeared, and I still remember his eyes, that kind of viciousness, despair, and hatred." You say, how could I fall in love with such a devil? The girl's body trembled slightly because of fear and disappointment, and after speaking, she cried out, and the criminal policeman who hurried over with the ink in her hand stopped at the door in surprise, looking at the two of them, not knowing what had happened in the past few minutes.
Qiao Zhen watched her tears pour down and patted her shoulder comfortingly, and the doubts in her heart before finally became clear like the sun in the clouds. Qiao Zhen didn't have any judgment or accusation at all about her actions, not even surprises. She just looked at the endless road through the iron window with empty eyes, and whispered in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Sometimes, we just have to recognize these cruel things, the dark side of human nature that we can't see before, before we can continue to move forward, otherwise we just don't want to leave, don't you think?" ”
This sentence was also told to her by Ma Jing after listening to her experience in the Spiritual Workshop. Qiao Zhen sometimes thinks that humans are really strange animals, and secrets that are difficult to tell to relatives and friends around them have become a common topic when they come to strangers. After all, this workshop was spontaneously gathered by Ma Jing, an enthusiastic psychological counselor, who thought she was lonely, sad and confused.
Ma Jing herself is also a reporter, since she came home early on a business trip, and found that there was a naked strange woman lying on her bed, she has never had a physical relationship with any man, she simply left the home that she had run for nearly 20 years, as if she had never come, according to Ma Jing's words, "I won't let that stinky man see my tears, seriously, it's not for him, but for my son to have such a father ashamed, for his own dedication to this family feels worthless." ”
When she said these words, her tone was quite relaxed and objective, and everyone smiled relaxedly, and some members of the group also tasted the new tea and pastries in the salon, smiling and commenting on the quality, as if this was an ordinary gathering of friends.
Ma Jingcai didn't care about these formal unseriousness, when she looked at the new Qiao Zhen, the youngest Qiao Zhen was inexplicably a little timid and speechless, she was going to participate for the first time just as a bystander, watching and learning more, the environment here made her feel calm inexplicably.
So, Ma Jing looked at her and said the golden sentence that she often quoted to the desperate girl later.
When Ma Jing later learned that Qiao Zhen was a policewoman, after repeatedly asking her name and age, she hesitated for a moment, silently bowed her head and drank tea, as if she was thinking about whether she should say something. Such an act is a bit incongruous to her, and she has always dared to speak and encourage others to say bluntly and memorably. Ma Jing opened her mouth but surprised her: "I know your father, but don't worry, I will keep your secret." ”
"How did you meet?"
"It's a long story, but it's not a good idea." Ma Jing smiled helplessly.
Qiao Zhen didn't expect life to be so dramatic, Qiao Raogang actually had such a "friend", but he didn't know that he was a daughter.
Ma Jing saw the ambiguous and teasing smile on Qiao Zhen's face, and explained: "Little girl, don't think crookedly. Although your father is unmarried and I am unmarried, we met in the workplace, and the unhappiness is also caused by the difference in work positions. ”
Qiao Zhen knew that Ma Jing was the chief reporter of the newspaper, so if he could deal with Qiao Raogang and had an intersection, he must be a reporter from the social news line. It is inferred from this that the contradiction between the two is really a cat and a mouse, and it is inseparable.
But she likes Ma Jing's character, she has seen the dark side, but she has not become gloomy, but more transparent and simple, which is what Qiao Zhen appreciates and pursues. She even had some faint expectations in her heart.
The next day, as soon as Qiao Zhen saw Qiao Rao in the cafeteria, he sat down opposite him with a dinner plate, and said straight to the point: "I saw Ma Jing yesterday." ”
Qiao Rao was stunned: "Who?" ”
She really forgot a little when she looked at her father, so she prompted: "That reporter Ma Jing." ”
He apparently quickly recalled, and snorted disdainfully: "How did you know this reporter?" ”
"It's a big opinion, what case did you come into contact with?"
"Many years ago, we did a homicide case, and she showed her press card at the scene and was going to follow up, well, you just ran social news, you don't know the rules, I can teach you, those who don't know are not guilty, but then I found out that this person is really powerful."
Qiao Zhen inexplicably felt that the person who made Qiao Raogang helpless was really capable, and asked with a smile: "What kind of axis method?" ”
"I emphasized with the team members the discipline and regulations for the police to accept interviews, the cordon can't enter, I think she doesn't give up, it's impossible to dig out the news from our mouths, I think she should go."
"Looks like she hasn't given up yet."
"Why didn't she give up, she simply added to the chaos, relying on herself as the 'uncrowned king' is really a chicken feather arrow. Guess what, she followed our scouts, visited one on the periphery, she followed to interview one, the notebook was densely memorized several pages, sat in the security room of our compound, took out the notebook and began to code, the first time to catch up with a scoop in-depth report. ”